come close to me hold me

Stamina, is it big?

Maybe, if it wasn't for the heavy drink, she wouldn't realize that her love for Jiang Yien almost killed her, and she wouldn't realize that her uncontrollable self-control has reached such an irreversible point.

Of course, it was thanks to Chen Nianci's persuasion that he remained firm after waking up.At least let her know that her love, perhaps, is not so sinful.

"Silly girl, didn't I tell you everything? Are you my child from now on? If I don't love you, who will?"

Hearing these words, Jiang Yien was stunned for a while, as if warm wind was blowing in his heart, the tip of his nose was sour, and his eyes were red.She didn't want to take those drunk conversations last night seriously.Or rather, dare not take it seriously.

But at this moment, she couldn't care so much anymore, she didn't care about the name or qualifications.From now on, she will take whatever An Xun gives her. If she doesn't give it to her, she won't ask for more. If she can be her child for the rest of her life, that's fine.

"Then, can I go home with you today? Actually... I don't really want to be a light bulb next door... I will continue to pay the rent! The utility bill will be shared with you... I just want... to be with you ... stay together ..."

Jiang Yien thought, if An Xun refused her, she would gladly accept it. After all, taking in a stray cat is not an easy task, let alone An Xun, who likes to be alone all the year round, suddenly accepts that there is another her in the family.

Jiang Yien, don't get carried away, don't be greedy, otherwise, God will take everything back.

She murmured in her heart.

Hearing the little girl's tone, An Xun was still humble and probing, and felt pain in his heart. He turned around and rubbed that petite body into his arms again.Perhaps, it was to appease the timid child. For the first time, she took the initiative to expose her fragility.

"It's best if you can go home. If you don't want to, I will be lost."

Jiang Yien's brows were startled, his eyes sparkled with stars.Did you hear me right?Will an independent and mature person like Sister An lose for someone who can't wait?Will you also miss someone knocking on the door and wait for it?

Even if there is...

I, could it be that person?

She pulled away from the embrace in order to see the man's face clearly.She couldn't believe it at first, but in those watery eyes, there was indeed a bit of helplessness, a bit of anticipation, and even a bit of longing.

Looking at such eyes, Jiang Yien suddenly feels distressed.How could she not understand, what it's like to think about a person who is close to each other.

It is clearly close at hand, but far away;

It's just that he is still around, but he still misses it.

"What's the matter? Regret it? Don't want to come here anymore?" An Xun smiled slightly, teasing the child who was so happy that he was a little dizzy.

"I'll come, I'll come! If Sister An doesn't dislike her, I want to live for the rest of my life!"

Jiang Yien almost cried with joy, what a great day today is, what kind of magical power does Grandma Chen's wine have, it can make the always proud Sister An break her routine again and again.

She seemed to be no longer indifferent.

An Xun looked into those bright eyes, as if he had tasted what it was like to be bumped by a deer.lifetime?Can she really look forward to being with her for the rest of her life?No disease, no disaster, love each other, grow old...

For the rest of her life, how many days and nights did she spend worrying about before she dared to secretly make a promise for the rest of her life. How come she said it from a little girl's mouth so lightly that it was like a joke.

Maybe it was just a joke.

An Xun also felt helpless about his lack of prospects, so that a joke could make his heart dizzy with joy.But of course she won't let that girl see it, and she is also the best at letting the wind pass without a trace.

"If you don't dislike it, will you really live with me forever?"

In the suspicion in Jiang Yien's eyes, there was a moment of joy. If she could, of course she wanted to live forever, preferably as a lover, forever.

Seeing that little face blushing like a lantern, An Xun couldn't help chuckling: "Okay, I won't tease you anymore, kid, since you've moved in here, you won't have to pay the rent next door."

"Then how can I do it!" Jiang Yien came back to his senses, and immediately refused.

"Listen to me first. Su Wen's current landlord has temporarily increased the rent. You know, she..."

"I was planning to discuss with you to free up the bedroom you lived in before and let her transition first, do you think it's okay?"

