He stalked me after amnesia

Jiang Yue was admitted to a good university, and Jiang Jinli had no intention of remarrying, and lived comfortably by herself.

Pei Yichen and Gu Xi are still as happy as before, and Gu Xi's leg injury has improved a bit, and he can stand longer than before.

Han Zhou and Xie Jingcheng quarreled and fought, and the fate that had been inseparable since Xie Jingcheng became his piano teacher in high school finally brought them together.Now the two are still living together, Han Zhoulai is in Xie Jingcheng's small apartment.

Xu Qingge was abandoned by his father, and after having a relationship with Jiang Hao, Jiang Hao was sentenced again. He couldn't survive in Linyang, so he had to go to another city alone and become a member of the bottom of society.

Early in the morning, Mu Jin confessed to Xu Xiuran that he was the "1", Xu Xiuran was so angry that he went abroad again, Mu Jin followed him to coax him for four years, and finally reconciled, and he planned to return to China in another year.

Nie Xiangfei met someone he liked very much two years ago, and soon got married. He also set up a small company by himself. He is usually too busy, so he often arrests Nie Yungui to work.As a result, Nie Yungui became a part-time employee of KTV, and only came to work when he was free.

Everyone's life has changed, they are all developing in a better direction, and they all have a perfect ending at first glance.

Only Jiang Zhan, he was guarding a large field of roses, but he couldn't wait for his Shen Chi back.

The condition is still the same, and it seems to have deteriorated to the extreme after no treatment, and there is no tendency to get better, but he is used to it, and it will not affect his daily life too much.There are so many people who are acquainted with him in this city, but he only remembers the past with Shen Chi.

He still suffered from insomnia, taking sleeping pills on and off, and had the same drug withdrawal reaction as Shen Chi, more than once.The headaches from amnesia can sometimes be severe, so he keeps painkillers handy.

It was so similar to Shen Chi before, Pei Yichen and the others often felt that Jiang Zhan wanted to live as Shen Chi.

Shen Chi's house hasn't changed a bit in the past four years, everything is in its original place, and if it is worn out, it will be replaced with the same one.

He often cooks a table of Shen Chi's favorite dishes, and then sits at the table all night without moving his chopsticks.

He often shows off the pair of rose cufflinks to Nie Yungui—when his memory starts to get blurred, he often remembers Nie Yungui as his rival in love four years ago.

Many people miss Shen Chi, but no one can say that they miss him more than Jiang Zhan.Jiang Zhan often handles the company's business at KTV, and he can't stand it any longer. He can still call "Shen Chi" in his dream when he falls asleep.

He seemed to be left behind by time four years ago, missing Shen Chi non-stop and undiminished.

……

The day when Xu Xiuran and Mu Jinyi came back from country N was fine. Not long after boarding the plane, a man sat down next to them with a book in his hand.

Xu Xiuran was taken aback, and looked at him in disbelief: "Shen Chi?"

Shen Chi turned his head in surprise: "Xiu Ran? Long time no see."

"What a coincidence? Have you been in Country N these past few years?" Xu Xiuran asked.

"No, the school where I was studying for a doctoral degree sent me over half a year ago." Shen Chi's heart beat inexplicably quickened, "I'm about to go back."

"Doing a Ph.D.... really deserves to be a top student, absolutely," Xu Xiuran thought for a while, "I have been abroad for the past few years, but they all seem to miss you. You left too decisively at the beginning, and all your contact information has been changed. Oh... Hey, is it convenient to add a friend now?"

Shen Chi had no objection, and gave Xu Xiuran his social networking site number and various contact methods while his heart was beating violently.

Xu Xiuran even went to the address of Shen Chi's rented house: "Can I tell them when I go back?"

"Yes," Shen Chi said, "I might go back after graduation."

The school's intention was to let him stay in school, but he didn't take the postgraduate entrance examination for anything else, just to keep himself busy.

After graduate school and Ph.D., he was afraid that if he wasn't busy enough, he would go back to Jiang Zhan.It's hard to make a decision, but don't break it.Both he and Jiang Zhan should learn to adapt to life without each other.

Even though it's been five years, he still hasn't gotten used to it. When he's free, he'll think of Jiang Zhan's crying face, and feel so sad that he'll blow the cold wind all night.

