Leisurely with the wind

Waking up from breakfast, looking at the figure in his arms, Chu Suifeng suddenly felt unprecedented satisfaction.In the past, every rejection of Xu Youran was actually a denial of her self. At that time, she was very painful. She always told herself that she was doing the right thing, but in fact, it was just that she repeatedly self-denial.

After truly accepting Xu Youran, any inferiority complex, any resistance, any pain, all disappeared, and there was only unprecedented satisfaction and happiness.

Chu Suifeng has never been so happy and satisfied, even if life stops at this moment, Chu Suifeng will feel it is worth it.

Chu Suifeng smiled and kissed Xu Youran's forehead, and then got up to cook. The originally black and white world was full of colors at this moment. She felt that her heart was trying to express her joy, and her life was injected with new life at this moment. vitality.

Xu Youran opened her eyes and touched the side habitually. Sure enough, she still didn't touch the figure. She opened her eyes and looked at the time in a daze. It was already 7:30 in the morning. Well timed and it feels like it's going to be a great day.

Xu Youran straightened up, she had forgotten how long it had been since she woke up early in the morning with such a good mood, it's a pity that she didn't wake up in that person's arms, otherwise her mood must have been better.

While Xu Youran got up to wash, she complained about that person's incomprehensible style. In the morning, even if she woke up, she should stay on the bed and not get up. Isn't the warm and fragrant nephrite in her arms attractive?

Going out to change clothes, seeing Chu Suifeng busy in the kitchen alone, Xu Youran ran to Chu Suifeng's back in a fit of anger, and suddenly lay down on Chu Suifeng's back, "Why did you wake up so early? You wake up in your arms, you don't care about me at all."

Seeing Xu Youran talking coquettishly while pouting, Chu Suifeng pinched the other's cheek pamperingly, and said with a smile, "I don't want to get up, what do you eat in the morning? I don't want to starve you." Finished, and kissed the corner of each other's lips.

Xu Youran pouted and said, "No, the kiss is crooked, try again."

Chu Suifeng shook his head helplessly and smiled wryly, turned around, held Xu Youran's face in his hands, found the target, and kissed him hard, "How is it? Let's aim this time!"

As a result, Xu Youran felt a little shy, blushing and patted Chu Suifeng's arm, "I hate it." After speaking, she turned around and ran away as if flying.

Going back to the room, looking at her pajamas, Xu Youran's face turned rosy again, which is really strange. Although she was a little shy at first, in order to seduce Chu Suifeng, Xu Youran got used to this kind of translucent pajamas. Now After confirming her concern, Xu Youran became shy again.

When she went downstairs, she saw Lin Keren sitting in the dining room eating breakfast boldly, Xu Youran suddenly felt a bit intrusive, and when she was sitting on the side eating breakfast, Xu Youran gave Lin Keren a hard look, and said: "But man, you can't come to me every day to report, the car doesn't drive, the food doesn't cook, and you cling to me every day, how can you get married if this continues. Besides, Chu Suifeng is mine Private secretary, now you are also serving together, should I pay her double salary? Also, you forced Chu Suifeng to me at the beginning because you wanted a private life. Now, your private life Woolen cloth?"

With a bun in his mouth, Lin Keren stared at Xu Youran dumbfounded, what's wrong?Didn't I just eat one steamed stuffed bun? There are still so many in front of me. Do you need to act like you want to drive me away?Have you eaten today?

"Youran, what's wrong with you today? Didn't sleep well last night?" Lin Keren asked cautiously.

Xu Youran rolled her eyes, "I mean, you are too intrusive, I also have a private life, sister, everyone is an adult, can we have some personal space?"

Lin Keren opened his mouth and looked at Xu Youran in disbelief, what happened today?But Lin Keren could also see that Xu Youran just thought she was an eyesore, which made her furious. This little white-eyed wolf, when needed, the older sister is older and the younger sister is short, and when he doesn't need it, he kicks.

"Okay, Xu Youran, you're doing well, when you call me sister! Just wait for me!" Lin Ke went out angrily with her bun in her mouth. She didn't care about the car today and drove by herself!

Seeing Lin Ke leaving angrily, Chu Suifeng shook his head and smiled wryly, "Why do you do this, a meal is no big deal."

Xu Youran came to Chu Suifeng's side coquettishly, leaned on Chu Suifeng and said, "She just wants to spend alone time with you. She always comes here, and our time together has become shorter."

