about i love you

After returning home, Wen Mengliang wrote on the paper: He Su, don't be unhappy.

I smiled and reached out to hold his lower body, he struggled a bit, then lay down obediently.

When I woke up the next day, I looked at his sleeping face and felt an inexplicable tiredness. With my personality, I should be the one who dislikes entanglement the most. During this time, I was very tired and my spirit was not very good. My body seemed to be getting worse. It was even worse before, with stomach pains, headaches, and pain everywhere.

We have been staying together for a while, I really like seeing him, he is obedient in front of me, but he is visually tired, and I don't like myself like this.But I really can't change it. If he likes me, he is destined to bear such a weird me.

I went back to school again, and never went home until I left the country. I contacted Wen Mengliang by text message. He asked me several times why I didn’t go back. I always said I was busy and I just didn’t want to see him.

I checked my personality on the Internet before. I like the new and dislike the old, and I change my mind quickly. I am patient enough with Wen Mengliang. My heart is full of grass.

The day before leaving the country, he sent me a text message, saying: He Su, I feel bad.

I was packing my things, and I stopped after seeing the text message. It will take two years to go abroad, and it is impossible for us to meet in these two years. Although I am psychologically disgusted and physically sleepy, I still have feelings. I can’t escape, and I will also miss , but this is a very special feeling, I think about him, I love him, but I am tired of this.

I replied: I'll go back later, don't move.

He didn't go to work in the cake shop anymore, and he coded at home every day. I once told him to let him go out more, but I don't know if he listened to me.

Staying at home for a long time is not good, it is not good for your health.

Looking at the unfamiliar place that I haven't been back for a long time, I sighed and stretched out my hand to push the door. I told him in advance that I would come back. He should have opened the door and waited for me. It was like this before.

Who knew that I pushed it, but the door didn't open, so I had to take out the key to open the door, and I was stunned as soon as the door was opened.

Photos, overwhelming photos, in every corner of the living room, extending to the bedroom, everywhere.

I picked one up and looked at it. It was all me, some were frowning, some were smiling, some were doing homework, some were playing games, some were from a few years ago, some were from the past few months, and some were from a few days ago. have.

Wen Mengliang huddled on the sofa, saw me coming in, moved her legs, and put them back again.

I stepped over the photo, walked up to him, and asked "what's wrong?"

He doesn't move.

I asked "what are you doing!"

He doesn't move.

I hugged him into my arms and almost couldn't help hitting him, but I still held back. What he did was his fault, and I will collect it. Love, when it reaches a certain level, becomes a burden. Everyone is tired and everyone is in pain.

If it hurts, bear it and pass it. I haven't been back for a few days. He is like this. If I am not by his side for two years, what will he do if he dies? It seems that I have to talk to Wen Menghan, Take good care of him.

He threw himself into my arms and bit my neck with his teeth. He seemed to think that the bite was not hard enough. He grinded his teeth hard until the blood came out, so he gave up. He stretched out his tongue to lick a mouthful of blood, and leaned in front of me. kiss my lips.

I opened my mouth obediently, and he stuck his tongue in. The smell of blood was very strong. He reached out and clasped my waist tightly, almost as if he wanted to kiss me to death.

I was pressed on the sofa by him, seeing his red eyes and his fierce movements, I let him tear me apart crazily.

Later, I hugged him to the bed, he closed his eyes and didn't look at me, I kissed his chest, he shrank his shoulders, stretched out his arms and hugged me.

The moment he entered his body, he really cried out. I suspect that if he could talk, he would beg me not to leave.

But I have my plan, and it's not like I won't come back.

It was a lingering night, and the next day I packed up and left with other classmates. Before I left, I called Wen Menghan and asked her to come pick up Wen Mengliang. She scolded me several times before hanging up the phone with a sigh. up.

A year later, Lu Qiang called me and said that Wen Wen's parents wanted him to go abroad with Wen Wen to get a certificate.

I said, "That's pretty good. You two have such a good relationship, and you have conditions. Not bad."

Lu Qiang paused, and asked softly, "He Su, did you tell you about Wen Mengliang?"

I asked suspiciously "what's the matter?"

Wen Mengliang and I have been in touch with text messages on mobile phones, and sometimes we chat online, and we have never lost contact. He has never told me what happened to him. I have a lot of peace of mind here, and I have nothing to do except study. I'm so safe now, what can happen to Wen Mengliang.

Lu Qiang scolded loudly, and then said, "His child will soon be able to call him dad, and you don't know?"

I didn't react, and asked subconsciously, "What did you say?"

He laughed, full of sarcasm, and said, "I didn't expect you, He Su, to have such a day. Within half a year, Wen Mengliang got married. I was exaggerating just now. The child hasn't been born yet, but it will be soon. It's strange that you don't know."

What you said is strange.

I paused and asked, "Married? With whom."

I have always spoken in a calm manner, but this time I couldn't help but feel a little nervous. Lu Qiang seems to have discovered a new world. Damn it, why don't you comfort me.