He was also very sad when he left. He even felt that since his father passed away, nothing had made him so sad, not even being let down by Jiang Zhan.

How could it not be sad to give up Jiang Zhan and really leave Jiang Zhan?

This time, he completely accepted the fact that it was impossible for him to be let go by time, and it was impossible not to love Jiang Zhan. But five years have passed, where is Jiang Zhan?Does Jiang Zhan still like him?

Does he dare to go back on his word?Can you go back on your word?He was the one who left Jiang Zhan behind. Does he deserve to say with a shy face that he still loves him?

But he really never forgot, really never didn't love for a moment, he couldn't tear Jiang Zhan out of his heart, because it was already carved into his bones.

Why did he like Jiang Zhan so much, so much that he couldn't forget him, so much that the longer he left, the more he missed him.

It seems that loving Jiang Zhan has become a habit.Over the past few years, Shen Chi would still habitually buy something suitable for Jiang Zhan when he saw it, and then stare blankly at it for a long time.

Because he always remembered that day Jiang Zhan cried and laughed and said that he was very happy, he was no longer a person without gifts.I feel so distressed that I don't know how to give Jiang Zhan a gift, but I still buy it.

Many times when going to bed at night, especially on rainy days, Shen Chi would subconsciously wait for a while until he realized that he was waiting for Jiang Zhan, then he had no choice but to curse at himself before getting up and locking the door behind him.

Sometimes he would wake up in the middle of the night with a start, thinking that Jiang Zhan was at the door, but when he opened the door, there was an empty corridor, and the cold wind woke him up instantly.

……

The plane landed at Nanyu Airport, and Xu Xiuran and Mu Jinyi had to drive back to Linyang.

It was almost evening when we arrived in Linyang, and there was no time for rest, so Xu Xiuran and Mu Jinyi went straight to "the first half of the night", opened the door and said, "Guess who I met on the plane?"

Jiang Zhan was still in the amnesia period, and he was just doing his own thing, until he heard Xu Xiuran say: "I met Shen Chi!"

Jiang Zhan looked up at him instantly.

Xu Xiuran was very satisfied with his reaction, and continued, "I'm going to get his contact information!"

Since the evening of that day, people have added Shen Chi's friends one after another.Jiang Jinli, Nie Yungui, Cheng Yuhai, Xie Jingcheng... Shen Chi counted them one by one, without Jiang Zhan.

After several days, the number of fans on his social networking site increased by one again.He clicked on it and saw that it was a trumpet with the initial number, without any activity.

Shen Chi felt sensitively that this was Jiang Zhan.

This trumpet will like his post, probably in order not to attract attention, and will only like it once every one or two days, until all his few posts are liked.

Shen Chi looked at those like reminders, feeling a little sore in his heart, so he took a selfie and posted it with the words "rest today".

He still has a lot of fans on this account, almost all of them are juniors and juniors, and many people liked and commented in a short while.

Usually it's something like "Brother, what kind of confusing angle is this", "Brother Shen is so handsome no matter what you take", "Brother Shen actually posted a selfie!" and so on.

The trumpet was mixed in and liked it early, but there has been no comment.

In the KTV, Jiang Zhan saved the photo, dragged the post into favorites, mulled over the sentence, deleted and deleted, and finally sent only four words.

"You are so pretty."

Shen Chi stared at these four words for several minutes before putting away the phone in satisfaction.

Originally, Shen Chi only posted once a few months, and they were all forwarded articles, or other people's posts, and there was not a single original one.Now Shen Chi is posting news almost every day, all of which are very routine.

Ordering takeaway, going out for a run to take pictures of the scenery, the little rabbit the professor raised at school, all kinds of trivial things.It made his friends joke about whether Shen Chi was crazy, or someone took his house away.

That trumpet commented on every article.

"Eat less takeaway."

"It's cold, you wear too little for running, wear more so you don't catch a cold."

"Did you raise it?"

……

Shen Chi also answered every one of them. If others pick and answer, he must answer.

“Too late to go back and cook”

"It's okay, I'll go to the gym next week."

"I didn't raise the rabbit, I want to raise a good milk dog."

……

Looking at Shen Chi's reply, Jiang Zhan thought to himself, what should I do, if only I can prepare a meal and send it to you.

