come close to me hold me

Unknowingly, An Xun pulled out the folds of the skirt, and there was a touch of surprise hidden in the heartache. It was a rare feeling of being needed.

In Jiang Yien's memory, this was the first time An Xun acted like a little girl to her.Although she always called that person "An Xun's little friend" regardless of age, and even though she had seriously moved that person to take up the role of a sister in life, An Xun's maturity and rationality were almost unshakable.

For her, all the rumors about An Xun are the source of love. From the time she heard at school that she has superb medical skills, but she is very low-key, that little seed was planted.Later, aloof, unselfish, with no tolerance for sand, cold outside and warm heart, iceberg witch... All these descriptions made the seed in her heart germinate slowly, prompting her to approach step by step, to explore the mysterious temptation. The truth behind people.

It turned out that her sweetheart was as cool and beautiful as the rumors said, as mysterious and full of charm as imagined.And after she really started to feel An Xun with her heart, she also discovered the surprise that belonged to her alone.An Xun is not a dead tree, not an iron tree, not an ice doll, not a female devil... She is the gentlest and most romantic person.

She put it on the tip of her heart, her little girl.

"Sorry, I'm late."

"In the future, I won't let others bully you again."

An Xun's brows frowned, the word bullying was too strong, she knew that no one had any malicious intentions.Looking around from the corner of the eye, he realized his gaffe, bowed his head and backed away a little.

The rumored Iceberg Demoness still has her deterrent power after all. Even if they kiss in public, no one dares to take the lead in booing in front of her.

But just when everyone was secretly prodding and excited, and An Xun didn't recover from the enthusiasm just now, Jiang Yien suddenly kicked his feet and stood on the seat, shouting:

"I will try my best to be worthy of your goddess!"

Originally, she wanted to declare her sovereignty, but An Xun was brave once for her, so she naturally couldn't let An Xun feel wronged.His mind was hot, but he used the most arrogant tone, said the most embarrassing words, and expressed the deepest affection with the most ridiculous gestures.

She knew that she was the one who climbed high, and she knew that most of An Xun's loneliness was at a very high place, too many people looked up to her, and too many people wanted to get close to her.

She knew that An Xun was an unattainable delusion in many people's hearts.

Originally, it was also her delusion.

The surrounding eyes instantly focused on her alone, and there was a breathless silence.Jiang Yien put down her raised hand weakly, at the moment she was so embarrassed that she just felt that the whole cafeteria was picked out by her toes, but she still managed to finish her sentence.

"From now on, don't think about... my... Sister An..."

An Xun raised his head and stared at her blankly for a long while, the first one couldn't help but laugh.

The people who were still looking at An Xun's expression and did not dare to act rashly relaxed their tension, and burst into laughter for a moment, even the uncles and aunts in the dining window couldn't close their mouths.

Jiang Yien felt ashamed, buried her head in An Xun's arms with a "beep", and burrowed into her armpit: "You laugh at me..."

An Xun rubbed the girl's hair lovingly, lowered his eyebrows and coaxed her with a smile: "Okay, everyone thinks you are cute."

What is tender in the eyes is joy and infatuation.Her soft and cute little girl can also be like a little overlord, a newborn calf, majestic and majestic.

The "loving girls" who were still kowtowing cp in the dark seemed to be standing up with a big banner at the moment, booing, yelling for a kiss, and yelling for wedding candy.

Even some older doctors looked at Jiang Yien with pampering eyes full of love for their own children, and laughed and praised:

"It's worthy, it's worthy, you are the little group favorite that Quan Renzhuo is waiting to grow up."

"That's right, our Xiao En's demeanor during his internship is no worse than Dr. An's back then! Besides our little group favorite, who else is worthy of our goddess?"

Amidst the praises, Jiang Yien shyly showed her fiery red face, and saw the loving faces of the elders around her, and the girls around her age all cast envious and affirming glances at her.She also gradually straightened her waist, raised her head, smiled with a pair of pear dimples, and looked left and right with joyful eyes. There were too many compliments, and she didn't know which way to listen.

