[full-time] widow

Chapter 26 Two Xin Shuo

The next day, Su Muqiu took half a day off, saying that he wanted to take Su Mucheng to buy some clothes.After last night, Su Mucheng and Xin Shuo became a lot closer, so she took her hand and asked Xin Shuo if she would go.

Under the scorn of everyone and Su Mucheng, Ye Xiu resigned himself to his fate and stood up from his seat, voluntarily signing up to be Xin Shuo's carrying bag boy.

Although they were going to buy clothes, there were public figures like Ye Xiu and Su Muqiu among them, and Su Muqiu's exposure was much better than Ye Xiu's.They couldn't go to particularly prosperous places, so they picked out a few shops with few people but good quality.

At the end, Su Muqiu was carrying a big bag and a small bag in his hand. Although Ye Xiu was a little better, he was also suffering from the same disease, with a big bag hanging on each of his left and right hands.

When he was about to cross the road, Xin Shuo glanced around and keenly noticed two tall men standing beside them.The man was very alert and spotted her almost immediately, but after turning his head to see her face clearly, he pretended to have nothing to do and focused on looking at the road.

At this time, suddenly a car rushed towards the car ignoring the speed limit regulations, and the fast speed brought wind around the car.When everyone was still in a daze, Xin Shuo immediately stretched out his hand, grabbed Su Muqiu and Ye Xiu who were half a step ahead of her, and pulled back.Relying on gravity, the three of them fell backwards, and Su Mucheng was knocked to the ground by the three of them before she could react.

Everything happened in a blink of an eye, and in a blink of an eye, the car roared away and finally hit a street lamp. The iron lamp pole was hit in an arc.The car finally stopped. Fortunately, there seemed to be only one person in the car, and there was an airbag to cushion it. It didn't seem to be a big deal.

But here, Xin Shuo and the others were still lying on the ground.Xin Shuo was the farthest out, the car almost rushed past her shoes just now.

The serious-faced man's face was already covered with sweat. They hurried over to help support Xin Shuo, and opened their mouths to say something to her, but Xin Shuo turned his back to Ye Xiu and they made a 'forbidden' mouth gesture to the two of them. stopped their actions.

Su Muqiu was already busy comforting Mucheng who hadn't recovered yet.Ye Xiu stood up and immediately pressed Xin Shuo's shoulders hard, frowning and looked at her carefully from top to bottom several times, making sure that there were no missing arms or legs before putting his heart in his stomach.Just as he was about to say something, he heard a slight "hiss—" from Xin Shuo.

This time God of War said, "How are you? Are you scared? Leave it to me to protect people and act like a hero. I beg you to show a little weakness." All these words were thrown into the sky.As soon as he glanced at it, he saw that Xin Shuo's right ankle was swollen, and it looked like it was sprained.But the injured guy didn't know if it was intentional or not. Apart from the 'hissing' that he was gagged just now, he didn't cry anymore. Instead, he touched his cheek like a comforting child, using a kind of Said in a gentle and kind tone.

"Are you scared? Don't be afraid, it's all over."

——From now on, there will be no haze in your youth, and your friends will always fight side by side with you.

Ye Xiu couldn't hear her inner voice, but hearing her tone was like punching cotton, his heart felt angry and sore, his breath was stuck in his throat, and his anger was not going well.He took a deep breath, grabbed Xin Shuo's arm and lifted her up with a little force.Xin Shuo tugged at his clothes and wanted him to put him down, but he heard Ye Xiu say, "Xin Dashuo, be honest, I'll settle the score with you later."

After all, he called Su Muqiu and Su Mucheng who were not injured, and Ye Xiu walked towards the hospital with Xin Shuo on his back.

Xin Shuo leaned on Ye Xiu's shoulders. The boy's shoulders were not broad or even thin. Xin Shuo was a little afraid to use force for fear of crushing him.

Ye Xiu, who was waiting for a taxi, seemed to sense it, and said in a somewhat stiff tone.

"Lie down, your weight won't hurt you."

Xin Shuo slowly relaxed the strength of his muscles, and he lay softly on Ye Xiu's back.This feeling is so familiar yet so strange, just as contradictory as her current mood.

Now she doesn't know whether she should be overjoyed to be able to save Ye Xiu's best friend and avoid the greatest regret in his life, or—

Weeping for the possibility of personally killing him into the 'Ye Xiu' that once belonged to him.

