Actors always say that he is straight [entertainment circle]

He Sui rented a simple small room with his mother. Many high school seniors lived in this kind of life. In comparison, He Sui was more able to adapt to the crowdedness of today.

It's just that every time Zheng Xiuran said that he wanted to go to his house for a sit-down, he was very distressed.

There are no hidden secrets in this world.

Zheng Xiuran still found out that He Sui and his mother had moved out of their original home, so he insisted on visiting the place they rented.Before the two went back, He Sui said hello to his mother in advance. He's mother was also at a loss, thinking not to look too shabby in front of her son's friends, so she took out a thick notebook from the drawer with Several pristine hundred-dollar bills.

Before putting down the notebook, Mother He noticed that the diary that He Sui had quietly placed in the innermost place seemed to have been touched recently.After moving out, it was obvious that He Sui was happy, but he often lost his mind when doing the questions. Sometimes the corners of his lips would raise unconsciously, but then he would sigh softly, with a somewhat dazed look on his face.Reminiscent of her son's anomaly in the past few days, Mother He took out the diary that had been treasured by her son for several years.

Zheng Xiuran followed He Sui through the winding path before seeing a low building with only four floors in front of him.The building looks old at first glance, and the outer walls have been weathered by wind and rain, and they are no longer in good shape.Zheng Xiuran walked and looked at it all the way, until He Sui raised his hand and knocked on a light green door.

There were hurried footsteps inside, and a woman in an apron opened the door.Mother He put her hair up, except for the unconcealable wrinkles and the obvious lack of maintenance of the skin, her facial features are actually very beautiful.

"Are you back?" Mother He asked softly, "Xiao Sui, is this your friend?"

"Zheng Xiuran." He Sui briefly introduced and led Zheng Xiuran into the door.

Zheng Xiuran bowed politely to say hello, "Hello, Auntie, you are more beautiful than I imagined."

He Sui's mouth has never been so sweet. He's mother smiled a little shyly. She felt that Zheng Xiuran's name was familiar. After thinking about it carefully, she remembered He Sui's temperament that never talked to her about school affairs. wrong.

"Where is it beautiful? People are old." The room is both a bedroom and a kitchen. Mother He was cooking by the window, and the oily smoke and heat wafted out of the window. She turned her head and said, "Sit down first, the meal will be ready soon." gone."

There was really no place for people to sit in the room, so He Sui contributed the chair he used for homework. Considering the young master's delicate butt, he also put a cushion for Zheng Xiuran, while he himself sat by the bed.

"I said it's inconvenient to let you come." He Sui whispered.

Zheng Xiuran raised his hand and scratched the dull hair on the top of his head, and said in a low voice, "I'm causing you and auntie trouble."

"No, that's not what I meant—"

"See why you're nervous?" Zheng Xiuran laughed, thinking of something, he took out a lollipop from his school bag and handed it over, "Here's for you, raspberry flavored, you probably haven't eaten it before."

He Sui took it, glanced at the figure of He's mother cooking, tore open the package and put the lollipop in his mouth.

When Mother He turned her head, she didn't know what the two children were chatting quietly. Zheng Xiuran frowned and spoke vividly, while He Sui just looked at the opposite person quietly, with a face she had never seen before. smile.

Mother He was taken aback for a moment, but then felt relieved. It is a blessing that her son can make a friend who makes him smile like this.

After the meal was ready, the three of them sat around a small table and finished their meal.

Zheng Xiuran was very sweet in front of the elders, and after a meal, He's mother was very happy. Before leaving, she insisted on sending Zheng Xiuran downstairs, and even pushed He Sui upstairs when she got downstairs, saying that she had something to say to Zheng Xiuran.

"Xiu Ran, Auntie has something to ask you, if you feel embarrassed, you don't have to answer." Mother He said warmly.

"You ask."

"He Sui how is he at school?"

"It's pretty good. He's very smart and eager to learn. He gets close to full marks every time."

"Auntie didn't mean that," Mother He asked after a pause, "I mean, is he in a relationship? I think something is wrong with him recently. Is there a girl He Sui is chasing?"

Hearing Mother He's words for the first time, Zheng Xiuran heard a "boom" in his head, and at the same time, it seemed that a hand was holding his throat tightly. He looked at Mother He's expectant and worried eyes with difficulty, and cleared his throat. Said, "No... I don't know, boys generally don't tell others about this kind of thing."

