I lost my memory after she was moved

"What's wrong with you?" The fish in Jian Mu's hand fell to the ground the moment Cen Luo rushed towards her, making a soft sound.

Jian Mu raised his hand and put it down again. Facing Cen Luo like this, he was a little nervous: "Is there a fishy smell on my body? I just caught a fish and it jumped on me."

Cen Luo didn't answer Jian Mu's words, but called out: "Jian Mu."

"Ah."

"You hug me."

Cen Luo's voice sounded muffled.

Jian Mu originally wanted to say that there was some residual fishy smell on his hands, but he felt that Cen Luo's hug was getting tighter, so he didn't say anything.

Instead, he reached out and hugged her gently.

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In the kitchen, three fish swim freely in the water basin.

But Jian Mu and Cen Luo stood in front of the basin and stared at them.

"Can you kill fish?"

After a while, Cen Luo made a sound.

Jian Mu pursed her lips and said softly, "I'll try."

Cen Luo took a step back, leaving a place for Jian Mu, and made a gesture of invitation.

"..."

"Shall I scrape the scales first? I think those fish mongers do that."

Jian Mu murmured softly while reaching out to catch the fish.

"Mmm yes."

Cen Luo nodded abruptly, and took a closer look.

Jian Mu caught the fish, put it on the cutting board, and stroked the fish with a knife, as if looking for an opening.

Because the fish left the water, the fish swayed restlessly, and Jian Mu's body was stained with water.

When he was about to strike, he glanced at Cen Luo.

Cen Luo thought that Jian Mu wanted to encourage her, so he made a fist gesture to her and said softly, "Come on."

In the past, when she went to buy fish, she would pick it first and then kill it with a fishmonger.

So in terms of killing fish, she really can't do it.

Not to mention Jian Mu, the scene of killing fish is very rare.

However, the moment Jian Mu cut the knife, the fish jumped out from between her fingers on the cutting board and fell to the ground.

The fish danced on the ground.

Jian Mu: "..."

Cen Luo: "..."

"It's raw, I'll try again."

Jian Mu was a little annoyed, why didn't he think of killing the fish when he caught it back.

"Or else," Cen Luo glanced at the fish, his voice paused, then looked at Jian Mu and said again, "Raise it for two days first?"

"I don't think they are so plump. Besides, the fish you catch usually have to be given clean water for two days, don't you think?"

Jian Mu glanced at the fish, which weighed about five catties, and nodded without changing his expression: "Then raise it for a few days."

Naturally, what Cen Luo said was what.

In the last dinner, the two did not eat fish, but made two dishes randomly.

Neither of them mentioned what happened just now.

After holding her for a while, Cen Luo let go of her and asked her if she was hungry.

Seeing her happy later, Jian Mu didn't mention the matter just now.

But he was secretly guessing what Cen Luo meant.

After dinner, the sky had already darkened.

"It seems to be getting late." Cen Luo looked out the window and murmured.

Jian Mu thought that Cen Luo wanted to drive him away again, and just as he was about to ask what she meant, he heard Cen Luo's words again:

"There should be quite a lot of stars tonight."

Jian Mu was puzzled for a few seconds, and then realized, "Really? I don't believe it."

Cen Luo frowned and smiled: "Then let's take a look together."

"Come here, move the wicker chair with me."

"In the past, Xiaoxi and I usually spent summer and winter vacations at grandma's house. When night fell, grandma would move out her wicker chair and sit here to enjoy the cool and watch the stars."

Cen Luo moved the rattan chair out of the room and placed it in the courtyard, and said softly,

"The second one was bought by me and Xiaoxi pestering my grandma. At that time, the two of us huddled together on the rattan chair and listened to grandma telling stories."

"My mother used to tell me stories when I was young."

While talking, Jian Mu put down another wicker chair next to Cen Luo's.

Cen Luo saw it but didn't expose it.

Just sit down and ask her, "So what story did your mother tell you?"

Jian Mu sat on another rattan chair, and raised her head to look at the star-studded sky:

"She said that everyone is a star left behind in the world, and when the time comes, they will return to their place."

"If one day I miss her, I will look up and count the stars in the sky, one, two, three, and the third one will be her."

"I didn't understand it when I was young. I thought my mother forgot to tell me where to start counting, so I counted from left to right and from front to back."

