come close to me hold me

Jiang Yien lowered her head, rubbing her fingertips, wishing there was a tree hole for her to hide in.After waiting for a long time for a reprimand, I looked up at An Xun, all anxiety turned into doubt, and my heart sank.

The person not far in front of him is stuck in place, his eyes are drooping, his brows are frowned, his chest is slightly in his mouth, his slender waist seems to be unable to support his body, in the cold corridor, he is as depressed as a gust of wind blown down.

She suddenly realized that Sister An probably didn't care what Dr. Su said at all.

"Sister An, what's wrong with you?"

An Xun pondered for a moment, then opened his lips and said lightly, "Xiao En... Tell me, how desperate must a mother be to bring her child to seek fault?"

Jiang Yien seemed to receive an answer different from "I'm fine" for the first time, and his frowning brows were slightly relieved.

When she heard Xue Feng talk about the condition of the wounded, she expected that An Xun would think of the past, and while the operation was in progress, she went to investigate the secret behind the extreme behavior.

"The child has a genetic defect, and his life is basically unable to take care of himself. The two mothers have been seeking medical treatment everywhere these years, and their savings have been spent. Now she is sick again. She probably didn't want to hurt her lover, so she did it as a last resort. .”

An Xun still couldn't relax after listening to it, he had mixed feelings in his heart, his chest was squeezed with pain, his throat was also clogged with depression, and he let out a soft "um".

"Sister An, it seems that no one in this world has it easy. Is life all boring?"

Jiang Yien also sighed deeply.

An Xun was surprised for a moment, he didn't expect the little girl to say the word "poor", and he didn't expect such a heavy sigh from an optimistic and bright person.

Over the years, An Xun persisted in awe of grief and abandoned the little light in the darkness.

In fact, she did remember that her mother opened the car door for her at the last moment and pushed her and her sister out of the car with her own hands.I also remember that before his father left, he gave her a foreign residence address and told her that as long as she wanted, she could go to him anytime.

So it's not just despair.

She was sorry that her low pressure had affected her girls.

"Xiao En, have you heard a sentence that Mr. Lin Qingxuan said? There are eight or nine times out of ten unsatisfactory things in life. We should always think about one or two, and not eight or nine."

Jiang Yien tilted his head, showing a half-understood expression.In the bottom of my heart, it was obvious that I deliberately guided An Xun to the secret joy of success.

"Then what is Sister An's 'one or two'?"

She continued to guide An Xun, just like in countless childhood nights, she also guided herself, recording one after another "one or two" in her favorite diary.

She also looked for a lot of "ones and twos" for An, such as fairy looks, professional achievements, artistic skills, and academic physique... There are so many, she can't think of them all.She felt that just one of An Xun's innate talents and her acquired achievements was enough to wake up many people from their dreams.

An Xun pondered for a long time, what is her "one or two"?

She has asked herself this question countless times before, but she has no answer.

There is tragedy and comedy in opera, and so is life.If we must classify, parents are "tragedies", sisters are "tragedies", violins are "tragedies", and becoming a doctor is also a "tragedy".So whether it's talent or achievements, all the things she should be proud of in the eyes of outsiders are just daisies that she bloomed in the painful field, with the most desolate background.

But at this moment, what is her "one or two", she has a clear answer in her heart.

A slight smile appeared in his eyes, he took two steps forward, and actively melted into the girl's arms, relaxing in satisfaction and feeling exhausted all over his body.It seems that only in Jiang Yien's arms can she forget those sorrows, or embrace the long-lost peace of mind with those hurting people from all walks of life.

A flash of surprise flashed in Jiang Yien's eyes. Seeing no one around, he dared to put his arms around An Xun: "Sister An, this is a hospital... I'm afraid..."

An Xun interrupted the girl's helplessness:

"Xiao En, you are my 'one or two'."

The surrounding wind stopped.

The heartbeat, and the stopped wind looked forward, as if they were thinking about whether they should move or stay still in the next second.The wind couldn't find the answer, and the heartbeat was at a loss. The girl seemed to be pulled out of her soul.

It's an exaggeration, it's just one person, how could it occupy all the happiness in Sister An's life.

The girl belittled herself in her heart.

However, she suddenly realized that when she wrote down the name "An Xun" in her favorite diary, all the notes from the previous ten years were eclipsed.It is precisely because that name was recorded that she never wrote down other likes. With An Xun, she no longer needs to escape from reality.

So, this is not an exaggeration.

An Xun is also her "one or two".