"I'm talking about a girl from your family who is poor and pretty, but she fell in love with Wen Mengliang. Hey, tell me, Wen Mengliang's conditions are not bad. Her family is rich and she is also handsome. Don't the little girls now like handsome ones?"

Yes, Wen Mengliang is good-looking, I know better than you.

I said, "I see, it's okay, let's hang up first, and get the certificate as soon as possible. Wen Wen is such a good child, you can't let him down."

Lu Qiang scolded me and hung up the phone. I sat at the table and watched for a while, Wen Mengliang betrayed me, are you sure you are not joking?

In 2013, I didn't know many things. In fact, many important things happened in China. Although I checked some news more or less, I didn't know much about it.

During the Chinese New Year, I texted Wen Mengliang: I will call you to see if your child can call you uncle.

After a while, he texted back and said: He Su, don't be joking.

I'm not kidding, Wen Menghan called me and cried a lot, saying that she failed to take good care of Wen Mengliang, she accidentally told me about Wen Mengliang being with me once, and her mother knew about it , that is, Mrs. Sun, Mrs. Sun was annoyed immediately.

She is a very old-fashioned teacher. After knowing this, she immediately wanted to marry Wen Mengliang. Wen Mengliang has no other disadvantages except being deaf and dumb. She is obedient and good-looking. Their family is also a little Little money.

Even if he didn't like Wen Mengliang, he had to admit that Wen Mengliang was the only boy in their family.

Later, I got married. Wen Menghan told me this way. She said that her mother threatened Wen Mengliang. If Wen Mengliang didn't get married, she would spread the news of my homosexuality to the ears of the folks and let me know. It's so embarrassing that my He family will no longer have the face to appear in Shangshao.

Then Wen Mengliang got married, it was that simple.

I don't know how long later, his wife gave birth to a child, a son, who was said to be fat and white, and later on, he was articulate, babbling, and very smart.

This is what Wen Menghan told me. I really can't figure it out. What did she tell me? Is it to thank me for letting his brother out of the sea of ​​suffering and to show off to me?

Wen Mengliang replied: He can't speak yet, and he can't call Dad. Maybe he will when you come back. I'll wait for you to come back.

I said: OK, wait for me to go back, I will go back in half a year, wash it up obediently and wait for me at home.

He replied: I see, He Su, I miss you so much, I masturbate with your photos all day long.

I paused, and sent a text message to say: Don't let your children see.

He said: Well, I know.

Then my classmates came and asked me to go out. I put my phone away and went out with them. When I first came here, I couldn’t get used to it. A year and a half passed in a blink of an eye, and all the things I didn’t get used to became adaptations. When I have enough credits, I can go back and meet his wife and son. When the time comes, I will marry another one myself.

It was originally planned to go back in August, but something happened later, so it was delayed two months, and I left the airport with my luggage. Before I had time to contact Wen Mengliang, I received a call from Wen Wen.

He cried and said, "Brother He Su, something happened to me, Brother He Su, something happened to me, Brother He Su, Brother He Su...Brother He Su... something happened to me."

In the end, the sound became weaker and weaker, and finally I threw the phone on the ground and made a loud noise. I moved the phone away a little, and I don't know why.

Because of this incident, my itinerary was disrupted. I originally wanted to go back to Shangshao, but as a result, I could only stay in Wenyang temporarily. The phone call from Wen Wen made me feel very uncomfortable Comfortable, I have no choice but to call Lu Qiang because I can't get in touch.

"Hello? He Su."

His voice was steady, but I could hear the despair.

I asked, "What's the matter? Is Wen Wen not by your side?"

"He Su, I have AIDS, He Su, I'm sorry Wen Wen, He Su... I'm sorry Wen Wen... He Su..."

He cried as he spoke, until finally he was speechless.

The huge shock made me unable to adapt, and I could hardly hold the phone, so I asked, "Where is Wen Wen?"

Wen Wen, very simple and silly Wen Wen.

"At the city hospital, He Su, I'm sorry..."

I hung up the phone before I finished listening to him, and it was too late to go back. I took a taxi directly to the city hospital, which was not far away, but I felt that it took a long time.

When I arrived, I called Wen Wen, but he didn't answer. I thought about it and went to the special inspection place.

When I saw him, he was sitting on a bench, his eyes were empty, and he had no love in his life.

"Wen Wen."

I shouted, he raised his head, glanced at me, and lowered his head again.

On the other side, a middle-aged couple came out of the doctor's room, crying with pain and despair on their faces. They kept crying and couldn't stop. They walked up to Wen Wen and wanted to touch Wen Wen's hair. Wen dodged.

People come and go, no one speaks.

I walked up to Wen Wen and wanted to pull him, but he hid. I called Lu Qiang and asked, "What's going on?"

With a hoarse voice, he said, "I don't know, I was drunk and slept with Xu Qianqian once."

Both are not fucking things.

The author has something to say: don't break, don't go.