Chu Suifeng shook his head dumbfounded. If she were Lin Keren, she would be pissed to death. She is an unfamiliar white-eyed wolf.

Pinching Xu Youran's nose, Chu Suifeng stuffed a steamed stuffed bun into Xu Youran's mouth. It's better to keep this mouth shut, otherwise Lin Keren will definitely die young.

The two ate a colorful breakfast sweetly, and then drove to the company affectionately. Before they parted, Xu Youran kissed coquettishly, and after a long-lasting French kiss, they fell in love with each other. leave reluctantly.

Sitting in the office, Chu Suifeng called He Zhengqing.

"Yo, you think of me so early in the morning? If you play games, just send me a message."

He Zhengqing's cynical teasing came from the other end of the phone, and Chu Suifeng also smiled unconsciously. Now she feels that the whole world is beautiful, even if it is black, it looks so glamorous.

"I'm with Xu Youran."

Ping-pong, there was a sound of falling objects on the other end of the phone. It is very likely that He Zhengqing fell down by himself.

"What did you say? What are you kidding! Who swore at the beginning that he would never enter the pit? You fell into the pit and can't get up now, right?" He Zhengqing scratched her hair angrily. She just felt uneasy, if it wasn't for Chu Suifeng's swearing promise, and what she said was very sensible, she would have been unable to rely on it for a long time.

"Chu Suifeng, listen to me, you really can't afford it. If something happens in the future, you really won't even cry." He Zhengqing said anxiously, it wasn't her pouring cold water, but Chu Suifeng and Xu Youran The gap was too great for her to see any hope.

Chu Suifeng's eyes faded, and he said with a smile: "He Zhengqing, do you know about my past? I believe you. You probably haven't investigated it. Even if you did, I don't care. I can tell you that my past is not There is no hope at all, and some are just despair, even despair in the future, I have no expectations for life. Why did I agree to this job? That is because I don’t care how long I can live. If I can live, I will live. If I can’t, I will die , for me, death is not scary, nor is life any joy, every day is like a walking dead. Because of this, I have never thought about getting married or falling in love. What I want most is to be able to save a little more Money, so that I can live in peace, that’s all. Xu Youran is a light in my dark world, lighting up my whole life, I know that this light is like a mirage, it will disappear at any time, I also know, I will never be able to grasp this light. But I still want to try, even if only for a short day, I also want to take a look at this colorful world. I know that when the light fades, I may usher in even darker world, but I still want to give it a try, if the time comes when I fall into darkness and cannot extricate myself, can you help me?"

He Zhengqing fell silent when he heard Chu Suifeng's words. She didn't know what happened to Chu Suifeng in the past. She regarded Chu Suifeng as a friend and investigated his friend's past. She would never do such a thing.But hearing Chu Suifeng's tone, He Zhengqing could also understand that the past must have been very painful, and she didn't want to force Chu Suifeng to tell it.

He Zhengqing sighed helplessly, "You can rely on me at any time, and I will support you. At that time, I will take your shoulder and let you have enough room to cry." Chu Suifeng has already put all possible encounters With her future in mind, what else can she say?

"Thank you, this period of time is the luckiest day for me. I met Xu Youran, and I also met you."

Facing Chu Suifeng's thanks, He Zhengqing was speechless. She didn't know whether it was lucky or unlucky for Chu Suifeng, and she didn't even know if one day she would be able to become Chu Suifeng's pillar.

Not long after hanging up the phone, Lin Keren came to Chu Suifeng's office sneakily, "Chu Suifeng, do you know what's wrong with Xu Youran? I feel that something is wrong with her today. Didn't you see that her face is full of tears?" The smile is so weird, she would never have that kind of expression in the company before, but now all the employees of the company, who see her, feel like they have seen a ghost, and their hearts are a little shaken."

Chu Suifeng swallowed, not knowing how to respond, as if she was the culprit, but she didn't think there was anything wrong with her, she could only say that it's normal for people in love.

"Lin Keren, Xu Youran and I are in love."

When hearing this answer, Lin Keren's first feeling was, are you joking?But take a closer look at Chu Suifeng's expression, damn it!This is no joke!

Lin Keren suddenly became anxious, "Chu Suifeng, what do you mean? I asked you to take care of Xu Youran, but I didn't let you take care of Xu Youran in bed! You took my money and went to mess with Xu Youran, you are too much Do you think that if I tell Xu Youran the truth, will she still be with you? She will only think that everything between you is just a deal, and maybe she will treat you as a A liar who cheats money and sex, Chu Suifeng, you who are sensible, I advise you to break up with Xu Youran yourself, so as not to lose money and life."