"Then sister An, if you only look at me and think about me from now on, will you be happy every day?"

An Xun leaned on Jiang Yien's shoulder and snorted a few times: "Yeah, my sweet baby... well, I still have an afternoon, are you sure you want to stay with me all the time?"

Jiang Yien heard An Xun's voice, a bit lazy, leaning in his arms as if his whole body had lost strength, limp.It is really not easy to do surgery with a back injury.

"Sister An, you seem to be out of battery, can the charging treasure come to charge you?"

"Power bank?" An Xun pulled back, surprised and curious.

Jiang Yien looked harmless to humans and animals, and An Xun was forced to retreat to the chair and sit down defenselessly.

I never thought that the little girl would be caught off guard and sit on her lap, put her arms around her neck and obediently ask:

"Kiss you, can you?"

An Xun was stunned for a long time before he realized it, startled and annoyed: "Of course not, this is a hospital."

Jiang Yien pursed her lips and shook her arms: "It's lunch break now, no one will come over!"

"Be obedient, there is surveillance in the corridor, and you are sitting on my lap in this position...it's outrageous." An Xun glanced in the direction of the camera, always feeling as if there were thousands of pairs of eyes staring at him.

Behind the monitoring, it is impossible to really have thousands of pairs of eyes watching...

However, there are still more than a dozen.

Half of the thoracic surgery department headed by Su Wen, as well as a small number of people from other departments who came to join in the fun after hearing the news, all gathered here.At this moment, I am holding my breath, waiting and waiting.

10 minutes ago...

Looking for gossip exchange groups:

"Su Wen on the chest: The iceberg devil can't escape the sweet girl's capture, and the iron tree is blooming! Anyone who is fake will be investigated!"

"Xue Feng outside the chest: who is so and so?! Jiang Yien? No wonder she came to the hospital today!"

"Emergency Li Min: Who else can there be besides that little girl? Everyone wait for the wedding candy."

"Emergency Xiaotao: Ahhhhhhhhhh is it true???"

"Xiao Wang from the security department: what you said is true? Dr. An is the goddess of our security department! With her, the risk of our work will be reduced in a straight line! Damn! I have been single for so many years, and we big guys are all over the place Introduce someone to her!"

"Aunt Wu in the monitoring room: Are you talking about Dr. An and that little baby surnamed Jiang? I've seen her hugging each other for a long time..."

"Su asked outside the chest: ?????!!"

"Xue Feng outside the chest: ?????!!"

"Emergency Xiaotao: ?????!!"

Jiang Yien glanced back, the surveillance camera was looking straight at them, as deep as the focus of the pupils, which really made people feel a little panicked.She didn't want others to see Sister An's intoxicated appearance from being kissed, so she could only retreat obediently, not so reconciled, and sat down on the chair next to her with her head downcast, with frustration written all over her face.

There was an uproar in the monitoring room.

Su Wen was so angry that he slammed the hammer on the table: "Can these two do it?!"

Beside him, there was Ji Xiaoyu who rushed from home as soon as he saw the group news. He also had a look of resentment: "Jiang Yien is really cowardly! She is sitting on the lap of the goddess! That's it?!"

An Xun was completely ignorant of everything behind the monitoring, and his thoughts and eyes were only focused on Jiang Yien.Can't see the little girl lost, so she hugged her and rubbed her little head, coaxing her softly in her ear:

"Good boy, I'll make it up to you when I go home."

Jiang Yien was instantly elated, blinking her big and lovely eyes and nodded:

"Ok!"

The group of people in the monitoring room who had never seen the world couldn't hear any sound, and under the illusion of the angle, they thought the two were kissing, and the pot exploded in an instant.

Today, An Xun, who always avoids the peak of the crowd, brought Jiang Yien to the cafeteria on time which was unprecedented.It's just that I didn't expect that the cafeteria was more crowded than usual, but there was an empty table in the middle, which seemed to be specially reserved for them.

"Sister An, why do I feel...the atmosphere is not right?"

Jiang Yien followed An Xun, deliberately keeping a little distance, but the surrounding eyes seemed to always be sizing them up intentionally or unintentionally, and every time they fixed their eyes on the past, those eyes would avoid them again.

too weird.

"It's because there are too many people. What do you want to eat?" An Xun calmly compared the meals in each window, and finally stopped at the corner with the milk tea icon.

Renzhuo's canteen is well-known among all the hospitals in the city. Each window is operated independently. It has all major cuisines in the country, and even milk tea and desserts.Although it is only open to current employees and students from the South Campus of Renzhuo Medical University, there will still be many students from nearby universities who borrow the student card of Renzhuo Medical University to come in and use it as a check-in card for the Internet celebrity cafeteria.