Su Muqiu's death was an extremely regrettable thing, it was a loss of honor, and it was also a grief that Ye Xiu and Su Mucheng would never get over in their lifetime.No matter from which point of view, even without Ye Xiu, she would do her best to avoid Su Muqiu's death just for Su Muqiu herself, or for Mucheng.

But... being able to do it doesn't mean it won't hurt.

In the previous life, Su Muqiu's death, it could be said, was a part of Ye Xiu's development.

From the beginning, the pain of losing his best friend has been lingering in his heart.Over the long years, it has become an inseparable part of him, making him grow into what he is after.

He grows into the appearance of Ye Xiu whom Xin Shuo loves.

But... how can you turn a blind eye, and how can you be willing?

Su Muqiu's accident happened in the early summer of 15. In order to avoid the time of the accident moving backwards and forwards, Xin Shuo contacted the Criminal Investigation Office since the Chinese New Year.The employees of that firm are basically veterans, and they perform their tasks meticulously.After negotiating, although the boss was surprised by Xin Shuo's request, he still followed the highest standard, and at least two people would personally protect Su Muqiu 24 hours a day every time.In order to avoid being discovered, people have to be changed every hour.Fortunately, Su Muqiu seldom goes out, and most of the time, remote protection is enough, otherwise the people in the office really can't be replaced.

Although he trusted the firm's ability, Xin Shuo was still worried when the day in his memory came, so he chose to be there in person.

On the contrary, she was too preoccupied. The accident just now, with the skills of the two people who secretly protected her, would definitely be able to handle it properly.It is estimated that those two people did not expect that the employer actually came in person, and he was still standing in a dangerous position and moved faster than them—although it was quite unprofessional to put his ankle in it.

After getting off the taxi, Ye Xiu walked quickly, carrying her to the emergency room.

Xin Shuo leaned on Ye Xiu's back, feeling that with the young man's footsteps, a blunt rusty knife was cutting his heart one by one, and the blood flowed down quietly along the hideous edge.

In a daze, she saw the man with a cigarette walking farther and farther away.

She wanted to shout something to keep him, but all the words stuck in her throat, and in the end she could only bury her face on Ye Xiu's shoulder like a wounded rabbit.Tears flowed silently, wet his shoulders.

Ye Xiu stood there in a daze, and for the first time asked her a little helplessly: "What's wrong with you, you, say something, Xin Shuo!"

The voice reached the end, with a little trembling.

He heard Xin Shuo murmur in a low voice——

"pain……"

"I'm in so much pain, Ye Xiu..."

Su Muqiu and Su Mucheng were in a hurry to apply for a card and register. Over there, Ye Xiu seemed to have turned on some terrible switch, and rushed into a consultation room where no one was waiting, carrying Xin Shuo on his back.

The reason why no one was waiting in that consulting room was because it was used as a family planning area.The female doctor saw a young man coming in with a little girl on his back, the handsome boy was already frowning anxiously, and his heart skipped a beat——

Wouldn't it be another accident with the flow of people going to the small clinic?

The doctor lamented the young people nowadays: Young man, you said that you care about your girlfriend at the first sight, so why are you so confused about these things? !While instructing Ye Xiu to put Xin Shuo on the bed, he asked, "How many weeks are you pregnant? Is it more than 12 weeks?"

Ye Xiu: ...Huh?

When the female doctor saw Ye Xiu's face that I didn't know what you were talking about, she became angry - she didn't even know how many weeks she was pregnant, you scumbag!

She pulled Ye Xiu away and wanted to take off Xin Shuo's pants.Ye Xiu hurried over to stop him, and the female doctor beat him angrily, "Do you want your girlfriend to die regardless of the amount of bleeding?"

Ye Xiu's scalp went numb when he heard the last two words, and regardless of the doctor's resistance, he dragged her to Xin Shuo's feet, rolled up Xin Shuo's trousers, and showed her the red and swollen ankle: "Is there bleeding? Is there a lot? How to stop the bleeding?"

Female doctor: ... huh?

Xin Shuo had managed to control his emotions at this time, and after listening to their conversation, he glanced at the sign of the consulting room, knowing that something had happened.I struggled to get up and explain to the doctor.In the process of explaining, Ye Xiu forcibly pressed her back on the bed, who wouldn't let her get up.

The female doctor who understands the cause and effect: ...the young people of today are amazing.

At this time, Su Muqiu also signed up and chased after him. After learning about this oolong, Su Muqiu didn't know whether he should laugh first or let Ye Xiu take Xin Shuo to see his foot.

