about i love you

Lu Qiang didn't really want to go home, saying that there was no one to play at home, so he lived in Wenyang. He has nothing to do now. He came back from studying outside and learned a good skill in painting. The two of them raised money together to open a similar A store like a gallery, just stay here.

Not long after the gallery opened, Wen Wen came up with another idea, splitting the gallery from the middle to open a themed bookstore on the other side.

Sure enough, the source of customers is much more than before. Wen Xiao likes Wen Wen very much, and she often comes around, and she always likes to take pictures. Wen Mengliang and I don’t let her take pictures, so she just takes pictures of Lu Qiang and Wen Wen. Every time I go to play She had to take several pictures, and after the pictures were finished, she sent them to me, her voice was full of joy, and I didn't know what she was happy about.

Maybe she would be happier knowing that Wen Mengliang is deeply in love, but I didn't intend to tell her.

After the summer vacation, I called my mother, but she didn't answer three times.

On the fourth time, she finally answered.

I yelled "Mom, have you eaten yet?"

She said "No. Have you eaten yet?"

"Eat, it's time for class."

It can be heard that she is not very emotional, her tone is tired, and she doesn't want to talk to me. Suddenly, I heard my dad say, "Who is calling?"

My mother seemed to be in a panic, she hurriedly said, "The boss of the company called, saying that he has to work overtime tonight, it's okay."

"If that psycho is calling, don't answer."

My dad said I was crazy.

After he finished saying this, he started coughing unceasingly. I wanted to ask my mother if his health was okay, but my mother said in a low voice, "I'm dead, I'll call you tonight."

Then the phone hung up, Wen Mengliang sat next to me and looked at me worriedly, I hugged him into my arms, reached out and patted his back lightly, I didn't know what to do, in fact, my parents are enough Tolerance, as long as you think in another way, you can understand that this kind of thing is too difficult to accept, I understand.

Wen Mengliang reached out to touch my face, kissed the tip of my nose, stroked the back of my hand with the other hand, her smiling eyes were curved, probably, other than him, other things were not important.

We went out to play with Lu Qiang at night, Wen Xiao pulled a girl and insisted on following, the neon lights of the city kept flickering, she said to me, "He Su, don't move, it's the position just now, don't move, I'll tell you You take a picture, you and Wen Mengliang have never taken a picture before."

I paused, took Wen Mengliang's hand and stood under the street lamp, half of the shadow fell on him, making him even more quiet and obedient.

Wen Xiao happily took a photo and said that it would be washed out for us in the future. I never asked Wen Mengliang why he didn't bother Wen Xiao at that time. Hug him tightly now, so that you won't think so after parting.

While walking on the road, my mobile phone rang. I picked it up and saw that it was my mother calling. She asked, "He Su, can't I change it?"

I kicked away a stone next to my feet, dragged Wen Mengliang to walk a little slower, and fell behind Lu Qiang and the others, I said, "No, Mom, you don't understand me."

She seemed to be about to cry, and said in a hoarse voice, "I am your mother, how could I not understand you. Susu, I am your mother. I have brought you up since childhood. If you frown, I will know what you're thinking."

"Mom, it has nothing to do with this. I have known that I like boys since I was in junior high school. If Xu Xiangqian hadn't told you so that you would suddenly know, wouldn't you? You would never doubt it. This has nothing to do with what you call understanding. hope you could understand."

"He Su, your dad doesn't accept it. After we heard from Xiangqian, we thought he was drunk and talking nonsense. He is living in a mess now, hanging out with those unruly women all day long."

After a pause, she said again, "He Su, don't imitate him, it's not clean."

I said "I know."

My mother was really crying, she choked up and said, "Why did this happen? It's all our fault. I only care about earning money to let you go to school. I forgot your thoughts. It's all our fault. Su Su, can it really not be changed? Change it Okay? Didn't you say you have a girlfriend before? After you said it, your dad and I were very happy, so how could it be gone?"

I stood still, lowered my head slightly, and couldn't tell what it felt like, the words in my throat came to my mouth but I couldn't say it, I wanted to explain, I wanted to complain, I wanted to say that I can handle my own affairs, I don't need you to worry about it, I think Saying that I am ready to go abroad, I want to say many things.

However, my mother was crying.

I said "I'm sorry, Mom."

"Susu, Susu...how could this be, I've never heard of it before, how could it be like this."

She started to cry, I listened quietly, not knowing how to comfort her, she lied to my dad that she was going to work overtime, and then secretly called me about it, but I couldn't make her happy, she was still in poor health , I'm so fucking unfilial.

I let go of Wen Mengliang's hand for a while, and then closed it for a while. For a moment, I was almost shaken, and in a blink of an eye, I saw Wen Mengliang's terrified eyes again.

I can't bear it, and I don't want to.

After a while, my mother stopped crying. She hung up the phone and said, "Don't let other people know about this. I'll see what your dad says later. I'll hang up first."