An Xun was no longer surprised.

"No... why do I feel that they are all looking at you..."

Jiang Yien approached quietly, subconsciously took the milk tea that An Xun bought for her, and there was a burst of "oh~" voices all around.

Right!Just weird!

An Xun seemed to have indeed sensed something was wrong this time. He looked back and looked around coldly.

Even if Jiang Yien is an idiot, now he can sense that everyone is watching them having fun, worrying that Zilai will feel embarrassed by An Xun who has reserved feelings, so he hastily put down the milk tea in his hand.

"Sister An, why don't I go home and wait for you...I'm here, it's not suitable..."

An Xun frowned: "What's wrong?"

Looking back again, without hesitation, he picked up the milk tea with one hand and the little girl with the other, and led her to continue walking.

"Sister An..."

Jiang Yien was so flustered that she wanted to withdraw her hand several times, but it was held tightly, and she couldn't let go no matter how much she resisted, she could only follow her all the way under the gaze of many, many eyes, her mind was blank.

"Sweet and sour pork ribs, stir-fried shredded potatoes, and a scrambled egg with tomatoes, is that okay? Do you still want some soup?"

"I... I can..."

Jiang Yien held his breath, whether it was nervous or excited, it was hard to describe.

After taking the meal, An Xun led her to the center seat that was obviously reserved for them on purpose, and sat down as if nothing had happened.Insert a straw for her milk tea, break off the chopsticks, put away the paper towels, pick a few pieces of pork ribs with the least fat and put them in her bowl.

"Try it to see if it tastes good. If you don't like it, I'll buy you something else."

Jiang Yien didn't dare to move his chopsticks, he blinked his shy eyes and looked around. Some people held the other person and leaned in the arms of their friends, and some people were so excited that they pulled each other.

She also heard a lot of suppressed excited voices:

"Ah, ah, love is true!! The goddess is so spoiled!!!"

"I'm going to cry! I'm willing to trade my best friend's lifetime singleness in exchange for her two marriages!!"

"Grrr... my house has collapsed! I'm looking for be..."

Jiang Yien couldn't be as calm as An Xun, tugged at her cuff and said in a low voice: "Sister An, they seem to know..."

An Xun paused, put down his chopsticks and pondered for a moment, then asked her somewhat uncertainly, "Don't you want everyone to know?"

"No! I was worried that you would..."

Before she finished speaking, she had already determined the girl's mind, so she embraced the girl without any worries, approached her gently, and gently closed her eyes.

A kiss that broke the rules, when everyone was caught off guard, landed on the girl's slightly parted lips, superficially.

It doesn't matter what the public is doing, or what thousands of eyes are staring at her, as long as her little girl is happy, she can do anything.

"Sister An..."

Jiang Yien was stunned, but the tenderness at the corner of her mouth blocked her surprised words.

An Xun staggered the kiss, his forehead was still lightly touching the girl's browbones, and his slender eyelashes swept across the girl's face, which seemed a little wet.

Is she a fool?Can't she see that these people are all here to see her?

"Do you think I really don't care at all..."

"what?"

Jiang Yien could no longer feel the atmosphere around her, she only saw An Xun's snow-white neck hanging down, with a bit of desolation and sadness in her eyes.

"I know they have a group, I know they are talking about me in private, saying that I am an iron tree, a dead tree, an ice doll, a female devil... I know all of them..."

Jiang Yien frowned, as if a lump was stuck in his throat.

An Xun knows, she knows everything, she even knows that Jiang Yien is silently paying attention to those gossips about her, she is indifferent, she is willing to let her hear all the rumors.

But she is tired of being a lonely focus in the crowd, and tired of everyone taking her labels of "lonely" and "cold" for granted.

She admitted that in the past ten years of rejecting people thousands of miles away, under the ice that seemed to have no desires and desires, she had been longing for someone who could walk into her heart and give her a complete love .

longing for someone,

Get close to her, hold her tight.

"Why... why did you come to me so late, do you know that you made me laugh at them for more than ten years..."

In the drooping eyelashes, there was a little light, and in the voice that only Jiang Yien could hear, there was also a hint of grievance and complaint like a baby.

"Why did you keep me waiting for so long?"

作者有话要说：感谢在2021-08-1403:57:29~2021-08-1510:08:08期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: Fusheng_Luomo 1 piece;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 39 bottles of Niuniu; 7 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!