Looking for Cheyenne

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Probably he thought I was Xiao Feng.

He was wearing very little, with bread in his hand, looking across the lake.

Then he turned around and was a little surprised to see that it was me.

He told me to leave him alone, saying that he had already found a hotel to spend the night outside.

Little liar.

If you have money, why are you eating bread here?

If you have money, why do you have to blow cold wind here so late?

If you have money, why use such a cheap public phone?

When I returned to the car and took my coat and came back, he was still staring at the lake in a daze.

【Let's go back? ] I helped him put on his clothes.

He said that he would stay for a while and let me go back by myself, and I really found a place for myself.

I asked him to look into my eyes and say it again, but he started laughing. I don't know what he was laughing at, and he couldn't straighten up laughing while covering his stomach.But that laugh was really far-fetched.

When I squatted down, I realized that he was crying, but he still pretended to smile and refused to let me see him.

[When did you become so crying? ] I held his face in my hands and dried him.

【Master Ling, don't be so nice to me, I'm easy to overthink. 】He said.

I treat him so well?In fact, I was not nice to him at all. I used to reject him, snub him, and hate him. I never wanted anything he gave me. Mercifully thrown downstairs in person.

I was not nice to him at all.

I put my arms around him, hoping to comfort him【Call me Cang, just like before. 】

He hesitated for a while, and finally called out the word.

I was so relieved at that moment that he was slowly opening up.

【Go back, I'm hungry. ] I pulled him back.

This guy only eats a little bread for dinner, how can it be.Only by forcing him to eat with me can I feel relieved.

He probably went out for a walk without authorization because he was bored in the villa all the time, so I asked Xiao Feng to take him out for a walk.

Xiao Feng said, why is it me?

He was very reluctant to stay with Xia An.

But finally agreed.

Seeing that the five-day deadline is approaching, I really don't know what to do.

But within a few days, Xiao Feng told me that he couldn't stand this hard work, and asked me to spare him.

hehe~~

Sure enough, Xia An was his nemesis.

On the way home in the afternoon, I received another call from Ning Shu. He said, asking me if I'm coming or not, I'll give him an answer now.If I don't go, and I don't want to see him so much, then he will follow my wish now, so that I will never see him.

Ning Shu's tone at that time was very excited, he would probably do this, so I promised him that I would go tomorrow.

He smiled over there, and he said yes, he waited for me.

After dinner in the evening, I was a little upset, so I sat in the living room and watched TV for a while.

I told Xia An that Xiao Feng had sued you, and that you have made me miserable recently.

[This is called the wicked first to file a complaint. 】He muttered a bit childishly, but he was not convinced.

I was laughed at by him, he looked up at me, then reached out to touch my face, but withdrew his hand again, not daring to touch it.

I have always disliked being in contact with people, but just now I didn't feel disgusted or even looked forward to it, but his timid appearance made me very uncomfortable.Xia An would not do this.

I reached out and grabbed his hand [I remember, you were not like this before. 】

[What was it like before? 】he asks.

[In the past,] I thought about it [In the past, as long as it belonged to you, Xia An, no one was allowed to touch it, and if it wasn't yours, you should keep it for yourself. 】

Almost like bandits.

[So overbearing.How is it different from robbers. ] He himself finally realized [UI Zhou hasn't robbed you yet. 】

Speaking of which, I don't know how to answer, before...those things...

I smiled awkwardly.

[By the way, I'm going on a business trip for a few days. 】I told him.

He said yes.

I said I'll be back in three days, don't run around.He said yes.

His gentle appearance made my heart beat faster inexplicably.

Before I left, I was not at ease, so I asked Xiao Feng to arrange some trustworthy servants to take care of him.

I originally thought that I could solve Ning Shu's matter in just three days.I hope the sooner the better.But things are not as simple as I thought.What Ning Shu told me was that he accidentally fell down the stairs and broke his leg, so he couldn't move.

But the doctor who took me told me that falling from upstairs is actually not that serious, and the fall is only a precipitating factor.

The real cause was his bone tumor, so a slight external force would cause a fracture, let alone a tumble down the stairs.

Ning Shu is suffering from an advanced stage of bone cancer, and his current condition is quite bad. He needs to be hospitalized immediately for observation, and he cannot stay at home any longer.