Xin Shuo took Ye Xiu's hand, trying to show that he was fine, but Ye Xiu calmed down and said that he didn't really want to hear her excuse.He forcibly picked her up for a full set of checkups, and finally determined that it was just a joint contusion. She had to be iced for two hours, sprayed with medicine, and then went home to recuperate.

After paying the fees and taking the medicine, the brothers and sister Su Muqiu called the team to make sure they were safe.Ye Xiu took an ice pack and applied it to Xin Shuo's ankle.Xin Shuo was sitting on the chair, looking down, he could see Ye Xiu half kneeling on the ground, supporting her foot with one hand, and carefully applying an ice pack to her wound with the other.

The temperature of the ice pack was comfortable for Xin Shuo, but it was so cold that Ye Xiu's fingers turned red.She was really distressed, and she didn't listen to Ye Xiu when she opened her mouth, so she could only try to take the ice pack from his hand.But as soon as his fingertips reached over, Ye Xiu raised his head and looked at her expressionlessly.

This face is still so immature, but it will eventually grow into such a contemptuous and free-spirited look.

Half of Xin Shuo's heart is still being cut to pieces and bleeding for the former him, while the other half still maintains his love for the present him.

But no matter which half of his heart it is, he can't bear to see him like this.

So Xin Shuo's outstretched fingers turned in mid-air, and gently massaged between his brows, trying to soothe his unhappiness.

Ye Xiu really couldn't do anything about her, so he closed his eyes and sighed in resignation.

"In the future, if it hurts, tell me where it hurts and whether it's severe or not."

"But it can't be so scary anymore."

There was too much blood flow, and the other half of the heart seemed to have died.

The remaining part is still stubbornly alive.

Xin Shuo suddenly reached out and hugged his head in front of his chest, resting his chin on the top of his head, letting him listen to his own heartbeat.

Then, she let out a soft sound, "Yeah."

After applying the medicine and returning to Excellent Era, it was almost eight o'clock in the evening.Fortunately, the streets of Hangzhou at night in early summer are crowded with people, and it is quite lively.Xin Shuo was still being carried by Ye Xiu. Although she doubted whether Ye Xiu still had the strength, he said, "Okay, don't ink, if I fall, I will drag you to make a pad under me, okay?" ’ If that’s the case, Xin Shuo will let him go.

Su Mucheng obediently carried the bag and followed them, looking a little scared.Moreover, she often sneaks glances at Xin Shuo with uneasy and guilty eyes—after all, it was her brother who took her to buy clothes today before going out, and Xin Shuo sprained her ankle to save her brother and the others.

Xin Shuo is such a smart person, he sensed it immediately, and ordered Ye Xiu to put himself down in front of a 24-hour convenience store. When Lao Ye refused to let him go, he could only wave his hand at Mucheng and let her come over , smiled and pulled her hand, saying that he hoped to ask the little girl to help him buy something.

Although I don't know why Xin Shuo suddenly wanted hair dye, Meizi Su immediately ran in to buy it after accepting the task.

When the things arrived in Xin Shuo's hands, Xin Shuo said with a face full of embarrassment that he hoped to ask Mucheng to dye his hair tonight.

Su Meizi nodded in agreement, Xin Shuo smiled and rubbed her head, this matter is over.

The next day, that is, May 29, everyone was surprised to find that the little boss of Glory, Xin Shuo, was jumping around on one foot in Excellent Era with his gray hair on his head.

The girls woke up late, and at noon Ye Xiu saw the color of her hair, and it took him a long time to hold back the urge to ridicule, and walked over to support Xin Shuo, "This is my birthday present, you just give me this?"

Xin Shuo glanced at him, "Of course not, wait, I'll cook today."

Team members & Ye Xiu: ...Huh?

Wearing a small apron, Su Mucheng jumped out from behind Xin Shuo: "Miss Xin Shuo! The big row of shrimps and small rapeseed broccoli and Longjing tea buds you want...has been delivered!"

Xin Shuo smiled gratifiedly, took his hand out of Ye Xiu's hand and put it in Mucheng's, and hopped in the direction of the cafeteria with one foot in the posture of a queen mother on a tour.

Ye Xiu felt that he was about to be laughed out of anger, his foot was still swollen, and he was about to go to heaven?

He chased after him and was about to say something, but Xin Shuo suddenly turned his head to look at him.Her dyed gray hair has vicissitudes that do not belong to this age group, and her eyebrows and eyes seem to be tired and inexplicably relieved. All kinds of temperament are mixed together, making people suddenly confused. This girl , is it really only 20 years old?

