Eat little by little

After the Chinese New Year, more than half of the winter vacation has passed. Compared with trivial tasks such as New Year greetings and visiting relatives, Lin Xu is more willing to stay in one place. Laziness strikes again.

It was like this at school.Even if he is bored reading a book, he is unwilling to go out for activities. He hates taking a shower and even hates sweating. In the end, he doesn’t want to move at all. Yang Fengrui took a lot of effort to roll the peeled boiled egg outside twice. In the end, I just persuaded this guy to go out for a run together in the winter morning.

Sometimes Lin Xu himself can't tell whether he didn't like jumping because he was used to staying at home and didn't run around since he was a child, or he didn't like jumping and became obedient.

From Yang Fengrui's point of view, Lin Xu was full of flaws, and everything had to be corrected. This, in turn, was also true for Yang Fengrui.

But even these two people who can't get together even after eight poles, just like this, they are quarreling with each other's faults until now.

But Lin Xu couldn't sit still recently. Whenever he was free, he couldn't help looking for the phone. The speed of pressing numbers with his fingers was faster than that of his brain. Often Lin Xu was just thinking about what he wanted to say just after the connection was made.No matter how many trivial things they talked about, they stopped talking, not to mention the things around them were only so few, and there were only those who went back and forth, and then the two stopped talking.

Lin Xu likes the voice of Yang Fengrui on the other side that comes through the radio waves. He has slightly changed his pronunciation, but every biting, warping, and occasional pause will gradually calm his heart. From time to time, with a slightly elevated tone: Xiaoxu...Xiaoxu...

There is only one person who can call it that way, and there is only one person who, every time he makes a sound, his own heartbeat will easily overlap with those two pronunciations.

"Hey, Xiaoxu? Xiaoxu? Damn, you won't sleep again. You just treat me as a hypnotist!" Yang Fengrui was somewhat depressed, rolling on the bed. Lin Xu was kissed by himself at school before. He also fell asleep when he kissed him, but later he fell asleep when he kissed himself.what about now?He gets sleepy when he makes a sound?Damn, this is too cruel.This development is definitely not a good thing.

"Xiao Xu, if you don't wake up, I will bite you. Do you believe that I will bite you awake if you dare to sleep in the future?" Yang Fengrui was aggressive.

"You haven't done this before?" Lin Xu pouted, expressing disdain.How many times before, he was kissed and fell asleep, and then he was bitten awake by the other party. He opened his confused eyes, and all the complaints and groans in his mouth were swallowed up one by one. It was only in vain. Eyes wide open, blushing and panting.

But as soon as these words came out, both of them froze for a moment.

That kind of memory flashed through my mind quickly, leaving only fragmentary fragments, which seemed to be so far away that some of them were forgotten.

"Xiao Xu." Yang Fengrui's voice lowered, as if he was thinking about something, each sound was slightly prolonged, as if leaving some imprints, and slowly pressed down, "It's been a long time."

It has been so long since I first realized the feeling of liking ignorantly until now.

At that time, I first tasted the fiery taste, and I couldn't help but get close to it whenever and wherever. I used my body to testify to that kind of intimacy with no purpose, no reason, and instinct. I don't know why, compared to simple I like things that stimulate people's nerves vaguely shrouded in the upper layer, more intense and more direct impulse.

It is even more difficult for teenagers to resist that kind of temptation. After the first time, there will be the second time naturally... the taste of kissing, the taste of being naked with the other party, the taste of hearing the other party's breath... better than all the movies They are more provocative, more trembling than all the girls' blush.

The body is addicted to that feeling one step further, without even knowing why, or even knowing what to do next.

Want to see him, want to meet him right away.This kind of thought became more and more intense, until later, even just thinking about it, I felt a slight numbness in my fingers, and I couldn't help trembling slightly.

Yang Fengrui didn't know when he became like this. In the slightly depressed space where only one self remained, he blocked all information from the outside world. If it wasn't for the normal needs of maintaining his physiology, he felt that he would just sit and wake up and sleep. No problem waking up.He is too used to the feeling of being alone, not what he deliberately sought, but the unavoidable and escaped feeling of being left behind, this feeling is like dust permeating the air, he deliberately ignored it, but It soaked his breath unconsciously, and even his throat began to hurt.

This year is a bit different, no, not so much.

In a completely isolated space, in a world that enjoys a person's spirit alone, there is a voice that pierces the membrane so sharply and easily.

As if being instilled in his mind day and night, his mind was gradually filled with this voice, every nerve was easily paralyzed by this feeling after exhaustion, like obsessive-compulsive disorder, he felt His world has been invaded, and he can't stop: Lin Xu.

Lin Xu doesn't know what kind of situation he's facing, the possessive and aggressive desire that explodes after being constantly catalyzed in a space of absolute self.

He always willfully grabs what he wants, even if it doesn't belong to him, he will cut others, so that others can't have it.This is how he deals with the world.Blaming, cursing, and resentment are all secondary. He cares more about whether he is happy, even if the pleasure is only for a moment.

He thought that as he gradually matured, he had begun to control this desire to kill, but inadvertently, this impulse was provoked more fiercely by a way he could not expect.

Even he couldn't detect it, but the attachment to Xiao Xu was like a spreading water stain, which soaked his whole body unstoppably and more and more deeply.

