come close to me hold me

The heat in the room dissipated, Jiang Yien hung on An Xun's body, not allowing her to leave for a moment, An Xun had no choice but to hug her and take a shower.When they returned to the bed, both of them were exhausted.

Drowsy, Jiang Yien suddenly sniffed, and whispered softly: "Sister An, it's almost New Year's Eve..."

An Xun's heart was blocked for a moment, holding the girl in his arms, he said after a long time: "There is still one month left, think about it later, sleep well."

"We're going to celebrate..." Jiang Yien closed his eyes, and rubbed his arms against An Xun's arms again: "We're going to celebrate the New Year, put up Spring Festival couplets, make dumplings... Grandma likes excitement the most, she definitely wants us to be lively... ..."

New Year's Eve is the day when grandma leaves, and it is also the day when grandma wishes them "a happy marriage for a hundred years".

It is water that is hot, and it is also a disaster.

An Xun breathed out, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, kissed the girl on the forehead, and replied, "Okay, let's be lively."

There is still a full month before New Year's Eve, and An Xun's surgery arrangements before the year have been saturated, and in the end he still failed to perform the surgery on his old friend.After the first-stage operation is successful, according to the patient's own wishes, he will be transferred to a foreign country for follow-up treatment.

Jiang Yien accompanied An Xun to send someone to the airport, watching the two say goodbye politely and strangely, thinking of the delicate emotions in the diary, his heart was sour.

The woman said that she dedicated her life to the violin, and even at the last moment of her life, she was still on her way to the concert.

An Xun nodded in agreement and didn't say much.

Looking at the back of his old friend, his eyes are calm and indifferent.Maybe there is no way to make up for many regrets in life. What is missed is not only a certain friendship, but also the heart that wants to make amends.

Perhaps as she herself said, everyone has his own ambitions.In the world of avid musicians, music always seems to be more important than friendship, love, even family affection, and even life.

In front of her mother and close friends, she lost to the violin, and in front of her father, she lost to her mother and sister.No one has ever put her in the most important position in her heart, and she has never been so self-righteous that she feels that the world is going to revolve around her.

She has long been used to not being cared about, not chosen.

Jiang Yien held her hand silently, clasping fingers tightly with her: "Let's go, Sister An."

She was in a trance for a moment.

The girl always seems to be able to break the spell in her heart, not to be snatched away by the river, not to be swallowed up by the airport, to break her rut, and to hold her hand tightly.

Only in the girl's choice, she is not the "sell".

Looking at the girl, my heart was touched, and my fingers clasped even tighter.The subtle electric current will still burst out fine and dense sparks in the body at this moment.

Heartbeat, it seems that it is really possible to last a lifetime.

She smiled brightly and agreed to the girl: "Okay, let's go."

This winter is colder than usual, and the air in the south is humid. The few minutes walk from the airport to the parking space, the coat and scarf are moistened by the cold wind, and the feeling of wrapping around the body is like soaking in water.

The worst thing was that the exit of the parking space was blocked by people, probably because they couldn't find a parking space, and temporarily parked in front of their car without leaving any contact information.Thinking that they shouldn't leave the car for too long, the two decided to wait patiently in place for a while.

An Xun saw that Jiang Yien breathed a sigh of relief with his hands half-closed, thinking that she was unbearably cold, and just about to hold her hand and put it in his arms.Who knew that the little girl rubbed her palms, covered her frozen red ears first, and looked at her with a smile: "Is it warm? Hehe..."

Suddenly my heart beat faster.

"Well, it's warm." She lowered her head slightly and replied with some shyness.

The girl smiled happily, took two steps closer, pulled her closer, put her hands into the coat, wrapped them around her warm waist, and said to her: "Then let me be your warm baby?"

An Xun's brows and eyes were startled, and his whole body softened into Jiang Yien's arms, leaning on his shoulder and nodding lightly, the warmth gradually dissipated from the heartbeat.

