Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

The kitchen less than twenty square meters was so quiet that only the sound of my restless footsteps and the violent churning of the chicken soup in the stew pot was heard. The blue flame on the stove was silently burning, reminding me The passage of my time.

In the living room, my sister and Song Yu are having a rigorous discussion about my future education and who will take care of me in daily life. I don't know how the situation is going. At present, Song Yu or my sister has the upper hand.

Thinking about it, they were able to find time to sit down calmly and talk about other topics other than me. They divorced for three years without telling me. Such a long time is enough for them to talk slowly. Work through any remaining couple issues from the past and come to some sort of consensus.

To be honest, I am actually more worried about Song Yu. After all, from a legal perspective, my sister is my legal guardian before I reach adulthood.To put it bluntly, there is no effective guarantee for the relationship between me and Song Yu except that we both love each other. If my sister really moves out that she is my legitimate guardian, Song Yu has no chance of winning at all. nor.

The more I think about it, the more irritable I feel, but I can’t do anything, I can only go back and forth in the kitchen to kill the time. The task of watching the fire has long been thrown to Siberia to feed the dogs. All my thoughts are on worrying about Song Yu, I am afraid that he will not be able to resist his sister's offensive and give up. From then on, the torment of not being able to see each other anytime and anywhere really makes me feel uneasy. I want to stay by his side and accompany him Let him do whatever he wants to do.

In the previous life, my sister and Song Yu did not "officially divorce" until after my birthday. At that time, as an adult with full capacity for civil conduct, I naturally didn't need to worry about who I would live with in the future. I could live according to my own wishes. Make a free choice.

Every time I think of this, I wish I could go back in time to my 16th birthday. If I could have calmed down, if I hadn’t been so excited, if I had suppressed the resentment in my heart, maybe things would not have developed to the point where the sword is on the brink.

I can't guess how hard Song Yu went through a difficult psychological struggle before he finally decided to confess to me the fact that he and his sister had already divorced, just to give me a solemn promise, just because of my pleasure "I don't want to be a mistress, you have to divorce your sister first", he was willing to bear the huge pressure from his sister after the divorce was revealed in advance.

My sister has been strong since she was a child, with a kind face, but her methods are beyond the reach of ordinary people. As long as it belongs to her, she will not give up easily, even if it is a lot of troublesome guardianship.

As time passed by every minute and every second, more and more dense panic piled up in the chest and squeezed the heart fiercely, as uncomfortable as it was about to explode.

Song Yu's sudden appearance made my heart rise in my throat. He just stood quietly at the kitchen door and looked at me, his expression so flat that I couldn't see any clues.

I stopped the continuous rampage, and stood in the middle of the kitchen, staring at him. Although I didn't speak, what was conveyed between my eyes was the firmness in my heart, and my persistence in this unbearable relationship.

I don't know how long we have been looking at each other like this, Song Yu moved his steps and leaned towards me slowly, his powerful arms locked me firmly like a vise, I looked up at him, he smiled faintly, then bowed his head on me A light kiss on the forehead.

Song Yu's lips were trembling slightly, and my heart was also trembling. My sister still refused to give up the guardianship, and I knew it.

"Tongtong, I tried my best..." Song Yu rubbed his side face lovingly against my eyebrows, his voice filled with endless helplessness, "Your sister must..."

"Stop talking." I reached out to cover Song Yu's mouth to stop him from speaking, and I tried my best to keep my voice from shaking, "I'll go talk to my sister."

Song Yu pulled my hand away and held it tightly in his palm, with a peaceful smile on his face, I knew that he wanted to try to comfort me.

Sure enough, the next second he opened his mouth and told me: "Tongtong, your sister has already made the best plan for your future, and it's only four years. If Tongtong still loves me by then, I can start from Now wait for you until you come back to me."

"What did you say?" I didn't quite understand what Song Yu wanted to express, so I frowned and asked him, "What four years? Who said I'm leaving?"