Ning Shu refused to cooperate, he didn't want to go to the hospital, he said it was too lonely to be alone in the hospital.

The fracture site was swollen and painful at night, Ning Shu woke up from the pain at night and began to cry, and his temper became irritable.He asked why it hurt so much, and I comforted him by saying that he was about to heal, and that it was over, and the worse the mood was, the less it would be possible to recover immediately.

So after a few days, I was exhausted physically and mentally, and couldn't sleep well during the day and night.

After finally coaxing Ning Shu to sleep, he picked up his phone, but Xia An didn't see any calls or text messages.

I talked to him for three days, and now it's been ten days.

I don't know how he is doing alone.

So I called and asked him if he had eaten, and told him I would go back as soon as possible.Before he could say a few words, Ning Shu came to me with his wheelchair when he woke up, kept calling my name, and slammed on the door hard.

I had to hang up the phone.

In the evening, Xiao Feng called and said that a man had come to see Xia An, the two of them talked and laughed and had a good relationship with Xia An.

I hesitated for a while, and finally said [Let him go. 】

A man who has a good relationship with Xia An?

Since I picked him up, I haven't seen him meet anyone alone.

He used to be so indifferent to me before, but now he is willing to meet others and stay for a whole day before leaving.

Thinking of this, I had no intention of staying here any longer, so I immediately bought a ticket and rushed back overnight.

Before I left, I told Ning Shu that I had to go back in advance and take him back to China for treatment in a few days. During this time, I will take care of the doctor and treat him properly.

Hearing that Ning Shu was going back to his country, he was overjoyed, so he agreed to my request.

It was still midnight when I got home.

When I opened the door, I saw that he was still sleeping, breathing evenly and quietly lying on the small bed.

For some reason, the moment I saw him, I felt very at ease. After one glance, I wanted to take a second look, and somehow fell asleep after watching him.

I was woken up by his screaming in the morning.

[Shh~ Don't make noise] I'm so sleepy I can't keep my eyes open.

It was already afternoon when I woke up again, and I saw him when I opened my eyes.

He said that I made his hands numb from pressing him, and it was only then that I noticed that I had been pressing him.

I sat up and rubbed his hands, but he quickly avoided me and accidentally fell to the ground.

I was amused by that look, I reached out to support him but he pushed him away, and he stood up on his own.Then he said he was going to cook and ran into the kitchen.

My hands froze in mid-air, I thought he had slowly opened up his heart before, I thought he was not so repulsive to me.I thought he would at least ask me what I was doing during this time.

But he started to keep his distance from me again, and ran away like that.

The former Xia An who only had eyes for me is gone. Now he can chat and laugh with other men, but he keeps a respectful distance from me.

His behavior of rushing back overnight seemed a bit ridiculous.

He doesn't seem to want to see me, just like before, he always consciously avoids any physical contact with me, even if it's just unintentional, he still minds, like a frightened deer.

So in order not to make him feel uncomfortable, I try to stagger the time of the two of us these days, so that it may be better to live a while.

This day he asked Xiao Feng to send him to the urban area, but he intentionally avoided Xiao Feng and refused to follow him, you didn't come back until ten o'clock in the evening.

For a whole day, he went to the city and spent the whole day alone.

Even if it's so far away from the city and it's so inconvenient to come back, he still wants to go. Is it so important that he has to go?Why deliberately avoid Xiao Feng?

When he went back, he smiled and said [Cang, you are back, I have something to talk to you...]

He seemed to have a good smile, and he seemed to be in a good mood after returning from the city.

But when I came back half a month later, I didn't see him smiling so happily.

[Go to sleep, I'm tired. ] I didn't let him continue talking, and went upstairs into the room.

I don't know what he's trying to say, but my gut tells me it's not going to be a good thing.

So I try to avoid talking to him as much as possible.

That night, the heavy rain outside woke me up, so I got up and closed the window, and heard a cough coming from outside the door, which was very severe.

Cheyenne?

I went to open the door and saw him sitting in the doorway, coughing badly while covering his mouth.

Why is he here so late?

He smiled at me and said he was looking at the stars.

It's raining outside, where are the stars?Not telling the truth.

