kind of bend me

The weather in December was overcast and sunny, as if playing a joke with others, Shen Xu's illness just happened here, and Wan Chen fell ill again there.

For a simple cold, Shen Xu will be cured after taking medicine for two days, while Wan Chen--

A simple cold can knock him down.

It was only on the third day after Wanchen was hospitalized that Shen Xu learned the news.

The fire in his heart suddenly shot to the top of his head, he took a taxi and went straight to the hospital.

In the ward, Wan Chen was sitting on the edge of the bed, eating the meal brought by Aunt Li.

Seeing him, Wan Chen was shocked, "Why are you here?"

Aunt Li was here, and Shen Xu was so angry that he had nowhere to vent his anger. He was about to go out when he was slowly getting emotional. Aunt Li made an excuse to get some water and left the ward before him.

Wan Chen put down the lunch box, covered his mouth and nose and coughed a few times, with a smile on his face, "Come and sit down, I'm fine, I just have a small cold, my parents just don't feel relieved, and insist on staying here for a few days."

Shen Xu's face was still ugly, he walked to him but didn't sit down, clenched and loosened his fists again and again.

Wan Chen on the hospital bed looked a little pale, coughed in a low voice from time to time, but still forced a smile, pretending to be reassuring.

rest assured……

It's fucking disgusting!

Shen Xu asked in a cold tone: "Why are you sick?"

Wan Chen was taken aback for a moment, he was a thoughtful person after all, and quickly guessed the reason why Shen Xu came here.

"Don't think too much. It's not because of you. Let's not talk about Sibao. Influenza, four of them in our department alone fell ill. I spend more time with them than with you."

Shen Xu knew that he would never be able to compare with Wan Chen in terms of lip service.

He speaks with his mouth, while Wan Chen speaks with his brain.

Shen Xu sneered twice, "You can make up lies really fast, and they're pretty smooth. Wan Chen, how many people have you dealt with with this kind of skill? Are those people who are trampled under your feet just as ridiculous as me!"

Wan Chen gradually put away his smile and looked at him calmly.

Shen Xu approached slowly, and when he got very close, he noticed the bloodshot eyes in his eyes.

It turned out that a small cold could torture him so much that he couldn't sleep well.

"Remember what you used to say about me, idiot! Idiot! A piece of crap who can't even write dirty! Ah! I'm not as smart as you, you have this," he pointed to his head, "and I don't Even if you live to this age, you still play me around with ease, Wan Chen, I will never be as good as you."

Wan Chen's pale face gradually turned blue, and the temperature in his eyes dropped sharply.

"Shen Xu!"

"Don't worry, I haven't finished speaking yet, it's not your turn to speak yet!" Shen Xu raised his chin a little, with an air of arrogance, "Wan Chen, you are too calculating, and people's hearts are nothing to you. It’s playing with the toy in your hand, pinching it as you want. You went to jail because of me, because I almost lost my life, and even your damn illness is because of me! Wan Chen, what role are you playing, an infatuated man! Haha^ I really should applaud you, the audience is moved by you, you still learn how to talk, do good deeds without leaving your name, your performance is perfect and impeccable."

Wan Chen lowered his head, the long hair on his forehead covered his eyes, but slowly clenched his hands on the bed sheet.

Shen Xu: "Do you still remember what you said a few days ago? Don't hide anymore, don't be scheming. Hmph, Wan Chen, you can't do it. The insidiousness and cunning in your bones can't be changed. You must have guessed what Sibao will say , what would Aunt Li think. Ah, you are great again, and you exhausted yourself to the hospital to take care of me. I am still stubborn. Is it too ungrateful? You said 20 years ago that you would never fall in love with someone Trash. Now, you have to spend all your time on this trash. Wanchen, you are at a loss!"

Wan Chen's voice was low, with restrained anger, "Shen Xu, you are enough!"

Shen Xu is very proud of his masterpiece, at least he saw Wan Chen from 20 years ago again.

There is no need to keep pretending to be a good person and a grandson, Wan Chen, who is flesh and blood, principled and tempered, should come back.

Come back and settle their bad debts!

Shen Xu frowned, with a cruel smile on his face, "To this day, you have succeeded in making everyone think that we should be together, very good, in order to satisfy everyone's wishes, in order to pay off the debt, I can compromise, let's be together! With a smile on the corner of his lips, he kissed the man's lips coldly. After a short contact, he turned his eyes darkly on his prey, and tore open his wound inch by inch, letting the blood flow wildly. "This is the result you want, Wanchen, are you satisfied?"

Standing up straight, Shen Xu squinted at the person who was sitting on the hospital bed with his head down all the time, let out a soft hum from his nostrils, and walked out with a satisfied smile.

Soon there was a slight movement on the hospital bed.

The person who had been silent all this time spoke slowly, "Shen Xu, stop!"

Shen Xu stopped and turned around.

In December, on the icy floor tiles, Wan Chen stood barefoot, his whole body shrouded in cold low air pressure.

Shen Xu frowned, and looked up, Wan Chen's eyes were cold, staring at him without blinking.