"Really?" Mother He frowned, "Actually, even if he has a girl he likes, I wouldn't say anything about him. It's normal to have a first love at this age, but you've seen our family's conditions. I don't want him to be like this." I have been trapped by immature feelings since I was a child, and it is not time to talk about love. Maybe you don’t like what I say, but after so many years, my aunt has realized a truth that I didn’t understand when I was young. Love cannot be regarded as There will be no good end if you take your feelings too seriously, because feelings are the most unreliable thing in this world."

Zheng Xiuran could not agree with these words, but the other party was He Sui's mother, so he swallowed the rebuttal and said obediently, "I will watch He Sui."

"Then thank you."

That night, Zheng Xiuran had a rare insomnia.

The ignorant feelings that sprouted in the bottom of my heart were like a grass that just broke through the ground, and was run over mercilessly by the wheels just after seeing the sun.

He Sui may have a girl he likes.

Even if He Sui doesn't like girls, Auntie doesn't agree with He Sui's puppy love with anyone.

But who does He Sui really like?

Is it Li Pan?

There are indeed many people who like her.

If He Sui was with Li Pan in the future, what would he do?

Zheng Xiuran tossed and turned, wanting to send He Sui a message to ask questions, but suddenly remembered that he lived with He Sui's mother, and the phone that suddenly turned on in the middle of the night not only would not receive a reply, but might wake up He Sui's mother. On one side, he pulled the quilt to cover his head.

At [-]:[-], Zheng Xiuran's alarm bell rang.

He tore off the quilt, with short disheveled hair, and wiped the wet corners of his eyes a little discouraged.

Seeing He Sui in the classroom, Zheng Xiuran pulled away the stool next to He Sui and sat down.Seeing that his eyelids were swollen, He Sui asked concerned, "Are you sick? Are your eyes on fire?"

"No," Zheng Xiuran said, "I have something to tell you."

"Well, you said."

"Auntie said a few words to me yesterday. I don't know what you did. Anyway, Auntie saw that you were in a puppy relationship, so she asked me a few words." Zheng Xiuran turned his eyes away, "Don't worry, I didn't betray you, but You should also pay attention to yourself, if you can be seen by your aunt, it means that you are not focused on studying during this period of time. I have no intention of stopping you from falling in love with anyone, but the third year of high school is so important, as your friend, I still want to remind you, Don't delay business because of the love of your children."

He Sui suddenly thought of the diary he wrote that night, and his expression became strange.Zheng Xiuran turned around and saw that he was also a boy, so he easily understood He Sui, and immediately realized that his aunt's guess was not unreasonable.

"It's true," Zheng Xiuran said in a low voice, "It seems that you really have someone you like."

"I……"

"You don't have to tell me."

He Sui smiled helplessly, and explained seriously, "There is one, but I didn't expect anything to happen with him, and I won't confess my love before the college entrance examination, so don't worry."

Zheng Xiuran did not expect that He Sui would admit that something seemed to come out from under his swollen eyelids, and then there was a sharp pain in his eyes, and physiological tears flowed out.

He pressed his right eye in a bit of embarrassment, determined to stay away from He Sui in the future, but just as he stood up, He Sui grabbed his wrist.

"Your eyes are inflamed." He Sui moved his face closer and stared at Zheng Xiuran's teary eyes for a while, "Just sit here and wait, I'll go to the school hospital to buy eye drops."

Before Zheng Xiuran could stop him, He Sui had squeezed out from behind him, and disappeared in a blink of an eye.

Before the class bell rang, He Sui walked quickly into the classroom grabbing a transparent plastic bag. He came to Zheng Xiuran's side and took out anti-inflammatory medicine and eye drops from the bag.

Zheng Xiuran didn't want to talk much, but his eyes still hurt too much, as long as he opened them, he would cry from pain.You can only close one eye and let anyone fiddle with it.

He Sui didn't have much experience in taking care of others, so he pushed Zheng Xiuran's head back, and dripped eye drops on Zheng Xiuran's eyelids without saying a word.

"I'll do it myself." Zheng Xiuran snatched the eye drops from his hand, and dripped them several times with trembling eyelids before he succeeded.There was an unspeakable bitterness in his mouth instantly, Zheng Xiuran frowned slightly, and heard the person beside him say, "I told you to eat less chili peppers, the third year of high school is hard work, and it is easy to get angry, but you just don't listen. "

"..." Zheng Xiuran silently opened one eye and looked at He Sui for a while, then suddenly got up and left without saying a word.

When he saw Zheng Xiuran return to his seat, He Sui quietly let out a breath.

If I had known earlier, I would not have written that diary.

When I go home at night, how do I explain it to my mother?