Leisurely with the wind

I don't know why Xu Youran didn't feel relieved from Chu Suifeng's tone when he heard this. It stands to reason that all problems have been solved?Chu Suifeng has proved his mother's innocence, but why, why does Chu Suifeng still look so sad?

Xu Youran suddenly realized that she seemed so helpless to Chu Suifeng's sorrow, as if no matter what she did, there was no way to make Chu Suifeng feel better, and there was no way to make Chu Suifeng forget those sad past events, and let the ground be unrestrained for future life.

Those sad pasts not only left traces on Chu Suifeng's chest, but also left a mark in the depths of her soul, making it impossible for Chu Suifeng to break free from the iron chains that bound her forever.

Looking at Chu Suifeng with his eyes closed, Xu Youran seemed to be able to see Chu Suifeng shouting, screaming, and asking for help, but she could only watch silently.

Chu Suifeng didn't look at Xu Youran, so naturally it was impossible to know the distress that Xu Youran expressed, nor the fluctuations in her heart. She seemed to be immersed in the memories of the past, and that kind of pain made her unable to scruple others.

"I thought it was over. I thought I had got everything I wanted, but I found out that what I wanted was never coming back. The past experience made me unable to escape. I seemed to be forever They all lived in that nightmare memory. My biological grandparents were admitted to the hospital because of guilt, and one of them even died not long after, but I couldn’t shed a single tear, and I didn’t gloat, I just wanted to Escape from them, escape from that family, escape from that environment, even though I already have tuition and living expenses for college. That man wants to make up for me, but because of my escape, he can only make up with money, and I I also kept it with peace of mind, because I deserved it, but I still wanted to work and stay away from them. After I went to college, I thought I met new people and lived in a new environment. I can have a new start, but everything in the past makes me feel that I am out of place with my surroundings. Before I knew it, I was used to being alone. I can accept the care from the elders, but I can’t be with my peers. There is no common language between us when we get along with our classmates. To be honest, my four years in college gave me the feeling that I was alive, but that’s all.”

Chu Suifeng's tone was very heavy and sad. Some things should have been very exciting, but when Chu Suifeng said them, it gave people an indescribable loneliness, a kind of despair like ashes.

"When He Zhengqing found me and told me about Lin Keren's deal, I agreed. Of course I knew it was a very dangerous thing. I have been living in the most real and cruel world. How could I not know. It's just that I didn't care at the time, and it was a bit ironic. The blood that got me into this situation turned out to be my job in the future. I really didn't care what happened to my body. It can be said that at that time, I don't care even if Lin Keren really intends to have one of my organs, I don't care how long I can live, as long as I can be more comfortable when I am alive, just like the name my mother gave me, like the wind Freedom is enough, so I agreed very happily."

For the first time, Xu Youran understood why Chu Suifeng agreed to Lin Keren's deal so easily. Originally, she was very dissatisfied with Lin Keren's deal, but thinking about it now, Chu Suifeng's attitude is also very strange. Chu Suifeng actually thought so.

"Knowing you is an arrangement of fate, and it is also a redemption, but I have never been confident, not confident in myself, not confident in our future. He Zhengqing is right. I broke up for a big reason at the beginning. I have never denied it, and I even think it is all my responsibility. I have never looked forward to a possible future from the beginning. I have also seen some psychiatrists in the years I have been separated from you. After talking with them, I am more aware of my problems, but I have no way to solve my problems, so I don't want you to be with me who is full of problems, because I can't solve your problems, but will bring you into me Youran, I am very grateful to you and love you very much, but even if we are together, I can’t make myself promise you, and I will even bring a lot of my problems, are you sure you want to be with you Am I together like this?"

Chu Suifeng still didn't look up, Xu Youran wiped away the tears on his face, took out a box from his bag, Chu Suifeng recognized it at a glance, it was the box where the pair of rings were placed.

Xu Youran opened the box in silence, took out the ring, put it on Chu Suifeng's hand, and handed the other to Chu Suifeng, motioning her to put it on for herself.

