Don't miss the time when I love you

Xiang Chen froze, stopped twisting his body and struggling with his hands and asked, "What do you mean!"

"I admit that I forget you. Every night when I close my eyes, your crying face comes to my mind. I tremble and say: Didn't you say you like me? You cry all the time, I want to comfort you but I can't hold you You." Yang Xu hugged Xiang Chen's hand tightly and couldn't help but kiss his fair skin, "I'm sorry, I was wrong, I was really wrong, please don't torture me anymore, okay?"

Yang Xu's tone was sincere and sincere. At that time, he was a self-centered, ignorant and ignorant young man who never considered the consequences, and didn't know how to cherish and love.

forgive?Xiang Chen pursed his lips and didn't speak, which one is the real Yang Xu now, sometimes he is as domineering as yesterday, and sometimes he apologizes seriously, Xiang Chen looked at him with a tenderness in his eyes, which he didn't have when he was young.

Xiang Chen stretched his slender fingers towards Yang Xu's sharp-edged cheeks and called softly, "Xu."

Yang Xu heard Xiang Chen's delicate and melodious voice, and supported him to push against Xiang Chen's narrow corridor with the raised things, and slowly entered.

"You..." Xiang Chen was startled, his whole body convulsed due to the pain, and he gasped for breath. Before he could stop Yang Xu's movements, Yang Xu had already stuffed the whole thing in. It hurts to show weakness, his one is thicker than nine years ago, as the movement rubs against his smooth place, the pores of his whole body are opened, Xiang Chen's arms around Yang Xu's legs are tightened even more, and his hands are placed on his. Shoulder, couldn't help but began to cater to "Yang Xu, you..."

"Yeah..." Yang Xu groaned while buried in his chest, the strength around his waist was getting stronger and stronger, Yang Xu especially expressed his desire for his body that he hadn't touched in nine years.

"No, yours is too big, I,, you, let go, I..." Xiang Chen felt that something was getting more and more wrong, his craziest rhythm frightened him, and the frequency of the crackling sounds from his lower body became faster and faster, and he wanted to Just call to stop in time, otherwise you will hurt yourself "Yang Xu, I order you, stop for me, stop quickly".

"But, what to do, I can't stop." Yang Xu looked at him with longing eyes, slightly apologetic, like a primary school student who knew his mistake and begged him to forgive him.

"Bastard, you," why are you looking at me like this, why are you looking at me begging for forgiveness, why are you not the Yang Xu you used to be, then I will still hate you for hurting me, Xiang Chen avoids his gaze , Don't overdo it and say "let go, let me go" indifferently.

"Um, um, Xiang Chen, please don't let me stop." Yang Xu clenched his hands and placed them on both sides of his shoulders, interlocking his fingers.

Xiang Chen stared in astonishment at the tightly held hands of the two, a warm current surged into his heart, they clasped each other's hands tightly with their fingers intertwined, feeling inexplicably happier than ever before.

Xiang Chen felt that Yang Xu seemed to have the same feeling as himself, the root in his body became hot as iron, swollen, and trembled a few times, accompanied by Yang Xu's comfortable growl, a stream of heat shot out.

Xiang Chen sighed, it was finally over, but Yang Xu didn't seem to think so, he lay on top of him and panted heavily, his lower body was reluctant to take it out of his body, after a short rest his waist moved again, hugging Xiang Chen's thin body His body was pressed against the snow-white wall refracted by the cold moonlight, the wall was a bit cold, Xiang Chen wanted to dodge but was hugged tightly by Yang Xu and had no right to resist.

"Mmm, um, um." Yang Xu stepped up his efforts every time as if he didn't know how tired he was.

"It hurts..." Xiang Chen trembled all over and finally cried out that it hurts, but he would not beg for mercy, and he would never beg for mercy in a humble way. . .

The smell of cheap beer and stinky sweat on his body was Xiang Chen's impression of meeting Yang Xu for the first time after nine years!

The white window screen was blown by the sea breeze and fluttered in the air, and the air was filled with the faint smell of sea water.

Yang Xu's eyelashes trembled a few times, and they opened suddenly. He stretched out his hand to rub his throbbing temples, "Damn, my head hurts."

