1987, I didn't know I would meet you

"How do you know I'm here?" I handed Lu Manqing a cup of hot tea, she sniffed and took it, took a sip pitifully, she looked like a stray kitten curled up on the sofa.

"Actually, I only found out that you were here a few days ago..."

"I'm begging your family, as long as there is any news about you, you must tell me..." She whispered more and more, her head slowly drooped, and her shoulder-length hair slid down to cover her face. I don't know her expression.

"Long time no see, it's been a few years." I smiled and changed the subject.

She raised her head, her pale face was vaguely visible in the black hair, only her eyes were shining brightly, which I couldn't ignore or avoid.

"It's been more than a year, but you stopped interacting with me three years ago." She recalled the past, turned her eyes away, and looked at a certain place with empty eyes.I scratched my hair, not knowing what to say for a moment.He faltered a few times in embarrassment, but didn't say a word in the end.

"It's getting late, do you have somewhere to go tonight?" I patted my pants and stood up, lowering my head and asking her, only the top of her head could be seen.

She shook her head lightly, holding her hands together nervously and rubbing them.

"Then let me make do with it for one night now, and I will help you find a place to live tomorrow."

I said lightly, got up and went to the closet, took out the bedding inside, and spread it on the sofa.

When Lu Manqing walked out of the bathroom with wet hair, I hurriedly closed my eyes and pretended to be asleep.

"Zhiqing? Zhiqing?" She walked lightly to the edge of the sofa, calling me a few times tentatively, seeing that I didn't respond, she had to give up.I heard the sound of her clothes rubbing, and I should have gone to bed.

I slowly opened my eyes, staring at the fruit plate on the table in front of me in a daze.I don't know why Lu Manqing came to me. I feel that I'm not that attractive, so I laughed.For her, guilt is more important than anything else. I know she is a person who keeps her word, but at that time I avoided her in order to pursue my own peace of mind, so that I felt like a stranger. I always wanted to say sorry to Lu Manqing.

She shouldn't be involved in this kind of dirty relationship between me and Yang Zhenyu. I don't want her to worry about me anymore. I would rather she think I'm disgusting and stay away from me, and don't get involved in this muddy water again. .

Why did you come to me, you idiot... Why should you...

There was a faint pain in my temple, I turned over lightly, faced the ceiling, and took a long breath.

Early the next morning, I suddenly woke up from my dream and sat up abruptly. Before I could recover, I heard the sound of a porcelain bowl breaking on the ground from the kitchen. Immediately afterwards, Lu Manqing hurried to I ran out and asked me worriedly.

"Are you OK?"

I stroked my forehead and shook my head with a faint smile at her.

"What are you doing?" I got up from the sofa, got up and walked to the kitchen, she followed me in awkwardly, and whispered apologetically.

"Sorry, I broke one of your bowls..."

"It's okay, I scared you." I bent down and smelled the meat porridge cooked in the pot, and suddenly felt a little twitching of my index finger.

"You come to be a guest, but I will let you cook."

"What's the matter...Besides, this is the first time you eat my cooking..." She blushed and pursed her lips and smiled subtly. I touched my nose in embarrassment, laughed dryly and hurriedly Ran to the toilet to wash.

After breakfast, I called my colleague and asked him to take a day off to help Lu Manqing find a place to live, when I suddenly realized that she shouldn't be staying for a long time.

"How long are you going to stay?"

I inadvertently asked, who would have thought that Lu Manqing suddenly raised her head excitedly, and stared at me in disbelief, as if I had done something wrong to her.

"You don't want to see me that much!"

I was stunned in an instant, faltering for a long time.

"How is it possible, I just...just want to help you find a place to live, like asking how long you want to stay, whether you will stay for a long time..." Was her reaction too big?

She was stunned when she heard what I said, and she sat down after a long while. Her straight black hair was fluffy and covered most of her face, her face was pale, and her expression was terrified.

"I can't go home anymore..." She closed her eyes in pain, but the corners of her eyes were red.My movements froze, and some didn't react.

"What did you say?"

"I can't go home anymore...I had a quarrel with my parents before I left..." As she spoke, her emotions became more and more agitated, and there was a tear in her voice. "They...don't let me come to you..." Finally couldn't help it, she raised her hands to cover her face, and burst into sobs uncontrollably.

"you..."

Seeing her crying, I hurried over and sat beside her, trying to comfort her, but I didn't know how to speak.Yeah, you're not safe here a girl, you better go home...so?I'm afraid I'm crying even harder.

I still kept my mouth shut, and patted her back with my hand, patted her back lightly, until she gradually stopped talking.