Emerald Grapefruit

Xiong Youqin is a person who listens to advice, thinks, and has the power to act.From the criticisms of Bao Qingtian and Yu Wenyou, she realized that the complexity of family far exceeds that of work.Contrary to what many people think, in fact, the workplace is much more tolerant of willfulness than the family, because you have countless opportunities to restart.As long as you realize your mistake, you can switch to another one and start over.The company's requirements are also very simple, as long as you can work.In addition, everyone is habitually restrained in front of outsiders, so compared to the family, the company is more tender.Looking at families, few people can restart, especially after having children.Most of them are reincarnated in the constant harm and forgiveness without knowing it.

For example, Xiong Youqin's own family looks harmonious and beautiful, but in fact, his parents have already transformed into family love.It's ridiculous, isn't it?Family?Two people who are not related by blood finally become relatives.The most ridiculous thing is that everyone takes it for granted.But Xiong Youqin felt something was wrong.Love is love, and feelings cannot be transformed. There is only one reason for transformation, which is numbness.Get used to the existence of a person, just like relatives, natural existence cannot be chosen, and all feelings are based on unchosen ties.Her mother was able to force her to marry into a top-notch family in the name of doing her best, and she was unconsciously cleaning up her mother's behavior, not because she was not angry, but because she had no choice but to accept her fate.No one can choose relatives, let alone parents and children, so everyone is used to accepting fate.

If Xiong Youqin was a person who accepted his fate, he wouldn't be living like he is today.So she began to reflect.From the observation of the surroundings, she has rarely seen love.As long as the husband and wife have grown up, the affection will disappear.When I was young, I encountered an incident that left a deep impression on me. A man and woman in their 40s were walking down the street holding hands, talking and laughing. When she was young, she said to her mother: "That couple is so loving."

But the mother curled her lips: "What couples, dogs and men, came out to steal. Love."

"Ah? Why?" Xiong Youqin didn't understand.

"How can an old husband and wife be so close?" Mom said as a matter of course.

Xiong Youqin was struck by lightning, at that time there was only one thought in mind, no wonder there was an extramarital affair!It turns out that traditionally, only love exists outside of marriage, while within marriage there is only habit and numbness.

After growing up, I found that not only couples, but also couples who have been together for a long time are prone to endless quarrels. Even after her and Tu Ze's good feelings faded, the only thing left was a rational one.The only couple who can make her feel love are the newly-acquainted Mu Jingming and his wife. Perhaps this is also the reason why she subconsciously went to find Bao Qingtian first.After seeing them, you can discover the difference between husband and wife.Those two extremely fierce people are different from the fake hysteria on TV. They have an indescribable tacit understanding that cannot be described in words. What I have to say is their eyes and aura.The contact is short, but shocking.

Of course, she also observed Yu Wenyou.In the first relationship, she thought it was normal, because although both of them were men, the pattern was no different from what she had observed since she was a child.What was unusual was with Zhuo Daonan, especially...strange.If it wasn't for the proof of Mu Jingming and his wife, she would probably feel that Yu Wenyou and Zhuo Daonan were the ones who were abnormal.But from a logical deduction, it is the family she has been in contact with since she was a child that is abnormal.Thinking deeper, the conclusion is easy to emerge, full of warmth, thoughts and desires, poor people are not qualified for love.I yearn for love, but when I really meet love around the corner, my brain instinctively starts to calculate at a speed exceeding the quad-core. Is this person suitable for me?If the brain is a little more stupid, it will only consider the conditions.Whether men can make money, whether women can work and give birth.What a primitive instinct!

There were constant phone calls and text messages from home urging her to go home. Xiong Youqin felt very painful when she thought of facing the three aunts and six wives in the village.Don't look at her understatement about having children out of wedlock. In fact, it will take countless battles to convince the family.The only advantage is that she doesn't go back often. Three aunts and six wives will bother her at most once every three to five years, while Tu Ze's mother may bother her every day.On the 29th of the twelfth lunar month, it was almost the last chance to go home for the New Year. Xiong Youqin got mad at her mother who called: "Didn't you say that if I don't bring Tu with me, I won't go back for the New Year?"

Aunt Chongde opened her mouth, not knowing how to reply.Facing a daughter who has grown rebellious bones since she was a child, and whose wings are so hard that the whole family is not as good as tied up, she has completely lost the ability to cope.Xiong Youqin is the authority of their family, even the whole village. Which one should you choose to obey tradition or obey authority?

Xiong Youqin emphasized again: "I don't want to go back for the New Year. You know what I have to deal with when I go back. You know what I hate to deal with since I was a child. You know it all, but you never protect me, for your face."