[Come in, it's cold outside. 】As I said that, I pulled him into the room. How could he sit in the corridor in such thin clothes in such a cold night in late autumn?I don't care about my body at all.

But he refused to go in and kept yelling for me to let go and refused to go in. He would catch a cold if he went on like this.He has been struggling to shake off my hand, not wanting to have any contact with me.

I was a little angry and refused to let go, thinking that it would be better to take it into the room first, because the corridor is too cold.

Unexpectedly, there was a sharp pain in my hand, and he bit my hand so hard that the tooth marks on his hand were red with blood.

【It hurts me. ] He actually bit me so resolutely and seriously.

He said sorry.

[Xia An, take your medicine first, be good~] Maybe I was a little irritable just now and scared him, so I tried my best to talk to him in a gentle tone.

He still wants me to let go.

[Ann, stop making trouble. 】 I reached out to touch him, but he cried.

This is the second time I've seen him cry. Less than a month after the last time, I made him cry again.

He said that I can't do this to him, I don't do what I agreed before, I don't respect him, I shouldn't let the servant do all his work, this is equivalent to driving him away indirectly, because then he won't stay reason.

[The work of servants is too tiring and dirty, not suitable for you. ] I explained.

【I don't want to own a single bit of Ling's, have you forgotten what you said? 】 He cried.

Xia An, from now on, you will never want to own a single cent of the Ling family!

This is what I said.

At that time, he joked that if he said that if he could get half of Ling's, he would use that to buy me.When he said this in a ruffian and ignorant manner, I was pissed off. If the Ling family fell into the hands of such a person, the consequences would be unimaginable. It would be a waste, so I said this to him.

But I didn't know that he could remember it so clearly, every word and every word, exactly.

In the past, because his pursuit of love became a problem and seriously affected my life, I seemed to have said a lot of similar things.

Won't he remember all of them?

[So, don't let a villain like me take advantage, I'm greedy. 】He ran downstairs while I was stunned.

Back in the room, I couldn't calm down for a long time.

What he said just now kept echoing in my mind, and then I was worried, so I went downstairs to see him.

Before I entered the door, I heard him talking nonsense. I stepped forward to find out that his forehead was very hot, and he had a fever. I hurried to get a wet towel and cold medicine.

I knew he shouldn't have stayed in the corridor wearing such thin clothes just now, but he would rather just sit in the corridor alone than come to me.He was right outside my door and didn't want to wake me up.

That's right, if he was willing to find me, he wouldn't have bitten my hand so hard just now.

hehe~~

What a headache.

He woke up in the morning when he came back from cooking the porridge, touched his forehead, and it would be good if the fever subsided.

After he woke up, he was much calmer and not as excited as last night, but he always felt that something was wrong.

After he took a shower, he began to pack things in the room and put them in the bag he carried when he was released from prison.Is he... going to leave?

I sat there quietly, waiting for what he had to say.

[I think I'd better move out. 】He sat across from me and said calmly, his eyes were very firm, without any hesitation at the beginning.

He said he was moving out.

Because he said last night that I did not follow the agreement and did not respect him, so there is no need for him to continue to stay here as agreed.

He'll eventually have to move out anyway.Although I have been careful all this time, I still can't stop his decision.

He doesn't want to live with me, he doesn't want any contact with me.

He said before that he had something to tell me, so this is it?

It seems that this was premeditated, he had already planned it in the days before, or he had already planned it during the time I was away.

[It seems that the preparation is well prepared and the action is very fast. ] I praised.

He only took some of his own things. He didn't take any of the things I bought for him. They were all things he had used before. Even if the old ones couldn't be used, he would take them away.

【I'm leaving. ] As he said, he turned around and left with his bag, so crisp and neat, without any reluctance.

I thought he would at least say something else, but he didn't.

He was anxious to leave, I should have expected such a day from the beginning when he came, didn't I.

He has been imprisoned for three years. I am afraid that he will not be able to adapt to the current environment when he first comes out, so I am worried about him.I'm afraid that he will be hurt even a little bit. Such worry has become a habit.

But that's just my unilateral habit, maybe he doesn't need it at all, from the very beginning he refused others to intervene in his world, wrapping himself up well.