I put my phone back in my pocket, the weather in September is cool and windy, and it makes my heart feel cold.

"come over."

Wen Mengliang just came out of the shower, wearing the bathrobe I bought for him, and his hair was cut short, not reaching the eyebrows, but it is somewhat similar to Wen Wen's hairstyle, I don't know if it was negotiated.

He came to me, squatted down, and then looked up at me, he always smiled in front of me, I could hardly see other expressions.

I have a bit of a cigarette addiction, and I feel uncomfortable, but I have been coughing for the past few days, and I can’t cure it. I can only control myself, but I can’t stop the panic in my heart. I always feel that I can do something to stop it. I am irritable and want to smash thing.

I stretched out my hand to pinch his chin, and gradually increased the strength. He couldn't help but want to stand up, but was pressed by my arm and couldn't move.

I asked, "Does Shi Yang like you?"

After that incident, I never asked Shi Yang to call Shi Yang brother, and I rarely went to the cake shop again.

I heard Meng Liang said that the ring on Shi Yang's hand was given to him by his former partner. That person was one of his young readers and a loyal player of the game adapted from his novel. They met, and then got together without knowing what was going on.

Shi Yang's family is relatively rich, and he never told his parents about his sexual orientation. Later, his parents found him a fiancée. On the day of the engagement, his partner left, and he got married in a fit of anger.

Shi Yang didn't end, he regretted it, but it was too late.

There is no medicine for regret in this world. Everyone knows it, but they still make mistakes. In the end, they don't know whether it is their own sins or the sins of others.

Later, he never found anyone else. When he was negotiating the contract in Beijing, he met Wen Mengliang, and then he knew that Wen Mengliang also wrote first, and the relationship between the two became closer. Know.

Fortunately, I thought he was a gentle and polite man, but I didn't expect him to be a scumbag.

Wen Mengliang broke free from my hand, sat beside me and shook his head, took out his mobile phone and typed: He doesn't like me, he doesn't like you and don't want me.

The tube is really wide.

At the beginning of 2012, the fireworks were scattered all over the place. Wen Mengliang first smiled at me in the snow. I took a photo of him with the camera. He ran over to look at it and gestured for me to see the fireworks blooming in the distant sky. I smiled, held him in my arms, the two of them took a group photo, and I was about to leave.

I haven't contacted my parents again, it seems to be broken like this, I can't figure out why they can't figure it out, they can't figure out why I can't change it, in fact, in my mother's heart, face is more important than me, so she will In the last sentence, others will know.

She is afraid of being ashamed. I have inherited many of her characteristics. I know all the bad factors. This is the selfishness brought out from the bottom of my heart. No matter how great the family relationship is, it can't be changed.

In March, my application was approved. In the evening, I moved a case of wine and prepared to go back to celebrate. Normally, Wen Mengliang was not shy when he was doing it, but he was not generous when he was drunk. After he was drunk, he almost took the initiative Can't be more active, won my heart.

Who knew that after I went back, he was not at home. Cake shops usually get off work at five or six o'clock, and he would always come back earlier than me. I felt strange, so I wanted to go to the cake shop to look for it.

Anyway, it’s not far away. When I arrived, I found that the cake shop was full of people, and the employees in the shop were very busy. When they saw me, they were surprised and nodded at me with a smile.

Said "The boss is inside, you go in."

I opened the door and walked in. Wen Mengliang was standing with his back to me, and Shi Yang was talking to him.

Because Wen Mengliang couldn't hear, he usually looked into his eyes when talking to him, and Shi Yang didn't notice my coming.

He said, "Meng Liang, do you know that He Su is leaving?"

Wen Mengliang tilted his head and nodded.

Shi Yang said again, "Don't follow him, he is not good to you, there are many good people in this world, there is no shortage of him, I have persuaded you so many times before, when I saw him for the first time, I saw him I quite like his character, although he is young, he has a stable personality, I thought he could take good care of you, but I didn't expect him to be cowardly and irritable."

He looked up, saw me, and took a step back.

Wen Mengliang followed his gaze and saw me, panic flashed in his eyes, and he ran to me quickly.

I smiled, stepped forward and punched Shi Yang on the left cheek, his body was tilted, and he also stretched out his hand to hit me, he punched me on the neck, it was hot and painful.

I said coldly, "It's not up to you to take care of my affairs. If you want to say cowards, you don't know who we are."

He froze for a moment, and hit up harder.

Wen Mengliang ran over from behind me and kicked Shi Yang's calf. He was tilted and was about to fall, but I supported him and looked at Wen Mengliang in disbelief.

I smiled softly and said, "Shiyang, there are some things you don't know, so there's no need to intervene."

Wen Mengliang is paranoid towards me beyond your imagination.

The author has something to say: it's almost over, and flowers will be sprinkled by then.