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It is not ordinary kind to you, is it because it hates me? "Looking back, Sawada Tsunayoshi smiled as gently as usual.

"Oh, you are really old, Gang." When Li Baoen finished saying this sentence, he couldn't help laughing. "Hehe, but I am also old, and time has left no less traces on me than you."

"Oh, we're all old." Tsunayoshi Sawada didn't answer, he just responded with a smile.

"Is it meaningful to come here every year?" Li Baoen looked up at the dome on the top of the church.

"It doesn't matter whether it has meaning or not. For me, this is the only place where I can miss her." The gray pigeons fluttered their wings and flew over the dome at the top, and a few of them stopped on the top. The small black eyes rolled around, and they looked down, their eyes full of curiosity.

"People have been away for so many years, who are you going to show your actions now?" Li Baoen sneered.

"Let me do it for myself." Sawada Tsunayoshi replied flatly.

"You!?" Li Baoen frowned slightly. Sometimes, he wished he could shoot Sawada Tsunayoshi.

The first year she was gone, he had learned to wake up.

In the second year after she left, he learned to blame himself.

In the third year she left, he learned to be silent.

In the nth year she left, he learned to wait.

He knew better than anyone else that if Echizen Chia didn't want others to find her, even if he turned the whole world upside down, he would never find her.Na, na, when will you be willing to come back?Qianya, he was so tired of waiting, he was so tired that he almost fell asleep. It has been decades, isn't this waiting for punishment enough?

Tsunayoshi Sawada already knew he was wrong.

"I'm sorry Echizen Chia first, and then I'm sorry Sasakawa Kyoko, you are enough." Li Baoen didn't mean to say that, but when he thought of the faces of Chia and Kyoko, he felt a little angry for no reason, obviously hurt so much Thoroughly, what's the point of confessing now?

"I'm really an asshole." Sawada Tsunayoshi laughed at himself.

"You are enough, is it useful to remember the past?" As the age grows year by year, the time Sawada Tsunayoshi remembers the past has become longer and longer. "Gang, I was in Japan, and I saw a child by chance, very much like you when you were young."

"What did you... say?" Tsunayoshi Sawada was taken aback for a moment.

"Don't make me repeat the words a second time." The veins on the forehead were bulging, and Li Baoen inexplicably wanted to beat him up.

"Could it be..." As if thinking of something, a gleam of joy appeared on Sawada Tsunayoshi's face.

"I hope it's not too big, maybe it is." Li Baoen smiled with his lips hooked.

"Whether it is or not, I want to thank you." He smiled, as innocent and beautiful as he was in his youth, it seemed that he hadn't seen such a pure and innocent smile on his face for a long time.

Reaching out and tugging at the brim of the hat, Li Baoen chuckled softly.

Hopefully, this time it won't be in vain.

……

Cherry blossom petals fluttered down from the tree.

Quietly staring at the tombstone in front of him, and reaching out to touch his cheek, he realized that he had already burst into tears.Decades had passed, she would die, it seemed to be expected, but she refused to admit it. "How could you leave me alone?"

"Qianya, I haven't forgotten that promise, I'm sorry..."

"No matter what you say, mom won't come back." Behind him, Echizen Chiaki looked at Sawada Tsunayoshi indifferently.

Sawada Tsunayoshi pursed his lips, and the corners of his lips curled into a wry smile unconsciously.

"You're right, she can't come back."

"It's been so many years, why did you come to her now?" Echizen Chiaki didn't understand.

"If Qianya doesn't want someone to find her, even if I search the whole world, I won't be able to find her." Sawada Tsunayoshi sighed heavily.

"Mom has been waiting for you." Chiaki Echizen frowned slightly.

"...I see." The smile on the corner of the mouth became more and more bitter. Is this how they missed it?

"Mom, she told me about you since I was a child." Glancing at her father, Echizen Chiaki suddenly laughed and said: "When I was young, I asked my mother, where is my father? Do you know how she answered? He said you were killed by an alien People took it away."

"..."

"Hehe, isn't it a bit cheating?"

Sawada Tsunayoshi nodded silently.

"Mom said that in the next life, she will definitely avoid you and hide far away. Once she sees your face, she will put you on the blacklist that she must never associate with." Echizen Chiaki felt the need to say before his mother passed away. That sentence told Sawada Tsunayoshi.

"..." Sawada Tsunayoshi was stunned for a moment, then he burst out laughing. "Hahaha, these words really have Chia's style." Belly laughing is no longer suitable for him at this age, and Sawada Tsunayoshi's hands were clenched into loose fists against the tip of his nose. "No matter how many years have passed, Qianya is still Qianya. Even if we are no longer the same, she still has not changed."