Or maybe I was wrong at the beginning, what he wanted was real freedom, and I thought I gave him freedom, but in fact he was imprisoned here and became another cage.

【Not sent. ] I try my best to look calm.If that's what he wants, I'll set him free.

After all, I just want him to be happy, to return to the ignorant Xia An who was thick and snarky.

He just left without looking back, and the room suddenly became empty and silent.

【Xiao Feng, please do something. ] I picked up the phone and said to the other end of the phone.

The next day, Xiao Feng came into the office and asked me why I did this?Wouldn't it be better if he was gone?Why do you have to secretly protect him again.

I said if he's doing well, I'll let him go.By the way, Ning Shu will return to China in the next two days, so you can arrange things.

Xiao Feng told me to take care of myself and left angrily.He has always disliked Xia An, so after Xia An left I asked him to watch him again, no wonder he was so angry.

On the day of the airport pick-up, Ning Shu smiled happily when he saw me coming, hugged me for a long time, and told me that I felt much better recently.

First arrange him to recuperate in the hospital of the orphanage temporarily, and I will go to see him every day.

I asked the doctor how is the current situation?

He said that it has stabilized a lot now, mainly because the patient is in a good mood and cooperates with the treatment, so there is no deterioration.

But the fact cannot be changed, the advanced stage of bone cancer is the advanced stage of bone cancer.

When I walked into the ward and saw Ning Shu's bright smile, I felt regretful in my heart.

I remember that he likes little rabbits, so when I came to see him every day, I would bring him a rabbit doll, and every time he saw it, he would be happy all day long.

Xiao Feng would report to me about Xia An's situation every day, saying that he rented a house outside and found a job in a bookstore, saying that he...

Xia An is a very strong person, he said before that he would live on his own money.It now appears that he is trying to achieve his goal in this way, so I did not interfere with him.

I didn't bother him anymore, knowing that he was doing well, I was relieved.

Seeing that Christmas is almost here, the weather has started to get cold recently, and ice particles have started to fall. I don't know if he has put on more clothes.

I don't know if it's because of the colder weather, but Ning Shu's legs started to hurt again in the past two days, and the pain was very severe. He said he couldn't stand it, he hated this leg, and he asked why it hurt so much...

Crying and screaming at night and refusing to sleep all the time, everyone was so tossed that they couldn't sleep.

I never thought that this kind of misfortune would befall Ning Shu, but I can't do anything now, all I can do is to hide it so that he doesn't have too much pain in the future.

We didn't go to rest until Ning Shu finally fell asleep on Christmas morning.

It was snowing heavily in Waiman, before returning home, Xiao Feng's phone rang on the way, he said it was Xia An who was calling and was waiting for me in the park.

I rushed over immediately.

I didn't expect him to call himself so soon.

I thought it would take at least one year, two years, three years... maybe longer.

Even if it’s Christmas today, but it’s snowing so much outside, how can he wait for me in the park, there’s no shelter there, and when the wind blows on the lake, he’s bound to freeze to death. He’s always so ungrateful own body.

When we found him in the park, he was almost a snowman, his hair and clothes were covered with snow.

[Look how cold you are...] I stepped forward to help him clear the snow on his shoulders. I didn't know how to wear an umbrella in this weather, and I was dressed so thinly. I suppressed the joy and blamed [If you know If you don't know how to take care of yourself, I won't let you out. 】

Holding his cold fingers, trying to warm him.

Then never let him out, he said quietly.

[An~ I'm sorry. ] I shouldn't express my meaning in such words, let him misunderstand.

He said that he must have had his head caught by the door before he came back with me, and he said send him back to prison.

【nonsense! 】Why did he make such a request.I squeezed his hand angrily.

He immediately apologized to me.

The previous Xia An never apologized so honestly.He would keep saying that he was right, how could he be wrong.He would not even apologize, if he would, he would not dare to pluck Uncle Chen's beard in public.

Xia An is so capricious.

He knew that I was so wrong at the beginning, but he wanted me to send him back to prison. Did he really plan to stay there for the rest of his life? !

He would rather stay there than forgive me, when did Xia An become so cruel?

