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After that day, He Jun's attitude towards He Jiashi changed drastically. I don't know whether it was because of his conscience, or He Jiashi's threat and reckless attitude frightened He Jun. He no longer mocked his son, nor disciplined him. He, father and son often did not speak a word for several days.

In the end, even Aunt Li couldn't stay in this house any longer, and often made peace on behalf of the father and son.

After going through this dispute, He Jiashi no longer cared about He Jun's thoughts, or rather, he tried to convince himself not to care.

He also thought that he could do it, but even though he said he didn't care and didn't care, he still felt resentful all the time.

Just as He Jun has been secretly hating He Jiashi, He Jiashi has also accumulated resentment towards this family day by day and year after year for the past 16 years.

It's just that, before, they still had a bit of pretentious decency between each other, and those dark and raging anger hadn't turned to the surface. Now, with Jiang Lan's departure, they didn't even have the last bit of perfunctory and forbearance. There is nothing left, all the waves are all fully displayed.

Only resentment towards each other remains.

He Jiashi's life was as usual, school, home, two o'clock and one line, and on Sunday, he would go to Qin Yan's place, the two of them cuddled together to do homework for a while, and then went to the shopping mall to have a good meal.

At first, Qin Yan was very worried about him, but He Jiashi always said, "It's okay, I don't care at all."

He still eats and drinks what he should eat and drink. During the recess, he jokes and makes noises, and he can't take a minute off.

Slowly, Qin Yan finally felt relieved, only felt that He Jiashi was hurt by his parents and wanted to let go.

However, when Qin Yan couldn't notice him, He Jiashi became more and more silent.

Wang Laidi didn't talk much, and He Jiashi didn't talk too much. Sometimes, He Jiashi didn't speak once for several consecutive classes.

He often sits in a daze, sometimes listening to the class, watching the teacher "scrape" some unclear characters on the blackboard, and then his thoughts suddenly stop, and when he regains consciousness again, the sun has already set .

He stared at Qin Yan's back numbly, without thinking about anything, and watched for an hour.

When class was over, he put on a mask again, grabbed Qin Yan's arm, and together with him ran to the cafeteria like two mad dogs running loose to grab two unappetizing or even disgusting meals, and quickly Eat it, wash the dishes, and stroll back to the classroom slowly.

During evening self-study, his efficiency became lower and lower. Sometimes he was clearly doing his homework, but his heart suddenly felt cramped. He Jun's ugly face screamed wildly in his mind for no reason, and he was trembling and hot , I can't even hold the pen.

Anger kept accumulating, accumulating, accumulating in his heart.

Later, Qin Yan finally discovered He Jiashi's eccentricity. He turned his head and glanced at He Jiashi. When He Jiashi felt Qin Yan's gaze, he would frown and ask him in a casual and normal tone, "What's wrong? Are you not studying?" ?”

Qin Yan was startled, shook his head and said, "It's all right."

In an instant, Qin Yan understood everything.

He knew in his heart how uncomfortable He Jiashi was, and it would be a lie to say that he didn't care. The more he didn't care on the surface, the more he couldn't bear it in his heart.But he also understood that He Jiashi didn't want him to know the pain, so he could only pretend to be ignorant.

Therefore, Qin Yan hoped that he could talk more with He Jiashi during the meal, but He Jiashi's condition was up and down, sometimes everything was normal for him, and sometimes he was extremely gloomy: he waited in line silently, ate silently, and washed silently. Lunch boxes...everything is a mechanical movement.

Whenever He Jiashi was extraordinarily silent, Qin Yan would drag him around the grove in the school after the meal, He Jiashi didn't care but he didn't care, he followed Qin Yan, lacking in interest.

Most of the time, He Jiashi barely supported in front of his classmates, maintaining a normal appearance.It's just that he no longer attends lectures, and he is no longer keen on making jokes with everyone.

During evening self-study, He Jiashi would always stuff the papers and exercises handed out into the hole in the table, or write down a few choices at random, and then lie down on the table and fall asleep.

Wang Laidi couldn't stand it anymore, and often pushed him to do his homework. On the surface, he took out his homework, but holding the pen, his eyes couldn't focus on the paper, and he didn't write a single word for several 10 minutes.

Back home, He Jiashi didn't even bother to change his clothes most of the time, and spent hours on the bed.

Zhao Zhongya was very dissatisfied with his study attitude, made him stand for punishment several times, and even asked his parents, but he refused to change his life and death, and the teacher left, still looking half-dead.

