about i love you

After school was over in the evening, people in the class went out one after another. The desks in our class were arranged in a certain order, just like now, Ge Hua couldn't get out unless I stood up.

He glared at me and said "Come on, I'm going to eat."

I smiled and said, "Wait a minute, I'm too tired to move now."

This guy actually said, "Why are you tired? You don't listen to class, you don't do your homework, and you don't move. It's embarrassing to say that you are tired."

I raised my fist and punched him directly in the face, it hurt so badly.

He bent down, with panic in his eyes, Liu Siqi and his good friends surrounded him from behind, and one of the boys with pimples said, "I don't like this kid a long time ago, He Su You did a good job."

He was talking to me, the taste in his mouth was extremely unpleasant, I frowned, and took a step back, Liu Siqi was standing next to me, holding a stool in his hand.

Let me go, this is how they usually beat people, how miserable it is.

Liu Siqi imitated what was shown on TV, raised his head to the right, and stuck out his tongue angrily to lick the corner of his mouth.I didn't pay attention to anything, just stared at his tongue, and then laughed "hahaha", feeling a little convulsive.

I snatched the stool from his hand, and I grabbed the stool legs and smashed it on Ge Hua's body, and he let out a shrill scream.The stool in my hand was taken back by Liu Siqi.

"You fucking want to kill him? Damn, if I knew it, I would have let you go."

"Fuck you, if you want to get out, you're the one to get out, don't fucking bother me here."

I was very irritable, and I felt like a fire was burning in my heart, and I couldn't bear it if I didn't vent it.I feel a little strange recently, I don't like the feeling of being out of control, Liu Siqi's hand was still out there, I reached out and pulled it, frowning.

Damn, am I crazy?

I threw the chair on the ground and strode out, and when I got there, I hammered the door frame with my fist hard, it hurt me a lot.

I don't know how Liu Siqi and the others cleaned up the people inside, but what I know is that I am standing in Baldy Liu's office now, and his spittle has sprayed me all over.

After he gave various admonitions generously, he said, "Go back and reflect for a week."

I turned around and left, very angry in my heart, Ge Hua, that coward, actually told the teacher about this, I go to hell.I think if anyone I know will be surprised if they see my current state, I am very anxious now.

This is something that has never happened before. I always look very relaxed in the eyes of others, absolutely never.

I suspect that I want to touch Liu Siqi.

It's fucking unscientific, okay?

He is a man.

When I went out, Wen Mengliang was standing at the door.

The afterglow of the sun fell from the west and fell on his face, adding some warmth to his somewhat yellowed face.

The eyes of the single eyelid were drooping, seeing me light up all of a sudden, and slightly widened. There was a dazzling light inside. There was a withered yellow grass under his feet. As soon as he walked, he stepped directly on it. The grass He stepped on the ground.

I stared, not knowing what I was looking at.

He came over and grabbed my sleeve, I didn't hide, I looked at him strangely, and followed him until the door of his dormitory.

He stared blankly at my expressionless face and took a step back.

I fumbled for the key and opened the door, even though I would still need to come here if I were going home.

It said that the things were finished, but the things I moved to the dormitory were actually some necessary things, because the place to put things in the dormitory was too small, and I couldn’t put them down at all, so I still put them here.

But Baldy Liu asked me to go home and reflect on it for a week, a week, it didn't take so long to be caught in a relationship, he was definitely against me.

When I went in, he followed me in by the way and closed the door behind him.

I told him before that I don't want others to know that I come and go here, so every time I come here, I have to lock the door from the inside, just in case.

He remembered it clearly.

While I was rummaging through the closet on the bed, he pulled the clothes around my waist again, and I turned my head.

Still those shoes.

He freed one hand and took out his own notebook, which read: It's too big for me to wear.

I don't want to write now, so I only said one sentence, regardless of whether he could understand it or not, I said, "Then why did you buy him, throw it away."

He frowned and didn't move, and I suddenly found that his eyebrows were quite curved, a little delicate.

I didn't expect him to understand what I said, so he moved to the writing desk and wrote: My sister gave me a present for my birthday, shoes, I bought them too big.

He thought I was stupid.

I ignored him and left after packing up my things.

He stood in front of me, and I realized that although he looks thin and small, he has actually grown to the tip of my nose, and now his nose is sweating because of tension. Although he is staring at me, his eyes are constantly moving. Flickering, glancing elsewhere from time to time.

Because he didn't go to school for a long time, he grew white and fat here, not as hollow as before, and his nose is straight and straight, unlike Liu Ping, who has a flat nose.

The lips were tightly pressed, and they were moist and lustrous because of the tea they drank just now.

I put my things on the bed, went to the writing desk, and wrote a sentence with a pen.

