[fgo] Idiosyncratic Shura Field

Skillfully and accurately catching Orion, Artemis said in a drawn-out voice, "Darling, how could you be messing around again—"

"I didn't, I really didn't!" Orion the doll bear who was rubbed against the gamepad let out a desperate wail, "I know I was wrong, I apologize, I sincerely apologize!"

"very pitiful."

Sighing without sincerity, Ye Chu sat on the sofa and took Artemis' place to play games with them.

The clock's hour hand has been approaching the position of 8 in the game, and many people have come to the room one after another, but no one bothered to see Ye Chu playing so engrossed.

"Yezi, the Spring Festival Gala is about to begin..."

"My dear girl, when will you...wake up..."

The sudden familiar whispers in my ear were like the key to Pandora's Box. Although the box hadn't been opened yet, without the shackles of the lock, all the evil inside would soon swarm out.

For example, she closed her eyes and remembered that she had heard this voice at Christmas more than a month ago, but she forgot at that time because of Da Vinci.

"I won—as expected, no matter what I do, I am no.1~"

On the TV screen, the Hei Changzhi Yujie operated by Ye Chu fell under the weapon of Fenmao operated by Elizabeth, and Elizabeth's score on the scoreboard jumped to No.1 in one fell swoop.

"That's just because Yu didn't play. If Yu played, No.1 would definitely be Yu."

"Hmph, that's not necessarily the case."

"How about Ye Chu let Yu Lai do it?"

"Ye Chu! Ye Chu?"

Because of Nero's shaking, Ye Chu suddenly opened her eyes, and she glanced at Nero on her left in a daze, and it took dozens of seconds to realize what happened.

"You play, I'll go to the bathroom."

Putting the handle in Nero's hand, Ye Chu stood up and walked out without looking back.

"What's the matter?" Looking at Ye Chu's leaving back suspiciously, Nelu was a little uneasy, "Suddenly his face was so pale."

Elizabeth wasn't too worried, she clicked on the game again and said, "Someone has already followed, let's continue playing the game!"

"Then let's start, Yu will definitely win!"

"No.1 is definitely me~"

"Chu-chan, are you feeling unwell?"

Reflexively shaking off Da Vinci's hand, Ye Chu turned his back to her and shook his head: "I just want to go to the bathroom, so don't follow me."

Da Vinci could naturally feel the resistance against her exuding from Ye Chu's body. After hesitating for three seconds, she finally stood where she was and did not follow.There seemed to be sadness and relief in her eyes. Standing in the corridor, she said to herself in a sigh-like tone: "Is this your final choice?"

"It's been three years..."

"The doctor said that if you don't wake up, you will..."

"Is there... still money at home..."

The whispers in the ear continued, sometimes far and sometimes near, even though he knew it was not from Chaldea, Ye Chu still stubbornly walked in the corridor, looking for the source of the sound.

"The third year is about to pass..."

"Yezi would watch the Spring Festival Gala every year when she was at home..."

"Mom made a lot of your favorite dishes today, let's watch the Spring Festival Gala together as a family tonight..."

"Dad! Mom!"

Finally, she yelled uncontrollably in the empty corridor, and the whisper stopped abruptly the moment Ye Chu yelled, and she stopped with the voice after losing her target, turned around in a daze, and entered. The purpose is pitch black.

A year ago, Ye Chu was sure that she would be panicked and overwhelmed when she saw this scene, but now such a change made her calm down faster.The fingertips condensed the magic power to write the rune characters out of thin air, but when she was halfway through writing, the darkness was driven away by the lit street lamps one by one.

Extending along the road to the distance are not-so-bright yellow street lamps, and extending out together with the street lamps are two rows of trees that she has been unable to name for so many years.

Turning your head, there are courtyards of different sizes on both sides of the road. Without exception, there are two red lanterns hanging at the gate of each courtyard, which is festive red.

So familiar, so familiar that she could keep walking with her eyes closed, until she reached her... doorstep.

Seeing such a familiar scene, she should be happy and excited, and could not wait to run home, but in fact, on the contrary, she dared not move forward, as if she was fixed in place, unable to move forward. Take even one step forward.

"Go ahead!"

Grabbing the clothes at his heart and squatting down, Ye Chu tried his best to stabilize his trembling body.

