He stalked me after amnesia

A few days later, Shen Chi received a heavy express box from Linyang.

The name of the sender on it was "Let me tell you some secrets for him", and he looked up the phone number left on his phone, it was Xie Jingcheng's.

He opened the box with a utility knife, and inside was a thick and large envelope, a book, and several cardboard boxes of the same size.

Shen Chi's heart ached for some reason, the pain was so sudden that tears filled his eyes.

He picked up the book with a dark blue cover, on which was a post-it note that said "There is a man who hides many secrets, but he is too timid to tell you a word/thank you.".

Shen Chi inexplicably thought of Nie Yungui's phone call a few days ago. He said that Jiang Zhan fell ill after he left, kept forgetting everyone, and had to re-identify each time, but he never got better.

He said, Brother Chi, if you are not angry anymore, come back and see him.

He said, Brother Chi, everyone advised him not to wait for you and forget about you, but he still only remembers you.

He said, Brother Chi, that bastard surnamed Jiang showed off the cufflinks you gave me yesterday. In the past five years, he has shown off a hundred times, and he's getting bored to death.

Shen Chi's hands trembled slightly. It was the first time in five years that Jiang Zhan called him that day - using Nie Yungui's cell phone.He was more humble than five years ago, so carefully told him about everyone's recent situation, not talking about himself at all.

Nie Yungui later said that it was Jiang Zhan who spent a lot of time and saved it for a long time to write it down in a small notebook, and the paper was almost crumbled.He was clearly talking about everyone's recent situation, but he couldn't remember who was who.

Shen Chi breathed out slowly, and unconsciously pinched the book tightly with his fingers. He took off the post-it note, and the title of the book was revealed where it was originally covered—"But I Love You".

In the author column under the title of the book, Jiang Zhan's name was impressively written.

He suddenly remembered that he had seen the spine of this book on Jiang Zhan's bookshelf before the divorce, but he had no curiosity and didn't like to touch Jiang Zhan's things.

Shen slowly opened the cover, and on the title page of the book was a small poem written by hand.

"I'm afraid I'll forget to love you,

I am afraid that one day I will forget you,

I'm afraid you know the news,

but i love you

now i love you.

Yours. Jiang Zhan"

Below that, is a date that is a bit distant now—the beginning of their third year of marriage, and a day when their relationship was still bad.

Shen Chi felt a dull pain in his heart, he didn't dare to stop, and then flipped through the following content.

There are not many words on each page, but they are all dated, starting very early.

Jiang Zhan would write a sentence or two every few days, as if talking to himself.

"Thinking about it, I still like him."

"Don't forget again."

"Shen Chi, Shen Chi, Shen Chi."

"Great, I didn't forget this time."

In the middle, there were many days of interruption and rewriting, and there were repeated apologies.

"I'm sorry to upset you."

"Sorry, I love you, but I don't know how to love you."

It was so short that Shen Chi stood by the table and turned to the back in ten minutes.

"I seem to have forgotten again."

"It's been a little longer this time."

"I like you, right?"

After that, there are a few scattered sentences, "I can't remember, I can't remember, I can't remember."

"I want to let you go. I knew this would happen. I shouldn't have forced you to get married. I know I've done a lot of wrong things, but I can't remember."

"I might not get better, sorry."

"I'm getting divorced, sorry."

The "divorce" in that sentence was smeared badly with a blue pen, and it seemed that it was marked with a big cross at first, but Shen Chi took a closer look to see what was originally printed.

Below this sentence are a few sentences written by hand, the handwriting is very scribbled.

"I'm sorry, I can't bear it, I know this is not the love you want, I'm thinking about it, and I'm working hard."

The date of the whole book stops at that day, which is a month before the little poem on the title page.Shen Chi thought, maybe in this month, Jiang Zhan printed these into a book.

He turned back again, and there was a small envelope attached to the inside of the back cover of the book. The handwriting on it showed that Jiang Zhan was in a good mood at the time.

It said: "I'm not willing to use it. Recently, the hypnotist in country A is very effective. I will tell you all when I recover!"

There's even a little smiley face drawn after the exclamation point.

Seeing that, Shen Chi smiled.

Then he opened the little envelope, and tears fell without warning on the pages.

That was his card, the card he gave Jiang Zhan back then for working capital.

Shen Chi stiffly picked up the phone and checked the balance. There has been a lot of interest in it, but the transaction record is blank.

After the card was handed over to Jiang Zhan, Shen Chi unbound the SMS service and never checked the balance again.He didn't know about his card until now, and Jiang Zhan never used it.

Shen Chi opened the bulging envelope without much hesitation, and instinctively told him that there was something related to those messy sentences written by Jiang Zhan.

really.

Inside is a thick stack of medical records.

Some were domestic, some were handwritten by Pei Fang, and more were from country A—country A, the country where Xu Qingge stayed at that time.

Shen Chi turned over one by one, his fingers trembling more and more.

Each one revealed that Jiang Zhan suffered from intermittent amnesia.He's been forgetting things since high school, and despite his treatment, it hasn't gotten better.Even in the year before he and Jiang Zhan divorced, his illness became more serious, and Jiang Zhan forgot things more frequently.

After the car accident after Jiang Zhan's divorce, his previous amnesia improved.

