Bai Yueguang goes back a little

Tang Ming often wondered when he would meet Jiang Chuyue again.

Maybe we will never meet again, maybe a few months later, maybe a few years later, maybe... just the next second.

Every time I go to a province to participate in a competition, every time I think about it when I hold an event jointly with another university, or even turn around and walk some time, these thoughts will pop up suddenly.

What would it be like if we met at university, what would it be like if we met at work, if we were walking on the street, or taking the subway, whether it was sunny or rainy, would Jiang Chuyue be next to... other people.

When I saw him, should I put on a cold face, or follow my heart and step forward to pester him?

But fate is always caught off guard, the moment he suddenly met his eyes, he didn't have time to think about anything, his mind went blank.

There are people in front of him and behind him, but he can't see or hear them, like that time when they were playing games in KTV, Tang Ming was moved for a moment, pressed the person in front of him under him, and after all kinds of patience, pretended to inadvertently print on the corner of his lips a kiss.

Time seems to overlap here, even the colorful lights around are so similar.

But the person in front of him had already taken off his youthful school uniform and put on a casual coat. Under the light that was not deliberately brightened, he felt that he couldn't see it clearly, like an iceberg and snow water shrouded in distant fog.

It wasn't until this moment that Tang Ming suddenly realized that what separated them was not only resentment and longing, but also years of time and lives that they had never participated in.

I wonder if he has changed in his eyes?

After reacting, he felt worthless, obviously resentful, and had to consider the feelings of the culprit.

"Brother Ming..." Xiang Tian waved his hand, and walked over strangely, "Brother Ming? Do you want me to introduce you?"

Yu Shi grabbed her, "No, they know each other."

The people in the box started to make "oh" noises, and a senior asked, "How did you know each other?"

Jiang Chuyue was completely stunned, but Tang Ming recovered first, and said calmly, "High school classmate."

These four words are no different from alumni.

Yu Shi sighed softly, and pulled Xiang Tian to sit down. Seeing this, the other people felt that they were not familiar with each other, so they took their seats.

Jiang Chuyue's roommate called him twice, and he subconsciously asked "What?" before recovering, and followed his roommate to sit on the big sofa.

Tang Ming sat on the far left, and he sat on the far right.

The roommate glanced at Tang Ming, and whispered, "It's really good, your high school recruits students based on their appearance, one or two are so handsome..."

While talking, I was suddenly startled, "Hey! When we were undergraduates, the girl you liked was robbed. Could it be him?! Oh, let me go, I said she looks familiar!"

Jiang Chuyue hasn't let go of her eyes since she entered the private room. Only when her body touches the soft sofa does she feel that the dream-like sense of dissociation has eased a little. bubbling.

But his eyes were still glued to Tang Ming's body, so he said a casual "hmm".

So his roommate understood, no wonder that handsome guy had such an attitude, he was probably a rival in love.

This bar is owned by Tang Ming, and the classmates Xiang Tian invited to play are guests, so it stands to reason that he should treat him well, and things like picking the atmosphere are skills that he can't be more proficient at.

But today is different.

Tang Ming was absent-minded, so he could only nod in agreement with Xiang Tian's words, answer a question in one syllable, and open a drink.

He took out his mobile phone calmly, typed a few words, and Zhao Zeyuan came in soon.

"Yu Shi! You kid brought your siblings and didn't tell me!"

As soon as Zhao Zeyuan opened the door and came in, he teased Yu Shi and Xiang Tian, ​​which aroused the interest of the schoolmasters, clamoring to hear their love story.

Tang Ming seized the opportunity to exchange glances with Zhao Zeyuan, then leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees - he was finally free to think.

Almost all of his mind was on the other side, and he really couldn't spare any energy to deal with other things.

But the venue really didn't need him to take care of it, and the huge resentment and boredom surged up again, almost out of breath.

He picked up a glass of wine, put three fingers on it, held it weakly, and shook it casually without doing anything.

Jiang Chuyue was different, he never had to separate his mind to deal with anyone, he had a lot of wine and quarrels, and from the beginning to the end, he only had one Tang Ming in his eyes.

They had stayed in a similar environment before. The ktv at the winter camp and the bar that Zhao Zeyuan took them to after graduating from high school were all similar to what they are now.

But they had never been this far apart.

Jiang Chuyue didn't need to be on the opposite side, she looked over and looked at him from a distance across the crowd and the facilities in the entire room.

Usually Jiang Chuyue just lowers her eyes and raises her eyes, and Tang Ming's smiling face is within easy reach.