"Actually, I've always wanted to help her with the rent, but she looks like a fool, but she actually has a lot of self-esteem. I'm worried..."

An Xun's tone was indeed discussing, but it was not discussing with the tenant about retiring the lease, but with her closest relatives, discussing a plan that she was not sure about.

In fact, her father didn't confiscate a single cent of the rent for so many years, and kept all of it in her hands, probably to make up for the guilt he felt towards his daughter.

But An Xun is busy in the hospital every day, and her spare time life is also boring. The salary and bonus are more than enough. Holding so much money is not of much use. She is naturally willing to do it for the convenience of her friends, and she has no burden.

"So that's the case, um... I don't think there's any problem. The rent can be reduced a little. If she doesn't charge it at all, she must have a psychological burden." After serious thinking, Jiang Yien came up with this plan.

"We, Xiao En, are more thoughtful, so let's do as you say." An Xun smiled knowingly. She had planned to do so, but with Jiang Yien's approval, she still felt a lot more at ease. also dissipated.

"However, if I live in your house, I still have to pay you the rent. I should also share the water, electricity, and food expenses. Otherwise, I will be embarrassed. Sister An, you don't have to worry about me, I have money!"

The smile disappeared instantly on An Xun's face, he just felt that the sincerity he had so hard to hold was thrown to the ground and trampled to pieces, his heart felt lonely, and there was a bit of bitterness in his gentle eyes.

"How can you live in your own house and still have to pay the rent?" She sighed softly, showing her displeasure.

Jiang Yien saw that her words made An Xun unhappy, which was not her intention, but she didn't know how to accept this gift calmly, so she could only be in a dilemma.

"But, I can't let you raise me for nothing..."

After thinking about it carefully, An Xun also felt that he hadn't thought carefully enough, even if it was a couple of lovers, the distribution of financial resources and other trivial matters in life still needed to be discussed.What's more, their relationship is not confirmed now, so the little girl will naturally feel abrupt and uncomfortable.

"Is this good? It seems too much to collect the rent, but we can share the water and electricity equally. As for the food expenses, we plan a monthly amount and leave it to you for safekeeping. If I am too busy with work and don't have time to go to the supermarket, I will Please take care of the refrigerator at home."

"The rest of the consumables, seeing what is missing at home, we both want to make up for it."

"You can also drive the car at home, and the key is fixed at the entrance, but you must pay attention to safety."

Jiang Yien had some delusions in a daze, they seemed to be newlyweds, or lovers who had just decided to live together, and they were calculating the expenses after the two became one.This feeling is so down-to-earth and so beautiful that it is unreal.

"Sister An, we seem to be in love like this..."

An Xun was startled, put away thousands of intoxications, as if something lightly fell in his heart, trembling slightly, speechless for a while.

Suddenly, the elevator door opened, and Chen Nianci walked in with her grocery bag. Seeing her two still in the elevator, she thought she was dazzled.

"Why...you two haven't left yet?"

An Xun and Jiang Yien glanced at each other, only to realize that neither of them pressed the elevator.

The three of them looked at each other, An Xun was obviously too embarrassed to know how to face Chen Nianci, the little girl was still holding her hand in her pocket, and now she was also sweating nervously.

Jiang Yien broke the deadlock with a snort, and then laughed out loud.She felt An Xun's desperation, because the hand she secretly held was about to rub the bald skin in her pocket.

An Xun couldn't help laughing, and nodded with a little shame: "Blame me, I forgot to press the button..."

Chen Nianci looked at the two, shook his head, and sighed in his heart that his worries were unnecessary, falling in love, everything will come naturally.After all, they are still young, so they can't hold their breath.

But young, there is still a chance for everything.

That afternoon, Jiang Yien hurriedly moved all her belongings into her new home.When explaining to Ji Xiaoyu, she rolled her eyes a lot, and the two almost scolded each other for caring more than friends until they parted.

