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"Director An?"

Several people in the operating room were all surprised when they saw An Xun come in dressed.After all, just a few minutes ago, she was still sitting in a trance in a panic, watching the person in her arms being pushed into the operating room, helpless, collapsing, and weeping silently.

"An Xun, you'd better go and rest, leave it to me." Su Wen felt that she was not in the right condition, and was worried about letting her go into battle, so he dissuaded her.

"Sister An..." Jiang Yien was still awake, lying on the operating table, after hearing the sound, he looked back with difficulty, and called out to his sister in a daze.

An Xun walked in front of her, knelt down, and forced a gentle smile with his eyes full of tenderness, but in an instant, he shed tears again.When she saw the pale face and slightly opened eyes, she could only feel the pain in her heart, so she choked up and asked, "Does it hurt?"

"It doesn't hurt, Sister An, don't cry..." Jiang Yien reached out and wiped An Xun's tears. Even though An Xun was wearing a mask, it was clear from her eyes that she was distressed.

An Xun smiled again, and comforted: "Xiao En, don't be afraid. Sister An will perform the operation on you personally, and promise that you won't leave any scars, okay?"

"Sister..." The anesthetic gradually took effect, Jiang Yien couldn't open his eyes anymore, he seemed to have answered in the blur, and in the chaos, the familiar smell permeated again...

She seemed to overlap the sister in her dream with Dr. An again.

It seemed that she felt the warm breath approaching, and lightly pressed it on her cheek through the mask, and whispered in her ear: "Hey, I'm going to start."

Doctor An, kissed me?Or hallucination?She couldn't verify it.

Half an hour later, Su Wen walked out of the operating room.

"How is it?" Li Min stepped forward and asked.

Su Wen took off his mask, cursed and said, "Oh no, do you think this girl is out of her mind? What kind of knife is she going to block An Xun? She could have thrown that fat man to the ground with her backhand, but she is fine. Holding someone else, who is An Xun? Need her a little pumpkin pie to block the knife?!"

"Tell me, how is the operation going?"

"One centimeter into the lungs, she was lucky. She didn't encounter any large blood vessels. An Xun is still stitching inside, and she won't let me do it."

"Are you hurting your lungs? Sigh... Is An An okay? I think her expression is not right. I wanted to stop her just as she was about to go in, but you know, I can't stop her..." Li Min asked Show embarrassment.

"She's such a weirdo. She wanted someone to fall on me. I was so frightened that my hands trembled. I really admire her for being able to operate herself. Hey, you said An Xun, she seems to really care about this girl!"

"That's because this girl is really unusual. The flower pot last time was nothing but a knife this time! Would you dare if it were you?"

"I know she can dodge it... It's not like you don't know, when I was in college, I saw her beat up three people alone..."

The more Su Wen talked, the more confident she became. These days, Su Wen certainly saw An Xun's partiality for Jiang Yien. No matter what the reason was, at least she knew that she cared about that little girl.

She cared, she didn't wait for Lai Anxun to care about it for many years. She teased and said she broke up with him several times in college.But such a person would call Li Min late at night to ask about that little girl, and would allow that little girl to take care of him who was sick.

Thinking of that morning, she saw that An Xun's face was not good, but when she asked her, she only said that it was her menstrual period, and she refused to bring her medicine.Later, when she heard movement in An Xun's office, she had rushed to the door, but when she saw her leaning against the little girl's arms, she finally stopped.

In her perception, An Xun always went to the hospital alone when she got sick. It wasn't that she didn't want to accompany her, but every time she wanted to take care of her, she was driven back with a cold face.

However, she heard it, heard An Xun say something to the girl: "Don't go."

At this point, she felt ashamed. After all, she was not the one who rushed up to block the sharp knife.

"Eh, isn't it? Just talk about me, and you've known her for more than ten years, haven't you protected her from the knife?" Su Wen still refused to be outdone.

"Tch, it wasn't me who she risked to save from the three gangsters back then..." Li Min snorted, and it wasn't him who kept saying that he wanted to protect An Xun in return for saving his life.

And she naturally has someone she wants to protect.Thinking of this, he unconsciously glanced at Su Wen again.

"How's it going inside?" Qin Shi arrived late after hearing the news.

"already……"

Before he could say anything, the door of the operating room opened, and An Xun came out from the bed. All his tense body suddenly relaxed, and his whole body became weak instantly. His hands couldn't help shaking slightly, and cold sweat slowly fell from his forehead to his shoulders and neck.She also knew that she couldn't hold on any longer, and she didn't want to be seen by that girl, so she asked someone to send Jiang Yien to the ordinary ward for observation.

"An'an? How are you? Does it matter?"

Su and Li rushed forward to greet them, An Xunqiang maintained his calm face, shook his head, and said he was fine.Then he looked at Qin Shi with a livid face behind the two, and greeted politely: "Director Qin."

"How long are you going to be impulsive? Look at your own condition, is it suitable for surgery? You really want to risk that child's life before you are willing?" Qin Shi scolded angrily.