Jiang Zhan didn't say a word about these things.

No wonder the title page of the book says "I'm afraid I'll forget you one day, I'm afraid you know the news".

Shen Chi pressed the papers on the table with one hand, covered his face with the other hand, and took a long time to let out a trembling breath.

Then he opened the few small boxes.The small boxes are arranged in order of one, two, three, and four.Shen Chi opened the first one first, and inside was a bunch of unopened small boxes.

He dumped them on the table and picked them up one by one to look at them.Most of them are accessories that look a little outdated now, but were very popular at the time, and some are custom-made, and there are even autographs of some writers that Shen Chi likes that are hard to find, each of which has a date on it.

Wedding Gifts.

honeymoon gift.

Shen Chi's birthday present - one at a time according to the Gregorian and lunar calendars.

Various anniversaries.

Some of them had the word "replenishment" written after the date on the label, probably because Jiang Zhan forgot and added it later when he remembered it.

...not a single day is bad, even more detailed than Shen Chi remembered.

The note inside the box reads "Wait for me, I'll find a good doctor, and I'll give it to you when I'm done."

The writing is a little faded.

The second box says "Is there any chance I can give it to you".

There are obvious water marks on it, probably because Jiang Zhan cried, and his tears blurred the handwriting.He wasn't sure if he could send it out, probably because he thought it was useless, and didn't even rewrite it.

The third box reads, "It's starting to have some effect, I can give it to you soon, don't be angry with me, I love you, but I dare not say it now, I'm afraid I'll forget."

The font is the same as the small envelope containing the bank card, which looks very happy.

The fourth box, all of the same brand, said "Too soon to forget, I bought all my anniversary gifts in one go, please, give me the chance to give it to you."

Most of these unsold gifts had rose elements that Shen Chi liked, and each one could be seen to be carefully selected.

Jiang Zhan responded to Shen Chi's love for many years without stopping, but he didn't dare to say, he didn't dare to give Shen Chi hope, but one day he forgot about Shen Chi and took away all his hope.

He could only hide himself awkwardly.

Shen Chi remembered the night when the KTV was smashed by someone led by Wang Gui. He told Jiang Zhan the meaning of his name, and laughed at himself that Chen Juan's words were quite true.

But Jiang Zhan has never, never, never been late.

Shen Chi couldn't figure out why Jiang Zhan suddenly fell in love with him after divorce, so it was like this.

Jiang Zhan has always loved him, loved him in the face of illness, loved him in the face of his refusal, loved him even when he gave up, lost, and ran away.

It turned out that Jiang Zhan really loved someone for a long time, and that person was him.

He didn't know how Jiang Zhan endured all this, how did he endure the pain and sadness for these 15 years?

At the bottom of the courier box, there are a few sheets of paper with other people's handwriting on it.

Xie Jingcheng wrote: This idiot has piled up five more boxes in the past five years, just across from my house, in your apartment, do you want to come back and have a look.

Nie Yungui wrote: Brother Chi, I can't take it anymore, when is he going to show off those cuff buttons!

Chen Qi’s is the longest, and it reads: Mr. Shen, five years ago, we confirmed with our partner in country A. When you injured your ankle, Mr. Jiang went to country A to treat the disease and discuss a necessary cooperation. coming. The hypnotist in country A was recommended by that foreigner.That foreigner hated people answering the phone when they were talking about cooperation, but Mr. Jiang took the risk of losing the cooperation once and answered it once. It was a call from a domestic hospital and said you were safe.Mr. Jiang told the foreigner that it was about his lover's safety, so he couldn't accept it.Foreigners can testify. (Ps. Mr. Jiang obviously hired a nurse for you and paid the fee in advance, but it was embezzled by the hospital. We have found evidence before and sued the hospital! Damn, it was all a misunderstanding, this group of bastards... ...)

Cheng Yuhai wrote: The person surnamed Jiang planted a lot of roses on your balcony, a lot of roses in the backyard of our KTV, bought a garden and planted a lot of roses, there are roses everywhere...

Jiang Jinli wrote: Although he is good now, everyone's intention is definitely not to force you to accept him!You have to figure it out for yourself! (ps. That dog fell asleep at the KTV the day before yesterday. He was talking in his sleep, saying that he missed you so much...) Really, he will respect you, and he won't be angry if you don't like him!

There is also a letter written by Congratulatory Star, who has grown to ten years old: Brother Shen, my uncle is getting better now, are you willing to take him back?

Shen Chi's father died when he was 11 years old. He lived alone in the hospital for half a month and never cried. He never cried when he was bullied by the school. He never cried during the four years of his marriage with Jiang Zhan. He never cried after the divorce. He never cried when he was bullied by Jiang's family. However, he never cried when he was neglected by his mother. He never cried after being hurt so many times. He didn’t let tears fall even when he left Jiang Zhan so sad. He hasn’t shed a tear in almost 20 years, but On this day, looking at the things on this table, I can't cry as if I want to shed all the tears of these years.

Jiang Zhan was the fastest growing business genius in Linyang City back then, how could he be such an idiot!

Oscar really owes him several statuettes!

This stupid guy obviously misses him and knows where he is, so why doesn't he dare to send himself over?

This person obviously loves him very much, why make him cry...