[Ling Cang~] He put his arms around me [It's so nice of you to spend Christmas with me, last year at this time, you left me alone.At this time last year...]

He told me that at this time last year, he was alone in the prison, and it was freezing and cold and almost...

【do not talk. 】 I said tremblingly.

[Let me finish, okay? ] He rubbed his head coquettishly, and continued.He said he wished he could just be gone, maybe that way I could go back to my old life without anyone bothering me.

【An~】I hugged him tightly, I don't know what to say, he shouldn't bear those things.

He said that your compensation is enough and you don't owe me any more.

He also smiled and said to me [I love you, Ling Cang, I love you so much. 】

At that time, it was snowing heavily, but his smile was so beautiful, even more holy than that snowflake.

He said, he loves me?He loves me badly?

That Xia An who had been chasing me and saying he loves me, now smiled and said to me that he loves me.

I thought they had all been exhausted, but they were still there.

He stood on tiptoe and kissed him, with tears in the corners of his eyes, shining with a clear light, which made the snow-covered sky lose its luster.

It was he who said he wanted to leave and move out, now he said he wanted to see me and kissed me.

I was stunned for a moment, forgetting how to react.

Before the trace of joy welled up, he pushed me back and jumped into the icy lake.

【Xia An! ! ! ! 】 I shouted, at that moment, my heart stopped suddenly.what are you doing idiot ! ! ! !

☆, "Big Story: Fool Xia An ([-])"

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So the last ending is perfect, just click it

I went to practice my waist, and I was going to break after sitting all afternoon T^T

I'm about to vomit blood, but it can be regarded as a confession from readers~~~~~

"Big Story: Fool Xia An ([-])"

(Continuing from the previous chapter, still speaking in Ling Cang's tone)

I don't know how it got him all the way to the hospital and into the emergency room.

The heavy snow hit my heart like ice skates.

The guy who was always around me and used various methods to attract my attention was annoying, but three years later he smiled in such a tragic way to let me understand the meaning of the three words "I love you".

What a fool, it hurts my heart.

I didn't dare to breathe a sigh of relief until he was pushed out of the emergency room and the doctor told me that he was out of danger.

Looking at the cold body lying on the hospital bed, I felt my heart go cold.

I don't know what happened to him outside.

Because Xiao Feng reported all the good news to me, I originally thought he called me to go over to spend the festival together, but why did it become like this?

Maybe I shouldn't have set him free that day.

He has been in a coma.

For the sake of peace of mind, he asked Xiao Ran, who had taken care of him before, to come and take care of him.

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I met Xiao Ran coming out. He greeted me and told me that Xia An was hungry and asked him to go shopping.

I was worried that he was alone, so I hurried upstairs.

Unexpectedly, as soon as I got to the stairs, I heard a piercing sound, I ran to the ward quickly, saw him fall on the ground, I stopped him and hugged him back to the bed, [Why did he fall on the floor?Lying down is so dishonest. 】Why did he accidentally fall to the ground?I'm glad to see him awake.

[These days have scared me, little guy. 】 I said.I checked his forehead and found that his body temperature was still normal, that's good.

When I got up, I saw blood on my clothes, which was from his hands, and he didn't have the needle tube and adhesive tape on his hands.He had pulled out the needle tube and the adhesive tape and threw it on the other side of the bed. The medicine in the needle tube was all over the floor, and there were fragments of a vase and a slipper on the ground.

The needle was originally inserted in his hand, the vase was originally placed on the window, and the shoes were originally placed on the other side of the bed.

They told me a message, he wanted to leave, Xia An wanted to leave by himself.

I clenched my fist, as if I didn't know what to do, and used a cotton swab to help him stop the bleeding first.

Then he took a towel and slowly dried him.

[Sleep if you are sleepy. 】I didn't speak until I calmed down my heart.Otherwise, I'm afraid I'll get angry and scare him.

He didn't answer either, he pulled up the quilt and closed his eyes behind my back.

I brought all the things that the company had to deal with to a hospital, and the doctor suggested staying for another week for observation.

At night, when he fell asleep, he suddenly yelled for help!

His hair was soaked and his eyes were closed in pain.

I put my arms around him to comfort him 【Have a nightmare? 】

【Ling Cang, I don't want to stay in the hospital. 】 He said wearily.

