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The smell of the hot pot still permeates the room, and the Spring Festival couplets at the door are also unique. Jiang Yien described them as "shameful flowers with a closed moon" on one side and "ghosts and monsters" on the other. An Xun laughed so hard that he couldn't straighten his back.

On the TV, the Spring Festival Gala was coming to an end, fearing that An Xun would have a stomach ache if he drank too much, Jiang Yien even went to make a cup of warm honey water and put it in her palm, then the two of them wrapped up in a blanket and snuggled together to keep warm, Waiting for the arrival of the new year.

Counting has been many years, Jiang Yien did not go home for the Spring Festival.

On New Year's Eve that year, she was alone in the dormitory, and the live broadcast of the Spring Festival Gala on her mobile phone was so stuck that she couldn't watch it. In the end, she could only be bored in the quilt and listen to Tiantian's talk.

At the age of 19, she found a part-time job selling popcorn in a movie theater. The boss saw that there were many employees who could not go home, so he specially added a popular Chinese New Year movie for them, a comedy at three o'clock in the morning. A row of crying tears streaming down their faces.

At the age of 20, she began to prepare for the postgraduate entrance examination. The library was closed, and the dormitory had no atmosphere. Every night, she went to KFC to review in a corner where no one was there. She stayed there for the entire Spring Festival.On the day of the Lantern Festival, the store manager gave her an unsold Big Mac and wished her success in the postgraduate entrance examination. It was the most delicious burger she had ever eaten.

At the age of 21, she was working as an intern in the emergency department of a local hospital. She was so busy that she didn’t have a salary, but she had a meal allowance. On New Year’s Eve, the director of the department gave her a whole steamed sea bass out of his own pocket, and stroked her head to praise her for being smart. capable.In the same year, she was admitted to graduate school.

22 years old, is in dire straits.She encountered an explosion in a hot pot restaurant and jumped into the river to save her lover, but was saved by her lover.On the same day, her favorite grandmother passed away, leaving behind a sentence of "a happy marriage for a hundred years".

The 23-year-old and 24-year-old lived in a foreign country for two years, and the surroundings were still lonely and empty, but their hearts were filled with one person.

The days in the past were actually not bad. There was always kindness in the indifference. It was just that I was envious when I saw the photos of the New Year’s Eve dinner that were full of friends. I just felt sore when I saw that my cousin sent me a family portrait without my place.

This year's Spring Festival, she finally spent it at home.

She also posted a circle of friends, including hot pot and Spring Festival couplets, grandma's Bodhi bracelets, An Xun, and herself.

It was a whole home, and there was her place in the home, and her place remained.

When the host of the Spring Festival Gala counted down to one, the sound of fireworks and firecrackers was heard, Tian Tian and Miss were also wrapped in blankets and hugged in their arms, and their black grape-like eyes were colorfully reflected by the TV screen.An Xun blew on the honey water in the palm of his hand, and handed her a sip. His eyes met, his smile melted, and all the depression in his heart dissipated.

"Sister An, I have a family now."

Her tears were soft, and she let out a smirk.

An Xun's brows and eyes trembled for a moment, then they froze slightly and then loosened.In the past, I stayed alone for so many years, or I was busy in a cold hospital, or I was depressed in a deserted home. My heart and brain were all desolate. There was no pain or suffering, but I was never happy.

After the girl came, she felt the pain again, and also began to feel that loneliness was unbearable.That feeling was like breaking herself apart, adding pieces of happiness and happiness to reassemble, and finally achieving what she is today.

No longer tough, but can cry and laugh.

"Yes, I have a home."

With a residual three-point drunkenness, she leaned against the girl's shoulder, her smiling eyes gleaming with tears gradually opened up brightly.

Before the morning light of February had time to break through the fog, Jiang Yien sat up suddenly from the bed, stared at the phone and said "wow", and poked the screen with his fingers to count: "one...ten...hundred...thousand Wan...wow!", she immediately rubbed and pushed An Xun who was lying beside her, excited: "Sister An! Sister An!"

An Xun responded, and looked at her after delaying the message on the phone: "What's wrong?"

"My salary! My first official salary!" Jiang Yien got up and jumped up, his arms fluttering: "Renzhuo's treatment is really good! Hahahaha!"

"Hey, hey, stop..." An Xun quickly got up and grabbed her: "If you jump the bed down again, you will only be able to sleep on the sofa tonight."