"Qin Dazhuang, what are you talking about?!" Su Wen couldn't stand it any longer, and confronted him bluntly, and was dragged back by Li Min.

An Xun just lowered his eyes, said weakly but firmly: "I don't worry about handing her over to others."

Su Wen's heart skipped a beat, someone else?Well, others...

Qin Shi was obviously a little surprised by this. After all, An Xun had never said the word "not at ease" in his memory.Still refusing to give up, she continued to recount the previous incident: "I heard that this child helped you last time when you performed an operation on Anonymous."

"Yes."

"Sign first, then operate first, sign first, then operate!" Qin Shi emphasized, and then said: "Why are you still the same as before? You have learned from the past and don't know how to repent?! If Mr. Chen didn't want to save you, he wouldn't have quit Go to the second line. This time is luck, if something happens, this child will suffer together with you!"

"No! You!" Su Wen is also a big-hearted person after all, otherwise, An Xun probably had lost his enthusiasm, and he was just poured cold water inadvertently, and now he was about to rush up to fight the injustice, but Li Min firmly held him back and shook him. He shook his head and gave her a wink to signal her to leave it alone.

An Xun sighed softly, lowered his head to one side, closed his eyes and fixed his brows.

"It's the same this time. The most basic thing for a doctor is to be responsible for the patient. Don't say she is an intern you bring, even if she is your close relative, you shouldn't operate on her with your physical condition. When will you change it?" Change your arrogant habit, don't you just care about yourself?"

"I'm sorry, I..." Before he finished speaking, An Xun's consciousness had drifted away, and then there was only a blur in front of him, and he fell down and lost all strength.

"An An!"

"Hurry up! Send me to the ward! What's the matter..."

The two rushed forward immediately, and caught the man who had lasted for a long time and finally fell down.

When he arrived at the ward, Su Wen couldn't bear it, and didn't care about face and etiquette, pointing at Qin Shi and yelling: "Qin Shi, are you sick?! An Xun's temper, if she is not sure, will she take that girl at risk? I It's dry farts, and I made her go crazy too?!"

"Ask!"

"Don't stop me!" Su Wen left Li Min aside, and continued to speak loudly: "She has no one in her eyes? She has no eyes on anyone who will risk her career to be cut off by others? She was saved by Mrs. Chen, as you Her mentor is "not playing favoritism", and now he comes to talk about her? You are so powerful, you go and take responsibility for her!"

"Su Wen! Stop talking," Li Min looked back at the unconscious An Xun, and persuaded, "Let An An be quiet for a while."

"During her internship, a sick patient died and she still knew how to cry. What did you say? How did you force her to be brave? She was always hiding things in her heart, and you still forced her. You forced her to become a madman even if she wasn't crazy. Crazy! Blame her for being brave again at this time? You have to let her die of guilt, and be willing to die of guilt, right?!"

Qin Shi had nothing to do with her, and didn't say a word from the beginning to the end.

An Xun was disturbed, and heard something while half asleep and half awake. Although she felt a little noisy, it is better to remember her in my heart. After all, before Jiang Yien appeared, Su Wen was one of the few people who would help her out.She just refused to give in, she was just sure that Su Wen would not leave, if she didn't care, why would she pay attention all the time and make several shots.

She recognizes her, the only friend.

I have to live up to it, there is no other possibility except for friends.

"Su Wen, stop making trouble. Director Qin, please be patient. I will pay attention to what you said next time. Don't blame Su Wen." She opened her eyes slightly and murmured.

Seeing that An Xun was subdued, both of them stopped talking.

"Go and do your work. I'll go and see that girl." An Xun felt that he could probably stand up, so he was eager to go back. After all, when he was sent away, the girl hadn't woken up from the anesthetic.

"An'an, take a rest, Jiang Yien is quiet and they are watching, everything will be fine." Li Min discouraged.

"She'll be terrified if she wakes up and doesn't see me."

An Xun didn't listen to the persuasion, and pulled out the needle in his hand by himself. As soon as he got out of bed, he saw a kind-hearted old man walking in. They followed their gazes and looked back, standing up straighter unconsciously.

"Professor Chen..."

When Chen Nianci heard that such a big incident had happened, he rushed here in a hurry.When I got outside the ward, I heard Su Wen yelling at Qin Shi, and thought it was novel and funny, so I listened to the excitement at the door, and now I heard An Xun woke up, so I walked in with a kind smile on my face.

"Just let her go, how can she be free?" Chen Nianci glanced at the worried people around An Xun, and smiled.

"Professor Chen, then you..." An Xun hesitated whether it would be considered polite to leave like this, after all, he hadn't seen his teacher for some time.

Fortunately, Chen Nianci saw her eagerness to take care of the child, nodded and said with a smile: "Go, I'll talk to them."

An Xun immediately thanked him and left the door.Li Min looked at the eager figure, and there was still half a bottle of glucose left in the medicine bottle, and was full of worry: "Old Chen, you are too spoiled with her."

