I lost my memory after she was moved

"Dunna, where do you work now?"

Yu Jiao also noticed that Deng Na had been staring at Cen Luo beside her, and after finishing the conversation with the professor opposite, he took the initiative to ask.

If he hadn't considered that this was Yu Jiao's blind date, Cen Luo would have walked away long ago.

Because Deng Na's eyes were too obsessed, she couldn't accept it.

After graduating from junior high school, she and Deng Na have never met again, and even the contact information was added through push when she returned to Miancheng to attend the class reunion last time.

Afterwards, Deng Na did chat with her several times, but because of the different living environment, the two had nothing in common, and they did not contact each other after a few hasty greetings.

But Deng Na did send her a message saying that she was coming back soon, and asked her if she had time to get together.

At that time, Cen Luo was busy taking care of Jian Mu, so he casually replied, let's see when the time comes.

Whatever Ren Cenluo thought, he didn't understand why Deng Na was so courteous to her suddenly when they met again.

"I used to work in foreign investment banks, but now I have left."

"has resigned?"

"Well, I'm planning to go back to Cotton City to work, or go to Cloud City."

Deng Na's words sounded like she was answering Yu Jiao's question, but anyone with eyes could see that Deng Na was looking at Cen Luo when she said it.

It was as if it was deliberately told to Cen Luo.

Yu Jiao twitched the corners of his mouth, glanced at Cen Luo who was at the side, and saw a slightly impatient expression on her face.

Although she had indeed guessed that Deng Na might like Cen Luo when she was in junior high school, she never thought it would be to this extent?

These words made it hard not to guess whether Deng Na was implying that Cen Luo was willing to stay with her in Miancheng or go to Yuncheng with her.

"Well, no matter where you go, you will definitely have a good future."

"Thank you."

Listening to the chat between the two, Cen Luo took a sip of the orange juice in front of him.

Just at this time the waiter came to serve the food.

Finally, she can have something to do when she is bored.

But what she didn't expect was that Jian Mu came to the front with the waiter.

Yu Jiao chatted with the professor again, but didn't notice Cen Luo's abnormality.

Cen Luo subconsciously felt uneasy. Although she was only here to accompany Yu Jiao on a blind date, it's hard to explain the current situation, right?

Also, isn't she staying at home?Why did he suddenly appear in the restaurant?

She won't come to catch herself back, will she?

At this moment, Cen Luo had already forgotten about the fact that the two had broken up, and only felt a kind of embarrassment and uneasiness about being caught cheating.

But she obviously didn't do anything.

But Jian Mu just found a place to sit down, and began to look down at the menu.

The sitting position was right in front of Cen Luo, separated by a narrow aisle.

He didn't look at Cen Luo the whole time.

This made Cen Luo, who was already anxious, even more uneasy.

"Xiao Luo, do you want to eat fish balls?"

Hearing Yu Jiao's reminder, Cen Luo came back to his senses and randomly picked up two fish balls and put them into the bowl.

Although the aisle is narrow, it's not enough to hear the chat between them, right?

"Xiao Luo, where do you work now?"

Cen Luo looked up suddenly, not understanding why Deng Na suddenly called her so intimately.

"I heard Yu Jiao call you that, you shouldn't be angry, right?" Deng Na asked with a friendly smile.

Cen Luo glanced at Jian Mu who was motionless, sitting on pins and needles.

She didn't want to deliberately misunderstand Jian Mu.

No matter what happens in the future, at least the separation should be decent.

And she really didn't want Jian Mu to misunderstand her.

"Xiao Luo and I have been good friends for more than ten years. I don't mind if you call her that."

Yu Jiao understood Cen Luo's mood, so he took the initiative to answer the question.

But unexpectedly, Deng Na didn't intend to go down the steps, but wiped the corner of her mouth with a tissue, and explained in a gentle tone:

"Actually, I have liked Xiaoluo since junior high school. I have been working hard to be worthy of her all these years. Now I feel that the time has come when I return to China, so I will return to Miancheng."

"Maybe my previous behavior was too direct, and I apologize to you for bothering you, but please understand my intention."

I liked it in junior high school...

Yu Jiao blinked, if she didn't know that Cen Luo liked someone, she would help match him up.

However, Cen Luo still likes her ex-girlfriend.

And if nothing else, the ex-girlfriend also likes her.

