Love is like air - network distribution

After Duan Yanjin closed the door, Mu Chenxi came back to his senses: "Xiao Shiyan, let me go first." Seeing that the knuckles of his fingers around him had turned white due to excessive force, Mu Chenxi couldn't help but groan. , motioned him to let go first, but the latter ignored it, and just kept tightening his hand, so that Mu Chenxi already felt that he was being strangled.

"Don't let go." Xiao Shiyan's voice was a little dull, probably because he buried his head on his neck and shoulders, and Duan Yanjin's confession just now undoubtedly seemed to tear him and himself apart.Back then, after he vaguely discovered that his sexual orientation seemed to have begun to change, he was indeed confused for a while.He dare not tell all this to Mu Chenxi who grew up with him.Until I met Duan Yanjin, who was also hesitant, and the two people who had the same longing and uncertainty about the vague emotions between the same sex came together with the mentality of giving it a try.People who are afraid of domestic secular constraints choose to go abroad.But Mu Chenxi suddenly told him his intentions before he went abroad.Xiao Shiyan was indeed overjoyed at the time, because this young man had been by his side since he was a child. If there was anyone who made him change his sexual orientation, Mu Chenxi was definitely the only reason.But at that time he already had Duan Yanjin, especially for himself, Duan Yanjin agreed to go abroad together.Therefore, Xiao Shiyan fled, in a panic and embarrassment.During the years of separation, Mu Chenxi's shadow became more and more clear, swallowing Xiao Shiyan's thoughts bit by bit.But looking at Duan Yanjin next to him, the only thing Xiao Shiyan can do is to ignore the person deep in his heart.However, Duan Yanjin was keen, and gradually realized that Mu Chenxi's shadow still filled the space between the two of them.So Duan Yanjin took the initiative to cut off this relationship that maybe shouldn't have started in the first place, and the two returned to the country together.After returning to the country, Xiao Shiyan found Mu Chenxi, but Mu Chenxi's performance was so dull, Xiao Shiyan was a little at a loss.If Mu Chenxi no longer loves himself, has found the original path, and is no longer a member of the circle, he should not tempt him anymore, because this path is too difficult to walk.He and Duan Yanjin have sunk deeper and deeper in this water, and he can no longer drag Mu Chenxi down.And the self who kept in touch with Duan Yanjin, under the influence of guilt, put forward a reunion proposal at a loss.Fortunately, Duan Yanjin was much more sober than him, and directly pointed out his thoughts.Only then did I finally face up to my own heart.

Mu Chenxi struggled again, seeing that he couldn't get free, but fortunately let him go; feeling that he was no longer struggling, Xiao Shiyan slightly relaxed his grip: "Xiao Shiyan, I won't leave, let go first Me, let's sit down and talk."

Hearing this, Xiao Shiyan loosened his hand again, but it was only for less than a second, but he persistently continued to wrap his arms around him again.Mu Chenxi had no choice but to take him to sit on the sofa: "Xiao Shiyan, have you made up your mind to become a koala?" Perhaps because Xiao Shiyan's intentions were basically confirmed, Mu Chenxi finally had a Feel free to tease him.

"If you are a eucalyptus, I don't mind being a koala." Xiao Shiyan sensed Mu Chenxi's emotions and calmed down a little.With the hands around his waist, with a little force, he leaned against her, "Chen Xi, I have always owed you an apology."

Listening to the faint heartbeat in his ears, Mu Chenxi shook his head: "There's no need to say sorry. You just didn't love me at the time."

Xiao Shiyan ran his hand through his shoulder-length black hair: "I just don't know that I love you. So, you see, I hurt you and Duan Yanjin, and I also tasted the bitter fruit."

Mu Chenxi straightened up slightly: "Bitter fruit? I don't think that although Duan Yanjin separated from you, he still regards you as a friend after all. Otherwise, I wouldn't come this time."

"He's not for me. It's for you. He...actually feels guilty towards you." Xiao Shiyan said.

Mu Chenxi was noncommittal, and it didn't matter for anyone, because Duan Yanjin's free and easy, that period of time was a complete turning point.If you really want to go on with Xiao Shiyan, you don't need to delve into the past time: "Xiao Shiyan, I will try again, just this one time."

Xiao Shiyan breathed a sigh of relief with a faint sentence. Although Mu Chenxi had promised him to try dating again before, he had always held the attitude that he could leave at any time.Of course, it was precisely because of this that he didn't invest in this relationship at all.With this sentence now, it means that Mu Chenxi will seriously feel the relationship between them again.Means he will really put in one time. "Chen Xi, for the Chinese New Year this year, you can move to my house! It really belongs to our home."

"Xiao Shiyan, are you making an inch of it?" Mu Chenxi couldn't help but glance at him, but Xiao Shiyan's index finger moved wildly, and he bit his lips with his open lips, grinding them finely.

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