The auntie from the milk tea shop walked towards her with a smile on her face, and gave them two pieces of tiramisu and an extra cup of milk tea: "Xiao En, today's milk tea is enough, you can drink whatever you want!" Then she touched her shoulder and bowed her head. Said: "In the future, come to the cafeteria with your sister An to eat more, and our business will be good!"

Jiang Yien refused several times to no avail, and seeing An Xun nodding in agreement, he accepted it implicitly.She looked at the brilliance on the face of the auntie in the milk tea shop, and was afraid that she would write "Jiang Yien's same style of iced oolong milk tea" on her signboard in the future.

Later, my aunt did the same.

When Chen Nianci heard the news, he also made a video call, and smiled and blamed An Xun for not telling her immediately, and all that was left was full of blessings.

Jiang Yien knew that all of this was a gift from her parents, if it wasn't for this gift, she probably wouldn't have become a small group favorite worthy of a goddess.

She may be well-deserved, but it is hard to describe the sadness.

In her childhood, this gift also made her the protagonist in the compositions of her classmates countless times, she stood on the podium of the commendation conference countless times, and she always got extra points for big exams.She has never been happy because of it, and every time, she wants to cry.She would rather not have all this, as long as God can return her parents to her.

Although she was really, really happy today, she still cried while smiling.

Sadly, everyone thought her tears were tears of joy.

"Silly girl, why are you crying?" An Xun patted the girl's head with a heartache in his smile.

"I... I just feel that everyone... loves me so much..." Jiang Yien replied sobbing.

An Xun has never been included in everyone. She can always see the girl's sensitivity, sorrow and joy most clearly.After being polite enough to divert the eyes of the surrounding doctors, he held the little girl in his arms and whispered in his ear:

"People's kindness may inspire sympathy. But liking is something you earn yourself."

Startled with tears in his eyes, Jiang Yien pulled away from his embrace, staring at An Xun in a daze for a long time speechless.Mistakenly thinking that he had spoken his mind at some point, otherwise how could An Xun comfort her so well.But it's not surprising, smart and delicate people don't feel anything.

Besides, she is An Xun.

"Sister An, thank you."

Looking at the little girl's eyes that were still having fun in bitterness, An Xun thought for a while and said, "Xiao En, do you know Italian for tiramisu?"

Jiang Yien was stunned for a moment, and glanced at the tiramisu on the table. She remembered that the Chinese was a transliteration, so the Italian pronunciation should be similar. After thinking about it, she answered uncertainly: "Tiramisu?"

An Xun slightly bent his eyes: "That's right, this term is the evolution of the word Tiramisu, do you know what it means?"

Jiang Yien shook his head.

"The direct meaning of this sentence is: pull me up. Italians think that dessert will make people feel better, just like being pulled in the chaos, so tiramisu also means healing and redemption."

While speaking, An Xun took the little girl's hand, touched her tear-stained face with eyes full of pity, and said again:

"Xiao En, most of the time I am powerless in the face of pain, so I may...not be able to comfort you every time, but let me try my best to make your tiramisu, okay?"

Jiang Yien was stunned for a while, the sad tears in his eyes gradually turned into shining stars, and he nodded vigorously.

It's also a consolation, her sister An can say it so romantically, and she racked her brains and can only think of a bad meme of "recharging you".

How can people not admire.

Tiramisu has a sweet taste mixed with alcohol, which almost makes Jiang Yien fascinated.She saw the sunlight scattered, illuminating the entire canteen brightly, everyone was smiling, and even the food became extremely delicious.She is so lucky that her true love didn't make her wait so long. At the age of 22, she reaped the love that was envied and blessed by everyone.

I buried myself in the sweet and sour pork ribs, and couldn't help but smirk a few times.

On the way out of the cafeteria, Jiang Yien no longer just followed behind An Xun, she trotted two steps side by side with him, tentatively stretched out her hand to hook the little finger of the person next to her, and was held tightly the next moment, she stared at that The man smirked, and the man also looked at her.

This is what it feels like to be loved.

Every word and deed, there is a response, and every frown and smile can hold your heart.

