Love is like air - network distribution

Mu Chenxi couldn't see Duan Yanjin's expression clearly through the mist rising from the hot pot, but finally struggled to get out of Xiao Shiyan's restraint, and opened some distance.The atmosphere at the dinner table froze for a moment, at least for Mu Chenxi and Duan Yanjin.Xiao Shiyan acted as if nothing had happened, he was still looking for food for Mu Chenxi.Only this time, instead of directly putting the food into his bowl as before, he put the whole bowl in front of him, and after making sure the food was not so hot, he handed it to him.

However, Mu Chenxi felt a bit overwhelmed. In his expectation, maybe a similar scene would happen at the dinner table, and then Duan Yanjin would be indignant, and then leave the table, and then Xiao Shiyan would chase him out, and then stay back When the time comes, the two of them will get along well.But now, although Duan Yanjin's expression was unpredictable, there was no movement at all, and Xiao Shiyan didn't probe into Duan Yanjin's expression many times as he predicted, but kept looking at him instead.

Finally, it was Duan Yanjin who broke the silence: "Tsk tsk, Xiao Shiyan, have you forgotten that there is still a big living person like me here? Just kiss if you say kiss, I didn't know where to hide just now, so I can Don't let your light bulb look so bright." The tone was half teasing, but revealed a touch of melancholy.

Mu Chenxi opened his lips, but he hesitated to speak. My time was stolen from Duan Yanjin, so what's the use of explaining more?

Xiao Shiyan didn't take it seriously: "You came here to eat by yourself."

Duan Yanjin couldn't help laughing again, still protesting: "Don't forget that it was your Chenxi who invited me to dinner."

Mu Chenxi couldn't stand the two seeming to be whitewashing the peace, so he pretended to be ordinary and teased: "Can you have a good talk. Duan Yanjin, since you still can't let go, don't pretend you don't care for the so-called self-esteem. And Xiao Shiyan, you don't need to consider my emotions at all. You should get back together and reconcile, just talk about it. Don't think about whether it will hurt or not. I knew this day would come sooner or later, and I was fully prepared .My life can go on without him." The last sentence was addressed to Duan Yanjin.After finishing speaking, Mu Chenxi stood up and was about to go back to her room.He just took a step, but Xiao Shiyan grabbed his arm in time, trapping him in place.

Duan Yanjin finally put away his casual expression: "Mu Chenxi, you and I have been classmates for more than three years, do you think that with my character, if I know that we are still in love with each other, I will let him go? You should be very clear that it is much more difficult for people in our circle to find a suitable one than ordinary people. So, the only reason I will let go is because we are no longer in love. Or, because I finally watched Qing, every time he looks at me, the person he really thinks of is not me. The relationship between us is not pure love. Xiao Shiyan is indeed a bastard. He was indeed infatuated with me for a while, but Both of us didn't understand the difference between infatuation and love at that time. We thought that the heartbeat at that moment was enough to bring us together, and then we walked together forever. To be honest, I didn't realize it until I entered university. When I realized that I really didn't love women, I was very hesitant at that time. I guess it was also at that time that Xiao Shiyan began to notice a change in his sexuality. Then, two people who were equally cautious walked into each other's sight, and some The magnetic field at that time was so subtle, and we came together because of this. But during the past few years abroad, I gradually learned about one thing, something that even Xiao Shiyan himself did not understand. He was not at that time There was a change in his sexual orientation. He just gradually fell in love with someone uncontrollably at that time, and that person happened to be a man. He didn’t dare to contact you, and he didn’t dare to return to China during the holiday, even if he clearly I miss home very much; he only dared to pretend to inadvertently inquire about your situation. This is timidity of closeness to home, which is fear of love. I am a failure of this relationship, because I didn’t figure it out myself. There is an emotional component to him. But now, from the moment he decides to return to China, all this has been reshuffled. He may care about me, or he can’t let it go, it’s because he feels that he hurt me, he Feeling guilty. But he treats you far more than just feeling guilty. Do you not believe me? Then I will tell you the simplest thing to prove it. Xiao Shiyan and I are together For so many years, there has never been a relationship, even if I think, he can't make the last step. What is the reason why a man who values ​​the senses can't make the last step? The reason should be very clear, right?" Because there is no Love, not even such urges... and desires.Duan Yanjin doesn't need to talk about these things, everyone can think of them.

Mu Chenxi was a little dazed, looking back at Xiao Shiyan who was holding on to him tightly, it was the first time that he saw his eyes so clearly, there was engraved with the tension and precious care that he was afraid of losing.

"It seems that I am the one who should leave. I haven't eaten enough from this meal, and we are about to leave. Alright! Wait for the two of you to make an agreement, and next time, treat me to a big meal." Duan Yanjin put the hot pot The power was turned off directly, and then he put on his coat, and left this place that didn't belong to him, and left this person who didn't belong to him.

The author has something to say: This rather tangled and gloomy article is about to come to an end.

The next article should be a campus-oriented light network match, a story about Ye Ming and Zero Degree~~