: Go brush your teeth.

He lay there watching, revealing a small section of neck, very thin, as if it could be cut off with a pinch.

He wrote: Oh.

Then he went out.

I sat at the end of the bed, reached out and touched the clean and tidy sheets, I want to prove it, I want to see if I really like men.

There is no one to accompany me in the experiment, so it is only him.

Although he is annoying, I don't think it matters.

Take this opportunity to prove it. After I go back, I will search the Internet for news about this, no matter what.I am a person who is responsible for myself, I frowned and stroked the corner of my lips, showing a shallow ironic smile.

If this matter happened to others, it would definitely be very frightening, but I would not. For a moment, I suddenly felt that this was destined by God. I am a person who believes in fate. I said to myself: He Su, you are you.

After a while, he came back with his own toothbrush cup in his hand. It was a yellow cup with a cute kitten painted on it.

His mother doesn't like him. His sister may have bought this cup for him. I just know that he has a sister, but the specific situation is not clear.

"come over."

He put the glass down and looked at me without moving.

I was a little irritable, looking at his body under the coat, a little sad.

Why am I not that He Su who just does what he says?

Raising my eyebrows and licking my lower lip, I walked over and leaned in front of him.

When my lips touched together, I resisted the huge nausea, so I didn't retreat.

It just occurred to me that I'm not close or familiar with this man, and besides, God knows what he's going to do.

Fuck, am I stupid.

He used cheap Crest toothpaste, like three bucks and fifty cents, which I seem to use too.

I closed my eyes, pushed the tip of my tongue in slightly, but he didn't move, I stretched out my hand impatiently and pinched his neck, it was really thin.

He opened his mouth in surprise, and my tongue went straight in.

The smell of toothpaste in his mouth is very strong, there is no other breath at all, I feel his saliva, there is no nausea, I am thinking about a strange thing, I am not thinking about who is in front of me.

It was a strange behavior, I kissed for a while and backed away.

I opened my eyes and found that he was staring at me with horror and disbelief on his face.

It seems that I really like men.

Then I spit into the ground.

But I don't like him.

At this moment, his appearance simply challenged my limit, damn it, I actually kissed such a person.

A person who is hated by everyone, I decided that I will never come here again.

Carrying the packed things, I turned around and left, sticking out my tongue to lick it around, and then spat on the ground.

He seemed to have just come to his senses, and at this moment he took the pair of shoes and stuffed them into my hands.

Now I don't want to stay here for a moment, I have my own things to do, since Baldy Liu asked me to go home, then I'll go home.

My parents are reasonable, and they will definitely not deal with me. They loved me the most when I was young.

I heard from Liu Siqi that his father beat him many times, but my father never beat me when I was 15 years old.

It must be the same this time. Sometimes my mind is very confused. After thinking about one thing, I think about another, but I have never struggled with pain. I feel a little uncomfortable.

I fucking like men.

Oh, it doesn't matter.

I took his shoes, or he'd be bothering me, shit.

When I walked to the trash can, I casually threw the pair of shoes into the trash can, no matter how expensive it is, I have always been reluctant to accept things that do not belong to me.

I walked back to the classroom, it was already the second day, Ge Hua sat on the seat with his head bowed, his face was swollen like a pig's head, I smiled and kicked him.

"What? Do you want to applaud me?"

Liu Siqi came over, took my arm, said solemnly, "He Su, come on, stop making trouble."

Fuck, make a fuss.

Ge Hua didn't speak, and I didn't speak either. If I had to go home for a week, I would have to take more books.

In fact, as a student, there is a big thing in common. Like me, I have to take books every time I go home, but I never read them. There is an explanation, and I later learned that this has a direction of obsessive-compulsive disorder.

I packed the books and weighed the heavy schoolbag.

Turn around and leave.

When I was leaving, I found that Li Mengyuan was gone too.That's right, she was a girl and led a group of people to bully the junior high school girl, and that junior high school girl was a stubborn one, so she must go back to rest for a few days.

Unexpectedly, I ran into her at the door.

She was taken aback when she saw that I was carrying something on my back, then looked at Ge Hua again, and smiled at me knowingly, unable to explain the meaning of being unclear.

Before I rode out of the school gate, I saw Wen Mengliang again. He was standing in front of the trash can, as if he wanted to take out those shoes.

I took a look, the shoes he took out were filled with someone's leftovers, his hands didn't know where to start, he was powerless, he was deaf and dumb, really useless.

Thinking that I kissed him just now, I spit on the ground again, and then pedaled away.

The wind brushed my hair gently, and I touched my face with my left hand, showing a mocking smile.

I think I'll be back soon.

The author has something to say: I am going to suffer from heat stroke.

(Boom, fell down.)