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He Jiashi's eyes were red, he was condescending, staring at He Jun, the anger accumulated in his heart for many years finally surged out, he shouted loudly at He Jun, "Do you think I want to live? Do you think I want to live in your house? "

He didn't say "in our house", he said, "in your house".

This family, this surname, was a disaster, a curse, and an inescapable nightmare for him.

Sometimes, He Jiashi even thought that even if he was born without parents, begging on the street or growing up in an orphanage would be happier than living in the shadow of their family.

He Jun froze, as if frightened by He Jiashi's words.

He didn't expect He Jiashi to have such a temper that he could even say such outrageous words. When he pointed at He Jia, his whole body trembled with anger, "Good boy! You finally spoke your mind!"

No matter how sharp and mean He Jun is on weekdays, he calls himself a "cultural person" and "upper class", but now driven by alcohol and anger, he can't care about anything else, and he squeezes it from his throat with all his strength. screamed, "Get out! Get out of here! I don't have a child like you!"

According to He Jiashi's temper in the past, he was determined to slam the door and leave. It would be better to go to Qin Yan's place, or to spend the night in an Internet cafe, but it was better than sharing the same roof as He Jun.

But now He Jiashi doesn't think so anymore.

In the past, he was most afraid of embarrassment and disputes with his parents, because at that time he naively had a little illusion about his parents, because he still wanted to leave a good impression on his parents, because he still hoped that one day he would be with his parents. Parents can be family.

But now, He Jiashi finally understood that it was impossible, He Jun simply hated him.

So, he didn't have to think about anything.

You don't need to think about pleasing anyone, avoiding conflicts, or whether it will be embarrassing. In this way, you will naturally no longer feel depressed.

Why should he run away?

He Jun deserved to look at him every day, he deserved to hate himself and support himself.

He Jiashi never took the initiative to come to this world. His own existence was originally the idea of ​​those parents, so now they must be responsible.

Why should he torture himself?Embarrass yourself?

No need, no need at all.

Thinking of those past days of pain, struggle, and wishing to get into the cracks in the ground, He Jiashi now only finds it ridiculous.

He Jiashi sneered at He Jun's anger, and even dismissed it. He sneered, "I'm not full yet, where are you going? Huh?"

As he said that, He Jia took out his mobile phone, pressed "110", and then put his finger on the green dial, "I can get out, I will walk out of your house, call the police and let the police take care of me, how about it? Don't you dare? Vice President He?"

He Jun was taken aback, and only then did he wake up from the dream. He wobbled two steps ahead, reached out to grab the cell phone in He Jiashi's hand, and spun around in pain and anxiety, "Give it to me! You don't know anything! What do you mean?" I don't even understand!"

He Jiashi was much taller than him, so when he lifted the phone up, He Jun couldn't reach it anymore.

He Jun reeked of alcohol and turned around in anger. He reached for it several times, but he couldn't even touch He Jiashi's fingers.

He Jia looked at him indifferently, as if watching a clown. After a while, he felt extremely bored. After a while, he said slowly, "Yes, you are right."

"I don't know anything, I don't understand anything, but I don't want to know either."

Saying that, He Jiashi locked the phone screen, put it in his trouser pocket, turned and walked into the bedroom.

He was lying on the bed just now, and obviously felt that all this was ridiculous, but tears fell down somehow.

He leaned on his arm, trying to let himself go, but the next second he heard He Jun pick up his slippers and slam them on his door.

He Jiashi closed his eyes, pretending not to know.

This Saturday, He Jiashi didn't set an alarm clock for himself, and only woke up after nine o'clock, regardless of whether he would run into He Jun or not, he got up generously and washed up.

He Jun, on the other hand, was obviously a little embarrassed when he saw him, so he pursed his lips and called him, "Jiashi."

He Jiashi also looked up at him, and said flatly, "Morning".

He Jiashi was too lazy to care about He Jun, but He Jun kept looking at him, so He Jiashi raised his eyebrows and asked helplessly, "What's wrong?"

He Jun sneered, "I was a little drunk yesterday, and I woke up immediately broken, and I saw the mess on the ground..."

He Jiashi looked at him indifferently, feeling ridiculous.

He Jun laughed again, "Did I say anything wrong yesterday?"

He Jia smiled with his mouth tilted, and pretended to be thinking. Under He Jun's cautious eyes, he finally shook his head and said, "No, no."

In fact, how could He Jiashi not know that what He Jun did was just pretending.It's just that he didn't need to expose it, and he didn't bother to expose it. He even thought it would be interesting to act with He Jun.

After walking out of the house, He Jiashi couldn't help thinking, look, "As long as I'm not embarrassed, it's someone else who is embarrassed".As long as I don't care, I'm the uncle of the whole family.

After arriving at Qin Yan's home, Qin Yan was quite surprised and asked, "Why are you so late today?"

He Jiashi was half lying on the sofa, with his legs crossed, as if he was stepping on a sewing machine, looking very relaxed. He looked at Qin Yan for a while, and said calmly, "My parents are divorced."

Qin Yan opened his mouth, his expression was a little surprised, and then he regained his composure, muttering, "How come...their relationship has always been very good?"

This was so weird, He Jiashi laughed "puchi". He looked up at Qin Yan and asked, "How often have you met them? Why do you sound like you know them very well?"

Even He Jiashi himself didn't dare to say that he knew these two very well.

Only then did Qin Yan realize that he had said the wrong thing, and quickly lowered his head and said, "I'm sorry...I, I just...intuition."