But a good friend is a good friend after all, at the last moment, Ji Xiaoyu mysteriously gave her a newly arrived package, saying that it was originally bought for her own use, and considering that Jiang Yien would need it in the future, she reluctantly gave up.

Jiang Yien went back and took a look, only to find that there were all kinds of finger cots, ones with balls, ones with granules...the variety was outrageous.She was so scared that she quickly threw it into a suitcase and hid it, thinking that fortunately, Sister An went to the hospital right now, if this was discovered, she would no longer be a shameless person from now on.

When An Xun arrived at the hospital, it was not yet lunch break, so she came early on purpose to talk to Su Wen face to face about her renting a house.Unexpectedly, as soon as she reached the door of her consulting room, she heard sharp noises coming from inside.

"Do you know how long I've been in the queue? You won't read it if you say you don't want to see it? Do you doctors have this attitude now?"

"Sister, we are in the Department of Thoracic Surgery. You have to go to general surgery for your illness." Su Wen's tone was full of helplessness, obviously he had already explained it for a long time.

An Xun heard the sound and came in, saw Xue Feng was there, and asked about the situation first: "What's the matter?"

"Mammary gland problem, registered the wrong number." Xue Feng explained in a low voice.

"Why can't I watch it? I told you that I have chest pain! If you have chest pain, don't you go to the chest X-ray to see the general surgery?! Isn't the general surgery the place to look when you break your arm?! I think you are going to hand over your shift and don't want to delay your meal, right? !” The woman chattered endlessly, showing no intention of giving in.

Su Wen was angry and speechless, pressed his temples and rolled his eyes, looked at An Xun, thinking that the person who radiated the light of righteousness all over his body might come to see the patient fearlessly.

Sure enough, within two seconds, the light of righteousness came up.

but……

"Breast problems do not belong to the professional scope of our department, so we cannot issue relevant checklists. Even if we want to make an exception, the computer system does not allow it."

"But these are trivial matters. The main reason is that your illness is on your body. If we are unprofessionals, if we get the wrong doctor, I think you know who will be delayed."

"If you don't want to delay your illness, please hurry up and go to General Wai to register again. I'm really sorry."

An Xun is by no means an unprincipled person. In her eyes, order cannot precede life and death, but she has to admit that following medical regulations is usually necessary and helps practice medicine to save lives.

She also knew how embarrassing Su Wen's situation would be if she showed this patient now.Therefore, even if she cared about the patient again, she would not give in on this matter.

"You..." Before the woman could retort, she was stunned by An Xun's cold and firm eyes. The words were clearly calm, but the words were sharp, making people unable to refute: "Forget it, just treat me as unlucky today!"

Seeing that the woman finally gave up and was taken out by Xue Feng, Su Wen sighed and picked up the half-peeled apple, continued to turn the knife, and did not forget to tease: "Rare guest, why did you invite Director An to visit you?" ? Didn’t you guess that someone was making trouble here?”

An Xun sat down and said calmly, "I'm here because I want to talk to you about something."

"Tell me, what's the matter?" Su Wen frowned, and casually ate an apple.

"Xiaoen, she...may have to live with me in the future, and there is only one vacant house over there. Aren't you just looking for a house? How about just moving to my place?" She was still a little cautious in her words, for fear of being caught It sounds like charity.

"You said, Jiang Yien will move to live with you in the future? Are you two married?" Su Wen's eyes lit up, and he stood upright.

An Xun also didn't expect that Su Wen could find a different point in everything he said, so he glanced behind him, hesitated for a moment, and then went to close the door.

"Stop spreading rumors, I'll tell you the truth."

Su Wen smiled slyly, thinking that there are delicious melons near the water, such a great opportunity, how could he not do it!Suddenly feeling that the apple in his hand was also dull, he raised his eyebrows and leaned back with his legs crossed.

"Okay, let me think about it!"

Then, unwillingly, he leaned forward and asked, "Aren't we together? You guys missed last night, and nothing happened?"

