Specific gravity

Xuanzhao lived every day in the United States in the blink of an eye.

The company was just on the right track, and there were many things that required him to make decisions. Various documents urging him to sign were stuffed into his mailbox like snowflakes.

Xuan Zhaochang rented an apartment, and the agent knew that he needed to bake at home, so he thoughtfully prepared all the materials in advance.With a refrigerator full of ingredients, it is enough to make ten or twenty puppies.

He deals with the backlog of documents for the day at night, sleeps for three or four hours, wakes up at 05:30 in the morning, then handles some things in the company, and attends the meeting online at 09:30; the afternoon time is his own, he will look online A food blogger's video, to see how the cakes are decorated; in the evening, he went to wait for Cen Baiyan outside the school gate. So I stubbornly took the most stupid way, standing at the school gate and waiting.

The puppy on the second day was strawberry flavored, and the third day was kiwi, but without exception, Cen Baiyan threw them into the tin trash can.

Cen Baiyan didn't even say a word to him, but Xuan Zhao told himself that it didn't matter.

My mother taught me that I should treat him well, very good, very good.

The cake on the fourth day was made of blueberry jam——Xuan Zhao drew a particularly exaggerated bowknot on the puppy’s ears as shown in the video tutorial. He leaned on a cane in one hand and held the cake box in the other , quietly waiting by the flower bed outside the school gate.

Some students in the school began to wonder who this handsome Asian man was waiting for. It was completely dark around six o'clock. A curious boy came up and asked him if he was waiting for someone. Xuanzhao didn't answer, but smiled politely but distantly. smiled.

He waited by the flower bed until nightfall, the surroundings were silent, and Cen Baiyan hadn't appeared yet.

—Maybe he has no class today, maybe he went out with friends, maybe he changed his way home.

Xuanzhao's cheeks were icy cold from the wind, he sneezed with his head down, leaned on a walking stick, and walked away.

From this point of view, his left leg is actually very lame, but Xuan Zhao is too strong. When there are other people around, he is always used to stretching his shoulders and back tightly. He also tries to maintain his balance when walking, trying not to let himself His physical flaws are too obvious.

But at this moment when the night was quiet and there was no one inhabited, he was finally willing to let himself relax a little bit and let his fragility show a little bit.

In the inconspicuous small bookstore on the corner of the street, Cen Baiyan stood by the window, watching Xuan Zhao's back gradually disappearing from sight with a blank face.

He went to another campus today to sit in on an old professor's architectural mechanics class. After class, he went back to the dormitory. In the evening, Xu Mingyang dressed up beautifully. He asked him if he wanted to go to a gay bar to have sex, but Cen Baiyan refused.

"Hello boring," Xu Mingyang put on a bow tie in front of the full-length mirror, "Have you heard that there is a handsome Chinese guy waiting for someone at the school gate these days."

Cen Baiyan turned a page of the book: "No."

"Kyle secretly took a photo of him and sent it to me. It's the one I like. It's thin waist and long legs, very elegant." Xu Mingyang raised his eyebrows. "It's completely my style. I plan to strike up a conversation tomorrow."

Cen Baiyan paused with his fingertips, and then said, "It's up to you."

"It's up to you or not, and I'm not asking for your opinion," Xu Mingyang winked at him, "Brother, I'm leaving, don't hold the door for me tonight, a spring night is worth a thousand dollars."

Cen Baiyan was too lazy to talk to Xu Mingyang, a butterfly, and continued to read.

The clock on the table made a "tick" sound, which made Cen Baiyanwen unable to calm down. The weather forecast said that there would be a major drop in temperature today, and the temperature was expected to drop to about ten degrees.

Ten degrees.

Cen Baiyan was upset, he closed the book with a "snap", leaned back in the chair, raised his hand and squeezed the space between his eyebrows.

He told himself that he didn't care about Xuan Zhao, he was just bored in the house for a long time, so he came out for a walk.

Then he walked to this inconspicuous small bookstore, opened Xuanzhao by the window, was shivering from the cold, and finally left on crutches.

At 42:[-], Cen Baiyan glanced at the time.

Yesterday he stayed in the laboratory until half past nine before coming out, and Xuan Zhao was still waiting there.

It seemed that it was too cold today, so he couldn't wait.

——It’s okay to leave, I can have nothing else to do when he leaves.

The coffee in hand had been cold for a long time, Cen Baiyan drank it all in one gulp, the bitter taste rose from the base of his tongue, he let out a breath, got the waiter to pay the bill, just walked out of the bookstore, when he raised his eyes, he was stunned——

Xuan Zhao came back again, still standing at the same position by the flower bed, the hem of the windbreaker was curved by the wind.