"What are you afraid of!"

I don't know how long I squatted on the deserted road, Ye Chu closed his eyes and recalled the scene of fighting Mordred over and over again, recalling Hei Zhen's education (swearing) to him , Then finally stood up and walked towards home step by step.

The red lanterns in the yard are still the ones she is familiar with, and they are not different from the decorations she had when she went home for the New Year last time, but the strange thing is that the lights in the house are off, which means that there is no one at home at the moment.

"strangeness......"

Putting his hand on the door and trying to push it open, Ye Chu found that he just walked in out of thin air.

"Am I dreaming now?"

She glanced at her body suspiciously, and then looked back at the door behind her. Such a real scene made her unable to believe that she was dreaming anyway.She closed her eyes and recalled what she did today. She couldn't tell if she was dreaming or not, so she could only give up temporarily and looked towards the familiar yard.

Mom's favorite yard that was always well manicured is gone, not because the plants have all died down in the winter, but because everything has been disposed of.Through the floor-to-ceiling windows on the first floor, Ye Chu could still see that all the flowers and plants that she used to like most in the room had now disappeared.

Covering his mouth with both hands, he took two deep breaths. When Ye Chu closed his eyes and opened them again, his eyes turned white again.

Disturbing white.

White with the smell of disinfectant.

"Nurse nurse!"

"I have to wait in the hospital to take care of the sick during Chinese New Year, alas—"

"The Spring Festival Gala seems to have started, go back to the ward and watch."

As the quiet voice rang in his ears, the white in Ye Chu's vision gradually took shape.It was a place she had been to only a handful of times, and it was an inpatient unit she had never been to except for a few patient visits.

"Why am I here?"

The fear in her heart was even worse than before, and her heart was refusing to move forward.

Leave, leave as if nothing happened, see nothing.

Get out of here.

It is best to choose to forget some things, and it is not necessarily bad to live without knowing anything.

Not all are indestructible and fearless.

Not everyone can be tenacious and live bravely with terrible memories.

Close your eyes and leave!

Breathing rapidly, Ye Chu knelt in this strange hospital corridor and almost suffocated uncontrollably.Fear, fear, wanting to escape, completely lost the ability to think, leaving only instinct to keep clamoring to leave.

"I really haven't made any progress at all..."

Smiling wryly, he raised his hand to wipe away the tears on his cheeks, Ye Chu stood up with his hands supporting the wall, then lowered his head and bit down hard on his arm.Physical pain may not be able to resist fear, but for Ye Chu, it can restore some calmness.

Thanks to Mordred's relentless "education" for so long.

The suffocation began to ease, and he put his hands on his heart and took a few deep breaths, Ye Chu patted his face, tried to put on a smiling expression, and forced himself to walk forward.

She didn't know where her destination was, but she knew that if she got there, she would know.

"309, 310, 311, 312, 31..."

"313."

"The patients in that ward of 313 seem to have lived there for three years. Why do they refuse to move back home if the hospitalization fee is so expensive even though they are hopeless?"

"Poor parents all over the world. But recently I heard that they have been notified by the hospital that they want to move out. The family should also consider it. After all, it is not easy to hold on for so long."

"What a crime, such a good girl."

Ye Chu stared blankly at the chatting aunts next to him and withdrew their hands on the door.

go back, okay?

Just treat it as a strange dream, go back, okay?

Since I don't remember anything now, go back, okay?

You will regret this!

Isn't it good to live like that in Chaldea all the time!

The party has already started, go back quickly, everyone is waiting for you!

"If I go back like this because I'm afraid, I will definitely be laughed at." Ye Chu took two steps back, bit his lip again, and put his hand on the door, "We agreed to face it directly, and we can't run away from it." gone."

Taking a deep breath, Ye Chu closed his eyes and pushed open the door.

Unlike before, she didn't go through it, the door actually opened.

"How did the door open?"

"I've obviously closed it, you go and close it."

The voices of her parents who had raised her for more than 20 years came from her ears.

Slowly, she opened her eyes.

In the blurred vision, lying on the hospital bed facing the door, he was pale and looked lifeless with his eyes closed... himself!

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Ps: The style of painting has changed a bit, I wonder if everyone can accept it?