Ten minutes passed, and the car owner hadn't come back. He wanted to contact the airport staff to solve the problem, but when he heard a doctor on the radio, the two exchanged glances, and immediately went forward.

Among the crowd was a pregnant woman, whose stomach looked at least [-] weeks old, lying on the ground with a painful and grim expression, looking at the water stains on the pants, the amniotic fluid should have broken.

Jiang Yien has no experience in dealing with this kind of situation, so he was really stunned for a moment. In a daze, An Xun had already squatted down to check the situation, with calm eyes and decisive actions, he seemed to be a professional obstetrician.

"How many weeks?"

"Ah?" The family members on the side were obviously also stunned.

"How many weeks is she pregnant!" An Xun saw that the woman was in pain and her consciousness was not clear, so she spoke even more sternly.

The family members were taken aback and stammered: "Three... 38 weeks..."

An Xun checked the situation of the parturient, and asked the airport staff to bring basic first aid tools, ready to check the condition of the finger opening.The family members on the side stopped her, and hesitantly reminded her in her ear:

"Doctor, that... my wife is HIV-infected... she came to Qinghuan City because the small county didn't dare to accept her...you..."

Jiang Yien heard it from the side, and her heart still trembled instinctively, and her mind quickly recalled whether there was a small wound on An Xun's hand that she had missed.

Even if there is no wound, there is still a risk of infection if the amniotic fluid splashes into the eyes. It is self-evident to deliver a baby in an airport without protective measures.She frowned, looked at An Xun, and didn't say a word for a long time.

But she also understands that as a doctor, when it comes to treating diseases and saving lives, there is only priority, there is no distinction between high and low, and no patient should be discriminated against.

An Xun remained calm in the face of danger, and took the medical gloves handed over by the airport staff, but said calmly and calmly, "You can't give up on that."

"Children have a chance not to be infected, and the mother's survival rate can also be improved through medical means." She looked at the almost desperate mother, and encouraged her gently: "Can you hear me? Take a deep breath, and follow your instinct when it hurts." Push down, don't give up, I will help you."

Just about to start, Jiang Yien put on the goggles for her from behind, and reminded her softly in her ear:

"Don't be needless heroism, you should also protect yourself."

An Xun's heart trembled, his eyes moistened for a moment, and he nodded with more determination.

After Jiang Yien did the basic protection, he stepped forward and held the hand of the parturient, supporting her upper body and cooperating with An Xun to teach her to exert strength.While concentrating, that little bit of fear disappeared.

Twenty minutes later, there was a loud cry from the airport.

The car stopped at the exit was stopped in a hurry by the family members who came to pick up the plane, as if they were destined to stay and save someone's life.

The two of them followed the ambulance back to the hospital for a comprehensive check to see if there was any possibility of occupational exposure. Fortunately, there were no wounds on their bodies.Hearing that the mother and daughter are safe there, the hanging heart finally let go.

"I didn't expect my sister An to deliver babies!" Jiang Yien looked at An Xun with a smile, with a proud expression on his face.

"Don't laugh at me, it's my first time too." An Xun also only has a general concept of obstetrics and obstetrics. Don't worry, just pretend to be calm.

"First time?!" Jiang Yien's pupils dilated.

I thought that An Xun had encountered a similar situation before, so it was so easy. His skilled and calm demeanor did not tell that this was his first experience.

A twisted thought turned in my mind, and I couldn't help thinking that on the first day we were together, An Xun brought her hand to the first button around her neck, thinking that she would be a hidden hero, but she didn't expect to be soft with a kiss. , I cry when I touch it.

The first time, he even bit his lip and held back his voice, he didn't even dare to open his eyes, and he still had to grab something in his hand.

"It seems that sister An is not afraid every time she is the first time!"

She smiled softly and innocently, but also with a bit of cunning.

An Xun paused for a moment, heard what she said, his face blushed twice, and he whispered in shame and annoyance, "Jiang Yien!"