Very threatening, approaching step by step.

Wan Chen 20 years ago would strangle him severely for his dream.

This is the real Wanchen.

Standing in front of him, Wan Chen raised his hand and waved towards his face without warning.

Shen Xu dodged reflexively.

The fist slammed hard on the wall behind him, and blood soon seeped out, staining the white wall red.

Shen Xu's brows frowned even tighter, and the expression on Wan Chen's face was very pale, as if nothing had happened.

He said: "The skill is good, and the reaction is still so fast."

Shen Xu narrowed his eyes uneasily.

Wan Chen: "Shen Xu, you are right about one thing. No matter who I am, I will use my heart, including you."

From the initial approach, the temptation during the confession, the scald during the first kiss, to Liu Xuan's matter, He Lei's matter, and coming out, all of them have not been calculated in my heart.

"I use this place first when encountering anything," he pointed to his temple, "weighing the pros and cons. This is an instinct, and it's the same as your conditioned reflex to avoid this punch."

The innate instinct has been honed more thoroughly after decades of fighting in the mall.

"That's right, going to jail for you and saving He Lei, I thought about it before doing these things. As you said, all of this is to win you back. The price I paid is also what I expected within."

Every time there are two completely different roads in front of me, but I, the smartest person in my life, still choose the most unreasonable one.

"God still favors me. I am luckier than He Lei. I survived. Shen Xu, one He Lei is enough. I will not lose to anyone. In the future life, I have the confidence to be so Said. With the weight laid down by these scheming, no one will beat me again."

The timing of He Lei's appearance was perfect, only this time, Wan Chen conceded defeat.

And from now on, in Shen Xu's life, there will be no one who can surpass Wan Chen's weight.

The final winner can only be him.

"Listen clearly. I, Wan Chen, am not a substitute for He Lei. I don't bother to use everyone to force you, let alone compromise on your debt repayment. From my teens to today, I have loved you for more than 20 years. Shen Xu, you I don't have the right to spoil this relationship." He raised his other hand, and with the back of his hand, he wiped his lips stained by alms.

Withdrawing his cold gaze, he put down his bloody hand, turned around and walked back to the hospital bed.

Shen Xu leaned against the wall weakly, turned his head, and looked at the infinitely magnified back of that person.

He is Wanchen, proud and conceited all his life.

From the day he personally told him those distant and great dreams, he should understand that this person--

No matter when or what situation, this person will never be crushed.

He was issued a critical illness notice and could only lie on the bed, but he did not give up hope.

In just two years, he stood up on his own feet, straightened his spine, and strode in front of himself.

He used the most perfect scheming to firmly lock onto the immobile Shen Xu.

Shen Xu smiled wryly and lowered his head.

He had to admit that the arrogant and arrogant Wan Chen was right.

No matter what happens between him and Wan Chen, from now on, he can't fall in love with anyone again.

Wan Chen stayed in the hospital for a whole week.

Shen Xu closed the small repair shop, he couldn't concentrate on doing anything.

Sibao knocked on the door of the shop in confusion, but no one answered.

Carrying a big mountaineering bag, Shen Xu climbed up the highest mountain in T City in one go.

At the top of the mountain, he was almost exhausted.

The man collapsed beside the boulder, panting heavily.

The scenery here is beautiful, he and He Lei have been here several times.

Along the way, stop and go, He Lei always smiled and stretched out his hand when he was too tired to move.

He stretched out his hand, and the white breath he exhaled dispelled the image of that person.

In December, in the cold city of T, the trees were covered with thick snow, and many mountaineering travelers came and went to cheer each other up.

Shen Xu patted his sore legs, stood up with force, and had a panoramic view of the beautiful scenery of City T.

A thousand-year-old city sleeps quietly at the foot.

A place far, far, far away from Wanchen.

He gradually fell in love with the life here, plain and simple.

No strife, no conflict, no love, no hate.

He will stay here for the elderly, watching other people's children and grandchildren, seeing other people's happiness, he can also create a home of his own in his fantasy.

For a long time, there were only two people in this non-existent family.

One is him, the other is Wan Chen.

A man who can't even mention his name lives in his uncontrollable imagination.

To him, Wanchen is his lover and family who accompany him for life. When they are too old to move, he is the only one who closes his eyes with him.

Even Shen Xu feels sorry for himself, a love can go so deep.

He closed his eyes and took a deep breath of the air in T City, which was mixed with the smell of fresh grass and trees and the cold air of white snow.

can he ask

Ask his dead parents, ask his distant lover, he can--

Do you accept Wanchen?

He can forgive, forget, and get along with him as a friend again, even if we meet every day, talk endlessly every day, pretend to be stupid and enjoy his dedication to himself every day, every day--everyday--

He lowered his head, clenched his hands tightly on the railing, and stared at his feet with his eyes wide open.

Accepting it is another matter.

Wan Chen, who has been proud all his life, can't tolerate such ugly words as replacement and debt repayment.

As for him, he does not pay off debts, does not compromise for everyone, and loves with his heart.

For the rest of my life, trust him again, risk everything, love again...

Can he do it?

Can