He suddenly got up and found himself lying on a comfortable and spacious bed, the soft sunlight was just shining down, the almost pure white room had a tranquil atmosphere, Yang Xu had some impressions of this place, the flying window screens, the slight cool breeze.

"Could it be? Wasn't it a dream last night?" Yang Xu intermittently recalled the remaining memories in his mind last night, and concluded that he raped Xiang Chen.

I thought I finally hugged him in a dream and was secretly happy. He drank too much, but the feeling of hugging him was so real. He apologized and begged for his forgiveness, but Xiang Chen kept irritating him by saying that he was with Qin Lei. Together!

If that wasn't a dream, then Xiang Chen and Qin Lei were really together?

Yang Xu looked for his clothes, but only saw a clean white T-shirt and jeans beside the bed. He ignored the many sets and hurried downstairs to look for Xiang Chen's figure.

Xiang Chen is wearing a white T-shirt with black trousers. Her long black hair is thick like seaweed and is tied behind her head. She has fair skin that can be broken by blowing a blow. She is as pure and sweet as a girl. She holds a transparent glass with her slender fingers , with champagne in the glass, open the double-door refrigerator, put a few pieces of ice in the glass, and shake it.

"Thump thump thump" heavy footsteps, from top to bottom, Xiang Chen came out from the kitchen and looked at Yang Xu who had stepped down the last step, took a sip of champagne, "You're awake!"

"Xiang Chen, yesterday," Yang Xu eagerly wanted to explain, and stepped forward to grab his shoulder.

"It hurts" Xiang Chen instinctively avoided his strong palm, the bruise from his biting last night was still aching.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I thought I was in a dream, in a dream." Yang Xu looked at the purple hickey on Xiang Chen's neckline, as if all explanations were powerless, and finally he chose to shut up, lowered his head and watched silently. Instep, like a child who made a mistake.

"Would you like breakfast?" Xiang Chen raised his eyebrows, turned around while clenching the cup in his hand, and apologized?What happened last night was just a superficial touch on the damage done nine years ago.

"Nanny, I haven't arrived yet. I only know how to bake bread. Qin Lei taught me this. I'm too stupid. I need him to do everything!"

"Are you really with Qin Lei?" Yang Xu asked eagerly when he heard Xiang Chen mentioning Qin Lei like showing off.

"Yeah." Xiang Chen smiled, nodded and said, "The day you abandoned me, we were together!"

abandon?

Yang Xu pursed his lips, looked at him apologetically, the cold rain, his crying cheeks, and trembling voice filled his aching brain.

He said: Didn't you say you liked me?

But he said indifferently: I said I like you, but didn't I say I only like you?

"I'm sorry, I, at that time, my age, I didn't know that words like that would hurt you so deeply! I'm sorry."

"Hmph" Xiang Chen sneered, drank all the champagne in the glass in one go, shook the glass with only ice cubes left, turned gracefully, walked towards him, spread his hands and put the glass on his hands, "Smash it!"

"What?" Yang Xu held the cup tightly, feeling a little cold.

"Crush it!" Xiang Chen said firmly.

"..." Yang Xu raised his hand and dropped it, the glass with ice cubes fell to the ground, and the fragments were scattered.

"Is it broken?" Xiang Chen looked at the debris on the ground and asked knowingly.

"Um"

"Now please apologize to it!"

Yang Xu looked strangely at the frail Xiang Chen but said "I'm sorry".

"Has it changed to its original form?" Xiang Chen stood up straight and looked sideways at Yang Xu, his eyes full of indifference.

"no"

Yang Xu suddenly looked back at Xiang Chen as if he understood something, but he walked away and sat down in front of the brand new white piano by the French window, his slender fingers resting lightly on the black and white keyboard.

"Understood? Even apologizing for a broken glass can't restore it to its original state, so, as you said, go back to your world and leave me alone! I will forget about what happened last night just like before! "

He hurt him with scars, but now he wants to use an apology to make up for his youth and ignorance. Xiang Chen is like a broken glass that can never be restored to its original appearance!

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