Behind the torn window paper is not light, but blood.Aunt Chongde was said to be the center of the matter, but she wanted to get angry but didn't dare.Although the son is well-behaved, he is not promising. After getting married and having children, he can only work as a farmer in the village.The times are changing, and the cost of raising children is getting higher and higher. Their family is already struggling, and there will be nothing they can do in the future.Her grandson needs his aunt's support, which has lasted for more than ten years.So even though she is a mother, she has to give in to her daughter.Her daughter earns more money than all the girls in the village, and is harder to deal with than all the girls she has ever seen in her life.

Knowing what she knew, Xiong Youqin was disappointed again.Look, saying that love turns into family affection is nothing more than embellishment. The truth is that all feelings no longer exist, and all that is left is the transaction.There is filial piety and kindness in discord among six relatives. The wise Lao Tzu saw through everything as early as 2000 years ago.

Angrily hung up the phone call from my hometown, followed by general weakness. There is a land of 960 million, and no one is home.The phone beeped, there was a missed call and a text message, and Tu asked her out for dinner.Hehe, another person who has a home and can't go back.The place is in her favorite western restaurant, resplendent and resplendent, infinitely close to her fantasy after watching TV when she was a child.She loves steak, and prefers the intoxication of being in a high-end restaurant.But today she refused, and said to Tu Ze: "Buy some food and make it yourself at home, will you come over or I will go over?"

Shocked, Tu Ze rushed to the village in the city where Xiong Youqin's rental house was located, and it took a lot of effort to stop the car.Like all poor working girls, Xiong Youqin lives in an extremely shabby place.In order to save rent, I chose a single room with extremely poor lighting, and the lights need to be on during the day.The floor is pink low-quality tiles, the dining table is folded, and there is a layer of fruit-patterned stickers on the table.When you move, you can sell it as second-hand, and the boss will tear off the sticker and replace it with a new one.From the tables and chairs to the pots and pans, there is one word: poor!

Xiong Youqin was in a bad mood, silently cooking braised pork.The kitchen was very narrow and couldn't accommodate two people, so Tu Ze had to hide in the toilet to wash vegetables.Two dishes and one soup were brought to the table, and the enamel rice bowl with a chipped corner weakened the effect of the shiny braised pork by a dozen points. Xiong Youqin suddenly smiled: "Eating a meal of braised pork when I was a child is the Chinese New Year."

They are all from poor children, and they feel the same way. Tu Ze nodded: "My family will make a pig's foot during the Chinese New Year, mainly for my father and me. In a good year, my mother and sister can get a dollar or two. In a bad year, we eat it. They watched. It's hard for my sister to look beautiful, God rewards me with food."

For Sister Tu, Xiong Youqin is very sympathetic.For those who are not even good at eating raw meat, Sanguan has already chopped it up and fed it to the dogs.I'm afraid it's only after being a child that I can eat, clothe and gain family status.So even though Sister Tu is also very aggressive, Xiong Youqin is much more tolerant of her.

Tu Ze continued, "I'm sorry for my sister."

Xiong Youqin said flatly: "It's your parents who are sorry for your sister."

"That's right," Tu Ze thought for a while, "Children shouldn't take on the responsibilities of their parents. That's called overstepping the responsibility. I'll just repay my sister in the future. I'm just worried about her future. She's a poor girl, she doesn't have enough IQ, and she will grow up." It's safer to be ugly, at least you won't have a heart higher than the sky." Sister Tu's happiness can only be waited for when her beauty grows old and An An becomes a stepmother.What class and knowledge are the men who are willing to dink?In universal values, a woman is a womb, not a human being.As a man, he never thought about the badness of the inequality between men and women. Since he was worried about his sister's marriage, he wished he could fall into the feminist camp.Because he will have a daughter and a granddaughter, and the thought of his children being humiliated by smelly men like his sister is unbearable!

Xiong Youqin suddenly thought of Xiong Gui, and said to Tu Ze: "There is a girl named Xiong Gui in our village who is very beautiful. Beauty is the greatest value of a woman, so everyone ignores other things, and the result is tragic. It's not as ugly as us, If you don’t use your brain, you won’t survive.”

"You're not ugly, you're just ordinary." Tu Ze asked, "Is Xiong Gui the one who spread the rumor that grapefruit has AIDS?"

"Yup."

"how is it now?"

Xiong Youqin sneered: "I was tricked. The rumors of AIDS infected her. Although the hospital proved it for her, but the Chinese people! The psychology is gloomy. I always think that if you know dirty disease, you must be dirty. How can an innocent girl know?" Those? Besides, I quarreled with her and publicly said that she had an abortion, and there was an explanation afterwards, but I knew at that time that the rumor would definitely not include my explanation. I am such a ruthless woman."