This is [-]% compounded!

Can't be destroyed by Dunna.

Cen Luo didn't understand how the home court suddenly became her and Deng Na.

Even the professor who was on a blind date with Yu Jiao made noises to match her up.

"I……"

As soon as Cen Luo spoke, before he had time to refuse, he heard a cold and indifferent voice from beside him:

"Sorry, she has a girlfriend."

Yu Jiao opened his mouth, surprise written all over his face.

When did Cen Luo's ex-girlfriend come?

And Cen Luo was stunned for a few seconds because of Jian Mu's words.

"Are you still eating?"

Jian Mu asked gently.

Cen Luo shook his head mechanically, and after a few seconds he understood the meaning of Jian Mu's words.

Compared to this embarrassing scene, staying with Jian Mu is better.

So Cen Luo said to the people at the dining table: "Sorry, I left earlier."

Yu Jiao nodded: "Go, go, your girlfriend must have been waiting for a long time."

After Cen Luo and Jian Mu left, Deng Na still muttered unwillingly: "It's just a girlfriend."

Yu Jiao glanced at Deng Na and reminded her: "I advise you to give up, they are in a good relationship."

Knowing Cen Luo for so many years, Yu Jiao is the first time seeing Cen Luo care about someone so much.

Even Cen Xi's room was allowed to sleep.

It can be seen that there is an unusual degree in her heart.

Because of Deng Na's words and deeds, Yu Jiao, who originally had a good impression of the professor, lost his mood in an instant.

"I'm leaving too, take your time."

Cen Luo followed Jian Mu out of the restaurant, thinking about how to explain what happened before him.

But what made her feel awkward was that their current relationship didn't seem to have to be explained.

The time was spent in entanglement, Cen Luo was thinking about whether he should explain to Jian Mu, but Jian Mu was thinking about how Cen Luo would respond to the man's confession if she had spoken a little later.

She was afraid that she wouldn't dare to bet, and risked that Cen Luo would get angry with her, she finally opened her mouth.

Maybe she shouldn't have worried about Cen Luo being angry and waiting there for a few minutes in vain.

In this way, perhaps Cen Luo would not hear the other party's confession.

The two walked side by side for a while.

In the end, it was Jian Mu who spoke first:

"Are you still hungry?"

Cen Luo shook his head and asked again:

"Did Xiaoran tell you?"

Jian Mu didn't respond, but Cen Luo knew it must be.

When Jian Mu knew her flight information, Cen Luo confirmed that it was Xiaoran who gave Jian Mu the news.

But, doesn't Xiaoran dislike Jian Mu?Why did you tell Jian Mu your information?

Rather than being angry, Jian Mu's heart is filled with fear and fear, which is a problem that must be faced after breaking up.

Cen Luo will fall in love with others again.

Never thinking of this knowledge, Jian Mu would always feel uncontrollably heartbroken.

She can stay by Cen Luo's side, but she can't stand the fact that Cen Luo likes others.

If one day Cen Luo said that she fell in love with someone else, it wouldn't be appropriate for her to follow Cen Luo with a cheeky face.

"Today I..." Cen Luo pursed his lips, finally swallowed the words, and asked with a smile, "When do you plan to return to Yuncheng?"

"Do you really want me to go back?"

Jian Mu suddenly stopped, looked directly at her and asked.

It was eerily quiet.

Cen Luo was stunned for a moment, held back his emotions and nodded: "I have to go back anyway."

Jian Mu hummed, but she didn't know if she had listened to her words.

"In the future, you will start your new life in Yuncheng, and I will also live a good life in Miancheng."

"What new life?"

"...you will meet someone you like."

Jian Mu suddenly closed his eyes, feeling a deep sense of powerlessness in his heart.

What should be done to stop Cen Luo from saying such things.

What should Cen Luo do to believe that the new life she wants is for them to be together again.

How to do.

"Do you really want me to like others?" Jian Mu muttered to himself, his voice as thin as a mosquito.

But as soon as the words came out of his mouth, before Cen Luo could answer, Jian Mu smiled self-deprecatingly: "Forget it."

"It's all my fault, I deserve it."

The voice is low and inaudible.

"I left beforehand, and I'll see you later."

As soon as Jian Mu finished speaking, he turned and left.

He clearly said to find her later, but Cen Luo felt that Jian Mu would not come.