Then he said: "Jiang Chuyue, why do I miss you after not seeing me for a while?"

In the past, Tang Ming's hands on his knees always hugged him; in the past, Tang Ming's lips licking his wine always liked to stick to his ears; in the past, Tang Ming's fingers were kissed repeatedly by him, in the past...

Once upon a time, once upon a time, everything was once upon a time.

Tangming used to belong to him everywhere.

The atmosphere brought by Zhao Zeyuan became more and more heated. Everyone opened the wine and drank while booing.The topic turned away from Yu Shi and the others. The school masters were still a little curious about Tang Ming, a handsome guy, especially the seniors.

"The handsome guy looks so young, he came out to be his own boss right after graduation?"

Tang Ming didn't seem to hear the girl's words, so he ignored her.

Zhao Zeyuan has long been used to it, and he answered for him bluntly, saying which school he graduated from, how good he was at planning activities during school, how much he was appreciated by teachers and classmates, how hard he worked and how good he was.

The girls watched him while listening, but Tang Ming never raised his head.

Very different from him in high school.

Slightly lowering his head, shaking his wine glass, sitting at the farthest side of the box, his jaw line was tense, and his demeanor was alienated from the most superficial cheerfulness.

Jiang Chuyue's heart suddenly stopped.

He pricked up his ears, and pieced together from Zhao Zeyuan's short narration extremely seriously, and pieced together Tang Ming's years that he had not participated in.

But he remembered that Tang Ming didn't like to get up early, didn't like to study hard, and every time he had to ask himself for an intimate word or a deep kiss before he would obediently study.

Tang Ming also didn't like to find things to do for himself day and night, he was most afraid of trouble.Even if he wins an award, he won't be silent. He is always public, and he likes to chase after Jiang Chuyue and ask "Is brother good?".

Why is it what Zhao Zeyuan said?

Cheerful but calm, excellent but low-key.

...Jiang Chuyue felt that he seemed to be deceived by the photos.

What those circles of friends reveal is not a small corner of his life, but layers of hard shells that he puts on to cover himself after putting on camouflage.

Not brilliant, not happy.

It's not brilliant and unrestrained, it's just filled with time and trivialities, pushed and rushed forward.

And the culprit of all this is precisely himself.

Jiang Chuyue's heart seemed to be pinched in someone's hand, tightened and then let go, and repeated pains came densely.The sharp knife touched the slippery soft meat, but he didn't rush to use the tip of the knife, but used the back of the knife to cut piece by piece.

As a result, the short-term pain that could have been ended with a single knife dragged on into a long-term pain. His heart was sluggish, and every beat was dripping with blood.

It's like a student who has studied hard for ten years in a cold window. The moment he walks out of the college entrance examination room, he suddenly remembers that he has filled in the wrong answer sheet.

After ten years of hard work, everything was lost.

Huge absurd regret suddenly struck, Jiang Chuyue also had shortness of breath, and her eyes were red.

"Hey! What's the point of just drinking, handsome guy, let's play games!" After hearing Zhao Zeyuan's introduction to Tang Ming, the senior sister proposed excitedly.

Everyone agreed, and someone asked her what she was playing?

She blushed a little and said, "What do you guys want to play? How about truth or dare?"

As soon as the words were finished, Tang Ming suddenly let out a sneer.

The voice was very soft, but the people in the box were attracted by him intentionally or unintentionally, and fell silent for a while.

He seemed to know that Jiang Chuyue's gaze was firmly fixed on him, so he suddenly raised his head and looked straight at Jiang Chuyue, "You're all adults, why are you still playing with such innocence?"

Jiang Chuyue was stunned, and heard him say in a daze: "How about this, let's compare drinks and see who can't hold it the first. No. 1 wants to kiss the last..."

Time pulls back and forth repeatedly, and there are occasional similarities, as if overlapping.

"Hey..." Everyone felt that there was something wrong with the two of them. Jiang Chuyue's roommate thought she was the only insider here, and said righteously: "Then we Xiaojiang won't participate, he is allergic to alcohol."

Tang Ming suddenly parted his gaze and looked over, his eyes were sharp and cold.

The roommate suddenly felt a chill down his back.

... No, what did he say wrong just now?

Our little Jiang... Tang Ming sneered in his heart, heh, the years are really passing by.

He felt that the resentment and boredom that had been suppressed for a long time in his heart were about to explode, so he suddenly raised his leg and walked to Jiang Chuyue's side, separated him from his roommate, and stared at him: "Are you playing?"

"Hey, he's allergic..."

"Play."

Jiang Chuyue could only let go of Tang Ming, and he nodded with reddish eyes, "Come on."