The result is self-evident, when Jian Mu was young, the Jian family did not tell her which hospital Bai Shuang was in.

During those few years, Jian Mu never saw Bai Shuang.

Even when she was enduring the longing for her mother, she was still enduring the psychological torture from others.

From campus to home, there is no place that really belongs to Jian Mu.

No one was really on Jian Mu's side.

She's only survived by sheer willpower.

Cen Luo thought of Jian Mu's WeChat profile picture and nickname, and suddenly understood.

It turns out that Jian Mu has been missing her mother all these years.

After Jian Mu finished speaking, Cen Luo looked at her distressedly, turned away his eyes, and said softly: "I will tell you everything you want to know in the future."

"Jane Mu."

"Ok?"

"Do you know how big this wicker chair is? When I was young, Xiaoxi, my grandma and I often squeezed together on a wicker chair." Cen Luo paused, then moved to the side, and patted the vacant space on the left, "You Want to try it?"

Jian Mu got up without hesitation and sat beside her.

Even if she is pitied by her, Jian Mu is willing to accept it.

"There were two trees before here, and Xiaoxi and I made a swing here. The two of us quarreled for a few more laps. Grandma didn't help anyone, just watched us quarrel."

Cen Luo tilted his head and leaned against Jian Mu's shoulder, pointing to the location of the garden in front.

"Actually, it was pretty good when I was young, and Xiaoxi was quite clingy to me. After these things happened, Xiaoxi didn't cling to me so much."

Jian Mu listened quietly, and asked, "What happened?"

Cen Luo raised his head, glanced at the starry sky, and sighed: "Xiaoxi didn't get good grades when I was young, and my parents often compared me with her."

"If you think about it this way, my sister is really a failure."

Jian Mu could imagine Cen Luo's mood at this moment, looked down at the hand beside her, and gently attached it:

"No, Xiaoxi must like your sister very much."

"Well, you're right. She must like me very much, but she's just stubborn."

Cen Luo could still recall meeting Liang Tiantian in that interview a few months ago.

"I had an interview with an elementary school classmate who met Xiaoxi. She told me that Xiaoxi has been showing off to them that she has a very powerful sister."

……

Cen Luo talked a lot about Xiaoxi, and Jian Mu sat quietly and listened patiently.

Occasionally, there should be two voices.

Cen Luo was probably tired of talking, so he stopped and remained silent for a while.

Jian Mu looked at Cen Luo's profile, and remembered that her eyes were shining when she spoke just now, brighter than the stars in the sky.

"Cen Luo..."

"Ok?"

Jian Mu suddenly reached out to support the other side of the wicker chair, and when Cen Luo raised his eyes to respond to her, he kissed her lips.

Cen Luo was startled for a moment, then closed his eyes.

Different from the intentional restraint in the past, Jian Mu's kiss was burning and eager, as if looking for something.

Cen Luo was a little out of breath.

After feeling Cen Luo's response, Jian Mu's kiss was gentle for a long time.

After a long time, when Cen Luo was lost in love, Jian Mu lightly bit Cen Luo's lower lip, looked into her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Do you really want me to love someone? Even kiss like this..."

Before Jian Mu finished speaking, Cen Luo suddenly kissed her lips again, and answered her question with actions.

She doesn't want to.

She doesn't want Jian Mu, whom she likes, to love others.

The moonlight poured down on the sky and the stars, and all the wind and birdsong witnessed their new love.

Back to the living room from the courtyard.

Cen Luo pointed to his room and Cen Xi's room next door, and asked Jian Mu:

"Which room do you sleep in?"

Jian Mu hugged Cen Luo without thinking, and rubbed against her neck: "I want to sleep with you."

Cen Luo chuckled, and asked her back before remembering: "Didn't you sleep with me in a separate room before?"

Jian Mu's body stiffened for a moment, and he regretted, "I'm afraid I won't be able to control it."

"No wonder you always tell me that you can't fall asleep, because you couldn't control it at that time?"

Jian Mu nodded dully: "Well, I miss you. I hugged you to sleep before you got up."

Cen Luo: "..."

She said why sometimes when she was half asleep and half awake, her hands were always on Jian Mu's waist, and her head was still tightly pressed against her skin.

Cen Luo thought it was because he didn't sleep well, and was afraid of disturbing Jian Mu, so he deliberately stayed away from Jian Mu.

When she wakes up, usually Jian Mu has already gone to work, and she doesn't know what happened when she woke up.