Even with this turn around, the two may never see each other again.

Cen Luo resisted the urge to hug her.

Comforting himself over and over again, this will be a good ending for Jian Mu.

But still couldn't restrain the sadness in his heart.

If she had understood the truth that love does not have to be possession a few years earlier, or had understood the fact that she could not get Jian Mu to open her heart a few years earlier.

Will the ending be much better now?

At least, Jian Mu won't feel sad because of a sudden change of habit.

Cen Luo breathed a sigh of relief, and didn't plan to go home and planned to take a walk around the neighborhood.

It's just that I didn't expect this to go, so I walked back to the gate of the junior high school.

"Cen Luo!"

Just as Cen Luo was about to sit in a milk tea shop at the entrance, he heard the voice of Yu Yan, the teacher in charge of junior high school.

"Mr. Yu."

"When did you come back? Why didn't you tell the teacher?"

Yu Yan was very happy to see Cen Luo again.

After all, the students went their separate ways after graduation, and very few students returned to their alma mater to visit her.

The two entered the milk tea shop together, found a seat, sat down, and chatted for a while.

Most of the content of the chat is some past events in junior high school.

Who was the most mischievous at that time and what is he doing now, who has the best grades and what is he doing now.

Although a lot of the content was talked about before, the two can still chat for a long time.

Suddenly, Yu Yan paused and changed the subject: "Do you still remember what I told you about the classmate next door?"

"A classmate next door?"

Only then did Cen Luo remember that Yu Yan had mentioned the classmate in the next class to her when she lost her memory.

It seems that it is also called Jian Mu?

"I saw her last time. On TV, she seemed to be the president of a company." Yu Yan hesitated for a moment before remembering her full name and said, "It's called Jianyi Technology."

boom--

Something suddenly exploded in Cen Luo's mind.

"Are you sure?"

"Well, I've confirmed it." Yu Yan didn't notice Cen Luo's abnormality, and sighed, "I feel relieved seeing that she is doing well now, and I feel guilty for not helping her back then."

"Why don't you help her?"

Cen Luo thought that she and Jian Mu met in the first year of high school, but he didn't know that Jian Mu was so close to her in junior high school.

What's more, if she can get to know Jian Mu earlier, maybe she can help her earlier.

Ever since she knew what happened to Jian Mu when she was a student, she regretted countless times why she didn't meet her earlier.

If they had met earlier, perhaps Jian Mu would not have suffered so much.

Yu Yan was taken aback by her question, and sighed: "I was really incapable at that time, and it made me feel guilty until now."

Cen Luo couldn't describe his mood, regretful and annoyed.

Maybe she once had a chance to help Jian Mu.

On the way back from school, Cen Luo was a little lost, asking himself over and over again why he helped Jian Mu back then.

How big a campus can be, how could it be impossible to meet it.

Cen Luo forced himself to recall what happened in junior high school, and after reminiscing over and over again, Cen Luo finally found the vague memory that belonged to that time.

——No.1 in this math test is a new student transferred from the class next door, named...

——Oh, it’s none of our business whether we do well in the exam or not. Do you want to go to the video game city?

The No.1 that time was Jian Mu.

Why, she wasn't curious at that time.

Cen Luo didn't know how he got home in the end.

The soil in the garden had been turned over, and the watering can stood on a ledge by the door.

The door was also locked well.

After opening the door, Cen Luo sat on the sofa in the living room in a daze for a long time.

A soft sound outside would also make Cen Luo get up and run to the door.

When he saw that there was no one outside the door, he walked back slowly.

Has she returned to Yuncheng?

Cen Luo returned to the room, thought for a long time and opened the drawer.

There was a star jar inside, which she put in the suitcase and brought back when she came back from Yuncheng.

It was a gift from Jian Mu when she was in the hospital.

Suddenly, something flashed in Cen Luo's mind.

— Did you play with an invisible pen as a child?

——When it is written, it is colorless and odorless, and the words on it can only be seen through the irradiation of ultraviolet light.

She knew that Jian Mu had never been a person who liked to talk nonsense.

So she means...

Cen Luo looked at the star pot in his hand, and a thought suddenly popped up from the bottom of his heart.

Cen Luo went out, searched all over the street but couldn't find the toy pen she mentioned.

Finally, under the tips of the vendors, Cen Luo went to the stationery store near the school and found the invisible pen and purple light lamp that Jian Mu said.

