Rebirth of Jinse Nianhua

When I went up to the study on the second floor, my sister was already sitting upright on the sofa. The intimidating aura made me pause involuntarily. I didn't walk over until I adjusted my breathing and closed the door.

"Sister." I lowered my head and stared at my toes.

"Why do you still remember that I'm your sister?" My sister laughed sarcastically and teased meanly, "When the door slammed and shut me out, I thought you didn't remember who I was."

"Sister!" I couldn't stand this kind of dialogue, I raised my head suddenly, my eyes were hot, and I wanted to cry again before the match officially started.

"Tongtong, I'm your older sister." My sister's tone finally softened, looking at me with a tenderness that is not common in her eyes, "We are each other's only relatives in this world."

"I'm sorry." I kept shaking my head, I could already guess what my sister would say next, but, "But I can't help it."

"No." My sister has already stood up from the sofa, her slender knuckles are tightly clutching my hand, "There is a remedy for everything, as long as you are willing to turn around, sister will not blame you for losing your way for a while, as long as You listen to my advice."

I withdrew my hand from my sister's palm as if I was scalded by boiling oil, and at the same time stepped back several steps. It seems that this can better show my firm position. I can't accept my sister's suggestion. I can only tell her: " I love him."

"What do you love?!" My sister's face darkened, "Do you have any sense of shame for doing such a thing?!"

"Sister!" Tears could no longer be suppressed, and kept pouring out, "I hope you can respect my own choice."

"Do you want me to watch you choose a dead end but just stand by?" My sister became excited, "Ruan Jitong, I also hope you can respect my choice!"

Suddenly there was a bit of indescribable sourness in my heart, which squeezed my heart hard. I knew that one day my sister and I would stand on such an opposite side. I had experienced it once in the previous life, but when I met again There is still no way to be familiar with the time, she is my sister.

"Sister, I beg you." I don't want to care about the dignity or gold under the man's knees. I knelt down in front of my sister with a "plop", looking up at her with a crying face, "I beg you to let me go!" I'm willful once, I don't care what the result is, but I won't let go."

"What are you doing?!" My sister suddenly opened her eyes wide, and I clearly saw her hands hanging on her sides tremble slightly.

I raised my sleeve and wiped my eyes indiscriminately. I hoped that I would look a little tougher: "I just hope that my sister can understand what kind of person your brother is and what he needs."

"You confuse family affection with love." My sister turned her face away slightly, but even so I saw her eyes that were already a little red, "You are simply too dependent on him."

"You underestimated my feelings for him." I frowned deeply, feeling as if someone had poured cold water on me from head to toe.

Probably the mood was adjusted almost, the elder sister finally turned her face back, and her tone suddenly became hurtful like a blade: "But he is my ex-husband! He is your own sister's ex-husband! Do you know the power of it?" Relationship? Once you make it public, you will be written as a good bitch by all the media! This is traditional China! It is not a place where same-sex marriage is legal! You are so stubborn that you are destined to be stabbed in the back for the rest of your life!"

My sister's sharp words extinguished the little hope I had for her, and I couldn't help but sneer: "I'm a good man? Bitch? That's how my sister sees me."

As if realizing that she had made a slip of the tongue, a complex look quickly flashed in my elder sister's eyes, and the eyes rolled around in an inscrutable manner. Finally, she sighed and came over to help me up: "Get up first, I don't think it's very painful to kneel like this." Is it ugly?"

I slammed my sister's hand away, and when it comes to stubbornness, I'm definitely high: "I have to tell you, Song Yu and I only got together after you divorced!"

My sister was taken aback, but quickly realized: "The media don't care whether you were together before or after I divorced him. What they want is a topic full of gags! It's just magazine sales! Do you think they will listen to it? Are you making this pale explanation and then whitewashing your relationship?!"

"Sister, you really don't understand me at all." I smiled wryly and shook my head, "I don't need outsiders to understand me, I just need you to understand me."

"It's meaningless at all!" My sister raised her eyebrows, her cold expression made people shudder.

I pondered for a while, and said lightly: "But for me, this is enough."

"Ruan Jitong, you are crazy!" I could almost see the anger covering my sister's body. This time, I really pissed her off.