At sunset, An Xun was still bent over his desk and lowered his eyebrows, flipping through the medical records in his hand.The desk lamp shines on the eyes, the setting sun falls on the white coat, and there are only the rustling sound of turning pages and the occasional brushing sound of sliding the tip of the pen.

Jiang Yien sat beside her, leaned on the table and looked at her sideways, his eyes were burning and inseparable: "Sister An, you are so beautiful..."

"Xiao En, you will distract me like this." An Xun finally couldn't help but blame, without raising his head, he kept looking at the text in the case.

"Sister An, it's time for you to get off work." Jiang Yin pouted and continued to interrupt: "Sister An, you said that everyone's love was won by me, but what about you? Did you also win it by myself?"

An Xunben was itching to be called by her elder sister. Hearing this sentence, the hands that turned the pages of the book paused, and finally couldn't help but look to the side. The little girl was lying on the table and looking at her, as if Finally, they looked at each other, and smiled softly and contentedly.

An Xun was both loving and helpless, sighed and shook his head, and quit the job.

"Xiao En, it is true that most things need to be worked hard to obtain. Those who practice art are art, and those who practice medicine are medical skills. And you, relying on your own strength, won the opportunity to come to Renzhuo for an internship, and got everyone's approval. Appreciate and like...but..."

At this point, An Xun hesitated to speak.

Jiang Yien nodded ignorantly, An Xun seemed to have answered her question, but also didn't seem to answer.She knew that An Xun, who had always been business-like, would not sign her internship document just because she was an orphan of a martyr. She knew that she was recommended by the school for an internship because of her own strength.

What she wanted to ask was whether An Xun's love for her was part of the gift her parents gave her.If possible, she really hoped that An Xun would not belong to that gift, she really hoped that An Xun would love her, just because she was just Jiang Yien, not because of who she was and who's daughter.

"But, Sister An shook her head just now. 'But' what I want to say later is that if it wasn't because of my parents, you wouldn't favor me at the beginning, would you?"

Sure enough, I didn't fight for it...

Jiang Yien sat up, but also lowered his eyebrows and sighed deeply.

"But! It's me who worked hard to win sister An to be my girlfriend, right! I worked very hard to win it... In the future, I will work very hard, so that you won't regret it..."

An Xun looked at the little girl's self-deprecating look, his eyes were slightly astringent, and his heart felt sore: "Why do you think so? I prefer you because..."

because i love you.

She still didn't have the courage to overcome the psychological barrier and say this to her little girl.

She will love her, not because she will protect her desperately, not because she gave her meticulous care.If someone else did this for her, she would probably be moved too.

But moving is not love.

Perhaps, from the moment the little girl stuffed a candy into her palm, she was doomed to fall.

She loved the girl, not the love the girl gave her.So even if one day the girl doesn't love her anymore, even if someone else gives her the same love as the girl one day, she will not be shaken in the slightest.

She loves her only because she is Jiang Yien.

Originally, she was hesitant to keep some points, and she was afraid that after taking out her heart completely, she would have nothing left.It is also the first time for her to fall in love, and she has also heard of many love skills consciously or unintentionally, and she also believes in the phrase "the use of nothing is affectionate".

In fact, she is also afraid of losing.

However, she was even more reluctant to let her girl lose.

"Xiao En, there are many lucky people in this world. They don't need to do anything to get preference. If you are not the favored child, my love will be the only thing you can get without fighting for it. "

Jiang Yien's head went blank for a moment, and he looked at An Xun blankly: "What?"

"I'm yours, you don't need to fight for it, understand?"

The author has something to say: Jiang Yien: Tiramisu is edible, hehe...

An?? Dig a hole for yourself anytime, anywhere?? Can't close the field?? Find: Fortunately, there is no surveillance in the office...

感谢在2021-08-1510:08:08~2021-08-1611:39:53期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw mines: KoalaLau2;

Thanks to the little angels who irrigate the nutrient solution: 5 bottles of hedgehogs for a ride, mice in the movie theater; 2 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo; 437185221 bottles;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!