……

Yang Fengrui felt that his throat was a little hoarse, and his fingers began to tremble slightly again, "Hello Xiaoxu?"

"Huh?" An imperceptible, equally uncertain response.

Yang Fengrui's fingers lightly passed over the quilt, as if he could touch the skin, his body began to heat up instantly.Instead of using the previous physical desire, something buried deeper in the heart has taken root and sprouted. It is a kind of desire beyond the body's desire for pleasure, and it is more a direct instinctive reaction to someone. .

There was no response, only the sound of gradually panting breathing came over.

Lin Xu's fingers holding the phone gradually started to heat up, and his knuckles were becoming weak, and he couldn't grasp it gradually. At the same time, he could feel the scorching heat spreading from his fingers, as if he had been infected. , His breathing gradually became heavy, his fingers trembled slightly, and his body began to tremble slightly.

The panting sound on the phone was like entangled silk thread, which was tied up round and round in a soft and tough way, and the other party called softly: "Xiao Xu, Xiao Xu..." It was different from all the usual calls, it was dyed He made a lustful, more aggressive voice with desire, like a cat's claw sticking out, every time it scratches your heart, bloodshot.

Lin Xu's body gradually became stiff and numb, as if he had been infected by a virus, his face started to heat up, his body under the quilt was slightly curled up, his hands slipped quietly through the seam of his trousers, Lin Xu couldn't help breathing heavily In response to the rhythm on the other side of the phone, he seemed to be bewitched, and gently called out the other party's name: "A Rui, A Rui." Mixed with gasps, the shouts suppressed the heat more and more. .

Yang Fengrui gradually became excited, his subordinates moved faster and faster, all the fragments about Lin Xu in his mind became clearer and blurred, only the intermittent breathing and the voice calling his name never stopped , I can imagine that the corners of Lin Xu's eyes are slightly red, and when he is panting, his body will ooze thin sweat stains, and he will twist his body slightly.

Yang Fengrui panted lowly, his body stopped suddenly, and his hands were sticky.

At the same time, the panting sound in the phone also paused slightly, and suddenly pulled up, as if something was severely suppressed, but there was still a slight sound of breath coming out, gradually heating up the entire space through the phone.Immersed in the lingering rhyme, Yang Fengrui's mind still seemed a little confused, and the muffled sound of depressing breathing in the phone began to stir up the nearly extinguished sparks like a small fan.

Only two words echoed in his mind: crazy.

Just across the phone, I can't help but feel estrus.The juvenile's lust is mixed with forbidden liking, fermented continuously at a long distance, and finally becomes so sticky that it covers the whole body, making it impossible to move.

It's like the spread of sparks, the ignited fire is fierce and decisive, leaving no way out, and faintly makes people panic. After the fire burns, what will be left.

Yang Fengrui's mind went blank for a moment, the dark floor outside the window, and the dark ceiling inside, the smell left in the air stimulated his nerves all the time.

He didn't dare to think about it deeply, and when he thought about it, his limbs felt heavy, but uncontrollably... his body became hot again.It may be very late, but the light on the phone's screen has never dimmed, and the sound of breathing, which has gradually stabilized over time, penetrates the radio waves longer and more silently.

Lin Xu closed his eyes a little absent-mindedly. The heat in his body had not dissipated. Yang Fengrui's voice, which spread endlessly like sea water, echoed in his mind, and the voice of Yang Fengrui, who would be ashamed as soon as he said it, A name that produces magic.

"Xiao Xu." A hoarse voice than usual came from the phone suddenly, even with an inexplicable blushing effect.

Lin Xu's body trembled, and the electric current rushed through his tailbone, which made him hum softly, and the soft tone even surprised him.

They walked too fast, and even took a step too wide, directly touching a barrier that is difficult to touch at this age.

"What's wrong?" Lin Xu couldn't find his way.

Yang Fengrui took another deep breath, and slowly tightened his fingers holding the quilt, word by word: "Come back." Even when he couldn't realize it, the knuckles of his fingers began to turn white due to the force.

come to me.

Let me touch you without any gap, without any barrier.

"It's still..." Lin Xu wanted to find some reason, but his voice stopped abruptly.

"Xiao Xu, I'm so hot." Yang Fengrui was so hot that he was about to burn.Even when he realized something was wrong, the first thing he thought of was not to escape, but to get close to you without any gaps, just like any time before.

Holding your hand and pulling you into the water, step by step tentatively moving forward, each step sinks deeper and muddier, no one knows what the next step will be or where it will step on.If I will be submerged, I will also hold you and sink together.

"A Rui." All of a sudden, Lin Xu felt something was different. He felt overwhelming, unable to escape the sinking feeling. His breathing was restrained, his vision was covered, and his whole body was burning.

"Xiao Xu, are you hot?"

Lin Xu's eyelashes trembled violently, "It's hot."

"Come back, I'll help you."

"But……"

"Xiao Xu, come back." As if under a spell, Lin Xu repeated the name in the dark night, repeated the name over and over again in the gradually cold quilt, endless emotions flooded his mind and body. The emptiness made him almost mad.

"..." At school, at home, in the toilet, in the dark corner before the winter vacation, hungry kisses, wet body fluids, intense friction, trembling moans... The hidden and fiery memories spewed out in an instant , submerge the whole body.

Lin Xu felt that he was going crazy from the heat.