He Jiashi didn't pay much attention, he smiled and said, "How do you say 'sorry'? What is there to be sorry for?"

He Jiashi didn't like Qin Yan saying "I'm sorry" to him, it seemed too natural.

Only then did Qin Yan heave a sigh of relief, and after a while, he said, "Well, it's good to be divorced."

After waiting for a few minutes, Qin Yan couldn't help asking again, "Why?"

He Jiashi only thought that Qin Yan cared too much about himself, so he shrugged and said, "Who knows. In fact, your feeling is right. Before coming to N City, I also felt that the two of them had a deep relationship..."

These years, He Jiashi didn't have many days to reunite with his parents, but even in those few days, Jiang Lan and He Jun always quarreled.But the quarrel is the quarrel, anyone with a discerning eye can see that Jiang Lan loves He Jun very much, and can even be said to be dependent.And He Jun has always been in awe of his wife.

They have been arguing in front of the whole family for so many years, and no one has ever mentioned that they want to separate.

He Jiashi pondered for a moment and said, "But since I came to N City...they have become very strange."

He Jia didn't understand it, but Qin Yan understood it all at once. His face turned pale, and he asked eagerly, "Then, did your mother tell you anything else?"

He Jiashi looked at Qin Yan in surprise, "What?"

Qin Yan shook his head quickly, and after a few seconds, he explained, "I advise you to study hard."

He Jiashi was a little impatient, "Isn't this nonsense, why are you asking this?"

Qin Yan laughed twice, "No...it's nothing."

Therefore, Qin Yan stopped talking about Jiang Lan and He Jun.

He Jiashi was still half lying on the sofa, and he didn't seem to be in a bad mood, but he didn't talk much, and he stayed there until noon.

Qin Yan knew that no matter how relaxed He Jiashi appeared on the surface, he must be feeling uncomfortable in his heart, so he got up, went to the kitchen to fry scrambled eggs with tomatoes, put steamed buns on top, and asked He Jiashi to come over to eat after the meal was ready.

He Jiashi was sitting in front of the dining table, holding chopsticks but no food. He was stunned for a while, and Qin Yan looked at him.

He Jiashi suddenly said forcefully, "Last night, He Jun was drunk and insisted that I hurt him and ruined him. I had a fight with him."

Qin Yan opened his mouth again, with an even more surprised expression, and asked, "He...how could he say that about you? You two had a fight? Then why didn't you come to me?"

As if hearing some joke, He Jiashi picked up two pieces of eggs and stuffed them into his mouth. After eating, he asked back, "Why should I come to you?"

Qin Yan: "?"

He Jiashi knew that Qin Yan didn't understand what he meant, so he said it again, "Why should I be scolded by him for no reason and asked me to leave? I'm still a fucking underage, why should I hide! I'm a I figured it out, I don't need to hide from anyone in the future, I don't need his concern, and I don't need their bullshit family affection."

After finishing speaking, He Jiashi still felt that it was not enough to vent his anger, so he said lightly, "Just give me the money."

Qin Yan opened his mouth, he laughed and said, "You..."

He Jiashi ignored Qin Yan, his face gradually turned cold, and after a while, he said sarcastically, "I can tell that he hates me very much."

Qin Yan felt cold in his heart.At this moment, the words became so pale that he couldn't even find words of comfort.

He Jiashi stared at Qin Yan and repeated, "He actually hates me."

"He actually has the face to hate me."

Qin Yan's heart seemed to be hurting from being squeezed. He stared at He Jiashi for a long time before saying, "Jiashi...don't be like this."

He Jiashi cocked his mouth and said "tsk", as if thinking that Qin Yan's concern was making a fuss over a molehill, he said coldly, "I want to waste time with him, to see who can consume more energy than whom, I still have to see What kind of trouble is he going to make?"

Qin Yan grabbed He Jiashi's hand, stroked the back of his hand with his fingertips, and slowed down his voice, "Stop making trouble with him... Jiashi, move here with me."

But He Jiashi coldly refused, "No, I don't, why should they have a child if they want, throw them in City J if they want, love if they want to love, hate if they want to hate?"

Qin Yan was afraid that He Jiashi would get into his horns, so he put down his bowl and chopsticks, walked up to He Jiashi, squatted down, looked into his eyes, and said softly, "Jiashi, Jiashi, don't think about these things!"

But He Jiashi shook off Qin Yan's hand and said, "What am I? Is it a joke that comes and goes when you call it?"

Qin Yan's heart trembled. When he hugged He Jia, he pressed his head on his shoulder and stroked his back, "No! No!"

He Jiashi's voice became very soft, and he suddenly said, "I never thought about coming to this world, they insisted on giving birth to me. I didn't choose this path myself."

Qin Yan was startled.

A great sadness enveloped him, his eyes were moist unconsciously, and while patting He Jiashi's back lightly, he said, "But I hope you come, I hope to know you, I hope to grow up with you big."

He Jiashi forced a smile, and he said "um", and after a long time, his voice changed, and he said, "Yes, at least I met you, it's not too bad."

Qin Yan felt sharp pains in his heart. He held He Jiashi's face, looked him in the eyes seriously, and said, "It will be better in the future, and all difficulties now will pass."

Most of the time, He Jiashi had a deep trust in Qin Yan, and he believed in every word Qin Yan said from the bottom of his heart.But this time, for the first time, he felt that Qin Yan was so naive.

It will not be better in the future.

Difficulties will not pass.

These injuries have been bound together with the person "He Jiashi" and will never be separated.

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Very long chapter~