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After the results of the second model were posted, He Jiashi's face turned pale. He didn't even look carefully at how many points he had scored and how many places he got. All he could think of was the "10" after Qin Yan's name.

He is now sitting in the corner of the last row of the classroom, half a classroom away from Qin Yan, and he can't even see the back of Qin Yan's head.

But he could imagine how uncomfortable Qin Yan must be at this moment.Qin Yan put in so much effort, from the time he opened his eyes in the morning to the time he lay down on the bed at night, his eyebrows didn't even relax for a minute.

He Jiashi's grades are still not satisfactory. According to this ranking, according to previous years, one book is not enough, but two books are more than enough.

He has had enough.

Except for the time when He Jiashi worked so hard and focused on provincial experiments, He Jiashi had never been a good student for a few days.However, both the amount of knowledge and the difficulty of the questions in the senior high school entrance examination are far less than one-tenth of the college entrance examination. There is really nothing to compare.

He Jiashi didn't know what was wrong with Qin Yan, let alone how he could help him.

These days, Qin Yan has closed himself up in an almost decisive way. He will still lean on He Jiashi when he sleeps, kiss He Jiashi, and even comfort each other, but his eyes are always alienated. Erratic.

This was a kind of strangeness that had never happened between the two of them. Even if He Jiashi was slow, he understood that Qin Yan didn't want to talk to him.

Qin Yan still loves He Jiashi, relies on He Jiashi, but no longer trusts He Jiashi.In other words, he could understand He Jia when he no longer trusted him.

At 10:30 in the evening, the students in the class left one after another, and the doorman's urging voice came from the corridor, but Qin Yan ignored it and sat at the desk as before.

He Jiashi came over and gently squeezed his shoulders, not daring to make any more subtle movements, just said, "Qin Yan, let's go, let's go home."

However, Qin Yan seemed not to hear it, still sitting in his seat, looking at the answer analysis in his hand.

He Jiashi wanted to urge him to say a few words, but he couldn't say anything.

Qin Yan finally closed the book when the doorman walked into the classroom, took a light to shine on Qin Yan, and shouted in a muddy voice, "Let's go, go back quickly, and come to study tomorrow."

Qin Yan ignored He Jiashi, and just walked forward with his head down, while He Jiashi followed closely behind him.

He Jiashi's heart was numb, and seeing that there were no students left on the road, he stood side by side with Qin Yan, took his hand, and called him softly, "Yanyan."

Qin Yan's brows furrowed deeper, he pursed his lips, and remained silent.

Under the dim street lamp and the hazy moonlight, He Jia carefully looked at Qin Yan's pale and thin face, feeling pain like a needle in his heart.

He took a deep breath, "Yanyan, just tell me if you feel uncomfortable, okay?"

Qin Yan suddenly stopped. He looked at the busy traffic on the main road, and then his eyes finally fell on He Jiashi's face, "What do you want me to tell you? How stupid and stupid I am?"

He Jia was taken aback for a moment, he didn't expect Qin Yan to react like this, he squeezed Qin Yan's hand, sweating profusely, he couldn't help but speak a lot louder, "I... how could I think you're stupid? What did you say?"

When Qin Yan looked at He Jia quietly, his face was full of impatience, "You don't think I'm stupid, you don't think I'm stupid, I think I'm stupid, right?"

His face became more and more indifferent, and a few traces of resentment flashed in his eyes, "He Jiashi, do you really want to see my jokes?"

He Jiashi's mouth widened, he was so angry and furious that he didn't speak for a long time.

Qin Yan's heart throbbed. He knew he had said something wrong, but he had no intention of apologizing. He was really annoyed.

He lowered his eyes, turned and walked forward, He Jiashi followed behind him, wondering what kind of temper Qin Yan was throwing.

He Jiashi stared at Qin Yan's head. After a long time, he finally shouted, "Qin Yan, what are you thinking? Why are you angry with me?"

"Stop! Do you still have a heart? Don't you know how I treat you? I can't wait to hold you in my hands. You said I want to see you laugh?"

Qin Yan's heart seemed to be placed on a charcoal grill, tormenting repeatedly, he took a deep breath, ignored He Jia, and when he reached the door of the house, he took out the keys.

The keyhole was very rusted. Qin Yan squeezed the key and inserted it twice, but he still couldn't unscrew it. His hands trembled unnaturally. With a single force, the key broke inside.

Qin Yan was already upset, anxious and irritable, but this time he finally found an outlet. He pulled out the broken key and threw it on the ground, tears falling down.

The lights in the corridor were already broken, and He Jiashi couldn't look at him, so he was already dissatisfied. Seeing that Qin Yan broke the key, he couldn't help complaining, "What happened?"