The weather was cold, Xuanzhao had been standing for a long time, and his knees couldn't bear it. There was a bench in the small park in front of him. He thought about sitting there for a while, but before he sat down, he turned around and came back.

After all, the small park is some distance away from the school, where he can't see Cen Baiyan first, what if they miss it?

He promised Cen Baiyan that if he wanted to give Cen Baiyan a gift for his 20th birthday, he must deliver it, and he would not miss the appointment.

Cen Baiyan was stunned for a moment, then sat down at the table again.

On the fourth day, Cen Boyan still did not show up, and Xuan Zhao waited until late at night before leaving. His left leg was very stiff, and his hand on crutches could not use his strength, and his back was even more staggering than before.

Outside the small bookstore, Cen Boyan leaned against a street lamp and smoked. The ash fell on the corner of his clothes and he gently brushed it off with his fingers.

His face was as deep as water, and there seemed to be a cold pool in his eyes.

There was a lump of solid ice on his chest, wrapping the bloody heart, and Cen Baiyan made this lump of ice invincible in front of Xuan Zhao, only in this way could he protect himself.However, he has worked so hard, but there is always a part of himself in his body that is always out of control uncontrollably, reminding Cen Baiyan how, how much he loved Xuanzhao, so that he saw Xuanzhao's staggering back, There will still be a dull pain in the heart.

A crack appeared on the solid ice, and Cen Baiyan closed his eyes heavily, saying in his heart that it was all fake, everything was fake.

Xuan Zhao can deliberately get sick in order to win his sympathy. He is such an unscrupulous person. As long as he can achieve his goal, he will be more ruthless to himself than anyone else.

Cen Baiyan lowered his head and took a deep breath.

——Why are you approaching me this time?Who are you going to take revenge on?I'm already like this, is there any use value for you?

He didn't show up yesterday, and Cen Boyan thought that Xuan Zhao would never come again, but on the fifth day, when he walked out of the school with his bag on his back, Xuan Zhao was still waiting for him with a smile on his face.

This time he was carrying two cake boxes in his hand.

"Bo Yan," Xuan Zhao said, "you didn't come yesterday, so I brought yesterday's cake with me."

With an indifferent expression, Cen Baiyan took the two boxes silently.

Xuan Zhao waited for him to throw the two puppies into the tin trash can together, but this time Cen Baiyan did not.

"Okay, thank you." Cen Baiyan said.

He didn't lose it!

Xuanzhao was overjoyed, and a gleam of joy quickly floated in his eyes: "Yesterday was blueberry jam, today is chocolate, you don't like sweets, so I didn't put too much—"

"I accept it." Cen Baiyan looked at Xuan Zhao and interrupted him, "Starting tomorrow, can you not come?"

Xuan Zhao was startled, and then lowered his eyelashes in a panic: "I don't know how to find you, so I came back to your school."

"What are you looking for me for?"

Cen Baiyan looked extremely tired, and he no longer wanted to go around in circles with Xuan Zhao.

"If there is anything in your plan that can use me, just say it directly, there is no need to torment yourself so much."

Xuan Zhao frowned slightly: "I didn't think so."

"I don't want to know what you are thinking," Cen Baiyan said calmly, "I said it long ago, we are both settled. I will pay you back everything I can. My mother is sorry for you, and I admit that you used me. .What else you want to do and play is your business. I will not stop you, but can you...can you."

Having said that, Cen Baiyan raised his head slightly, and closed his eyes unbearably.

Xuan Zhao's face was pale: "Can you do something?"

Cen Boyan's forehead twitched. For the first time in front of Xuanzhao, he showed a hint of irritable emotion, and said depressingly: "Can you fucking stop appearing in front of me again? You have to remind me again and again Do I think of how stupid | how naive I was?"

Xuan Zhao lowered his head, and his turned up collar covered his thin cheeks.

"I accepted the birthday present," Cen Baiyan gave Xuan Zhao a deep look at the end, "My 20th birthday wish is——"

Xuan Zhao had a premonition of what he was going to say, and tightly closed his five fingers holding the walking stick, and the veins on the back of his hand were clearly visible.

"Forget about you completely." Cen Baiyan's voice was calm.

The corners of Xuan Zhao's lips hidden under his collar slightly curled up.

He has been tortured by illnesses all his life, and he is doomed to die a bad death, and this time he really has a bad life.

All the oaths I've sworn will come true.