Song Yu hesitated to speak, he was very embarrassed, it must be some unreasonable and unforgiving conditions from his sister, she thought that if Song Yu was really for my own good, she would have no position to refuse, in fact, Song Yu really did not refuse .

"If you really love me..." He wrapped his hands around Song Yu's waist desperately, buried his face deeply in his arms, panicked like a drum beating in his heart, and murmured like a mosquito in his mouth, "If you Really love me, don't let me go, I don't allow you to let go, you know?"

"Tongtong..." Song Yu sighed lightly, and the hands around my waist were tightly clenched into fists, so hard that I could feel the protruding muscles on his little arms.

"Song Yu..." This is the first time in my life to call Song Yu's name so seriously, I pulled my hand out of his palm and pushed him away gently, I forced myself not to yell at him impatiently , just looked up at him with a stiff neck, and said as calmly as possible, "Don't underestimate my love for you, Ruan Jitong fell in love with you for the first time since she was born. I'm very stubborn, and I won't let go of what belongs to me." After a pause, I took a deep breath before uttering the next sentence, almost word for word, "Ruan Jitong must not insist on something. I will lose to Ruan Jifeng."

"Tongtong, don't be emotional." Song Yu no longer pretended to be calm in front of me this time, he raised a wry smile at the corner of his mouth, the loneliness in his eyes was undisguised, "As long as it is beneficial to you, I am willing to make sacrifices. And as I said, I can wait for you, even if you change your mind after four years and won't come back..." Song Yu couldn't continue talking, his eyes were slightly red, and he just looked at me lovingly and tenderly , paused for a long time before completing what he had just said, "...I will wait for you too."

"Don't talk nonsense!" I stepped forward and pushed Song Yu hard, until he staggered back a few steps before holding onto the door frame to regain his footing.

"Don't talk nonsense!" I couldn't hold back the growl in my heart anymore, I rushed up angrily and punched and kicked Song Yu with hands and feet, shouting hoarsely while beating, "Call you nonsense! Call you nonsense! Call you Talking nonsense!"

Song Yu didn't fight back, didn't resist, and let me vent.

At the end of the fight, there was no strength left, and my voice was hoarse, I could only grab Song Yu's arms and beg him, the voice was so hoarse that even I couldn't hear it clearly: "Don't...don't... …don't want……"

"Tongtong." Song Yu hugged me tightly, his breath sprayed on top of my head, his voice choked up, "I didn't let go, and I will never let go, I'm sorry, it was my fault just now, I shouldn't waver, I'm not persistent enough."

"I don't want to go with my sister." All the snot and tears were wiped on Song Yu's body. I tried my best to express my wish to Song Yu, "I don't want to."

Song Yu bowed his head and kissed me, and wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes with his warm fingertips, and said while wiping: "I will have a good talk with your sister later when she packs up her things and comes downstairs, Don't worry, Tongtong, I won't let Jifeng take you away, even if she applies to the court for an injunction order, I won't let you go."

"Fool, I don't want you to break the law." I was instantly amused by Song Yu's words, how could I be willing to let him break the law, my sister is ruthless to him, but I am my sister's own brother anyway, she is the one who The only relative in this world, no matter what, she should also consider my feelings.

"I know my sister, she won't let you take away what belongs to her, so only if I come forward can there be room for maneuver." I wiped my face indiscriminately, stood up straight, grabbed Song Yu's hand and brought it to my mouth He kissed him, and then gave him a confident smile, "As long as you still want me, I won't leave."

"Tongtong..." Song Yu held my hand with his backhand and rubbed my knuckles gently, "I can give up everything except loving you."

"I wrote it down." I pointed to my heart, "It has also written it down, you don't have to go back on it."

"The word 'regret' has never been in Song Yu's dictionary." Song Yu grabbed my hand and pressed it on his left chest, and said very seriously, "Tongtong will know it after listening."

Time froze at this moment, and what was connected to my palm was Song Yu's heart. I could feel every beat of it clearly, listened quietly, and really heard its persistence.

2013-11-28

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