about i love you

I was stunned, and clicked his profile picture by accident, then clicked add friend, and sent a friend request.

Actually, I'm quite bored. I don't come here often. People like us are no different from others on the road. I just feel a little flustered and uncomfortable, especially when my dad asked me when I will have a girlfriend. After that, I never, never thought of facing this matter squarely.

The other party didn't respond for a long time. I switched my phone to the address book and looked through it. I wanted to call Wen Mengliang, even if it was to listen to his breathing. After the phone rang, someone answered it after a while.

Someone spoke, and he said, "Hey, Wen Mengliang is cooking, what do you want?"

The voice was inexplicably familiar, I took the phone away from my ear, and checked the number I dialed, it was right.

I asked "Who are you?"

"I'm his friend," he said.

It became more familiar, and some vague impressions popped up in my mind, and I couldn't remember it no matter how I went.

I asked again, "What's your name?"

The other party laughed and said, "My name is Shi Yang, He Su, I still remember you."

Shi Yang, Shi Yang, the last time I heard that Meng Liang was in Beijing, he fainted suddenly, that's why a man named Shi Yang called me and told me, but how did they get involved together.

I was about to hang up the phone, when the other party said again, "Meng Liang can't talk, and he can't hear you. You should send a text message. Calling will definitely make him feel uncomfortable."

I lay back on the sofa, threw the phone by my side, and closed my eyes.

The team leader is still fierce, damn it, my eyes hurt from picking small parts, I'm almost blind.

After resting for a while, I picked up my phone again and read the group news from our third year of high school, only to find out that Chang Xuanfeng was going to repeat the exam, and if he failed the college entrance examination to repeat the exam, the school would give him some subsidies. But he didn't take the exam at all, so he had to pay for the school this time. As far as I know, his family is not very rich.

I clicked private chat.

Don't talk: Chang Xuanfeng, what's your bank card number?

He never got back to me, and after a while, I got a system message.

The little raccoon has agreed to my friend request and greeted me cheerfully.

Raccoon: Hello.

It was a very quiet greeting, completely different from that in the group, I rubbed the corners of my brows, and went back patiently.

Don't talk: hello, how old are you.

He didn't reply. After a while, he replied with a smiling face and said that he was going to eat and we will talk tomorrow.

It's just what I want, I'm fucking exhausted, go to bed early, wake up and tomorrow will be another beautiful day.

Because the grades were not bad, the school later announced that the subsidy was issued, and I had to fill out a form, but I was not at home, so there was nothing I could do, so my dad told me to go back first, anyway, sooner or later, I had to pack up and go to school, and earn less. Money doesn't matter.

I didn't want to make things difficult for myself, so I agreed, packed up my things and left.

Ever since I hung up the phone that day, I've been upset, isn't Shi Yang from Beijing?Hearing that Mengliang is in Shangshao, has this guy gone to Beijing again?

I have been chatting with the little raccoon on the Internet, and then I lost my mind and sent a sentence "Do you have a companion?"

Little raccoon: No, what about you!

Don't talk: neither do I, come with me, what's your name.

Little raccoon: Wen Han, how about you?

Don't talk: Meng Su, do you have any photos?

He posted a long series of smiling faces, and replied that there were no photos, so it’s gone, anyway, it’s just for fun, I’ve read his profile, and I’ve asked, he’s from Chongqing, and he’s far away from here. I won't meet each other, it's just for fun, why bother to be serious.

After chatting for a while, I said that I had to go and let him play first, and he agreed. This person has always been very obedient, and sometimes he showed a little shyness. I have been annoyed for the past two days. Offbeat, and he doesn't mind.

People living in this world generally know what they want to do, and it doesn't matter whether he lied to me or I lied to him or not. If you don't take out what is in your heart, no one knows, and nothing happens.

Before leaving, I couldn't help but send a text message to Wen Mengliang: I'm going back, you pick me up at the station.

Not long after, his text message came back: When?

I replied: I'll tell you when I get there, I haven't left yet.

After more than two hours, the phone rang again. I picked it up and looked at it. He wrote: Be careful on the road and contact me at any time.

I suddenly felt that it was really hard to say whether it had changed, maybe it was just because I never really knew him.

In mid-July, I returned home. The sun was so strong that I was dizzy. After getting off the car, Wen Mengliang was waiting there. When he saw me, his eyes showed the same excitement as before, and he came to help me. Picking things up, I rubbed his head, the house has already been rented out, so I will go home directly now, my mother is already cooking and waiting for me in the house.

I told her that Wen Mengliang was going too, and she specially bought Wen Mengliang's favorite dishes. I was a little stunned when I heard this. Liang has been there several times, and I remember them all.

If only I was as careful as my mother.

Suddenly he remembered what he said to Chang Xuanfeng when he contacted him later, and he said: He Su, you have such a temper, you are really not a thing, you have no conscience at all.

I laughed when I saw this sentence: If I didn’t do this, you might not like me.

He ignored me. He seemed to work harder than before after repeating the study. I don’t know what he was thinking, but seeing what he meant, he still couldn’t let it go. He wanted to take the exam at my school. What was he trying to do?

I think I have to get rid of this problem, and think about it once it happens, and no one cares about it except myself.