[Okay, listen to you. 】people

I held him all the time, hoping to give him warmth, for fear that he would have another nightmare.

He adjusted a comfortable position and fell asleep again. He slept peacefully that night.

Early the next morning, Xiao Feng and the others were asked to pick him up and leave the hospital. For convenience, they arranged him in an apartment close to the company. Although it was in the city center, the environment was very good, quiet and not noisy at all.

For the sake of safety, I let Xiao Ran stay with him all the time.

First, Xiao Ran is more careful in doing things, Xia An is more willing to talk to him, and second, Xiao Feng has always been special to Xiao Ran, so it was decided.

In addition, because of the need for company, Ning Shu ran around here and there, so I arranged some people at the door.

Whether it is to protect him or put him under house arrest, I decided to do it.

I don't think it's taking away his freedom.

The so-called freedom is not necessarily a good thing for him.Only peace is the most important thing.

I don't want to repeat what happened before.

So that's all I can do.

But in this case, it would be a bit boring for him to bring it at home.

When he went back, he was drawing on the balcony. When he saw me coming back, he got up and went back to his room.

I pulled him to sit down to bask in the sun with me, and I said let's go out on weekends and relax, so as not to bore him.

In the past few days, I have started to arrange things in the company, because it is just the two of us going out to relax this time, so I have to arrange things in the company in advance.

Did Xiao Feng say you are crazy?Do you know what you are doing now?

I said I was very clear.

He said that you are not making atonement, it is clearly...

I interrupted his words, Xiao Feng, maybe others don't know, but you should know very well, what I say will be done.I said that I would give Ling to him as compensation, so I must do it.He's emotionally unstable right now, so I take him out for a walk.When the time comes when he has the ability to take over, I will...

I took him to the mountain that he bid for at an auction.

I remember that he kept saying that he wanted to use this place as a scientific research base for medicinal materials, so I brought him over to have a look.Because I hated him before, I did not use this mountain as a scientific research base in the end, but rebuilt it as a vacation and leisure place for Ling's employees. I imported some trees of different varieties from abroad and planted them. Later, Ning Shu said that he liked squirrels. Also introduced foreign advanced species of squirrels, breeding here.

At that time, Xia An was so angry that he wanted to set the place on fire.

He must have been out of breath then, anyway, it was also my fault.

I shouldn't have made such an irrational decision because of my personal feelings.

Later, after Ning Shu left, I transferred the place to another company.

In the long run, for the future development of the Ling family, it is most appropriate to use this place as a scientific research base.So this time, I brought Xia An over to take a look while on vacation. If he takes charge of Ling's in the future, he can still buy it back and use it as a base for development.

But Xia An didn't seem very happy, instead I brought back his bad memories.

He also sat far away from me during the bonfire party at night.

When everyone's emotions are high, he can still stay calm and stay out of it.

After falling into the water, his attitude became much more indifferent.

When the barbecue here was halfway through, he disappeared when he turned around. He was clearly still there just now.

Maybe I was sleepy and went back to my room to rest?

Don't worry, I went back to the room to check, but no one was there.

The front desk staff told me that I didn't see anyone entering the hall, and everyone was participating in the bonfire party.Where did he go?

I vaguely have a bad feeling.

After calling other people to search the entire mountain for three hours, they finally found him in a remote forest near the top of the mountain.

He was fine, sitting there leisurely watching the scenery.

If I can't find it again, I almost think he's...

He said he was sorry to tell everyone that he was lost.

I carried him down the mountain and walked to the door to pick out the keys.He struggled to get down.

[Xia An, you'd better obey me now! 】I said coldly.

After entering, he was wrapped in a quilt. He was cold all over, and it was really leisurely to go to the top of the mountain to see the scenery with so little clothes on.

After putting in the water, he went in to wash himself.

Thinking that he didn't eat anything at night, I went out.

When they returned to the room, the room was pitch black.

Others are missing?

[Xia'an~Xia'an~~] I called out.Maybe I really shouldn't have gone out just now.

damn it.

【Um. ] Just when I was anxious, I heard his voice.

Turning on the light, I saw him wearing a long sleeve and sitting on the carpet with wet hair against the wall.

