she's fine and so am I

What TV is on.The two just hugged each other, staring at the TV screen with dull eyes.What are the two of them thinking about at this time.

"If I didn't say those things at that time, do you think we are watching TV at home like this now?" He Ling asked gently.She wanted to hear Cao Yuxuan's answer, but Cao Yuxuan didn't answer.

He Ling said again, "I know it's my fault, but I thought it was good for you." Seeing that Cao Yuxuan didn't speak or move, she continued, "I'm just afraid, I don't know what I can give you, let alone I know if we can make it to the end." Cao Yuxuan still didn't speak, and He Ling said, "But now I really feel that no matter what happens, I don't want to let go of your hand." Especially when it comes to the last sentence , He Ling said very seriously.

Cao Yuxuan's heart was already boiling, she knew what He Ling wanted to express, she knew it all.But she didn't know how she should answer.If she wasn't pregnant, she would definitely kiss He Ling's lips without hesitation.Tell her that she wants to be with her all the time too.But Cao Yuxuan couldn't do this at this time, she couldn't be so selfish.Because the baby in her belly is what she wants.What's more, she wasn't sure if He Ling would let her go again.Cao Yuxuan said softly, "But there are not so many ifs."

When He Ling heard this sentence, she felt sad. She was not only sad but also angry.She suddenly couldn't control herself, pushed Cao Yuxuan in her arms and said angrily, "Why are you pregnant with his child?!" The anger in her eyes couldn't be hidden, she was angry that Cao Yuxuan had sex with that man, and it was okay to have a relationship. pregnant.

Cao Yuxuan was not angry, she should have guessed these situations long ago.Sooner or later, the apparent calm these days will erupt.The outbreak at this time is also reasonable, after all, we will be separated tomorrow. "Because I want a child!" Cao Yuxuan was neither surprised nor explained, but just gave the most genuine reason.

"Cao Yuxuan, I never thought that you are such a person!" He Ling got angry, and she exploded! "You can actually sleep with a man, isn't it fun to do it with him?!" The volume is also getting louder!

Cao Yuxuan listened to He Ling's vent and didn't speak, didn't cry or feel aggrieved, because what He Ling said was true.

"Why would you want to be with me if you like men so much! We shouldn't be together in the first place!" He Ling became more and more excited as she spoke. "It was you who said you loved me at the time, and you were the one who turned around and slept with someone else! Cao Yuxuan, why are you so cheap!" He would still make a mocking snort from time to time.

Cao Yuxuan quietly watched the venting of the person in front of her, without refuting, just watching.Look at this crazy woman.This woman, who used to be ignorant of swearing, actually used all the nasty words on herself at this moment.What's even more ridiculous is that she still thinks what she said is right.It's her own whore!

He Ling suddenly felt that she was talking too much, how could she say that about Cao Yuxuan!Cao Yuxuan was not such a person, she stopped suddenly and looked at Cao Yuxuan.Like a schizophrenic, hugged Cao Yuxuan and kept saying sorry!At this time, tears flowed out again.

Cao Yuxuan patted He Ling's back lightly, and said softly, "What you said is right. It's my fault!" Tears flowed out again. "I don't want to explain anything, because, because the facts are here."

He Ling hugged Cao Yuxuan tightly and said nervously, "Xuan, I'm sorry! I don't know why I said those ugly words! That's not what I thought in my heart."

Cao Yuxuan gently folded He Ling and did not speak.It's useless to say more at this time, right?

30. Let each other go

The next day is here in no time!Cao Yuxuan and He Ling arrived at the station early in the morning.In the waiting room, He Ling kept looking for words in order to ease the embarrassment.The smile on his face was stiff and his expression was twitching.She thought no one would notice her embarrassment, but Cao Yuxuan noticed all of this.

Cao Yuxuan didn't know what He Ling said, but just looked at her and listened to her talking to herself...

Check in at the station, everything went well.At the moment when I entered the station and went down the stairs, the line in front of me read: Shanghai to Xi'an.The hearts of both of them shook.Is it a sign of parting?Cao Yuxuan will stay on this road, and He Ling will rush to the finish line.The two walked down the stairs dejectedly and no longer looked up to see the parting train.Because it is a ticket bought in advance, there are seats, and it is the departure station, so there are many seats in each car.Cao Yuxuan and He Ling are not in the same position.But He Ling chose to be in the same carriage as Cao Yuxuan, she wanted to seize the little time left to spend together.