Chen Nianci didn't take it seriously, and said with a smile: "That child has a heart disease, and he needs to be treated with heart medicine." Then he glanced at the two people who stood up straight and honestly beside him, and said with a smile: "Why? See if I come in and don't say anything? Su Ask? How about your aura just now?"

"Oh, old lady..." Su Wen hesitated.

"You scolded him well, you should scold him! Xiao Qin, I'm not in the hospital now, why are you bullying my students like this?" Chen Nianci still had a benevolent expression on his face.

"Old Chen, I..." Qin Shi felt ashamed.

"Come out and say it," Chen Nianci asked Qin Shi to go out together, found a place with few people and sat down, and said again: "You, I have been strict with them since they were strict and meticulous. I know all this. But Xiao Xun, if you don't force her, she will force herself. There is nothing to say about treating patients, since she wants to do it, she knows it well."

"Yes, I know that, it's just..."

Chen Nianci interrupted with a smile: "Xiao Xun, I was worried about her when I was in school. This child is too calm and indifferent. If a person closes himself for a long time, he will gradually become numb. The so-called benevolence of a doctor, But if someone doesn't even value his own life and death, what if he can save others?"

After looking at Qin Shi and sighing lightly, he continued, "But fortunately, I later found out that although she is cold-boned, her heart is still warm. Her mouth is indifferent, and her heart is silently caring. Although she refuses others Love and warmth, but she is always the first to rush up to whatever happens around her... This is that child who never thinks about herself."

Qin Shi nodded in agreement.

"Director Qin, I'm here this time to ask you for one thing." Chen Nianci changed his tone and lowered his posture.

Qin Shi was obviously at a loss: "Old Chen, don't say that, as long as I can do what you want, I will definitely do my best."

Chen Nianci nodded with a smile, and sighed slightly: "Let Jiang Yien stay with Xiao Xun."

"Jiang Yien?" Qin Shi was puzzled.

"Xiao Xun's child is too lonely, and Yien is also a good child. Being around her is lively and lively, maybe it can give her some comfort?" Chen Nianci explained.

"But, Su asked Li Min who hadn't been with her for more than ten years?" Qin Shi didn't believe that a person who had frozen herself for more than ten years would change herself because of a picture of a little girl who broke in suddenly.

"Su Wen is good, it's a bit too reckless, Li Min is delicate, but you can also see that he is too cautious and self-protective, has nothing to do with himself, and never takes the initiative to make up his mind. Or it is rare to be smart and enthusiastic, and rare to be delicate Chic. An Xun is sincere to them, but he doesn't talk to them, he doesn't mention the past at all, and he doesn't show his emotions at all."

It has been more than ten years since they went to school, and she has watched these children grow up to the present, and she knows everyone's nature best.

Then he sighed with a smile and shook his head: "When I saw Yien, I thought of Xiao Xun's big eyes when he laughed when he was a child. After all, he is also a child with a hard life, maybe the joys and sorrows between them are interlinked? Who knows Well..." Chen Nianci sighed with a smile and shook his head.

"I understand. Jiang Yien's professional level is indeed far superior to that of her peers. Even if you don't say this, and I don't take care of it, she can stay normally after graduating from graduate school."

"Of course I know that child is highly skilled, so I can keep it. It's just Qin Shi, that girl Yi En is as stubborn as Xiao Xun. I'm worried that if things like that happened again in the future, you, are you me?" Just like I kept Xiao Xun back then, keep them?" Chen Nianci withdrew his smile, with a bit of pleading in his seriousness.

Back then, An Xun's incident of cutting tubes to save people without authorization caused a lot of trouble, and the family members made troubles, which was well known, and the media and public opinion were all led to accuse the hospital of negligence.The hospital had almost decided to revoke her license to protect her reputation. In the end, Chen Nianci, who was the director of the department at the time, took all the responsibilities, and therefore retreated to the second line. In the following years, she devoted herself to teaching at the university.

Therefore, even though An Xun has always defended the principle of curing diseases and saving lives, she never dared to say that she has no regrets or self-blame. After all, her youth and recklessness caused a star who might have become a leading figure in the industry to fall.

Qin Shi was silent. As the director of the department, it is natural for him to worry about the operation of the department. If everyone behaved like An Xun and broke the rules in a critical moment, he must be worried and walking on thin ice.

"Old Chen, I..."

"Don't worry, I'm not asking you to 'die for your life', I'm just begging you, don't 'give up your pawn to save your car'. It's best to avoid similar incidents as much as possible. If there is any chance, I also implore you, don't give up easily she."

With tears in his eyes, Chen Nianci sighed: "Qin Shi, you have to remember that you are a doctor first, and then a leader. If you easily punish a doctor who is only dedicated to saving people, it will only make more people feel guilty." The blood of the medical staff is chilling..."

Qin Shi probably also guessed that Chen Nianci had heard about the operation on Wuming last time, and this time witnessed Jiang Yien's reckless behavior in order to save An, which is why he has so many worries.

But even in a hospital, where there would be so many emergencies and disputes between doctors and patients, what he can do is to prevent them before they happen.

"Yes, I know, don't worry, Mr. Chen, I've written down everything you said."