Xin Shuo slowly broke into a smile and said, "Good boy." Then he followed Mu Cheng and jumped to the kitchen again.

Ye Dada, who was left behind, thought for a moment, and simply waved his big hand to approve his half-day leave—he didn't take a lot of leave anyway, so he used it for a day.He followed into the kitchen.

This was the first time he watched Xin Shuo cook.

With Mucheng's help, Xin Shuo stood there, pouring water into the flour basin one after another, kneading the fluffy flour slowly into a soft floc, then kneading vigorously, kneading the fluff into a round shape dough.After kneading she wraps the dough and stays awake.Then start preparing to cook.The fresh big row is still pink, and it is smashed with a meat hammer. It is marinated with cooking wine, soy sauce, white sugar and salt. It is fried for ten seconds. The surface of the big row becomes crispy, with an attractive smell color.After that, stir-fry minced garlic and minced ginger until fragrant, and put it into the big row again, this time adding marinated sauce and broth, and simmering slowly.

Xin Shuo carefully picked out the shrimps one by one, removing the shrimp threads and magazines.Put the sizing in the carefully beaten egg white, then put it in the pan and stir fry.When the shrimp meets the oil, it will stimulate a delicious aroma. When it is stir-fried for the second time, it also meets the Longjing tea soup, filling it with a delicate fragrance.When it comes out of the plate, it is crystal clear, with the clearness of tea leaves and the sweetness of shrimp.

The marinade for noodles is the most common kind.Xin Shuo diced the tenderloin and fried it, then stir-fried it with diced carrots, diced potatoes and diced tofu. After thinking about it, he also scrambled a few eggs and beat them into beautiful pieces before forming.Then chop minced garlic and minced ginger again and sauté until fragrant, use diced meat as a base, pour in diced vegetables when the fragrance rises, and cook carefully with the broth that has just submerged the vegetables. Slow seasoning.As time went by, a soft and long aroma wafted in the kitchen.

Finally, she took out the rested noodles, rolled them into round and thin dough pieces one by one, then folded the dough pieces and cut them into strips one by one.In the end, she carefully picked out one, and after finding that the long, long omen was very good, she showed a very satisfied smile,

In fact, she was smiling during the whole process of cooking, as if she was already very happy after working so hard for this meal.

Finally, the noodles were cooked, and with Su Mucheng's help, she arranged the side dishes and main dishes one by one.By the time everything was served, the cafeteria was already full of people who wanted to watch the excitement.

Tao Xuan was not there, although he would definitely hear something from other people, but Xin Shuo didn't really want to see him, so he asked a friend in an advertising agency to invite him to discuss cooperation today.

For Dou Shenda's birthday, the club has already ordered a cake, and there are also many food delivered by various hotels.But the most eye-catching thing is the bunch made by the little boss.

To be honest, Ye Xiu is the only one who can make Boss Glory wash his hands and make soup to this extent.

On rare days, everyone has no scruples. Although there is no way to compete with Ye Shen for the birthday noodles, the little boss is kind and everyone makes a big steak. Everyone eats their mouths full of oil and is very happy.

Ye Xiu ate the noodles slowly, and Xin Shuo sat beside him and looked at him with a smile on his lips.Her gray hair gave him the illusion that they had lived together for a long time, so long that Xin Shuo had entered the Ye family's household registration book, and that the two of them had gray hair.

This is probably the best gift in this life.

Ye Xiu lived up to everyone's expectations that night and was so bloated that he finally swallowed four or five Jianweixiaoshi tablets to feel better.Everyone sang and danced for half the night. Although they couldn't drink, everyone seemed to be drunk, and the demons danced wildly.

Finally, everyone got tired and gradually calmed down, sitting and chatting together with a smile on their faces. Someone asked Ye Xiu to take Xin Shuo to the training room to see the heroic figure of God of War, and a group of people winked to express that we would not disturb.Ye Xiu lightly increased the amount of training one by one, and then looked at Xin Shuo.Xin Shuo replied with a smile, "I really want to go."

When she said that, Ye Xiu took her there, but Xin Shuo insisted on neither carrying her nor hugging her, so Ye Xiu could only skip and skip along with her.

When we got to the training room, Xin Shuo leaned against the window, looking at him with a smile.

Ye Xiu was a bit dark: "Xin Dashuo, you have the kind eyes that a kind grandma uses to look at her grandson, do you know that?"