I need to wear more clothes when I go to the gym, it will be very cold when I come out.

Then do you remember me?I am your dog, I am very good, I can be a good milk dog.

……

"Well, Brother Chi," Nie Yungui chatted with Shen Chi for half an hour, "He's here, I'll let him talk to you."

Shen Chi held the phone tightly with his fingers, his voice trembling slightly: "Okay."

"Are you talking to Brother Chi?" Nie Yungui handed the phone to Jiang Zhan.

Jiang Zhan was taken aback for a moment before picking it up: "Brother Chi?"

"Ah."

Both sides fell silent, Jiang Zhan pursed his lips, took out a small book from his bag aside, and said carefully: "Did Nie Yungui tell you? Cheng Yuhai and Lin Jiu got the certificate..."

He kept talking about other people's recent situation, and Shen Chi listened on the other end of the phone, waiting for him to talk about his own.But after Jiang Zhan mentioned everyone, he was silent for two seconds: "Have you...have you eaten well in recent years?"

No.Shen Chi said heartily.The taste has been tricked by you, and the food outside tastes completely different from what you cook, so I don’t have much appetite when I see other things, and I just eat everything.

"……Have."

"How about sleeping? Did you sleep well?"

"Good." I often dream of you, no matter whether the dream is good or bad, it is good to be able to dream of you.

"Is there a hot compress on the ankle when it rains? Is there a massage? Is the plaster applied?"

Shen Chi didn't answer, and Jiang Zhan's voice was obviously choked up.Jiang Zhan also...hasn't been healed by time.

What's more, in the past few years, he really didn't care much about his ankle, and let it hurt when it hurt.

"Are you being naughty again?" Jiang Zhan's eyes filled with tears, "Don't be so careless about yourself."

"Okay." Shen Chi said, but didn't intend to change it.He is really busy, and he is alone, so it is inevitable that he will muddle through.

He doesn't care much about himself, what he cares about is someone else.

Jiang Zhan held Nie Yungui's cell phone tightly and didn't speak anymore. His breathing was shaking so badly that he was reluctant to hang up.He waited for five years before he had this chance to talk to Shen Chi. What about next time?

Will it be five years from now?

Nie Yungui leaned on the bar and looked at him, then turned to discuss with Jiang Jinli: "Do you think we have to match them up? I feel that Brother Chi misses him very much, but he didn't say it."

"I think it's okay," Jiang Jinli thought for a while, "Who is that, the piano teacher surnamed Xie has a spare key from Jiang Zhan's house..."

Not far away, Jiang Zhan had no idea that they were going to spread his secret out into the sun, and only listened carefully to Shen Chi's breathing.

It took a long time for Shen Chi to speak: "What about you?"

Jiang Zhan was at a loss: "Huh?"

"How are you doing?" Shen Chi let his voice relax as much as possible, but he felt as if he was overwhelmed by longing, no matter what he said, he couldn't hear it.

"Very good." Jiang Zhan said, the pair of cufflinks were placed on the tea table in front of him, and he repeated, "Very good."

Again there was silence.Jiang Zhan's whole heart was worried, he was afraid that Shen Chi would hang up suddenly.

Too short, want to be longer, longer.

"Then I hung up?" Shen Chi said a minute later.

Jiang Zhan felt that he had to say something, so he blurted out: "You still..."

still hate me?

Before he finished speaking, he stopped talking.

He didn't want to hear that answer.He would rather stay in the dream for a while longer than be beaten back to his original shape by the facts.

"What?" Shen Chi asked.

"It's nothing," Jiang Zhan exhaled, and whispered, "You must take care of yourself, I beg you, okay?"

There was a dull pain in Shen Chi's heart, he opened his mouth, but no sound came out.

Jiang Zhan thought he was annoying him: "Don't be angry, I won't bother you anymore, I'll hang up first, but you have to be nicer to yourself, you are always so perfunctory to yourself..."

He stopped and said softly before hanging up, "Good night, Brother Chi."

"You too..." Take good care of yourself.

Before he finished speaking, the phone was hung up hastily, but Shen Chi didn't take the phone away from his ear.He closed his eyes and said "good night" in a low voice.

Good night Jiang Zhan, I also hate myself for not being firm, but I really miss you.

Thinking about it, I don't know what to do.