Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

When I went upstairs to talk to my sister, she was already rummaging through boxes and cabinets in my room. She dug out all my spring, summer, autumn and winter clothes from the closet and scattered them all over the floor in a mess. No.

There are not many things that my sister left in this house. Three years is enough for her to slowly erase the traces of her existence from this house. I finally understand why my sister When she came back from a business trip, she couldn't see what she had brought back from home.

All signs indicate that the two oversized suitcases my sister brought today are for me alone.

"Sister, don't tidy up." I suppressed the anger in my heart and quickly approached my sister, grabbed my clothes that were being folded in her hand and threw them on the bed behind me, panting, "I'm won't go with you."

My sister froze for a moment, her hands were still folding clothes in mid-air, and she didn't react until I kicked down a suitcase standing beside her feet irritably.

"Don't be childish." My sister frowned, glanced at me, and quickly squatted down to pick up a winter coat and started to fold it.

"I said I wouldn't go with you!" I roared, and kicked another suitcase down hard.

The movement of my sister's hands paused, her slender knuckles tightly clutched my clothes, and the down jacket that was originally bulging had been deeply dented by her.

After about a minute, my sister slowly turned to me. There was no warmth or expression on Jiaohao's face at this time. She stared at me coldly, almost gnashing her teeth and shouted at me: "Ruan Jitong, do you understand me? After divorcing Song Yu, you have no position to stay here and live with him!? Usually you can do whatever you want, but today you can’t mess around anymore!”

My heart trembled, my sister had never spoken to me so loudly before, she would turn a blind eye to me no matter how naughty, mischievous or unreasonable I was, but today she actually spoke to me with that kind of eyes and tone Shout out.

Maybe it's because of my self-esteem. I'm not used to being humble like an ant in front of my sister. I have to do exactly what she says. The relationship between us is sister and brother, so our status should be equal, and no one is better than the other. No matter how noble, no one can ride on anyone's head.

So I also yelled back at my sister at the top of my voice, turning the dissatisfaction I had accumulated in my heart over the years and the injustice I felt for Song Yu's contribution into anger and shouted out in one breath: "The one who is making trouble is not me but You! In your eyes, only your career is the most important! What is my younger brother? When you are busy developing your career, you can throw me to Song Yu regardless of anything. When you were busy flirting with that little devil, you threw me to Song Yu. When your career was about to climb to the top, you could divorce Song Yu regardless of any affection. When Yu’s career is in crisis, you can turn a blind eye, and in your eyes, everyone in the world owes you and should do everything for you unconditionally!” I rolled my sister’s eyes, wrinkled my nose and shouted , "Your self-righteous queen!"

My sister stared blankly at me and complained endlessly, her eyes were wide open, and her mouth was also wide open, but she couldn't open her mouth to say another word for a long time.

I sneered, and suddenly reached out and grabbed the down jacket in my sister's hand and asked her sharply: "Do you know how tall I am and weigh now? Do you know what size clothes I wear now? Do you know what size shoes I wear now?" ?Do you know what my favorite clothing brand is now? Do you know what style of shoes I like most now? Do you know what my favorite dish is? Do you know how many classes I take every day? Do you know what time I go to bed every night? Do you know how many degrees of hot milk I drink before going to bed every night? Do you know that I like to eat 75% dark chocolate? You know that the air conditioner in my room is on in summer How many degrees do you turn on in winter? Do you know who bought this dress for me when and for what reason?"

"Tongtong...I..." My sister finally couldn't hold back her emotions and tried to defend herself, but unfortunately some words didn't express her meaning, and I was aggressive, cut off her words without any politeness, and continued to babble questioning.

I threw away the down jacket in my hand, stretched my arms straight, stretched out my index finger and pointed to the small decorations on the entire wall facing the wardrobe, and mocked: "Look at my room, take a good look at the room Every decoration in it, do you know their origins? Do you know why I like them? Do you know why my room is designed like this? Do you know why I am reluctant to leave here? "

"Tongtong..." My sister's face was constantly changing. I think she didn't expect that Ruan Jitong, who usually doesn't talk much, could scold her so much today with just a few words.

The matter has come to this point, and I don’t want to leave any escape path for myself. My sister and I have different life trajectories. If we insist on tying the two of us to the same track, there will only be one result in the end-both jade and stone will die.

This is not a joke or an exaggeration. Two people who like to be competitive everywhere collide. If there is no common goal, they are destined to drift apart. To be serious, there are differences on some things. If no one is willing to give in, it is an inevitable result that both sides will suffer.

I cherish the sister-brother relationship with my sister, and I can't just watch that day come, so I can't think of a better way except to strangle this cancer with my own hands and prevent it from growing again, although the process It will be very painful, but it is better than one day when I completely lose this only sister.

"Sister..." After yelling so much, I was also tired, and my tone softened unconsciously. I called my sister softly, hoping to ease the tense atmosphere. After all, she is my sister, no matter how much resentment there is I can't even hate her.

"I'm sorry." My sister seemed to find it difficult to face me, she turned her face slightly to one side and deliberately didn't look at me, and apologized in a low voice, "I don't know that Tongtong thinks so in her heart, my sister never thinks To hurt Tongtong."

"I know." I reached out and took my sister's hand, holding it tightly, "My sister didn't intend to hurt me, but she hurt me completely invisibly."

My sister wanted to withdraw her hand, but I held it tighter: "But I never hated you."

"Stop it." My sister's voice was a little unsteady, and her thin shoulders trembled slightly, almost begging me, "Stop it."