"I can see it!" Tu Ze didn't care, a woman who had no means met his rascally parents, and there was nothing left.The retarded ugly girl who was tricked by them now cries every day.Things started because of him, but he couldn't do anything about it.It was his parents who bought him, but it was her parents who sold him.For a person without personality, asking her to escape from her parents' dominance is tantamount to wishful thinking.I used to think that a person's sadness is a certain reason, like a fragment, and the golden road can be achieved by removing the fragment.Only now do I know that sorrow is a net, tight and solid, if you want to break free, you must never use the hands of others.Just like him, all he can do is to give up part of his benefits in exchange for a powerful wife so that he won't die.Thinking of this, he said with great comprehension: "Youqin, I want to be a good father. I don't regard the child as a private property, and respect his personality. I want to raise a person, not an animal."

Xiong Youqin suddenly felt that her throat was so swollen that she couldn't breathe. She was an animal, and now she had begun to carry the nephew's upbringing funds for the next ten years.If it is said that before the nephew was born, she still had admiration for her parents, but after the nephew was born, the whole family's attitude that she should take care of her as a matter of course made her extremely desperate.There are probably few people in the world who are as contradictory as she is, both emphasizing interests and feelings, mixed and entangled endlessly.Tu Ze's words made her shudder.How is she different from cattle?What is the difference between slaughter and livestock?It turned out that both of them were livestock.

Tu Ze asked again, "What do you think?"

Xiong Youqin calmed down and said: "I have the same sympathy with you."

"So I like your courage in struggle and strength of resistance." Tu Ze smiled, "During the days when Yuzu was wronged, I was impressed by your fierce fighting power. I am very cowardly. My mother took care of me when I was a child, and my sister helped me after studying." .So I like strong women, because cowards like me need protection."

"Well, I like to meddle in my own business." Xiong Youqin laughed.She no longer thinks that Tu Ze is cowardly. Those who are brave enough to admit their weaknesses usually take their weaknesses as the target to overcome, and they will conquer them sooner or later.

Tu Ze said: "Youqin, although you always act cold-blooded, I have seen your compassion many times in the previous relationship. For example, helping Youzi resist public opinion, such as scolding the people of Gel Xiong Village for their short-sightedness. It seems that it is you You are very irritable, but you are actually considering the overall interests. To be honest, I was very unhappy about your conflict with my parents at first, but suddenly one day I figured it out. You are willing to conflict with them because you want to live with me. Otherwise, with your personality, irrelevant people will turn around and leave."

Xiong Youqin asked with a smile, "When did you find out?"

"When you turned around and left."

Xiong Youqin laughed loudly: "Didn't expect that?"

"I didn't expect that. To tell you the truth, when you broke up, I thought you were playing hard to get. Because if you really leave, the whole society will be against you." Tu Ze sneered, "I didn't cheat or have any domestic violence. Turn in the salary card, a peerless good man, you, a contrived woman, don't cherish it! The crime is unforgivable! The in-laws are not good? The man is fine, you are so domineering! You are cheap!"

Xiong Youqin thumped the table and laughed loudly: "Classic! The lines are too classic!"

Tu Ze said with a blank face: "Everyone persuaded me like that. What I thought at the time was, if you want to have a daughter, you have to climb to immigrate! Slot!"

Xiong Youqin stretched out his thumb: "The artist is very sensitive!"

Tu Ze curled his lips: "What's the sharpness? When I was looking for a partner for my sister, several of the ones my sister rejected were scolded like this. The lines are exactly the same, and there is nothing new. My sister is a pity. She is uneducated and her father Mom raises crooked, but you don’t need to be a cat or a dog to say contemptuously, a woman who has no fertility, I can afford to marry her! I’ll wipe it! Why can’t I live?”

Xiong Youqin said with emotion: "It's not in vain to raise your younger brother. It's better than my younger brother!" She didn't raise her younger brother much, but her dear younger brother who grew up together gave birth to a baby and threw it to him , too shameless.

"By the way," Xiong Youqin asked again, "Am I really weird and smart? I hate my family and support my family, but I hate it so much and I can't let it go. Is it crazy?"

Tu Ze looked sympathetic: "We love each other for a reason!"

"Okay!" Xiong Youqin raised his teacup, "For our common reasons, we will be together for a hundred years!"

Tu Ze burst into laughter: "I want to end the custom of raising livestock in my family! For our ideals! Cheers!"