1987, I didn't know I would meet you

I can't imagine that if Lu Manqing told others about the two of us... I dare not think about it anymore.I swear my mother will send me to a mental hospital!

No, I cannot allow this to happen.Hastily cleaned up his mood, stood up and ran, rushing to the girls' dormitory.

"Zhiqing, where are you going!"

Yang Zhenyu yelled behind me, but I didn't have time to turn around.

This time, instead of waiting downstairs calmly, I rushed upstairs.

I heard from Lu Manqing that she lives on the second floor.I hurriedly knocked on the door, but it wasn't her who came to open the door, it should be her roommate.

"Who are you looking for?" She looked at me up and down and asked.

"Is Lu Manqing here?"

"Oh, you're looking for Man Qing, she's a bit uncomfortable and can't see anyone." The girl seemed to have no idea what happened, maybe Man Qing really meant it.

I was in a hurry, so I raised my voice and shouted inside.

"Manqing, Lu Manqing! I have something to tell you!"

"Hey, hey, you have already said that Manqing doesn't want to see anyone anymore, why are you shouting!"

"Xiaoqin, go in." Seeing Lu Manqing coming out, the girl gave me a blank look and walked in angrily.

"Man Qing..."

"I know what you want to say." Before I could speak, Lu Manqing had already raised her palm to signal me to pause.Compared with her excitement before, she has calmed down a lot now.

"I..." I muttered a few times, trying to explain something, but in the end I couldn't say anything, and lowered my head sadly.

"Zhiqing, you also know that this is wrong, right? Why don't you leave Yang Zhenyu, and why are you with him?"

Man looked so serious when he was young, and said to me seriously with his arms folded.

I looked at her, froze for a long time before shaking my head in confusion.

"you..."

"But I like him."

Lu Manqing hesitated and was about to continue speaking, but I preempted him, and the words were stuck in his throat, and he could only stare at me dumbfounded, apparently he did not expect that I would admit it so openly.

"I'm very happy with him...I know it's not okay, but I can't control myself. Just thinking of him holding hands with other women, even if they walk together, I can go crazy with jealousy! Am I right? sick..."

It took Lu Manqing a long time to come back to his senses, frowning, his eyes were full of desolation, and the way he looked at me could make people feel tense.But I wasn't in the mood to notice her expression.

"Man Qing, help me, don't say it. Just let me be selfish for a while, maybe I won't be like this in the future..." I boldly made guesses, trying to convince the other party and make me feel at ease.

She turned around at once, stopped looking at me, sniffed almost inaudibly, and then spoke in a crying voice after a while.

"Don't worry, I won't go home and tell others... I just hope that you will wake up from this illusion as soon as possible."

After all, she also closed the door resolutely, and I stood outside the door with my head down in frustration, my red eyes couldn't help but shed tears, I quickly raised my sleeves and wiped them rudely .Turning around, as if nothing had happened, she walked out of the girls' dormitory with firm steps.

This matter is left as it is. Although there is a third person who knows this matter that God knows, you know and I know, Yang Zhenyu and I are still pretending to be calm. In fact, we are still faintly worried, afraid that Lu Manqing will be careless. Said slipped.

He told me to stay away from Lu Manqing, I had no choice but to grit my teeth and nod.The girl noticed the deliberate alienation, her pretty face turned red with embarrassment, and gradually she never came to see me, and over time, it gradually turned into passing by in school without saying hello of two people.Behind my back, I felt very sorry for her, but I had to be selfish and beg for the peace of mind of that poor little girl.I'm sorry I always wanted to say it, but I was swallowed every time.

But this kind of life of walking on thin ice is my choice, so I have to bear this kind of psychological pressure.In the past few years of university, we have always been cautious, never having private meetings on campus, only going out to open a room when we couldn't bear it, but we still had to look around to avoid being seen by acquaintances.

Sometimes in the dead of night, I would toss and turn in bed thinking, how long can our relationship last?I am faintly worried, because saying forever, in my opinion, is not a sweet talk, it can only be the detonation time of the bomb.His family, and my family... Leaving aside the future, Yang Zhenyu's family with background would never allow him to be with a man!

And I could only hold Yang Zhenyu tighter in panic, fearing that when I wake up, there will be no one around him.

But I have no choice, two people to fight for happiness?I once told him this bold idea, he laughed first, and after he was exhausted from laughing, he slowly turned serious and warned me not to.

My heart sank, and I really wanted to punch him in the face at that time, but I couldn't do it, so I could only clench my fists, turn around and leave.

Laughing, I can't help but be afraid.I have always wondered what position I have in his heart. After all, he has too many girlfriends. It is hard to guarantee that he will break up with me one day when he opens his eyes. This kind of fearful life makes me miserable.

"What's wrong with you recently? So heavy dark circles?" Yang Zhenyu frowned and touched my eyes distressedly.

"It's nothing, I just didn't sleep well..." I smiled, stroked his hand casually, and looked away.He stared at me and frowned slightly.

On the one hand, I was delighted by his touch, but on the other hand I was afraid... I shook my head, and could only sigh silently.