Jiang Yien immediately behaved well, sat down cross-legged, blinked his big eyes and looked at An Xun, pursed his lips and grunted a few times, his joy was beyond words.

She secretly calculated in her heart, plus the money she had left over from collecting the rent for the past two months, it was enough to buy a ring worthy of An Xun.

Life during the holidays is always pleasant. After washing up, the two of them wrapped themselves in down jackets and went downstairs to the breakfast shop. They ordered a bowl of noodles, a basket of steamed corn dumplings, a glass of sweet milk and a glass of soy milk.

Jiang Yien ordered two small bowls, picked up a few noodles with chopsticks, and picked up a few steamed dumplings, handed them to An Xun who was beside her, and took a sip of her soy milk naturally.

"Sister An, let me tell you, when I was in college, every time I had breakfast, I had to struggle for a long time, whether to eat dumplings or noodles, whether to drink milk or soy milk, two people are good, you can try everything! hey-hey……"

An Xun saw that the little girl was so satisfied with two breakfasts, she couldn't laugh or cry, pinched her cheeks and joked: "You little greedy cat, you are with me just for this day, right?"

"That's right! Old couples are like this!" Jiang Yien stuffed a big mouthful of dumplings, shaking his head contentedly.

An Xun looked at her with a doting smile, thought for a moment, and asked the boss to add some potato cakes. Seeing the girl's eyes lit up, he smiled and explained, "Didn't you just hesitate between it and the dumplings? alright."

Jiang Yien was very surprised, she didn't say anything, she just flipped through the pages of these two things several times when flipping through the menu, and An Xun caught it when she didn't want to.Her ears were a little red, she lowered her head and raised her eyes shyly, "You discovered all of this..."

An Xun smiled triumphantly: "Eat quickly."

After breakfast, they held hands and walked slowly along the green belt, waiting for the supermarket to open at ten o'clock to buy vegetables for lunch.The old ladies in the community are already very familiar with Jiang Yien, after all she has a sweet mouth and greets everyone whenever she sees her.

An Xun is often surprised by the girl's social skills. It seems that no matter the age or status of the other party, the girl can chat with someone, and occasionally she will go to the square dance crowd to join in the fun, and she can't pull her away.

And it is precisely because of the girl that she gradually harmonizes the long-estranged neighbor relationship.

During several chats, she learned some "big news" in the community. For example, Grandma Liu, who hugged her when she was young, gave birth to a great-grandson this year. I learned suona in college.

The girl gave her the love like a fairy tale, and brought her back the little fun in the fireworks.Just like the meaning of the city’s name, it’s just Mr. Su Dongpo’s sentence——

The taste of the world is Qinghuan.

At the moment when she was able to call her father to express condolences, she finally understood that what healed her dull pain was nothing but a cup of warm honey water and a piece of milk candy swimming between her lips and teeth...

It's just the lingering joy in my arms under the moonlight, and the pity in my eyes when I look at each other.

An Xun looked at the girl, thinking of liking diaries, thinking of her childhood wish, in fact, they have something in common.For example, in fact, she also likes to cut watermelon into small pieces to eat, for example, she also hates those teachers who put on airs and don't match their morals.

For example, emerald green.

"Xiao En, shall we go to Florence next year?"

"Really?!" Jiang Yien stopped in her tracks, turned her head to look at An Xun with surprise and joy, her brows were instantly depressed: "But, how can we have such a long vacation..."

"Marriage leave." An Xun lowered his eyebrows and smiled, took a small step forward, and said softly, "What? You don't want to marry me?"

Jiang Yien was caught off guard and stiffened.

Half a year ago, on May [-]th, two [-]-year-old ladies received the first sympathetic marriage certificate in mainland China at the Civil Affairs Bureau.

With tears in their eyes, they left a sentence in front of the media's cameras: "Just wait until you are alive."

Of course, marriage is not the only ending of a beautiful love, and lovers don't necessarily have to get married eventually.This just represents the recognition of the world, so that the invisible cabinet door that shouldn't exist no longer needs to be closed tightly because of narrowness and ignorance.

I remember that the reporter asked the old couple: "What if I never get it in my whole life?"

The old man looked at each other with a smile, and replied, "Then be your lover forever!"

Yes, being lovers for a lifetime is also romantic.It's a pity that some people stick to it, and some people miss it forever.