Facing Chu Suifeng's puzzled gaze, Xu Youran said with tears in her eyes: "I know you have a problem, I've known it since I was with you, but in order to avoid hurting you, I avoided your problem and just As much as I didn't tell you about my problems, I think it's a protection. But I've also grown over the years and I've learned that avoiding problems is not the way to solve them, we're all naive to our relationships because we're Our first love, our ways of expressing love are very capricious, but now I understand that losing you makes me more desperate than being together. I can face problems with you, but I can’t face losing your life."

Tears flowed out of Chu Suifeng's eyes unconsciously. She didn't know how she felt in her heart at this moment, or she only had one thought in her mind at the moment, hold her tightly, and don't let the other party leave again.

Xu Youran took Chu Suifeng's hand, gesturing to her still empty fingers.

Chu Suifeng shook his head and smiled, then put the ring on her finger, and then held Xu Youran's hand tightly. At this moment, her empty soul really found its home for the first time, just like when she hugged Xu Youran. Holding Xu Youran is as satisfying as covering the whole world.

Seeing Chu Suifeng fall asleep again, Xu Youran smiled and touched Chu Suifeng's cheek. At this moment, she also felt at ease, which also made her more convinced that when problems arise, as lovers, they should not Thinking about hiding the problem, but facing the problem, only in this way can the problem be solved.

She also decided that no matter what happens in the future, breaking up is definitely not an option for her.

Looking at Chu Suifeng who was sleeping soundly, Xu Youran thought to herself, maybe Chu Suifeng should sign a love agreement, and put the item of not being able to break up in the first row?

In the days that followed, Lin Keren and He Zhengqing knew the result of Chu Suifeng and Xu Youran with smiles on their faces, which made them both heave a sigh of relief. The finish line was set and thankfully the result was well received.

"That guy Zhang Jie explained everything that needs to be explained clearly, even the things that were designed to be harmful at the beginning, and by the way, he asked Boss Cao and his gang to increase their prison terms. This guy should have broken the pot and completely given up. "

He Zhengqing smiled and took the ending of the guy who almost killed Chu Suifeng as a topic of chatting after dinner, which made Chu Suifeng and the three of them stunned for a moment, but then they were relieved. I have to say, the three of them People are still a little curious about the ending of this guy. Although they know that there is only one ending, the process is still quite attractive.

"This guy committed crimes right after he came out, can't he avoid the death penalty this time?" Although Lin Keren was puzzled, she still gloated a little. If there is the criminal law of Ling Chi, Lin Keren absolutely agrees with both hands and feet.

Xu Youran and Chu Suifeng also looked at He Zhengqing curiously, even though they knew it was very likely, they just wanted to know the exact answer.

He Zhengqing shook his head and said: "Suifeng is not dead, our country is still very strict on the death penalty, but a death sentence with reprieve should be certain, anyway, he will probably stay in prison honestly for the rest of his life Bar."

Chu Suifeng and the others were taken aback, and Lin Keren couldn't help shouting: "No way! You can't die after this? Death reprieve is just a talk, and you can come out after being locked up for decades at most , when the time comes, it will not endanger society, but most importantly, it will endanger us!"

Lin Keren was resentful. Doesn't this mean that they must guard against thieves every day in the future?Who knows what this lunatic Zhang Jie will do after he comes out!

He Zhengqing said with a wry smile: "I'm not a judge, what's the use of telling me! This is the answer I got from consulting a lawyer. Anyway, the death penalty is somewhat difficult, but there is one good thing, that is, he wants to commute his sentence in the future. It's not easy, after all, he pretended once, and everyone will be more vigilant."

Lin Keren still pouted angrily. She wished that this guy would be hacked into pieces. Decades of imprisonment obviously couldn't satisfy her.

Chu Suifeng and Xu Youran also frowned. They had to say that as long as this person was alive, he was a safety hazard.