An Xun's ears turned red with embarrassment, he hesitated and said nothing.Indeed, she didn't know what she was guilty of.

Instead, thinking of what Su Wen said before, I felt a little bit pimple in my heart, pondered for a moment, and asked in a low voice: "Su Wen, do you think... the person I am in love with is really unlucky?"

"How could it be!" Su Wen waved his hand and laughed, and suddenly seemed to think of something again, and his heart skipped a beat: "You can't be... because of what I said last time, right? Oh, I was just joking... ..."

"Then... If, I mean, if Jiang Yien and I are really together in the future, do you think I can give her happiness?" An Xun asked Su, his eyes half expectant and half nervous.

Su Wen was stunned and almost lost her grip on the apple in her hand. She had never seen An Xun so timid. Thinking of her arrogant look before, she had to say that she felt a little dark.

"You can be regarded as a cured ice lump, hahahahahahahaha..."

"Su Wen!" An Xun asked such a sentence for the first time with a low face, and was so ashamed to be ridiculed by this presumptuous ridicule.

"Hey, my Xunxun! If she loves you, of course you can make her happy!" Su Wen said while wiping the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"But I'm not sure what she thinks yet."

An Xun frowned, she still didn't know what role that girl regarded her as.Although Jiang Yien said after drinking, "Which kind of elder are you?" really made her heart tremble.Although sometimes, she also fantasizes that the girl's dependence on herself has never been pure.

"Oh, let me tell you the truth. That girl likes you. She liked you a long time ago. Every day, she explodes my news and asks about you. If you are really tempted, don't hesitate to rush It's over!"

"What did you say?" At this moment, An Xun felt his head was in a daze, too much information flashed through his mind, and he couldn't make sense of it at all.

Su Wen looked at the sluggish eyes, and snorted, thinking that it seems that Xue Shen's brain also has a short-circuit moment: "You don't believe it? Let me show you!"

So I dug out the chat history and revealed it all.

An Xun looked through them one by one, and the little girl was sending messages to Su Wen almost every day, from asking about her preferences at the very beginning to reminding Su Wen to pay attention to her three meals a day.There are also almost regular questions asked three times a day: have you taken a nap, has the surgery been completed, and when will you leave work.And, thank you for those one or two blurry candid shots...

Sometimes Su Wen deliberately teased her, and the little girl even begged to please her, just to know if she had back pain after the operation.

No wonder, every time I have an operation, there is a cup of just warm water on the table; no wonder, every time I miss lunch, I will definitely receive an anonymous afternoon tea;

No wonder, every time I was so tired that I slumped at the door of the operating room, I would run into a little girl who happened to pass by; no wonder, when I worked overtime that day, the little girl made dinner when I got home.

An Xun counted the time, even during the days when she was hospitalized, she only left the little girl for a short time every day, and she asked Su at least ten questions about herself a day.

In her heart, there was unspeakable distress and self-blame. If it wasn't for the fact that she always treated her news coldly, if it wasn't for her blindly trying to be brave and refusing to reveal her fragility, why would she be like this.

She always thought that her heartbeat was accidental, but now it seems that it was the result of that girl's silent efforts, hard-won, inevitable.

"From now on, you are not allowed to contact my future girlfriend secretly."

Su Wen's eyes widened, and he stared at An Xun's back as he went out, thinking that what he was eating was melon, it was clearly sugar!

Jiang Yien had just finished packing her luggage, and was about to see if her elder brother Su had sent any information about Sister An, before she could unlock it, two green boxes popped up on the lock screen of the beauty written with a low eyebrow, the first three words, It's her pet name for the man in the photo.

"Looking for a baby: no surgery, just fishing..."

Attached, a selfie.

The author has something to say: Su Wen: The clown is actually myself.

Jiang Yien: There is a problem with the wine designation!

感谢在2021-07-1004:36:02~2021-07-1110:42:28期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of irrigation nutrient solution: 6 bottles of Tangtang; 1 bottles of Fusheng_Luomo;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!