Bai Yueguang goes back a little

Jiang Chuyue had just asked her tutor to comment on the picture, and when she walked out of the department building, she received a message from her junior.

Ask him if he wants to go to the bar.

He can always be recalled by such words.

In fact, any words related to Tang Ming can easily bring up his emotions that have been suppressed with great difficulty every day.

I endured it and endured it, and finally I opened the photo album resignedly, and found the pictures in the private photo album.

There are only a few pictures in it, but without exception, there is a figure.

——the person he misses day and night.

In each of the photos, Tang Ming is either the protagonist or the supporting role, but no matter where he stands, he shines brightly.

These photos were obtained from the WeChat account of a junior high school classmate.

After coming out of the cake shop, Jiang Chuyue went back to the small villa in a panic.

He had the key and went in easily.

He went upstairs again, entered the room where he and Tang Ming had hugged and kissed in every corner, put away his things one by one, and left the villa step by step.

The key was placed neatly on the bedside table, and the card worker who gave him it was neatly placed next to the key.

When Jiang Chuyue typed the words "all put away", she thought, there shouldn't be anything left behind or taken away, right?

Walking on the road, you can see pedestrians looking sideways from time to time.

Jiang Chuyue knew that now she must look almost like a walking dead, but in fact it was not just the appearance, he was very heavy, and there was a huge stone pressing her down, she didn't want to move forward, but had to move forward.

Later, his life was almost the same as his previous life, except that there were no annoying interviews and other entanglements, which made him doubt whether he was reborn, or trapped in a certain period of time day after day, unable to escape.

The phone was changed after that.

His salary as a tutor is very considerable, and he changed his mobile phone and calling card for himself.

When choosing a school, I deliberately chose a university that was different from my previous life, but it was not far from the original one.

There are a lot of top students in the college entrance examination in the school, and I can be called a sound master in the province, but here, it seems ordinary.

The people in the same dormitory were very interesting. On the first day of entering the dormitory, they took a rope and asked them if anyone knew how to express it in an equation, and their eyes lit up.

The other three people in the dormitory shook their heads, and he sighed.

Later, this roommate and Jiang Chuyue often went in and out of the library together. He did it to study academics, while Jiang Chuyue was more vulgar because it was to get a scholarship.

The roommates are very active, two of them like to go to the library, and two of them like to go to the student union, and the dormitory is rarely full.

After a year, everyone got to know each other well. At the end of the semester, the head of the room waved his hand and invited the whole dormitory to have dinner and a team building session.

The head of the room was very lively, and greeted everyone to buy couplets and red lanterns online. Regardless of the dormitory rules, he wrote a few auspicious words in his own handwriting and pasted them on the door of the dormitory, adding a bit of New Year flavor.

The whole red dormitory was too conspicuous, and the aunts in the dormitory were so angry that the dialect came out, and they chased them into the dormitory while calling them "Qian Pianer's".

The head of the room pushed them to run, and went all the way to a hot pot restaurant.

He is from Sichuan and Chongqing. He specially ordered the mandarin duck pot to take care of the other three. While eating, he thought it was not spicy enough, so he ordered beer for everyone to drink.

Jiang Chuyue declined and replaced it with soy milk.

The other three people were startled by his operation, and the director asked him: "You haven't drunk alcohol this year? You don't..."

Originally, I wanted to say "I'm not a big man at all", but when I saw Jiang Chuyue's cold and fair face, I swallowed the words abruptly, struggling to find other adjectives.

Jiang Chuyue accepted the words with understanding: "I haven't drank it, I'm allergic."

In fact, there was a man who once stood on the sink of the small villa and threatened with a kiss that he would not be allowed to drink in the future when he was not present.

There have been many social occasions since I went to college. In order to reduce trouble, I simply made up such a reason.

The other three looked at him sympathetically, and threatened to drink all the wine back for him. At the end of the meal, they drank a little too much.

The chatter was just opened, and most of it was aimed at Jiang Chuyue, who was the only sober person.

"Jiang Chuyue, don't go to the library with me every day, I haven't had a girl ask for WeChat for a whole year, it's definitely your fault, sit next to me... I'm really convinced, all the people who come to me are Asking for your contact information..."

Jiang Chuyue: "..."

"Don't wrong Xiao Jiang, people who wear his precious red scarf every day can steal your limelight, it's obvious that you yourself are too shabby..."

Jiang Chuyue: "..."

The head of the room joked: "Why don't you come to the student union? Your brother and I will be the minister next semester. Maybe we can expand enrollment or something to give you a back door..."

Jiang Chuyue was taken aback when she heard the word "brother", and looked at people coldly, "I am older than you, so you should call me brother."

The head of the room was confused, "Really? I'm sorry, I'm my younger brother..."

Later, Jiang Chuyue helped bring the boys back, but they couldn't help these idiots on the way, so they let them slump on the side of the road.

In winter, the evil wind gusts, and every time you exhale, it condenses into white mist.

Jiang Chuyue stood still, her clear eyes were slightly wet, and she let out another breath in a daze.

One year, he and Tang Ming went to a winter camp together, and the front was blocked. Tang Ming looked out the window, then turned around and told him that it was better for the two of them to go up with their luggage by themselves.

The words spoken at that time were also clouds of white mist.

The roommates groaned after drinking, Jiang Chuyue's hands and feet were cold from the cold, but she was sweating a little on her forehead because she had just carried them out.He just took a break and took out his phone to look at it.

At that time, he saw a circle of friends of a junior high school classmate.

The skin and flesh of the whole body were peeled off, and the cold wind of the northern winter howled fiercely, blowing on the blood without any barriers, and instantly formed ice balls.

——He saw Tang Ming in the first picture of Jiugonggetu.

