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Ji seemed to want to say something, but was stopped by Echizen Chia, her hand was on his lips. "Shh, don't talk, just listen to me quietly." After tonight, there is no relationship between her and him. "Since I met Ah Gang, my life has changed... Just like you met Li Baoen, it has become almost unrecognizable, now, let's... divorce."

His eyes widened slightly, perhaps Sawada Tsunayoshi didn't think that Echizen Chia would say this to him one day. "you!?"

"I figured it out, and I understand, it's better to let you go than to bind you." She took a step back, seeing the surprise that flashed in Sawada Tsunayoshi's eyes, Echizen Chia felt relieved smiled. "I, I want to take a long vacation to see the outside world. After so many years, I always try to get out of Vengley."

In the beginning, the person who reached out to her was Sawada Tsunayoshi, so this time, she will let go of this hand.

She is the one who willful and refuses to give up, and she is the one who stagnates and looks back at the past, but Tsunayoshi Sawada never stops his footsteps and keeps moving forward until he drifts away from her. I can't even see the back.

"Gang, go and pursue your happiness."

Echizen Chia finally left, leaving behind the divorce agreement and the ring of light that symbolized her status.Since that day, she has never returned, and no one knows her whereabouts, including... her family.

……

I don't know how long has passed, um, she seems to have been away for a long time, 30 years?Or is it 50 years?Ha, I am getting old, and my memory is really bad. Anyway, it is a time that is so long that she doesn't even bother to count it every day.

When the weather is cold, she likes to curl up in the thick quilt the most. The air conditioner in the room is very warm, but no matter how warm it is, it can't imitate the temperature of the person she is attached to.

What happened to Pengo Li, and what happened to Tsunayoshi Sawada, she didn't seem to care about it at all.

Echizen Chia's life has returned to the most ordinary track. She is still wearing a kimono and a simple bun, living her own life.Life seems to be much more peaceful than before, and people are more silent than ever.When she got old, she would go for a walk in the small park that she had promised with Tsunayoshi Sawada when she was a child every morning, basking in the sun or something.Her grandson looks like a teenager now. Except for the light golden cat pupils inherited from the Echizen family, he looks very much like Sawada Tsunayoshi when he was young. He is often seen playing with his classmates. , she had the illusion of going back to the past.

That kind of smile always reminded Echizen Chia of Sawada Tsunayoshi.The gentle and handsome face, the voice like the spring breeze, the madness and entanglement when excited, ah... It seems that I can't remember clearly. When I am old, I can't compare with the good memory of a young man. How could she remember his appearance? Do you remember?After so many years, the vivid memory has gradually become blurred, except for the name.

Echizen Chia would occasionally attend a tea party organized by a friend. A group of old people who were almost moldy from their leisure would gather together in a secluded teahouse to drink tea, eat melon seeds and chat.Every time she likes to sit by the window, raise her eyes and look out of the window, watching the crowds coming and going outside, Echizen Chia seems to be looking for something through the crowd, perhaps even she herself does not understand, Why after so long, the obsession in my heart still hasn't let go.

This happens every time, and my friends are used to it, so naturally they don't ask too much.

Mamiko Fujikawa, the first friend she met after leaving Pengo Lie, once asked such a question curiously.

"The world is so big, can't you find something you like?"

"Even if we find it, he's mine?" Echizen Chia held the babbling son in her arms and turned to look out the window. The sky was clear and not even a dark cloud passed by.

Echizen Chia thought she had caught it, but in the end it was just a joke.

She used to think that as long as she waited, as long as she was willing to wait, that person would stop and look back at her.However, all this is just deceiving oneself and others. Feelings are different from other things. It is a risky and loss-making business.If you win, everyone is happy.If you lose, you will be lost.She... is that big fool who almost fell into a deep pit and could never recover. Thanks to her quick withdrawal, otherwise she would lose all her money, and it would be a terrible loss.

Finally, after a long, long time, until Echizen Chia was too old to move, she was able to understand a truth.

Love is not what you give and you will be rewarded.

Love cannot be measured with a scale.

"In the beginning, he was the one who stretched out his hand to me, and later, it was me who stretched out his hand to him. In fact...he and I don't owe anyone a long time ago..." muttering to himself, as if no one was there.

"mom?"

"Son."

"Ok?"

