[full-time] widow

It was rare for Ye Xiu to fall asleep that night.

Not tired, not agitated or nervous.To be honest, although Xin Shuo's various words and deeds this day are no different from putting his hand into Ye Xiu's heart, holding his heart lightly and firmly.But when everything was quiet, Ye Xiu stood by the window and raised his head slightly to look for it, but he could only see the corner of the window sill of Su Mucheng's room where Xin Shuo lived, but his heart was peaceful and satisfied.

Just like the world shrouded in moonlight, it is far away and peaceful, as if there is nothing, but it seems to be filled with soft moonlight.

He just quietly stared at the corner of the window sill where she was, the distance was so close, so close, so close that he could touch it with his hand.

Ye Xiu closed his eyes with a smile, tilted his head slightly and leaned against the window, his right hand was habitually touching the cigarette, and just about to start a lighter, he suddenly thought that she was not far away, so he smiled again, put away the lighter, With an unlit cigarette in his mouth, he stared with a smile on his arms.

Thoughts are howling like a gust of wind, flying far away.Ye Xiu's memory has always been good, so he still clearly remembers the color of the overcoat that Xin Shuo wore on that snowy day.I remember him sitting on the back seat of the car with the towel that Xin Shuo left for him on his head, looking back and seeing, in the heavy snow, Xin Shuo stood sideways in the snow, with his hands in his pockets, raised his face to look at the towel A sky full of lead clouds.Snowflakes stained her eyelashes, she was thin but straightened her back, standing there like a sword, sharp and lonely.

After that, Ye Xiu saw many appearances of Xin Shuo.

The way she smiled and bowed to everyone after the final of the individual competition, when she stood up, a small bunch of dishonest hair was coiled in the shallow socket of her collarbone; at the press conference, she leaned on the table and dealt with the reporters with ease Under the begonia flowers, she turned to look at him, her hair was blown like a bird's nest by the strong wind, but it was unexpectedly beautiful...

If I hadn't met this person, then I might still be walking in this crowded world according to the established plan.

But I have.

So the whole world suddenly stops turning, everything is silent, the mountains and seas are quiet, the clouds return to the wind, the flowers, birds, fish and insects are frozen by light and dust, the world is completely silent, only you are left.

From then on, the world is like a black and white film, and this person will be the center, and the vivid colors are slowly spreading in all directions like ink, and finally, there are colors.

Although Ye Xiu had never felt any regrets about joining Glory when he was less than fifteen years old, sometimes he felt regretful.

I wish I had met you sooner.

In that case, even if the old man and Uncle Xin blow their beards and stare angrily, I have to grab the arm of you, a good boy, and pull you into my arms.

The silence around him was in stark contrast to the noise in his head. No one knew where Ye Xiu's thoughts had drifted to at this time.

He himself did not quite understand.

So he just quietly looked at the window sill where she was. The moonlight hit the white tiles, like clear water flowing slowly.

At this time, a pedestrian who was returning late hurried past, and Jinghong caught a glimpse of a man standing by the window above Excellent Era's dormitory, raising his face slightly and staring at something with a smile.

Passers-by couldn't help but follow his line of sight to look up, and saw a thin girl sitting on the right window sill one floor above the window where the man was. Although her eyes were closed, there was still a smile on the corner of her mouth. .

Passerby Dead Fish Eye: Hey, I'm going to call the police, working overtime at night is already very miserable, don't abuse me anymore, okay?

Think about it again... The guy's position shouldn't be able to see the girl sitting...

I'll go, after I think it through, it will be even more cruel, okay?

The passer-by gritted his teeth fiercely, held his breath and ran away quickly.

Only Ye Xiu and Xin Shuo stayed there, enjoying the moonlight together.Those soft and hazy rays of light shrouded their bodies, as if they were surrounded by a layer of silver, or as if they were covered in falling snow.

Frost and snow fell all over his head, which can be regarded as white head.

Maybe it was because the night wind was a bit cold, Su Muqiu who was asleep frowned and curled up, opened his eyes in a daze and reluctantly, and saw Ye Xiu standing by the window.Just as Su Muqiu wanted to taunt him about the little boss with a bowl of noodles, you couldn’t fall asleep. After that, if you really sneaked home, would you be so excited that you would fire Italian cannons?

But before he could speak, he froze.

It was a clear night, there was no cloud in the night sky, and the full moon hung high, shining brightly.

So he could clearly see Ye Xiu's face and the expression on his face.

That shouldn't be Ye Xiu's expression.

Because it was such a complex and silent look.

It was so painful that the flesh and blood were torn away from the heart, but amidst the blood dripping, it was still a gentle indulgence.

--I saw.

--good.

It took a while for Su Muqiu to come back to his senses. He was a little worried about Ye Xiu being possessed by something, and he gave a friendly reminder: "That... Ye Xiu?"

Ye Xiu turned his head to look at him. At this time, the night wind was blowing the tall trees planted by the roadside, and the branches and leaves were whirling.The moonlight passed over those leaves, casting a mottled silhouette on Ye Xiu's face.

Su Muqiu saw his friend looking at him with lowered eyebrows, and he didn't know if he was talking to himself or talking to himself.

"The moon has set."

Su Muqiu looked at Ye Xiu with an expression of 'my brother is absolutely feverish', and then looked at the full moon outside the window, feeling that the impure relationship between men and women is really harmful.

But what he didn't know was that tonight, there was a round of vicissitudes of the moon, which had ended her decades-long obsession for two lifetimes, and followed her own sun without hesitation.

But that's all a story of the past.

After Night Breeze calmed down, Su Muqiu looked over again, and found that his little friend had no idea when he had left that indescribable fantasy state, and looked at him with a smile, his eyes filled with ' The single dog has woken up from the cold, isn't it empty?Are you lonely?Is it cold?Koko. '

The change was so great that Su Muqiu rubbed his temples, and began to wonder if he had just fallen asleep and had hallucinations.

As for whether it is an illusion?

Not important anymore.

The author has something to say:

Everyone, I'm back, sorry for the small number of words.

I will not abuse for the sake of abuse, the essence is still sweet, please rest assured

Thank you for your company, thank you.