Tang Ming was in the middle of the crowd, like some kind of party, being chased and beaten with cakes, smiling happily at the camera.

Brilliant.

Jiang Chuyue was extremely thankful that he had made a lot of trouble to add middle school and high school classmates with a new account, so that he finally waited for the mercy of the heavens, and was able to pick up a gambling stone with a hidden jade from an almost elusive chance.

This circle of friends of junior high school classmates aims to show off the handsome friends around them, saying that the handsome guy in the first picture is an old friend who happened to meet in college, which is very surprising.

Jiang Chuyue and this classmate have very few mutual friends, and there are very few likes and comments.

With trembling hands, he kept the first original picture, and flipped through one after another, making sure that Tang Ming only appeared in that one, and then backed out.

In the early morning of the next day, Jiang Chuyue woke up suddenly, and set that junior high school classmate as the top WeChat account amidst the sound of sneezing and sneezing from time to time.

Later, he was able to glimpse a corner of Tang Ming's life in the occasional photos. Sometimes he won some awards, and sometimes his profile was secretly photographed.

Jiang Chuyue carefully preserved every picture.

Including a photo of him eating with a fair and clean girl.

He didn't go to the library that day, and his roommate came back and saw him staring at the photo in a daze, feeling that he also had a day of hurting his sister.

Jiang Chuyue ignored it.

The roommate was embarrassed, and comforted him in his poor language: "But look at this guy, he is handsome and sunny, and it's no shame to lose to him!"

Jiang Chuyue's eyes moved slightly, and she gave a soft "um".

Anyway, as he wished, his light is back, isn't it?

Probably after graduating, the top person on WeChat has become a social animal, and if he hasn't updated Moments for a while, the probability of Tang Ming appearing is even smaller.

Jiang Chuyue studied in the Department of Architecture. When delivering the cake, Tang Ming joked that it would be good for him to major in design. Now that he thinks about it, it can be regarded as catering to his ideas.

After graduate school, I get busier, drawing pictures until four or five o'clock in the morning.

I used to like to be in a daze when I knew the news of Tang Ming intermittently. A photo, a micro expression, can be chewed by myself for a long time.Later, it was difficult to receive news, and I liked the feeling of filling my life.

The fuller the better.

The message sent by the junior sister was sincere, and Jiang Chuyue instinctively wanted to refuse, but she hesitated over the word bar.

He hadn't heard from Tang Ming for a long time. Like a patient who was suddenly cut off from his medicine, he could only rely on old memories and pictures to relieve his addiction, but every time he suppressed it, the next time it swept over him even more violently.

The deep thoughts almost drove him crazy.

The words "Tang Ming's career in his previous life" seemed like a gold-studded temptation in his mind, and his willpower was really weak, so he answered "I can go" by accident.

From his point of view, he and his school girl are extremely unfamiliar, and the only interaction they have had is a few times of mentoring on WeChat, to the point of saying hello.

But the school girl has a good relationship with other people and is also very enthusiastic. I called them together that night and talked non-stop all the way. Most of them thanked them for their guidance, and I was very happy that they showed their face and came out to play.

Said that the bar belonged to her boyfriend's brother, and the decoration was beautiful.

The roommate who went to the library with Jiang Chuyue was also invited. Hearing this, he said regretfully, "So I have a boyfriend..."

Then he raised his spirits again: "Do you think Xiang Tian has any sisters or sisters?"

Jiang Chuyue: "..."

The bar is not too far away, and when we arrived, it was already very lively inside, the colorful lights matched the rhythm of the people, flashy and indulgent.

Xiang Tian stared at the news on WeChat and took them to a box, where wine and snacks were prepared, and there was still someone sitting.

Xiang Tian saw that the man was obviously happy for several degrees, and wanted to pounce on him but was hindered by the presence of alumni. In the end, he just jumped up and pulled him up and walked over to introduce to everyone:

"This is my boyfriend, Yu Shi."

The rest of the people were responding. Two girls whispered that they were so handsome, and said that it was no wonder Xiang Tian's eyes lit up every time he mentioned him.

Only Jiang Chuyue was pinned in place, the blood circulating in her body seemed to be blocked, and her whole body was frozen.

He couldn't think of anything, only one sentence kept repeating in his mind, hitting his heart hard and heavily:

This bar is owned by my boyfriend's brother.

Yu Shi's brother...

Noisy voices from outside suddenly poured in, the soundproof door was opened and closed again, and then a pleasant voice sounded with a smile:

"Siblings are here?"

Jiang Chuyue is very familiar with——

The tone is full when you are in love, hoarse and low when you are emotional, an elbow's width away when you pretend to be alienated, and it sticks to your ear bone when you are rubbing your ears together.

Long time no hear.

He stopped breathing and turned his head almost mechanically.

——It happened to meet Shang Tangming's eyes.

The author has something to say: I saw some cuties discussing these chapters:

It may be that the point that can hit everyone's heart is different. In the author's case, adults change silently, or remain unchanged year after year, which in itself shows that they are still in place. , stuck in the past.

Many pains that cannot be changed are dull pains, permeating into life are ubiquitous memories.

The two cubs are originally people who value each other very much but are excellent in each other. It is impossible for them to lose their lives because of this, but they have been stuck in the past emotionally, so they will become life pushing them away, and their hearts are empty. .

(ps: What I can't feel must be the author's poor writing skills!! The opinions of the readers are very good, and I will accept them with humility!

At the same time, I am also happy to have a little baby and the author at the same point. This kind of empathy is really exciting! !love you woo

This article is the author's first book in various senses, I really love the two cubs, and I am especially grateful to the little cuties who love cubs, thank you again for your support)

(Ninety-degree bow.)

Finally: The rest of the article will definitely come back sweet as hell!In essence, it is a sweet article! !