Three rounds of wine.

The last player in the game appeared very quickly——the senior who had started booing and wanted to play the game.

Some careful people saw what she was thinking, and quit a few times in the middle, and after the last lap, the ones who really persisted to the end were actually Tang Ming and Jiang Chuyue.

"..." The roommate leaned on the sofa in a daze, feeling like a dog in his heart.

What about allergies? ?

Zhao Zeyuan didn't drink too much, but he also knew that Tang Ming's heart would be turbulent today, so he didn't want to get involved.

Just standing on the side and leaning against the table to watch the two of them fight for wine, I think it really looks like it.

Like that year, in order to win the game, Brother Ming drank two piles of red beer with a girl, pouring one cup after another, his eyes turned red.

It's just that the person he cared about went around, from the one who was at the bottom back then to the one sitting across from him.Jiang Chuyue is not as good as the girls back then, and it is all due to her will that she can survive until now.

He poured another glass in a hurry, some of the wine spilled out and landed on the front of his clothes, looking a little embarrassed.Jiang Chuyue didn't care about these, he only had one thought:

Tang Ming couldn't win.

Difficult to suppress the surging vomiting, forced to cover it with wine, a burning pain in the stomach, dim eyes, and fine sweat on the head.

But Tang Ming on the opposite side was able to handle it with ease. He picked up the wine glass slowly and gracefully, and drank it gracefully without spilling a drop. He stared at Jiang Chuyue expressionlessly, and slowly pushed another glass over.

It was just that when he approached by pushing the wine glass, he said softly: "You still drink?"

Jiang Chuyue was taken aback for a moment, almost bewitched to stop.

But when he thought of the punishment of the game, he pursed his lips again, and picked up the wine glass without hesitation.

There was an uproar all around, and a few others gathered around, teasing loudly.

Tang Ming's eyes darkened, and he rubbed his fingers unconsciously.

Finally, the moment Jiang Chuyue's lips touched the wine glass, she couldn't bear it any longer, stood up abruptly, and snatched his wine glass——

He poured the glass of wine for him.

"Hey……"

"This... what's going on!!"

Everyone around was dumbfounded, and Jiang Chuyue didn't recover until Tang Ming's Adam's apple stopped rolling and he drank the glass of wine.

But before he could wake up for a few seconds, Tang Ming was visibly irritable, and threw the glass on the table, making a crisp "bang-dang" sound, and violently pulled Jiang Chuyue's wrist the next second.

Take the person out of the box.

Tang Ming exerted so much force that Jiang Chuyue's wrists ached, but he felt that in the past few years, there had never been a more reassuring moment for him than now.

The more it hurts, the more certain Tang Ming's existence is.

Tang Ming brought him to the bathroom, shook him off lightly, and ordered with a frown: "Go and vomit for a while!"

Jiang Chuyue looked at her wrist in a daze, and subconsciously stroked the place Tang Ming had just grabbed, "I don't want to vomit..."

After finishing speaking, nausea surged violently, and he slapped his face in the next second.

After Jiang Chuyue vomited, she could barely lift her head, so she washed herself very consciously.

Tang Ming impatiently asked someone to get a toothpaste towel, and handed it over with a blank expression.

When he finished packing, the smell of mint hit his face.

The memories from the past were about to come back again, Tang Ming frowned irritably, and dragged Jiang Chuyue to take him out of the bathroom.But the people behind him didn't know how much toothpaste they used, and the mint smell kept lingering.

Tang Ming couldn't bear it anymore, suddenly changed direction, and dragged him to the emergency exit.

The heavy door was pulled open and closed, and the sound of the sound activated the voice-activated switch, and the space on the landing suddenly brightened. Jiang Chuyue was taken aback, wanting to take advantage of the light here to take a good look at Tang Ming...

But Tang Ming didn't give him this chance.

In the next second, Jiang Chuyue was pressed against the wall.

"Why do you drink so much?"

Tang Ming had a lot to ask, a lot to complain about, and a lot of things to touch people's hearts, but he really did what he wanted to do, he really fell in love with Jiang Chuyue, and he stuck close to him, and the familiar longing suddenly hit.

Gritting his teeth, he could only ask the most insignificant sentence.

Tang Ming was very close, even when Jiang Chuyue raised his eyes, he could only see his forehead hair, his bright and deep eyes.

Jiang Chuyue lost her mind again, willingly opened her heart: "Because... I don't want you to kiss others."

Tang Ming only stared at him for a moment, then suddenly lowered his head, and kissed him fiercely like he had done countless times before.