Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

The cold touch of the floor penetrated through the thin fabric from the knees to the limbs. I have never felt so cold, as if the blood in my whole body was approaching freezing point.

My sister's departure undoubtedly proved my victory in this tough battle, but I couldn't be happy at all. A place in my heart was completely emptied from this moment. What I lost and what I got was so unbearable. bear.

The gate of the lacrimal gland could no longer lock the surging tears. I cried wantonly. The heart-piercing cry echoed in the study room less than [-] square meters, which made my eardrums hurt and my dry throat Torn like a cracked Grand Canyon.

No matter what the final result is, I can't bear the fact that the person closest to me chooses to stand against me at this time, and abandons me so resolutely.

"Get up, it's easy to catch a cold." Song Yu, who heard the sound, hugged me gently from behind, leaning against my side, "My heart aches."

"My sister doesn't want me anymore. From now on, I only have you." Song Yu's soft words made me cry even harder. I almost buried my whole head in his arms. Only in this way can I feel We are not alone at this moment.

Song Yu forcibly picked me up from the ground, brushed my soft lips lightly, and told me so firmly and domineeringly: "I'm enough for you."

This time it's true, only Song Woo is left in my world, and I'm poor with nothing but him.

The next day, there were indeed reports about the relationship between me and Song Yu’s homosexuals, and by the way, I also dug up my previous relationship with Song Yu. Once this relationship is broken, my sister will definitely be involved, and my sister will be involved. Naturally, Asai couldn't escape after coming in, after all, they held a grand wedding in Tokyo two days ago.There is also the well-known Song Group behind Song Yu, and the younger brother Song Mi who exposed his sexuality earlier than Song Yu, and even Su Chen who is far away in Brussels. They all became victims of this innocent disaster. By.

Song Yu and I are not from the entertainment industry, but because he is the son of the Song family, our relationship was almost logically pushed to the forefront of public opinion after it was exposed, and swept the media in the shortest possible time. The headlines on the front page, blurry sneak photos and vivid text explanations, the paparazzi who wrote these reports seemed to have seen it with their own eyes, and one had to admire their superb imagination.

I’m so numb, I don’t want to find out why I was photographed secretly. Since this incident was premeditated, it would be useless no matter how careful we were. In China, the paparazzi are everywhere. precedent.

But life still has to go on. Knowing that the road ahead is difficult, I still have to move forward bravely, so I went back to school as usual, and Song Yu went back to Yushen Creative to work as usual.

I know what I'm going to face if I come out in public, but I don't want to be a coward in this matter at all, since someone has already made this decision for us, there is no other better way than to face it Walk.

I didn't deliberately avoid anyone, I just appeared in the classroom as a matter of course, and everyone looked at me at the same time, either curious, or contemptuous, or surprised... Even Lao Cao on the podium had a look on his face incredible.

"Sorry, I'm late." He smiled at Lao Cao and began to look for his seat.

My back was so hot that I was about to burn a few bloody holes. I knew that it was everyone's eyes on me, so I collected myself and sat down in a remote corner where no one was around. When I looked up again, I saw everyone's eyes. In a panic, he retracted his gaze from looking at me.

I listened very carefully to the next class, but Lao Cao seemed to be speaking out of standard, and his eyes would glance at me from time to time. I never knew that Lao Cao, who had always regarded himself as a scholar, was actually such a gossip .

After class, everyone passed by my row as if they had made an appointment, and glanced at me vaguely. This treatment is completely comparable to the national treasure giant panda, I laughed at myself in my heart.

Yan Jing got up from her seat and walked towards me when everyone was gone. I knew that she must have something to say to me after such a thing happened, so I didn’t get out of class. I think I Subconsciously, I have already regarded her as a friend. Ruan Jitong has too few friends, so I must cherish everyone around me who treats me sincerely.

"What do you want to know?" I smiled and looked at Yan Jing, and said to her calmly, "As long as it's not too personal, I'm happy to tell you."

"Ruan Jitong...I..." Yan Jing was hesitant to speak, her beautiful eyebrows were slightly frowned, but I could see that her eyes were very clear, she didn't despise me like other people, thinking that I like her sister Her ex-husband is a pervert.

"When did the class monitor talk so hesitantly?" I looked at Yan Jing's tangled expression with amused expression, and patted the chair beside me, "Sit down and talk, you still have 15 minutes, I'll wait for finance Class is coming."

"How can you be so indifferent?" Yan Jing suddenly raised her voice, stood still on the spot and didn't plan to sit down, her not-so-pretty face was full of sincere worries, "You know What does the media write about you now?"

"The slut who seduced my brother-in-law or the little girl who caused my sister and brother-in-law to divorce?" Actually, I was not untouched when I saw these sharp words, I just didn't want to waste precious time on those words. It has nothing to do with people, it is their freedom to write how they like, and I have no position to influence other people's views on this matter.

"You..." Yan Jing was held back by me, and soon blushed.

"Okay, I don't care what other people think of me." I took the initiative to get up and approach Yan Jing, and naturally took her hand and held it tightly, "Because those people have nothing to do with me, all I care about is what I care about What those people think of me, so, do you think I'm as despicable as the media wrote about me?"

"Of course not!" Yan Jing was a little excited, "How can you equate me with those people!"

"Isn't that enough?" I smiled to calm her emotions. "The mouth grows on other people's faces. It's their freedom to say what they want. Isn't it stipulated in the Constitution that the Chinese people have the right to freedom of speech."

Yan Jing was stunned for a moment, and suddenly stared at me with wide eyes: "Why do I feel as if I made the headlines and you came to comfort me?"

"Hehe." I am really happy to have such a friend, "But thank you very much."

"Don't thank me, it's too far-fetched." Yan Jing pursed her thin lips, and said somewhat falteringly, "I'm just... I'm just a little... worried..."

"I have been written like this, what could be worse?" I tried to comfort the little girl Yan Jing's heart as easily as possible, "And I really don't care, it's okay, don't worry."

"No." Yan Jing quickly explained, "I'm worried about the school... You know, this incident is too big, and I'm afraid it won't subside in a short time. I'm afraid the school will..."

"Are you afraid that the school will expel me in order to keep my reputation?" I said sharply what Yan Jing couldn't bear to say.

Yan Jing looked away slightly, and gave a soft "hmm".

Speaking of this issue, I really didn't think about it before. If a century-old prestigious school suddenly has a student like me who is deviant and corrupts the school spirit, I am afraid that the school will indeed be very troublesome. In addition, I was admitted as the number one student in the science department of City B back then. , should have received the courtesy of the school, but I didn't expect such an unexpected situation to occur, and I would find it difficult to do it differently.

"Should...you won't be expelled, right?" This time I smiled reluctantly. If I was expelled for this reason, which college in China would dare to admit me again?

I know how uncertain my tone sounds. If I am expelled from school as Yan Jing guessed, that is definitely the last thing I want to see. I always thought that falling in love is just a matter of two people. I never I didn't expect that such a relationship would one day affect my studies.I have worked so hard to study for a double degree. For the future of Song Yu and me, will all the two years of dedication be stifled?

2015-02-07