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He Jiashi liked Qin Yan for so many years, and he would feel flustered even when he frowned, let alone now that he was crying out of breath in his arms.

He suddenly became wilted, there was no anger left, only a deep self-blame left in his heart: How could he treat Qin Yan like this.

How could he treat the person he loves the most?

How could he treat the person who treated him best in the world like this?

His heart seemed to be firmly pinched by a pair of ruthless big hands, and then tore hard, the sharp pain made him almost breathless.

"Yanyan, I was wrong, don't cry, please don't cry."

In the past half a year, He Jiashi hadn't quarreled with Qin Yan, but in the past, the two of them had been stumbling constantly. It was common for someone to quarrel with whom, and whoever scolded whom. I won't take it too seriously.

He Jiashi couldn't figure out why Qin Yan's reaction was so violent this time.

He frowned, feeling really uncomfortable from Qin Yan crying in his heart, but there was nothing he could do, he could only pat Qin Yan's back in a flustered and helpless way, and asked softly, "Why are you crying, I don't blame you Ah Yanyan."

He liked Qin Yan so much that he regarded Qin Yan as the most precious thing in his life. How could he blame Qin Yan?

In fact, he didn't care at all how much he had done for Qin Yan, or how much he had done for this "family".Whether it's grocery shopping, cooking, or cleaning, even making dumplings on New Year's Eve, he is willing to do everything.It's nothing.

Just because he was willing to give unconditionally for Qin Yan and take care of Qin Yan with all his strength, the relationship between the two of them didn't need to be called fair at all.

Those complaints and dissatisfaction are mostly indiscriminate words under anger and loss, but in the final analysis, they are all because of distress.

I feel sorry for Qin Yan sitting at the desk for a whole day, feel sorry for his deeply furrowed brows, and the tiredness between his eyebrows and eyes.

He Jiashi was not an eloquent person, and his words might not be very nice, but now he was flustered and scared, and he didn't know how to comfort the person in his arms, so he could only apologize repeatedly, but in the end it didn't work.

In the end, Qin Yan finally gave some reaction, he shook his head lightly, still lying on He Jiashi's shoulder, only shed tears, but didn't speak.

He Jiashi's heart was wet, he took Qin Yan's hand, sat on the sofa with him, then opened his arms, letting him lie on his chest.

While stroking Qin Yan's hair, he comforted Qin Yan in a low voice, "Yanyan, don't cry, I don't dislike you for not working, and it's not because the Chinese New Year is not. I... just watch you study at home every day, it's too hard I want you to rest and adjust your mood."

He Jiashi didn't know the twists and turns in Qin Yan's heart, he only felt wronged when he was beaten up by him, and he still said, "It's my fault, I shouldn't be mean to you, I shouldn't scold you you."

Qin Yan buried his head deeper into He Jiashi's chest, and wept vigorously, as if to vent.

After suppressing it for so long, tonight, he seemed to have finally found an opportunity in He Jiashi to release all his long-standing anxiety, boredom, and impatience.

His pain was not because of He Jiashi at all, but because of the long-standing pressure in his heart.

However, He Jiashi didn't understand these things, and even Qin Yan himself didn't necessarily understand them.

When He Jiashi looked at Tao Ying's portrait on the TV cabinet, his heart ached.

He obviously promised to take good care of Qin Yan, and he swore that he would never quarrel with him again. It was obviously just trivial matters, and he just felt sorry for Qin Yan.

He didn't know why things had turned into this way, and he didn't know how to stop Qin Yan's tears, as if no matter how much he coaxed and persuaded him, Qin Yan would never be happy.

Subconsciously, He Jiashi was startled, yes, why has Qin Yan been so unhappy all this time.

He suddenly became nervous, put his arms around Qin Yan, and whispered cautiously in his ear, "Yanyan, it's my fault today, I shouldn't be harsh on you."

Qin Yan shook his head.

He Jia asked again, "Did I make a mistake recently that made you unhappy?"

Qin Yan shook his head again.

He Jiashi had no choice but to cup his face and kiss his forehead, nose tip and mouth corners repeatedly.The soft and short kiss did not contain any erotic meaning, but only contained infinite love, "Yanyan, I love you so much, and I will never attack you again. I promise you."

Normally, Qin Yan loves He Jiashi's gentle kisses like this. This kind of kiss does not seem to happen between young lovers, but rather between relatives.

They have walked together for so many years and experienced so much wind and rain together, and they have long regarded each other as relatives in their hearts.

Whenever He Jiashi kissed him like this, he always felt extremely peaceful in his heart, as if the years had always been quiet and the person he cherished was always there.

However, today, this same kiss could not free Qin Yan from his enormous pain, on the contrary, this warmth made him feel even more wronged.

He Jiashi still kissed him, "Be good, don't cry, okay?"

Qin Yan leaned on He Jiashi's body, but tears grew more and more.

It seems that the more He Jiashi loves him and loves him, the more wronged he feels and the more downcast he feels.

After a long time, He Jiashi saw that he was still sobbing, so he stopped comforting him, just hugged him in his arms, gently stroked his back, and accompanied him silently.

He thought in his heart, maybe Qin Yan was just under too much pressure, maybe he would feel better if he cried out.

He didn't want to force Qin Yan anymore.

The heating in the house is very good, and each other's emotions fluctuate violently. The two hug each other, but they are covered in sweat after a while.

When He Jiashi wanted to separate from Qin Yan a little, Qin Yan would hug him even tighter, with an anxious and irritable expression on his face, like a child who cannot leave an adult.

This thought made He Jiashi's heart melt into a puddle of water. Looking at Qin Yan's red eyes and nose, he couldn't help thinking, how could Qin Yan be so attractive to someone he likes?

He felt itchy and sore in his heart, and couldn't help but tap Qin Yan's sweaty nose with his fingertips, and comforted him, "I'm here, I'm here, I'll always be with you, always be with you looking at you."

He Jiashi turned off the TV with the remote control, and the whole world was peaceful.

Qin Yan gradually calmed down in his arms, his red and swollen eyes slowly closed, and the arm that tightly hugged He Jiashi finally softened, and fell to the sofa.

He Jiashi carefully picked him up, walked steadily to the bedroom, and put him on the bed.

As soon as he put Qin Yan down, Qin Yan woke up.

Qin Yan's eyes were swollen into walnuts, and it was difficult to blink, so he quickly grabbed He Jiashi's hand.

He Jiashi immediately squatted down in front of him, touched his forehead with his hand, and his voice trembled when he spoke, "I'll get you a towel to wipe your face, pour you a glass of water, and I'll be right back."

Qin Yan nodded.

He Jia breathed a long sigh of relief, poured a glass of water and brought it to Qin Yan with a spoon, "Come, drink some water."

Qin Yan watched him for a while, then sat up, ignored the spoon that He Jiashi extended over, took the teacup instead, and drank up the water.

He Jia smiled. He took the empty glass and gently wiped Qin Yan's face with a wet towel until all the tears were wiped off.

Then, he pulled back the quilt, lay down, turned off the light, wrapped Qin Yan into his arms, kissed his ear, and said warmly, "Yanyan, go to sleep, I'll be with you."

Qin Yan let out a "hmm", but didn't close his eyes.

"Why don't you sleep?" After a while, He Jia asked in a low voice with his arms around him.

Qin Yan was silent for a long time, but finally broke down in the boundless darkness and silence, and said, "Jiashi, I'm afraid."

The author says:

Please comment a lot, my wife is so cold!