On Sunday, He Jiashi no longer woke up early in the morning. He was no longer afraid to face He Jun. On the contrary, He Jun became the one hiding.

So, He Jiashi fell asleep until he woke up naturally, and walked to Qin Yan's place at noon.He spread out his math homework and did it for an hour, then looked out the window until evening.

Qin Yan saw that he was absent-minded in his studies, so he nodded when he said a few words to him, as if he was listening, but when Qin Yan left him alone, he began to let go of himself again.

Qin Yan knew that he was not feeling well, so he didn't dare to blame him, fearing that he would get angry and sad, so he could only take him out for a walk and have a good meal.

But for more than a month, He Jiashi was like this.

Qin Yan finally couldn't take it anymore. One Saturday night, on the way home, he grabbed He Jiashi's arm, "He Jiashi! Can you stop doing this!"

He Jiashi's heart trembled, embarrassment and embarrassment crushed him instantly, he bowed his body, "You..."

It turned out that Qin Yan knew all about it.

It turned out that he knew all about it.

Qin Yan frowned, and lightly touched He Jiashi's cheek with his hand.

He understood He Jiashi's pain, the pressure and torture he endured, but Qin Yan himself had gone through so many difficult days, didn't he still go through with strength?

The days ahead are still so long, he hopes that He Jiashi can go on with him, "He Jiashi! Don't do this again, there is no obstacle that you can't get over."

He Jiashi finally stopped. He straightened up, looked at Qin Yan seriously, and said lightly, "Why don't you try it?"

If someone else had heard He Jia speak like this, he would have been anxious, but Qin Yan didn't, he just felt sad.

When he looked at He Jia, he lowered his head and said after a few seconds, "I understand...I understand everything...I'm the same as you."

When the sadness in Qin Yan's eyes stung He Jia, in an instant, overwhelming guilt and helplessness swept through his entire heart.

He lowered his eyes, grabbed Qin Yan's hand, and said softly, "I'm sorry, that's not what I meant...I just..."

Just what, He Jiashi couldn't say it.

Qin Yan smiled, held He Jiashi's hand instead, and said, "It's okay, you don't need to say sorry to me. We don't need this between us...I understand everything, everything."

He Jiashi's tense eyebrows finally relaxed, and he nodded.

Qin Yan asked again, "Come to my house, would you like to come to my house to sleep today?"

He Jiashi turned his head stubbornly and refused abruptly.

Qin Yan sighed, and he said, "I know, you should go back to your father, you shouldn't hide from him... I don't want you to hide from him..."

"It's just that I miss you very much. I want you to spend more time with me and talk to me more, okay?"

He Jia was stunned for a few seconds, he didn't expect Qin Yan to lower his posture so low for him, he finally nodded and followed Qin Yan back home.

He Jiashi finally didn't have to pretend in front of Qin Yan. When he arrived at Qin Yan's house, he sat casually on the sofa and looked at the ceiling when he didn't want to talk.

Qin Yan squatted in front of him, took off his coat, was silent for a long time, and finally found a suitable wording, "You don't have to be stubborn with him...you are the one who suffers."

He Jiashi blinked his dry and empty eyes, put his hands behind his head, and said, "Yes, you are right, I feel very uncomfortable. But I am uncomfortable, so don't let him feel comfortable either."

Qin Yan was a little helpless, he watched He Jiashi spinning around in a dead end, desperately trying to drag him out, but He Jiashi insisted on getting stuck in it, "But your current state is very wrong, Jiashi, listen to me, first Leave it alone, okay? The final exam is coming up soon, and you have to adjust."

He Jiashi thought Qin Yan's words were a bit funny, so he laughed twice, not wanting to argue with Qin Yan, he nodded again.

Qin Yan knew that he didn't take his words into his heart, so he was angry and disappointed, and in the end, even his chest was aching.He sighed and asked, "Do you still want to go to Shanghai with me? I'll be angry if you do this again!"

He Jia was stunned for a few seconds, but didn't make another sound.He is not interested in anything now, even if it is the feasting and the world in Shanghai, he does not want to look forward to it.

Anger and hatred blinded him, and he almost couldn't see tomorrow.

He Jiashi thought Qin Yan's threat was a bit funny, he watched the warm light reflected on Qin Yan's face, Qin Yan's long eyelashes drooped down, forming a shadow under his eyes, trembling.

Qin Yan was still frowning, his eyes looked sad, for some reason, He Jiashi suddenly asked, "Do you like me?"

The author says:

Sorry sorry I'm guilty my fault, just po wrong!