Feeling apprehensive, Cen Luo returned home, opened the star jar, poured all the stars inside on the ground, knelt down and slowly took apart the stars one by one, and spread them flat on the ground.

Turn on the purple light again, and slowly project the light onto the sheets of star paper that are laid flat.

The handwriting on it came into view, and each stroke was meaningful and clean.

【During this period of time in the hospital, I thought about it for a long time. When did I start liking you? After thinking about it, maybe it was ten years ago when someone always mentioned your name in my ear, or maybe it was that evening when you stood Under the setting sun, when I see the brilliance in your eyes. 】

[I always feel that you shouldn't like someone like me, who is as warm as me. You should meet a kind, sunny and energetic person, not a cowardly and cowardly loser like me who is poor in emotion. 】

[I am paranoid that as long as I don’t want it, I will not be abandoned. I have been avoiding my feelings for the past ten years, hoping that you can find your own happiness, but I am afraid that you will leave me. 】

[I have done a lot of things to hurt you, but you have been standing firmly by my side to tolerate me, telling me over and over again, I can love you, don't worry and take your time, you will not leave me. 】

……

……

【I've thought about it for a long time, what can I use to apologize to you, maybe it's just this life that's not so valuable, maybe it's the best choice to be forgotten by you when you don't love. 】

So at that time, did Jian Mu go to save her with such thoughts?

How could it be the best choice.

Even if she didn't recover her memory, she would die of guilt.

Why can she have such an idea...

[Today I will confess everything to you, maybe you will stay away from me and hate me, this is what I deserve. 】

[If one day you discover the secret of the stars, please don't tell others, let me leave room for fantasy. 】

At that time, she hadn't recovered her memory, and she didn't have such deep feelings for Jian Mu. One can imagine what kind of determination Jian Mu had when he planned to confess everything to her, and he was even prepared to stay away from her.

[It may be a bit late to say this, and you may not want to hear it or believe it, but I still want to say, I love you in the past, present and future. 】

【Cen Luo, I love you. 】

After reading all the words on the star paper, Cen Luo couldn't help crying.

She never thought that Jian Mu was struggling with her feelings in those days, maybe during the time she didn't notice, Jian Mu also tried to respond to her.

At this moment, she was sure that those chances were not illusions.

Always say she is noisy, but never change the place to endorse, always in that corner of the playground, so that she can find her in the first time.

The homework is always done before the self-study class. During the self-study class, no matter how low-level her questions are, she will explain them to her. The books are messed up by her and she is allowed to mess around.

Despite the cold face.

When she was kissed by her, he was angry and told her not to come to the library tomorrow, but the next morning he would send a message to tell her that the library is not allowed to occupy a seat for a long time.

During her menstrual period, Jian Mu always had warm jujube and wolfberry tea in her thermos, and she never drank cold drinks.

Because she knew that she would grab her something to drink.

And when she was in the small town of Rongcheng, those stops were not accidental. She knew that she liked food the most, so every stall she stopped at was something she liked.

Those unsure past events slowly emerged in Cen Luo's mind at this moment.

Those loves were too obscure, it took Cen Luo ten years to see them.

At that time, Jian Mu's mood might be the same as she is now, hoping that the other party can run towards a better and more suitable person.

In doing so, she is not repeating the same mistakes.

Let Jian Mu experience the pain she has experienced.

Thinking of this, Cen Luo suddenly woke up, and stuffed all the star paper back into the star jar.

Get up and rush out of the house.

She only had one thought, to find Jian Mu.

"Are you coming out to meet me?"

Hearing the familiar voice, Cen Luo looked up suddenly, and found that it was not an illusion, Jian Mu was standing at the door not far from her.

"You can't guess that I went fishing by myself just now, and I caught three. You can eat boiled fish or grilled fish at night..."

Just as Jian Mu raised the bag containing the live fish in his hand, before he could finish speaking, he saw Cen Luo running towards him, and suddenly hugged her.

When she felt the strength of Cen Luo holding her, Jian Mu's body stiffened.

The author has something to say: It was written as a laser pointer earlier. After checking it, it should be an invisible pen. My childhood memory.

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感谢在2021-09-2422:15:39~2021-09-2601:52:41期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: BlueBlood1;

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 1 bottle of Fuyasha in the Spider Mountain;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!