When Qin Yan turned his back to He Jia, he lowered his head and tried to pick out the half-broken key from the small hole. He was both irritated and wronged, and tears fell on his hands. He didn't speak, for fear of choking and leaking from his throat. .

He Jiashi sighed, and urged from behind him, "Don't do it, it won't work, go to the hotel to stay overnight, and find someone to unlock it tomorrow."

Qin Yan was still standing in front of the door, but the movements of his hands stopped.

He Jiashi saw that he didn't move, perhaps because of telepathy, he felt something was wrong with Qin Yan.He grabbed Qin Yan's hand, but felt a piece of dampness.

He Jia was stunned for a moment, and the fire disappeared halfway. He instinctively pulled Qin Yan to his side, held Qin Yan's face, carefully wiped the tears on Qin Yan's face with his thumb, and then hugged Qin Yan. into his arms, and patted him on the back lightly, "Why are you crying again? I was so angry all the way, but I started to cry first."

When he said this, Qin Yan felt even more uncomfortable, his shoulders trembled violently, and he shuddered into a ball in He Jiashi's arms.

He Jiashi's heart ached immediately, and he only hated himself for trying to speak quickly and saying the wrong thing.He repeatedly kissed Qin Yan's hair and ears, and said in a very soft and slow voice, "Don't cry, baby, my heart is about to break."

Qin Yan lay on his shoulder, clenched his teeth, and tried hard not to let his cry overflow.

He was panting violently and sobbing, as if he wanted to vent all the grievances and unwillingness he had had these days.

He Jiashi stroked his back, his heart was wet from Qin Yan's tears, his nose was sore, even his eye sockets felt swollen, and he whispered, "Yanyan, I love you, I love you. "

When Qin Yan finally calmed down from his strong emotions, He Jiashi took Qin Yan's hand and said, "Come on, let's stay in the hotel for the night first." When he reached the steps, he still reminded Qin Yan, "Be careful on the steps. Word"

A strange warm current flowed through Qin Yan's body, his nose was sore, he let out an "um", and almost burst into tears again.

When they arrived at the hotel, He Jia asked Qin Yan to sit on the bed first, while he squatted in front of Qin Yan. He grabbed Qin Yan's hand, "Yanyan, I..."

He Jiashi was not very eloquent, and he was afraid that his words would make Qin Yan even more sad. After thinking for a long time, he finally said, "Yanyan, I'm just like you. It's my first college entrance examination and first love. Take good care of you, but I... I don't know how to treat you well."

Moisture filled Qin Yan's eyes. He bit his lower lip and finally admitted, "You are already fine. It's not your problem, it's my own."

He Jiashi shook his head, "No, that's not the case."

"You know, I often think these days, if my mother is here, what will she tell you, and how will she ease your heart?"

He Jiashi laughed at himself, "But I'm not her, I can't do it."

The tears in Qin Yan's eyes fell again and landed on the back of He Jiashi's hand.

Qin Yan lowered his head. At this moment, he seemed to feel that he was an unreasonable child.

But he was too scared, afraid that he would get worse and worse, afraid that he would never go back to the exam, afraid that he would not be able to go to a good university, afraid that he would be looked down upon, and afraid that Qin Jianguo's words would eventually come true.

"No matter how high-minded you are, you can only live a second-rate life"

"Jiashi, I'm so scared."

He Jiashi was in pain like a needle prick all over his body, he got up and hugged Qin Yan, "Don't be afraid, I am here, I will always be with you."

He Jiashi's embrace was warm and firm, Qin Yan also hugged He Jiashi vigorously, he finally felt a little more at ease in his heart, but still felt that it was not enough, he said again, "Jiashi, you hug me."

He Jiashi hugged him even harder, "Hold him, Yanyan."

Qin Yan was still dissatisfied, the hole in his heart grew bigger and bigger with the beating sound of the hands of the clock, and finally swallowed him.

He was too scared, too anxious.

He was eager and dissatisfied, like a drowning man desperately grabbing the last straw, desperate and helpless, his voice choked up again, "Jiashi, hug me, hug me."

He Jia was taken aback for a moment, and finally understood what Qin Yan needed, those secret desires that Qin Yan himself had never been able to see, radiated a faint light in this silent night.

He Jiashi pressed all over Qin Yan's body. First, he left a kiss on Qin Yan's forehead, and then, along the bridge of his high nose, it meandered all the way to the two red lips.

His hands didn't stop, they ran down the seam of his trousers, reaching down...

The moon that night was shy and hid behind the heavy gauze mist, while the wind with the scent of flowers blew the curtains, sending the blurred moonlight to the two undulating figures.

They are tightly bound, as one.

The author says:

finally, finally