He Zhengqing said with a smile: "Okay, all in all, the result hasn't been settled yet, so don't think too much, and, after all, you are people with status and status, is it embarrassing to be around two bodyguards? Even if you don't This guy, it's hard to guarantee that there are other bad embryos with crooked ideas. I don't think it's a bad thing to be a little defensive. And this time, the guy is about 60 years old when he comes out. It's not that scary. This time I asked someone to watch it for me. If there is anything, we will know as soon as possible."

Lin Ke was angry and kept silent, Xu Youran said with a worried face: "Zhengqing, are you sure he won't commute his sentence this time? Last time he was released after serving 3 years in prison, this time"

Xu Youran didn't finish, but He Zhengqing already understood, Chu Suifeng held Xu Youran comfortingly, and looked at He Zhengqing with questioning eyes.

He Zhengqing smiled and said: "Don't worry, I asked. The last time he was an economic crime, which is lighter than the criminal law. As long as the funds are made up and a little good performance is added, the sentence will be reduced. This time he is a criminal criminal." Crime is much more serious in this regard, so you can rest assured."

Xu Youran and Chu Suifeng breathed a sigh of relief, this can indeed make people relax a little, at worst, when he gets out of prison, he will find someone to watch him, and he is not afraid of what he can do.

Only Lin Keren was still sulking, "Who knows what will happen in the future, how can economic crimes be lightened? Besides, where did he get the money to fill the hole? If he could pay it back, he would have paid it back long ago. "

Speaking of this, Xu Youran was also a little puzzled. Logically speaking, Zhang Jie didn't have any ability to repay the loan at that time, and the apparent arrears were more than 100 million. How did he fill this hole.

Seeing several people looking at him again, He Zhengqing said with a wry smile: "If you really want to lock him up forever, at least increase the amount, I don't believe it. He has only lost more than 100 million for so many years. ?”

Xu Youran replied with a wry smile: "Of course it's more than that. The driver's loss he brought is as high as tens of millions, especially the brand image. It's hard to change, but he is the company's management after all. If it gets bigger, not only will he not be able to escape the crime, but our group will also bring a lot of negative effects, and I have a little old love, so I didn't make things big."

Xu Youran regretted it very much at this time, even if he didn't do something big, he would lock up this bastard for more than 20 to [-] years, so that Chu Suifeng would not suffer such a serious injury.

Chu Suifeng looked at Xu Youran's frowning, and seemed to understand what the other person was thinking at this time, so he patted Xu Youran's hand comfortingly, in exchange for Xu Youran's slight smile.

Lin Keren and He Zhengqing were stuffed with dog food, and the chicken skin was swollen. He Zhengqing hurriedly continued: "I checked, and the money was indeed paid off. His parents bought everything in his hometown, and then estimated that I bought it myself, anyway, they pooled the money together, and then Zhang Jie was imprisoned, and the two of them also disappeared. The information I found here is that they went to Africa. I don’t know the specific situation, but the two An old man who is over half a hundred years old can get so much money, and the price he paid must not be a small price."

Speaking of this, He Zhengqing was a little worried. No matter what kind of bastard Zhang Jie is, his parents are innocent. I am afraid that this time, it can be said that it is really more ominous. It is a pity that Zhang Jie did not cherish his parents. In exchange for a new life, another opportunity wasted.

The faces of Chu Suifeng and the others were also very ugly, and they obviously understood this, and they were not worth it for the two old people.

"Hey, no wonder some people say that children are born to pay off their debts. I don't have any impression of Zhang Jie's parents. I only remember that they are very poor. But why don't they come to us? If they come to us," Lin Keren was a little confused. The two old men came to look for them, I'm afraid they would be very embarrassed, after all, they were the ones who got Zhang Jie in.

"They came to look for you, but you didn't know it. Your company's security is still very strong." He Zhengqing told Lin Keren the answer casually.

This made Lin Keren suddenly realize, and at the same time, he was also thinking, should he give bonuses to the security department, and then let them continue to carry forward this work?