"In the next life, I will definitely avoid your father and hide away. Once I see his face, I will put him on the blacklist that I must never associate with."

"……mom."

After all, she was just a beautiful misunderstanding in his life.

——I will marry you when I grow up, you must wait for me!

--OK!Then you can't break your promise!I am waiting for you to marry me.

Liar, hee hee, in the end, it turned out that it was the most gentle sky that could tolerate everything that lied to her.

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Final Fantasy X Episode: Listen to the Water of Falling Flowers

Chapter 63

St. Peter's Church, also translated as St. Peter's Basilica in the Vatican, is the central church of Roman Christianity, a pilgrimage site for European Catholics and the Holy See of the Pope in the Vatican. It is located in the Vatican and is the largest cathedral in the world.

Tsunayoshi Sawada stood alone in St. Peter's Square, which can accommodate 30 people. He looked up at the sky dyed red by the sunset. Asia's wedding.

St. Peter's Square is surrounded by two semi-circular promenades, each promenade is supported by 284 tall round stone columns, and there are 142 statues of saints and saints famous in the history of the church on the top. Different and lifelike.In the middle of the square stands a 41-meter-high Egyptian obelisk, with a beautiful fountain on each side of it. The trickling clear spring symbolizes the water of life that God bestows on believers.

'Dangdang——'

Suddenly a bell sounded from the bell tower, distant and solemn, it was the gospel brought by the gods to the world.Walking into the cathedral, he first passed through a corridor. In the corridor, the white marble columns with light-colored patterns are carved with exquisite patterns. There are many statues of figures on the vault of the long corridor from left to right, and the whole is yellowish brown. The top surface is covered with three-dimensional patterns and patterns, gorgeous yet dignified.

Sawada Tsunayoshi is wearing a simple black suit. The style looks simple and ordinary, but it is full of too much meaning.He was sitting on the dark brown bench seat at the front, his fingers covered with fine lines folded under his chin, and his not-so-long bangs covered his eyes, making him a little unpredictable.

A beam of orange-red light shone on him through the dome on the top of the church, and his solemn and lonely back looked particularly sacred under the shroud of sunset light, as if he was a beautiful angel who fell into the world by mistake.With the corners of his mouth slightly raised, he slowly raised his head, half-closed his eyes, and looked at the sky outside the dome. The sunset slowly setting in the west was like blood, so beautifully red.

Stretching out his hand to caress the ring on the ring finger of his left hand, he clearly remembered what the words engraved in the ring were, and he still remembered every stroke in his heart. He couldn't help but flashed many bits and pieces about Echizen Chia in his mind, and his heart ached involuntarily. up.

[At that time, you were the one who stretched out your hand first, why did you forget everything after so many years?It's really troublesome to let go. I have worked hard for so many years, thinking that I know you well enough, but unexpectedly, the one who really understands you has never been me. ] That night of that year, her smile and her words left him speechless.

Time flies, Baiju flies by, she is still the same as before, but he can't go back.Their memories are engraved with their time... However, no matter how hard he grasped many beautiful things, he couldn't grasp them, such as the love that was clearly deeply rooted in his bones, but he was unwilling to face it... and the traces related to Chia Echizen It seems that under the passage of time, it is gradually weakened, and finally disappeared without a trace.

"Really, I didn't even give it a chance, and I walked so simply." The ring came off from the ring finger a little bit, and the fingertip touched the depression inside the ring. Her smile, her anger, her joy, Her grief flooded into his mind like a tide, heh, do you really know how to cherish it until you lose it?The punishment God gave him was really unique.

lonely life.

This is the end of him hurting Echizen Chia, and it is the only thing he can do to make up for her.

Man, what a pathetic creature.

Only when you lose, will you regret.

'Da da--'

There were slow footsteps behind him, and Tsunayoshi Sawada put the ring back on the ring finger of his left hand. "Why, are you afraid that I will be assassinated?" He chuckled lightly, with a hint of narrowness.

"Hmph." With a cold snort, the sharp-edged face was just covered by the shadow of the brim of the hat, and even a trace of expression could not be seen. "I think you are the only one in this world who can kill yourself."

"Hehe, after so many years, you still haven't changed, Li Baoen." The teacher who pulled him into this world and changed his life finally came from the other side of this world. "Time obviously left a lot of traces, but