Hearing Cen Luo's faint sigh, Jian Mu kissed her on the neck and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I just think it would be great if I could think of other ways."

Jian Mu understood what Cen Luo was thinking, she should be the one to regret.

"It's all my fault. Fortunately, you didn't leave me."

When Jian Mu thought of Cen Luo's determination at that time, his heart ached unbearably.

"Cen Luo."

"Ok?"

"I love you."

"I love you too."

"I love you, Cen Luo."

……

……

Jian Mu repeated "I love you" over and over again, her voice was as low as a murmur, as if she wanted to tell her all the unexpressed love over the years.

Cen Luo tirelessly responded to her over and over again.

After a long time, Jian Mu finally calmed down.

"I want to sleep."

"Then go take a shower."

"I don't want to wash alone."

After Jian Mu said this, he stared straight at her.

Cen Luo was silent for a few seconds, and tentatively asked, "You don't know how, do you want to wash with me?"

"is it okay?"

Cen Luo couldn't refuse Jian Mu's expectant eyes.

"Yes, yes, but..."

Cen Luo was interrupted by Jian Mu before he finished speaking: "Then let's take a shower and go to bed soon."

Jian Mu took her hand and walked towards the bathroom.

"Wait, get the clothes."

When Cen Luo thought of taking a bath with Jian Mu, his face suddenly became hot.

But think about it, even though they haven't bathed together, it's not that they haven't seen Jian Mu's body, why is she blushing.

We've been together for so many years, we've seen everything we need to see, what's so embarrassing.

"The lace suspender nightdress I bought before is a bit big, and I haven't worn it." Cen Luo rummaged through the clothes in the bedroom closet. The moment he opened it, he couldn't help but imagine Jian Mu in his mind. The look in this dress.

"Hey, here are newly bought underwear and unused bath towels."

Jian Mu had been standing behind her, and suddenly heard her light cough, and noticed something unusual.

Cen Luo didn't hear Jian Mu's answer, and didn't look back. The next moment, he felt Jian Mu's arm around her waist, hugging her from behind, pressing his face against hers as if trying to take her temperature, and whispered Asked: "Cen Luo, why is your face so hot?"

Can Cen Luo say that she was just thinking about something?

"I……"

Cen Luo's body suddenly trembled.

The way of expressing love between lovers is like drizzle in spring, densely spread among the vast grass and mountains.

What responded to the spring rain was the gentle whistling of the spring breeze.

Release your love and longing in the lingering wind and rain.

"Jane Mu..."

"Ah."

Originally, he wanted to tell Jian Mu that it was time to take a bath, but all his rational feelings disappeared in the lingering wind and rain.

She misses her so much.

The light blue sheets on the bed in the bedroom were just changed by Cen Luo when he came back yesterday. The originally neat and clean sheets left wrinkles and marks of their love at this moment.

Cen Luo couldn't remember how they went from the bedroom to the bathroom and then from the bathroom to the living room.

She didn't even know why she fell on the sofa when Jian Mu was helping her dry her hair in the living room.

It wasn't until late at night that Cen Luo fell into a deep sleep.

When Cen Luo fell asleep, Jian Mu opened her eyes again, helped her tuck the corner of the quilt, and kissed her eyes lightly.

Then propped his head up and looked at Cen Luo who had fallen into a deep sleep for a long time.

Jian Mu wanted to sleep and dared not sleep, she was afraid that this was just a dream.

If it's a dream, then let her keep dreaming.

Let her live in a world with Cen Luo.

Suddenly, before Jian Mu could react, a drop of crystal fell on Cen Luo's eyebrows.

I am very happy to find it again.

It turned out that what they said about crying with joy was true.

Jian Mu thought that such a thing would never happen to her.

She lowered her head and kissed the tear on Cen Luo's brow.

The confession that had been said countless times rang in Cen Luo's ears again.

The author has something to say: Thank you ljj for giving me a creative platform.

Thanks to every reviewer for their supervision and review, you have worked hard! Happy National Day!

感谢在2021-09-2601:52:41~2021-09-2722:24:59期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw mines: Xiaoba, BlueBlood, and a garden party;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: Shenghan Gao, 99910 bottles; 5 bottles of Salsa; 459991423 bottles; Fuyasha in Spider Mountain, 1 bottle of BlueBlood;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!