There were only four or five people in the empty carriage.The two people sitting in the seats restrained their inner desires, did not communicate, just looked at their own hands, or looked at each other's hands...Cao Yuxuan was still sitting by the window, and He Ling was still sitting. next to her.Just like they used to go out to play together, Cao Yuxuan was always by the window, and He Ling was next to Cao Yuxuan. At that time, they were holding hands, and Cao Yuxuan would rest her head on He Ling's shoulder.The two of them are sitting straighter now, deliberately keeping a distance. It seems that no one dares to break this situation.

The train moved slowly, and the scenery outside the window flashed by like this, as if it had never appeared before.In life, people who can travel together are more important than scenery.Because, in many cases, the people who travel together are the scenery.Their scenery will disappear at this time.

"Where's your ID card?" He Ling asked suddenly, looked at Cao Yuxuan and asked with a smile, although the smile was forced, but there was indeed a smile.

Cao Yuxuan was a little surprised, and looked at He Ling's gentle answer, "It's in my bag!" After speaking, she naturally opened the bag and looked for it.Cao Yuxuan thought that He Ling was afraid that she would lose her ID card.He took out his ID card, handed it to He Ling, and said, "Hey! Here it is!"

He Ling took Cao Yuxuan's ID card, held it in her hand, looked at it, but did not return it to Cao Yuxuan.Instead, she smiled and said, "You said that you can't get out of the car without an ID card?" He Ling didn't look up at Cao Yuxuan when she said this, but kept holding Cao Yuxuan's ID card tightly in her hand.How she wished she was holding Cao Yuxuan's hand.

Cao Yuxuan's heart beat faster!She understood what He Ling meant. He Ling hoped that she would not get off the car halfway. He Ling hoped that she would go back to Xi'an with her.She looked at He Ling and then at her ID card in He Ling's hand, and replied flatly, "You don't need an ID card when you get off the bus."

He Ling's eyes suddenly became moist when she heard Cao Yuxuan's answer, and she quickly got up and walked to the junction of the carriages.She was afraid of hearing Cao Yuxuan's resolute words, and she was even more afraid that her tears would be discovered... He Ling, who was leaning on the junction of the carriages, looked at the passing scenery outside, and her tears did not hold back.She quickly wiped away her tears to calm herself down.She knew that Cao Yuxuan would come over soon.Just as she expected, Cao Yuxuan came over.

"Are you okay?" Cao Yuxuan stood beside He Ling, not daring to get too close, and could only ask tentatively.Because she didn't know how to continue chatting after opening the chatterbox.

He Ling didn't look at Cao Yuxuan, she pretended to be happy and replied, "What's wrong with me?! If you're not here, my life will be easier!" Damn stubborn, how could you say such a thing?Thinking of the ugly words she said to Cao Yuxuan last night, He Ling was frightened, so she quickly turned her head and looked at Cao Yuxuan, and found that Cao Yuxuan still had the same expression, without any surprise!It seemed that everything was as she expected.

"Yes. You'll be better off."

He Ling felt very sad when she heard Cao Yuxuan's cold answer!She took Cao Yuxuan's hand, looked at Cao Yuxuan with longing eyes, and asked eagerly, "If I don't let you get out of the car, will you get out of the car?" How much she wished to hear Cao Yuxuan answer yes.But she knew that Cao Yuxuan would not answer like this, but she was still full of expectations.

"What do you think?" It was still a cold answer.

"Cao Yuxuan, don't get off the bus in Suzhou, go back with me! Let's make up the fare now." Then she took Cao Yuxuan's hand and walked forward. In fact, He Ling didn't know which direction the fare was in. She just I want to take Cao Yuxuan back.

Cao Yuxuan didn't struggle, she let He Ling drag her around like a submissive kitten.Looking at He Ling's background from behind, this thin figure used to be all about her.Cao Yuxuan's heart was already churning, how she hoped that He Ling would never let go of her hand this time!But she seemed to know He Ling too well, and her hesitation did not start from today.

Cao Yuxuan really knew He Ling too well. After walking through a carriage, He Ling stopped at the junction of the carriages.Leaning against the window again, she let go of Cao Yuxuan's hand, lowered her head, looked at her feet, and squatted down.Rubbing his head, he blamed himself and said, "I'm so selfish! How could I treat you like this!"

Cao Yuxuan knelt down, patted He Ling's back lightly, and said lightly, "Aren't all people selfish?"

He Ling hugged Cao Yuxuan suddenly, almost crushing Cao Yuxuan!Straightening up, Cao Yuxuan hugged He Ling, and said comfortingly, "I also thought about myself selfishly, that's why we have come to this point." After wiping away the teardrop with her hand, she continued, "He Ling, this It's not your fault. It's my problem! I've always known what's wrong with me, I've always been self-righteous! Feeling good to me is what you want."

He Ling interrupted Cao Yuxuan, "No! This is not what I want. All I want is you