Jiang Yien made a face and ran out of the office.

As a result, An Xun was angry with her all night and went to bed at night. No matter how she tried to coax her, even if she turned her back and kept silent, she was not allowed to post it.

"Sister An, I was wrong, don't be angry..." Seeing that An Xun was still turning his back and remained indifferent, he had an idea, and he held his chest and pretended to be in pain: "It hurts...it hurts..."

"Where does it hurt?" An Xun turned around immediately, his eyes full of concern: "Speak up!"

Jiang Yien snorted, raised her head and smiled broadly, wrapped An Xun into her arms, and said coquettishly, "My heart hurts, Sister An, don't ignore me."

An Xun frowned, gave her a cold look, and still couldn't help leaning into her arms, complaining aggrievedly: "It's the first time I fell in love at this age, so you can't laugh at me..."

Jiang Yien's heart softened, full of pity.

"Sister An, you don't even know how much I like it, thank you for keeping the most precious look to me."

She kissed and comforted softly, enjoying An Xun's rare coquettishness, her heart was already in full bloom.

"I'm sorry, it's all because I came too late."

Fifteen days later, although there was no obvious occupational exposure, the two had a comprehensive examination.In order to be safe and responsible for the profession, the result is naturally negative.

There was also good news from the obstetrics and gynecology department. The umbilical cord blood test of the newborn and the test 14 days later were both negative, and it was basically confirmed that there was no infection.The physical condition of the biological mother has also stabilized day by day.

The child's other mother, who heard that the doctor who saved her wife at that time was in the Renzhuo Thoracic Surgery Department, specially hugged her daughter to thank her.

"We named her Hope..." The woman explained that her wife was unfortunately infected because of an emergency blood transfusion during the window period. This child is undoubtedly the hope of their family.

"Doctor, thanks to you for saving their mother and daughter, please hug her!"

Seeing the two doctors, one was deserted and the other was busy, the woman instinctively sent the child to the lively one.

Jiang Yien was really teasing the children as if he was watching the excitement, but at this moment his expression froze instantly.She was not at all good at handling babies, let alone infants in swaddling cribs.Sure enough, the little girl burst into tears as soon as she was in her arms.

"Sister An! Sister An!" She called out softly, at a loss.

An Xun couldn't help laughing, reached out and lifted her arm, adjusted her posture slightly: "You coax her."

"I don't know how to do it!" Jiang Yien showed embarrassment, looked down at the child and said stiffly: "It's not pitiful, it's not pitiful..."

The child's mother and An Xun looked at each other and both laughed.

Seeing her soft and cute little girl hugging the child, An Xun was very fond of her, her eyes fixed on the girl's face, full of doting.Seeing that the little girl was really helpless, she took the initiative to lend a helping hand: "Give it to me."

Jiang Yien felt relieved and handed it over without hesitation.

Surprisingly, the child stopped crying within two seconds in An Xun's arms, opened his eyes and grinned, and looked a little cute.

"You have to hold her back with your hands and let her rest in your arms, so that she will be comfortable, right, little hope." An Xun lowered his brows and nodded, smiling slightly, the sun softly outlined her face Contours, as if everything melted away.

Jiang Yien's gaze stayed on An Xun's profile, and he stared blankly for a long time.

The woman smiled and said, "Doctor An is so good at taking care of children, does he have children at home?"

An Xun was stunned for a moment, she would take care of children because of her experience in taking care of An Yi when she was a child, but there is indeed a child at home.

But that's just a nickname, Jiang Yien is a partner she can rely on, not some immature child.It is her wish to love the girl as a child at home. Outside, she will not joke with others that her lover is a child, which is against the dignity of a girl.

"No, it's just me and my wife at home."

The author has something to say: Sister An: Don't laugh at me!

Jiang Xiaoen: Hehe... Sister An is so cute acting like a baby, next time I will make a joke...