But on this road full of thorns, we are destined to hurt each other. It is not that I hurt her unilaterally or she hurts me unilaterally, but we hurt each other and our only relative in this world.

"Sister, I'm sure I've never been so sober." I'm neither humble nor overbearing. Things have developed to such a point that I am no longer so timid, but have become a lot calmer. "Since I was young, all my decisions have been almost It's all up to you to decide, because parents left early, you are used to making decisions for me in everything, and I will never disobey your wishes, but this time I will not allow you to make decisions for me."

Her chest was heaving violently. It seems that my words had a big impact on my sister. She glared at me angrily, her eyes wished she could swallow me up: "Do you know what a thing you are doing? Shocking thing!? You will embarrass me! You will shame the dead parents!"

"I said I'm sober!" I growled with red eyes, "I know what I'm doing and what I'm going to face if I persist in doing so! But so what? I love him! I can't leave him!"

The sound of a "slap" slapping the flesh shook my head. I have never tried my sister's slap in my two lifetimes. This slap was so fast, hard and accurate that I was almost deaf in my left ear and half of my face was numb. , only felt a stream of warm liquid winding down the corner of the mouth.

It's so cruel, I secretly find it funny.

Compared to my composure, my elder sister seemed a little at a loss. She looked at her right hand blankly. Maybe even she couldn't believe that she would actually hit me. In the past, no matter how naughty I was, she never touched me. Too rough, because my sister said that a civilized society does not need uncivilized behavior, but today she personally practiced the most uncivilized behavior she once despised.

"This slap seems to make me more awake." I grinned, the corners of my mouth hurt, so I must have smiled ugly, "Sister, have you relieved your anger?"

My sister finally came to her senses, seeing the bloodstains on the corner of my mouth, my pupils suddenly shrank, and she shook her head helplessly: "Tongtong, you are still too young, you haven't even made a decision yet, your future is full of countless possibilities, why? Why do you want to choose such a path with the most obstacles?"

"My biggest obstacle is you, sister."

The expression on my sister's face changed and changed, which was really unpredictable, and finally she told me: "No matter what, I'm always against it!"

I took a breath to relieve the depression in my chest: "Will you continue to stop me?"

My sister nodded firmly: "Yes, until you realize how wrong you are."

I bowed my head and thought for a while, and couldn't help feeling amused: "That is really a protracted battle, and it may last for a lifetime."

"Sister, I hope you are still the obedient and obedient Tongtong." The always strong sister finally couldn't hold back the tears in front of me. She squatted halfway in front of me and stared at me with her eyes that were shining with tears. , caressed the corner of my swollen mouth with trembling hands, "I know you blamed my sister for not being by your side all these years, and my sister also regretted that you went astray because of a momentary negligence. I can see that Song Yu is right You are fine, and you are also very dependent on him, but this kind of feeling is too heavy, and it is easy for people to lose themselves, can you really tell whether it is love or not?"

I didn't answer my sister immediately, because I always thought that the answer to this question didn't need to be explained to anyone at all. I also knew that my sister's words were not malicious. What she said was all from her heart. She was doing her best She guides me carefully, she expects me to go astray and walk on the path she thinks is right, she is discouraging me in her most gentle way, I know all of this, but I still find these words extremely harsh.

But I can't pretend that I didn't hear it, my throat was so dry, my voice was a little hoarse when I spoke again, and it was still the same three words: "I love him."

"Are you going to give up on my sister?" There was a clear cry in my sister's voice.

"No, I don't want to give up my sister." The grief in my chest was heavy, and I needed to restrain myself to continue to speak. I looked into my sister's eyes and paused every word, "It was my sister who gave up on me."

No matter how strong my sister was, she couldn't stand it anymore. Her thin body trembled violently, and the hands covering my face were tightly clenched into fists. I thought my sister felt that a slap wasn't enough, so I closed my eyes and waited for the next bad fight. The arrival of civilized behavior.

Unexpectedly, what I was waiting for was not the sound of fists hitting flesh, but the sad footsteps of my sister leaving, which was a bit chaotic, unlike her usual style of not changing face when a mountain collapsed.

Should I be honored?I actually shook Ruan Jifeng, who was always iron and blood.

2015-02-05