When I got home, the fan was turned on very loudly, so I took off my shirt and stood under the fan to blow.

He Yan slipped out of the room, looked at me straight, and said: Brother, you don’t wear clothes, Mom, my brother doesn’t wear clothes.

My mother came out from the room, smiled and handed Wen Mengliang a bottle of ice water, and said, "Put on the clothes, what does it look like?"

I put on my clothes reluctantly, the room is full of my own people, who hasn't seen me like this?What a hassle.

The watermelon was made at home and frozen, my mother cut a few pieces, I ate it hungrily, wiped my mouth after eating, and sat under the fan for a reason.

Wen Mengliang went to help my mother serve food. My mother liked him more and more. She thought he was cute and sensible, and she didn't know much about his life experience. Such a product.

Raccoon: Are you home yet?Is it hot?I heard it's hot there?

Don't talk: it's hot, shit, it's going to smoke.

He sent a smiling face, and another watermelon emoji.

Don't talk: wife.

The other party didn't answer, maybe because he didn't want to or didn't know it was because he was shy, I laughed and watched Wen Mengliang come out with a plate of dishes, his thin white fingers were slender and stable.

I walked over, took the dish from his hand, and touched his fingertips.

He looked up at me, then at He Yan who was watching TV, and quickly looked at the kitchen, seeing if I was still busy, so he came up and kissed the corner of my mouth, and even stuck out his tongue to lick it.

A fire arose in my heart, and I immediately wanted to pull him to ask who Shi Yang was, what he was doing when he was not by my side, and where he got so much money.

But I didn't ask anything, the timing wasn't right, nothing was right.

I do not want.

After eating, he left. My mother wanted to leave him to sleep here, but I said casually: it's too hot.

He smiled and waved to my mother, took out his mobile phone and typed a line for my mother to read. I didn't see what was written, so my mother laughed, patted him on the shoulder, and sent him out.

He Yan hugged his leg to prevent him from leaving, took out a watermelon candy that was about to melt from her pocket, handed it to Wen Mengliang, and said, "I'll eat it for you, brother, I'll eat it for you."

It sounds just like what I gave it, such a big man, almost in the first grade, and he still can't express himself so clearly.

After Wen Mengliang left, I went back to my room. Before I came back, my mother installed a new electric fan. The wind blew very loudly, which was much better than the small fan before.

I took out my phone, and the little raccoon just replied a message: Husband.

Behind it is a shy expression.

I laughed and half leaned on the bed: Is it hot, let my husband take off your clothes for you?

Little raccoon: o(╯□╰)o, we are not hot here.

Don't talk: that wife helped me take off my clothes, you see, my husband is sweating from the heat.

I took a picture of my arm and sent it. After sending it, I leaned on the bed and took a cold breath, feeling uncomfortable in my mind.

Little raccoon: ^(oo)^, my husband is so handsome.

Don't talk: ah.

After chatting for a while, he suddenly asked me: Husband, um, have you ever done it?

I laughed, and pressed the keys quickly with my fingers: How about you in the third grade of junior high school?

He didn't speak for a long time, I threw the phone on the bedside, picked up a book to read, the ant in the corner flashed by, I stretched out my finger and strangled it to death.

Don't talk: what's wrong?My wife hates me?

Raccoon: No.

I switched to the text message interface again, and texted Wen Mengliang: Are you home?

He replied: Arrived, it has been a long time.

I squinted my eyes and fell asleep, and after I slept, everything would be fine. In this world, time is not the best thing, but myself is, and I have to get everything by myself, have done it by myself, and remove it by myself.

I stayed at home for several days, during which time I went to school to get a form to fill out the application, and after filling it out, I went to the village party secretary to sign it, and then handed it in. In the end, I just had to wait for the money.

I had just finished reading The Ordinary World this day when a message from the little raccoon came over: Husband, do you read novels?

Don't talk: look, what about you?

Raccoon: What are you looking at?Have you seen Danmei?

I didn't expect him to know this too, so I said casually: I've seen a little bit, but mainly fantasy.

Little raccoon: Oh, husband, do you know Nankang Baiqi?

Don't talk: I don't know, what's wrong?

Little Raccoon: Husband, I'll send you a link, take a look.

Don't talk: send it, my wife is good.

After a while, a URL was sent, I copied it, searched it online, and was stunned when I found it, it turned out that he was talking about a real person.

Died last year.

What he sent me were two books he wrote, both of which were documentary. I flipped through them in a hurry, but I didn't read them in detail. The sentences were very good, and I didn't understand them.

Raccoon: how is it?

Don't talk: it's pathetic.

Little raccoon: Husband, I miss you.

Don't talk: Well, I miss you too.

I'm going to start school in a while, and I have to go before school starts, just like before, I'm looking for a house to live in outside, when the new school starts, I must be very busy, I don't have time to chat, and after a long time, this person will be forgotten .

That gay group was a same-city group. I found out later that they were always talking about hookups, and I didn't join in the fun. I heard that the little raccoon had retired from that group. I always felt that he went there just to meet Just me.

How the hell did I come up with such a weird imagination.

The author has something to say: I was sent back to Secondary Two by Wen Mengliang.