Chu Suifeng took a deep breath, this is what she was worried about, her acquaintance with Xu Youran was tainted with too much utilitarianism, she could almost imagine Xu Youran's disappointment and pain after knowing everything, but it didn't mean Then she will be afraid of Lin Keren.

"Lin Keren, after I left, Xu Youran was the one who was hurt the most. You know very well that Xu Youran cannot leave me."

Lin Keren naturally knew what Chu Suifeng meant by inseparable, but this made her even more angry. Was this threatening her with Xu Youran's life safety?

"Chu Suifeng, I didn't expect you to be this kind of person. I was really blind and brought you to Xu Youran's side. Let me tell you, this matter is endless. You must separate from Xu Youran. Don’t mind sharing your story with your family.”

Chu Suifeng shook his head and said: "Lin Keren, you don't know my family, let alone what happened between us, I can tell you that I don't care. Now the only thing I care about is Xu Youran. The transaction between us is void, and I don't need you to pay me anymore, but I will continue to do what I should do, but this time, it is my own will, not for money. "

"Nonsense! You already got the employer, what salary do you want! Chu Suifeng, you have a really good idea, don't you think so little money! Let me tell you, I will never agree Yes, never!" Lin Ke left Chu Suifeng's office angrily.

Chu Suifeng sat on the office chair a little tiredly. She understood Lin Keren's anger. She had thought of this a long time ago, but she just couldn't restrain her feelings.

"Wait, give me some time, give me some more time, let me experience this kind of happiness, when Xu Youran gets tired, I will leave, and I will not leave any trace in her world. "Chu Suifeng closed his eyes and whispered to himself. I don't know if he said this to Lin Keren or to herself, but she was the only one who listened.

Back in the office, Lin Keren became more and more angry as she thought about it. She couldn't go to Xu Youran. Her younger sister, who she grew up watching, believed that eight horses could not be pulled back, and she was prone to rebellion.

But she couldn't get angry!

Lin Keren, who was getting more and more angry as he thought about it, called He Zhengqing. Before the other party could speak, he rushed over with a swearing, "He Zhengqing! You are looking for a good person! I asked her to work, and the food is delicious. Treat me well, I don't owe her anything! She is good enough to accept me together, He Zhengqing, let me tell you, you have to be responsible for me to solve this matter, this is too much!"

Although Lin Keren spoke loudly and had a rather aggressive tone, but perhaps she had been educated since she was a child, so she didn't swear when she was so angry. Even He Zhengqing had to admire her upbringing.

But this matter, He Zhengqing was even more angry than her. No matter how you think about this matter, Chu Suifeng was at a disadvantage. How could Lin Keren speak out the words of blame!

"Ask Xu Youran about this matter yourself. Xu Youran is the one who pursued Chu Suifeng. Also, think about it for yourself. In the end, who will be injured!" He Zhengqing finished coldly. With this sentence, I hung up the phone directly.

Lin Keren was stunned for a long time before she digested this sentence. She calmed down, sat in a chair and thought for a long time, and then came to Chu Suifeng's office. At this time, she had completely calmed down.

"If you break up in the future, will you still provide Xu Youran with blood and organs?"

Chu Suifeng looked at Lin Keren, then smiled and said, "I will."

Lin Keren nodded, "Then, let's continue the transaction. This is between us and has nothing to do with Xu Youran." After saying this, Lin Keren left.She figured it out, she doesn't need to be a villain, she just needs to leave everything to time.

If Chu Suifeng can really be with Xu Youran for the rest of his life, then Xu Youran has found a good home. If there is an emergency in the future, Chu Suifeng will not get any benefits at all, and he will be very happy. It is easy to lose money and people.

As Xu Youran's older sister, Lin Keren is well aware of how big the gap is between the two of them. It's just a woman, and there is no need to worry about Xu Youran's huge harm. If something happens, just treat it as an alternative way for an adult woman to resolve her needs. Xu Youran is almost 30 years old, and the life of an adult can't be more normal.

Thinking about it this way, Lin Keren is not worried anymore, but she feels that she is a kind person, knowing that Chu Suifeng will get nothing in the end, so she can't do too much, not to mention, if the two of them really After they broke up, she also had to find a way to keep Chu Suifeng behind. Lin Keren didn't think it was a big deal to spend 1 yuan a month, just buying one less piece of clothing every month.