Xin Shuo stretched out his hand suddenly, but she couldn't reach it due to her inconvenient legs and feet, Ye Xiu could only resign her face to let her touch it.Xin Shuo held Ye Xiu's face with both hands, looked straight into his eyes with calm eyes, and spoke slowly.

"Ye Xiu, I hope that you will be open-minded, free from setbacks, and undefeated in glory."

"I hope you will live a long life, be healthy and safe, and be able to smile often."

"I hope you can work hard all your life, be loved all your life, get what you want most, and let go of what you can't get."

Ye Xiu was stunned, and then patted her hand: "You gave me all the good things, so greedy, what should you do if the car overturns?"

Xin Shuo narrowed his eyes slightly, and the corners of his eyes seemed to be slightly broken.

"I come."

The tone is firm and profound, as calm and pious as a sacrifice.

That night, after Su Mucheng fell asleep, Xin Shuo stood up carefully and sat by the window.

The bright moonlight shines on the earth, and everything is shrouded in silver light.

Xin Shuo leaned his head against the window frame and suddenly smiled.

it is finally over.

This time, at least I let you see my gray hair, you can also be regarded as...you have seen my old appearance, right?

Next, I have nothing to worry about.

I can finally find you.

The half of the scarred heart that belonged to the past has been drained of blood, leaving only an empty shell full of wounds.

If Xin Shuo were to manifest her current spiritual world, it would be a strangely divided heart.Half of it was scarred, and a gray-haired woman was sitting on it.While the other half was still beating tenaciously, sitting on it was her with black hair.

In fact, the difference can be seen not only from the hair, but only from the expression or temperament.

A whole body is full of contradictory sharpness and decadence, like a sword that has been shattered but does not know why it is holding on for a breath.And the other, decidedly softer, still has a human temperature and emotion.

The two of them sat back to back, and the gray-haired one closed her eyes tiredly and contentedly.Her body gradually dissipated, and when she completely turned into ashes and disappeared, she left a warning to herself.

"Live well."

And she can finally escape from this long life and do what she wanted to do when Ye Xiu left.

I came to see you, you see, I am very good, I did not come too early.

The author has something to say:

The second update!Also, we're not done yet!Xin Shuo and Ye Xiu will abuse dogs like little Zhou Linlin!

Hmm, hope to see the girls at the end don't hit me.

The last sentence of Xin Shuo's birthday wishes to Ye Xiu was written by August Chang'an, mark it here.It’s very heartbreaking, so I use it, but it’s not written by me,

I have been coding all night, hoping to give Xin Shuo an explanation. I am a little anxious in the later stage, and I hope the narrative is not messed up.

Xin Shuo has been suffering from mental symptoms, and this baby knows it too, I wrote it at the beginning.

She also had it in her previous life, and she wanted to die a long time ago, not because of Ye Xiu's promise, not because of her family, she would not survive.

And the reason why I didn't have a clear division in my previous life and I still have a thorough division in this life is because of Ye Xiu.

After all, she loves Lao Ye the most, but she can't see Ye Xiu here alone.The part that wanted to accompany Lao Ye had already died with Lao Ye when he died, and another part struggled to grow out of the dead flesh for Ye Xiu here.

And why the similar part didn't die early is because it hasn't come yet, there is an absolute watershed between Ye Xiu and Lao Ye now, and that is the death of Brother Umbrella.If Brother Shan hadn't died, he wouldn't be able to become Lao Ye no matter what.

On weekdays, she is cute, soft and sweet to her parents, and the person who interacts with Ye Xiu’s Weibo to play tricks is the surviving personality. She doesn’t show her personality very much when she wants to die. She has always existed silently, living for Ye Xiu, and for Ye Xiu die.

In fact, it belongs to Xin Shuo's selfish part.

It was very sleepy, and the words were messy. In fact, at the beginning of my outline, I wanted to give Xin Shuo a perfect silly, white and sweet ending, so the copywriting was written with the label of showing affection.But it was written that Xin Shuo's character was too stubborn, if she compromised a bit, she would not be her, and if she cared too much about Ye Xiu, and Ye Xiu was not happy at all, then it would not be her either.After much deliberation, this may be the only way.

However, I personally think that this is really a he.Xin Shuo, who belongs to the past, can finally go after Ye Xiu.And for the sake of Ye Xiu's survival, Xin Shuo will let go of everything and be with Ye Shen.

Didn't I say that these two pairs of Xinye CP will be very successful.

This is probably the most satisfying ending for Xin Shuo himself.