"You love mom very much." Echizen Chiaki pursed her lips and said.

"Yes." Nodding, Tsunayoshi Sawada did not deny it.

It's just that he discovered this love too late.

"Then...why?" Echizen Chiaki frowned again.

"People always make mistakes." He replied softly.

When you are young, you will always make some mistakes, some can be redeemed, and some can only be regretted.

"She said she would run away when she saw me in her next life?"

"……Um."

"Oh, then she runs, I'll chase."

"..." Echizen Chiaki's mouth twitched slightly. "Are you joking?"

"Do I look like it?" She looked at Echizen Chiaki seriously.

"...not like."

"Did she leave peacefully?" The topic changed suddenly.

"Well, Mom left with a smile."

"That's good." Then, in the next life, he can let go and chase after him.

If you miss it for a lifetime, you must never miss it again in the next life. They will live forever and be entangled endlessly.

——Gang, do you know?Without sky, there is no light.

——Oh, is it?I think that where there is light, there is sky.

Qianya, in fact, it is not the sky that can truly contain everything, but the light.

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Final Fantasy, sung by Hideko Shiratori

64 Extra Story Three

There is a bustling commercial street in the southeast of the base, where there is a bookstore called 'Once Upon a Time'.The name looks a little retro literary style, but the interior decoration is not retro literary style at all. The complete European style has already made many customers who come here to read or borrow books complain, but no matter how loud the complaints are, the owner of the bookstore Still going its own way, there is no intention to change the name of the store.

At around nine o'clock in the morning, this commercial street has just opened for business, and 'Once Upon a Time' has just opened its doors.Luo Jiachen pushed open the glass door of "Once Upon a Time" and walked in. Shang Qi, who came to help every day, hadn't come yet. The boss Mo Chen was sitting behind the counter. Looking at it from the angle of the door, he always felt that Mo Chen was always on his body. There is a very special kind of charm, he is lowered to make coffee, without even raising his head, he just said coldly: "Welcome."

"Hi, Mo Chen, long time no see." Luo Jiachen walked up to Mo Chen.

"What are you doing here?" Mo Chen's expression was extremely calm without even frowning.

"Fuck! Facing a brother who was born and died, why do you have this kind of attitude?" Luo Jiachen unfortunately blew up.

"Here, drink a cup of coffee to quench the fire." Mo Chen calmly handed Luo Jiachen the cup of brewed coffee, not paying attention to Luo Jiachen's bared teeth.

After receiving the coffee, Luo Jiachen took a sip and asked, "When are you going to return to the team?"

"It's fine now." Mo Chen pushed the flat glasses on the bridge of his nose and said.

"Why bother? Ten years have passed." Luo Jiachen frowned.

"So what about ten years?" Mo Chen sneered and said, "Could it be that you can forget it?"

Luo Jiachen was silent for a long time, and then slowly said: "Qingqing doesn't want you to become like this."

"What's wrong with me now?" Mo Chen glanced at Luo Jiachen, and continued: "Jiachen, I will bear my sins and karma by myself. You and them don't need to worry too much at all."

"Fart!!" Luo Jiachen reached out and grabbed Mo Chen's shirt collar. "Mo Chen, please wake up to me, the people who designed to kill Qingqing back then were Yu Xingyan and the others, not you!!"

Mo Chen raised his hand, and pulled away Luo Jiachen's hand that was holding onto his shirt collar. "Luo Jiachen, you heard me clearly, Yu Xingyan and the others deserve to die, but the one who really deserves to die is me. At that time, when Qingqing stumbled and fell, I hesitated. I could reach out and grab her Yes, but I didn't, I watched her fall down the stairs to die, and was even eaten up by the group of zombies."

Luo Jiachen's hands were hanging by his sides, and Mo Chen's current appearance reminded him of the time when Xiao Qingqing had just died. "If you are wrong, we are also wrong, you... well, forget it, just pretend I didn't say it."

After gathering his clothes, Mo Chen calmly changed the subject and said, "I haven't seen you for a few years, how are you doing?"

"What do you think? The person you want to accompany you doesn't have time to accompany you, and the person you don't want to see wanders around in front of your eyes every day." Luo Jiachen smiled wryly.

Knowing the other party's suffering, Mo Chen didn't intend to continue asking. He changed the subject again and continued: "By the way, where is Gao Cen? Why didn't he come with you?"

When Gao Cen was mentioned, the expression on Luo Jiachen's face became more and more aggrieved. "Mo Chen, Gao Cen ignored me."

"..." Mo Chen lowered his head to make a cup of tea for himself, he didn't want to respond to Luo Jiachen's words at all.

Seeing that Mo Chen was ignoring him, Luo Jiachen curled his lips and said, "Cut, it's really indifferent