[Why are you sitting here? ] I saw that his hair was still dripping water, and he didn't dry it.

He got up and said he was going out now to find a place out of my sight.

[Xia An, you did it on purpose, didn't you? ] I was so angry that I pinched his chin.

He didn't know that he really scared me just now, I almost thought he was not in the mountains just now, he had already left.He thought that when he was in the ward last time, if he hadn't been weak all over, he would have left.

He looked indifferent, and he questioned me about his house arrest.

He became aggressive with his words and something was different between us since he woke up from the water.

The indifference to his own life in his eyes made me angry.

【You want to spend the night on the mountain on purpose, don't you? ] I gripped him tightly.

He cried and told me that I hurt him, he said he did it on purpose, he asked me to let him go, he said, from now on, I will never show up in front of loving you, hide far away, he beg me.

I obviously wanted to protect him, why did he beg me like this.

It was cold in the mountains, so I asked for a room. I was afraid that he would have nightmares again at night, that he would freeze at night, and that he... I didn’t know what I was afraid of. I thought, holding him like before Would it be better to fall asleep?

But why did he torture himself like this to beg me.

He would rather run alone to the dark and cold mountains to suffer from the cold than avoid me.

I carried him back to the room, but he was sitting in the corner, trying to avoid me.

He also said that from now on, he will stay away from me.

Why do you say that.

Why do these words make me so sad.

[No, you are not allowed to say that. 】I held him tightly, afraid that he would disappear, and comforted me softly【It's all my fault, Xia An, be good, stop crying. 】

I must have freaked him out just now.

【Ling Cang, let me go. 】 He said with tears in his eyes.

This is the first time I have seen him cry, and I can hardly remember.

I remember that Xia An used to never cry.But now I always make him cry, and now he's a crybaby.

[When did my Xia An become so crying? 】I picked him up, put him on the bed, and wiped away his tears【It's all my fault, I shouldn't have murdered you, scared you...】

He kept saying let him go.

I bowed my head and kissed away his tears, very salty and bitter.

【good night. ] I hold him tightly in my arms.

Get some sleep and you'll be fine.

Sweet dreams at night.

I originally planned to spend a week on vacation in the mountains, but I didn't visit Ning Shu for a few days. His mood was quite irritable, which worsened his originally stable condition, so I hurried back.

For the next half month, he stayed in the intensive care unit, and neither the doctor nor I dared to sleep.

The doctor told me that Ning Shu would last at most one month after the end of the year.

After waking up, Ning Shu asked me why he fell so badly?Now he feels pain not only in his legs, but also in his whole body?

I said who made you so careless, but the doctor said that this is a sign that you are about to fully recover, so just keep going.

He said yes.

During the few days he was on the mountain, he resented the fact that I had guarded him.

Later, I asked Xia An to go back to work in the company and take over as the general manager. I asked him to be in charge of the company's new projects.The Ling family is already his, and he should slowly get to know and manage the Ling family.

Uncle Chen also came back to assist as scheduled, but the condition he proposed was that after the completion of the new project, he would be given another subsidiary of Ling's.

I agreed to his terms, even though I knew I wouldn't.

But for now it's just a stopgap measure.

When he went to see Ning Shu again, he said that he didn't want to be hospitalized, he wanted to go back to Ning's to work.When watching TV before, he also saw the news that Ling's started new product development, and he wanted to cooperate with Ling's.

From an objective point of view, with Ning's strong public relations and marketing capabilities coupled with a vast market share of young people at home and abroad, Ling's could not refuse such an excellent partner as Ning's.

From the subjective point of view, I also cannot refuse Ning Shu, his days are numbered.I'm not in a position to stop a dying person's urge to execute.

Ning Shu was discharged from the hospital and returned to the company, with two personal doctors arranged by his side.He had recently lost his appetite and turned pale. Another time he passed out suddenly in the office, which frightened everyone.

So I spent more time with him, and only when he fell asleep did I find time to see Xia An.

Xia An has been working very actively and hard recently. I am very happy to see him like this.

When he returned to the company, he hadn't parked the car yet, so he and Xiao Ran hurried out and entered the alley.I don't know what they're talking about, I just know I saw him go meet a man and he went up and hugged