That night, Chen Nianci burst into tears watching the light on the TV, leaving only a heavy sigh.An Xun held the ring that he couldn't give away in his hand, looked at the moon in the distance, and sent his sorrowful thoughts.

At this moment, she can finally think about their marriage in real terms, not for the purpose of restraining and binding each other, but for thinking that they will be eligible to sign all the responsibilities of each other in the future when they are old and sick.

"Sister An!" Jiang Yien was so angry that she jumped up and down: "Why are you trying to get ahead of me in everything! I didn't even propose to you! What are you talking about marriage leave! Ah~" She twisted her shoulders and gritted her teeth.

After finally saving enough money to buy a ring, she thought that at least she could speak about the proposal before An Xun, but unexpectedly An Xun would mention it so calmly.

An Xun snorted and kissed the girl's brow lightly. I don't know if it's an illusion, but the girl seems to be as tall as her, and she might really be able to grow taller by changing the environment.

"It can be made up after the ceremony. Isn't this discussing with you? But this year is definitely not going to work. After the epidemic, many things are still being adjusted. The hospital can't afford the wedding leave of four doctors in the same year."

"Four doctors?" Jiang Yien tilted his head, and suddenly got excited: "Who is who!"

An Xun raised his eyebrows: "Su Wen transferred all the year-end bonus to me half a month ago, and the 50 was paid off. She said that her father started a small business with old resources before picking it up. It should be You can meet other foreign debts."

Then she smiled gratifiedly: "The most important thing is that this year she celebrated the New Year with Li Min's family."

Jiang Yien was both surprised and delighted, his eyes were dotted with starlight, and his mouth was opened into a semicircle: "Oh my god! Big brother finally!"

After thinking about it, she thought about Florence again. In her poetic and picturesque age, she did look forward to the emerald jade described by Xu Zhimo.But she also knew that Florence was a city that An Xun longed for but dared not reach.

She knew that the violinist left the young An Xun countless times in order to go there to perform.She knew that infatuated pianist, in order to escape there to remember his dead wife, hated to abandon An Xun who had just grown up.

"Sister An, have you made up your mind? Are we really going there? If it's for me, you don't have to force yourself, it's just a little girl's blind dream."

An Xun smiled and shook his head: "It's not just for you. Xiaoen, I want to say goodbye to the past. Since you came back to me, I am not afraid of anything. I am not afraid of the river anymore, and I am not afraid of going to the airport." Farewell, so I don't want to resist that city anymore, I want to go with you to see what kind of charm can make artists and poets fascinated..."

Seeing the genuine joy in An Xun's eyes, Jiang Yien was relieved.

"Well! Fifteen days of late wedding leave! We can also visit neighboring countries! Or visit a few more cities in Italy! Your Italian is so good, we don't need to find a tour guide!" She was so excited that she almost I feel like I am already in Italy.

An Xun laughed dumbfounded, and nodded in approval.

"Xiao En, I have one more request," she wrapped her arms around the girl's neck, her eyes smudged with anticipation:

"This year, will you spend my birthday with me?"

In fact, An Xun didn't have the nerve to admit that after so many years of escaping, it was Jiang Yien who inspired her by facing the New Year's Eve. She will always remember what the girl whispered in her arms before going to bed last night:

"Grandma said, never forget to live well just because the one you love is gone. They want you to be happy more than seeing you feel sad for them."

"If happiness is hard, make it hard."

Facts have proved that their New Year's Eve can really be very happy.She doesn't want the girl to carefully watch her face on her birthday every year in the future. She wants to have more surprises and more memories.

Jiang Yien was stunned for a moment, then smiled.She knew that the brightness in An Xun's eyes at this moment was born of her.

"Okay, I will accompany you on your birthday, go to Florence with you, and walk slowly with each other. But if you feel tired at any step, you must tell me, we can stop for a while at any time."

She hugged An Xun, pressed her cheek softly and sweetly, and promised in her ear:

"An Xiaoai, with me here, you never need to force yourself to cheer up. Do you understand?"

An Xun was moved, his heart suddenly warmed, imitating the girl's tone, and softly agreed: "I obey."

The author has something to say: Jiang Yien: I seem to have some kind of social arrogance.

An Xun: Yes.

"The taste of the world is pure joy" comes from the words of Su Shi, a writer of the Song Dynasty, in "Huanxisha, Drizzle and Slanting Wind as Xiaohan".