"No, I want to say it." I shook my head stubbornly, and with the other hand, I forced my sister's face so that she could look into my eyes. I told her flatly, "I'm used to being without you all these years." Life, I am living very well now, I don't want to be disturbed, sister, do you understand?"

"Excuse me?" My sister's eyes turned red instantly, and tears welled up in her eyes. She looked at me with disappointment, her lips trembling, "Do you think I chose a better educational environment and living environment for you? Disturb you?"

"Maybe the word 'disturb' is not appropriate." I took a deep breath, slowly let go of my hand and backed away, "But I hope my sister can take my feelings into consideration, I want to choose the life I want. I can ignore the matter between you and Hirohiko Asai, but at the same time, you have to let me go."

"No!" My sister raised her voice, tears were already rolling down her face, "I am your sister! I am your guardian! I have the right to plan everything for you in the future!" My sister was so excited that she grabbed my collar and pulled me away. Pulling over, he approached my face and said angrily, "Do you know the global ranking of Waseda University? I don't know how many times better than the B you are studying now!!! As long as you are willing to go to Japan with me, you can choose any major! What are you dissatisfied with such a rare opportunity?!"

"So this is my sister's personal worldview, values ​​and outlook on life." I chuckled, put my hands on my sister's shoulders and pushed her away, "You think only the best is the most suitable for you, but I and You are just the opposite, I think only the most suitable for you is the best."

"You!" My sister was speechless for a moment, she froze on the spot and clenched her fists, tears continued to flow down her face.

"And, the most important point is..." The corners of my mouth curled up. It's rare for me to remain calm at this time. "I don't want to have anything to do with Hirohiko Asai. What about Waseda University? Even if it's Cambridge and Oxford I wouldn't care if he built a bridge for me!"

"Okay, okay..." My sister's chest was heaving violently, she wiped her face, her delicate makeup was too smudged, "Even if you don't want to go to Waseda University, have you ever thought that Song Yu and I have divorced?" , what does it look like if you continue to live with him?"

"Why did you guys just get divorced?" I raised my eyebrows and pretended to be surprised, "Didn't you get divorced three years ago? If I can't live with Song Yu after you divorced, then what will happen in the past three years?" What is it?!"

"..." My sister stopped talking at all, only breathing quickly.

"Sister, I'm your real brother!" I tugged at my sister's sleeve, almost pleading, "Why can't you respect my own choice? I don't want anything, I don't want the dazzling status of a top student at Waseda University Well, I don't need the honorable status of brother-in-law, a great artist, I just want to ask my sister for one thing, and one thing is fine."

My sister cast her eyes on me, said nothing, and motioned for me to continue talking.

"I know that my sister also owns half of this villa..." I thought about it and said, "I think my sister will transfer half of the ownership of this villa to my name, and then I can continue to live in it in a legitimate way." Here, live the life I want to live."

I want to turn this place into a home that really only belongs to me and Song Yu.

"Tongtong!" My sister frowned tightly, "You are only 16 years old, you are still a minor, why do you ask my sister to rest assured that you will be alone!"

"I'm not alone. Song Yu said that he is willing to continue to take care of me, as long as my sister is willing to let go." I smiled sweetly at my sister, trying to reassure her, "Besides, when I grow up, even without Song Yu and my sister You can also take good care of yourself.”

"Is Tongtong really so disgusted with Asai?" My sister closed her eyes in pain, tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, across the face that was somewhat similar to mine, she opened her eyes after a while, her voice had already Her voice was so hoarse, "My sister hopes to receive Tongtong's blessing. Without Tongtong's blessing, my sister will not be happy."

Feeling the looseness in my sister's words, I seemed to see hope, so I immediately stated my position: "I don't dislike him, I just don't want to live with him."

My sister laughed at herself, staring at my face with red and swollen eyes: "There is no need to stay, if Tongtong really doesn't want to go to Waseda University to finish her studies, then my sister can also buy you another house."

"No, that's what I want." I rejected my sister's kindness, and firmly expressed my intention again, "After living for so many years, I have feelings, and I can't let go of them easily."

Like my feelings for Sung Woo, I've already died once, so what reason is there to miss him again?

The elder sister sighed and stopped talking.

"Sister?" I bumped my sister's shoulder, "Do you agree?"

My sister's extremely tangled brows never relaxed. She just looked at me like this, and kept looking at me without opening her mouth.

"Sister?" I shook my sister's shoulders without giving up, "Do you agree?"

This time my sister turned her face away and still didn't say a word.

"Sister?" Ruan Jitong's persistence was displayed to the extreme today, I imagined myself as chewing gum sticking to my sister, "Do you agree?"

My sister pushed me away, silently walked over to pick up the two suitcases that I kicked down, dragged one with each hand, and walked towards the door.

"Sister!" I hurriedly called out to my sister.

My sister paused, turned her head to look at me, and said expressionlessly: "From now on, I will not force you to do anything. I will have the lawyer send you the property transfer certificate in two days."

After saying that, my sister picked up the suitcase and left. I immediately chased after her and hugged my sister's waist from behind. I pressed my face against hers and said softly, "Thank you, sister."

"Thank you, my sister owes you." My sister's tone was very flat, and I knew she was angry with me.

"Leave these two boxes to me, I want them." I hugged my sister tighter, "I know these are specially bought for me by my sister."

"It just saved me trouble." My sister loosened her hands and pushed the box to the side, then forcefully broke my hands away, and went downstairs without looking back.

"Sister! Thank you so much!" I stood where I was, watching my sister's back move away from me bit by bit.

2013-11-29

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