about i love you

I never let him go where I live, he see?Perhaps, it was the only time she kissed Wen Mengliang at school last time.

What a coincidence.

I reached out and rubbed his hair lovingly, and leaned into his ear and said, "Little Li Yu, sleep for a while, you have to have a good rest."

He closed his eyes, his eyelashes fluttered slightly, his hands clenched into fists, and then loosened after a while.

I was about to get up to leave, when he sat up again, looked at me blankly, and said, "He Su, you ruined my college entrance examination, I could have gone to the same university as you, before that, I used to do it every day They are all studying very hard, even if I can't go to the same school as you, I can at least be admitted to a school, and I was ruined by you."

He still had a smile on his face, as gentle and sunny as ever, I stretched out my hand to touch his hair, but he hid and leaned against the head of the bed without speaking, with bandages on his arms and injuries on his face, he was in a state of embarrassment , but didn't complain too much, I know, he just said a fact.

Before leaving, I said to him, "Let's break up."

He nodded noncommittally, and I turned to leave, but suddenly realized that I forgot my things on the bedside table, and turned back again.

He leaned back on the head of the bed, tears pooled in his eyes, then slid to the corners of his eyes, and fell from the side of his face. When he saw me turning around, he still didn't move, but smiled, the dimples were still obvious.

Handsome and good-looking.

I didn't say anything, turned around and left after taking the things.

After the exam on June 6th, I packed my schoolbag and went back to the rental house. The class expressed incomprehension to Chang Xuanfeng’s injury. He never provoked others, but this time he was beaten, and it was at such a critical moment. I have nothing to say, I can only listen to their discussion with a flat expression.

The person lying on the hospital bed suddenly wanted to become three-dimensional again a few days ago. He was popular and not bad. He loved reading, liked ancient poetry, and worshiped Li Yu in the Southern Tang Dynasty. Li Yu's name was written on the books he bought. No loan.

Later, I learned physics very well. When the teacher gave lectures, he would respond from below. When thinking about problems, his lips were tightly pressed, and he liked to hold the pen in his right hand and circle it.

I was walking on the road, looking at the blue sky, feeling the breeze gently blowing on my cheeks, and laughed again for a moment.

I also thought of Wen Mengliang's appearance a few years ago, well-behaved and quiet, afraid of everything, working hard without so many thoughts, he has changed, unreasonable, and hurts people at will.

I have no way to control him anymore. Although he was still cowardly and happy when he saw me, he was getting farther and farther away.

I pushed open the door, and he was cooking in the kitchen. The smell of the food entered my nose, and I took a deep breath.

He threw his schoolbag on the sofa and walked into the kitchen.

He frowned and fried chili peppers, choked tears fell, I walked to him, hugged his waist from behind, his hands didn't stop, he turned his head and kissed my side face.

I went back to the bedroom, folded the clothes he washed yesterday and put them in the cabinet, went to the refrigerator and took out a bottle of water, and sat in front of the computer without moving.

When the food was on the table, he handed me a piece of paper with more forceful handwriting.

: You are taking an exam now, you have to eat well to be admitted to a good university.

I put down the note, took my right hand from the mouse, and stood up slowly.

He whispered, "Wen Mengliang, you've done it before."

He raised his hand, and there was a "pop", which was clearly audible in the silent environment.

He touched his cheek with one hand, and took my hand with the other, and I dodged it.

Sitting on the sofa without saying a word, he stood by the table and wrote, and immediately handed it to me after writing: I'm sorry.

I looked up and said, "I don't want to see you now, get out, okay?"

He froze for a moment, his flushed side face had very clear finger prints, but he didn't cry, he looked at me a bit complicatedly, opened the door and walked out after a while.

I sat there with my head in my hands, and it was pitch black in front of me, and the lights were bright and bright, but everything seemed dark to me, like a dream.

After twelve o'clock in the evening, I looked at my watch, left from the computer and climbed into bed. He hasn't come back yet, and I don't know where he went. I don't know when it started raining outside. Down bigger.

When it was past one o'clock in the morning, I opened my eyes and looked out, the rain was hitting the window, and I thought of two rumbling thunders from time to time.

I got up from the bed again, took the umbrella and went out.

After he left, I ate a little food by myself. I didn’t eat much, but I took two bottles of beer and poured it into my stomach. At this moment, I was still drunk, and I couldn’t walk steadily. The doors were locked for several minutes.

I was standing on the street with an umbrella in the rain, not knowing where to go, when a shrill cat meowed in the distance, I paused, and couldn't help but think of the supernatural novels I had read before.

The biting coldness was uploaded from the bare skin to the brain. I turned and walked back, and accidentally kicked a stone. I was dizzy, and I sat on the ground directly, and the umbrella was thrown far away.

The blue color turned black in the dark night, turning over to catch the rain, clattering and clattering.

I wanted to stand up at first, but for some reason, I felt comfortable sitting here. My dad called me before and told me to go to Ningyuan to work immediately after the exam. My mother is not in good health and is getting older now. A little bit, and you have to spend a lot of money in the hospital.

He didn't even tell me to take the exam well. He just said that it was too late to book a train ticket, so I called the long-distance bus station directly. After the exam, I left on the 9th, and I didn't even have to go home .

Anyway, I don’t want the books anymore, just sell them, um, I won’t pass the exam, and I don’t have to repeat the exams, so my way out is cut off.

There is no way out.

I stood up from the ground, wiped the rainwater from my forehead, and walked home. After the rain, my mind cleared up a lot. I left the umbrella there and didn’t want to take it. Anyway, I can buy it later when it’s gone.

When I was approaching the door of the house, I saw Wen Mengliang squatting under the eaves. He was wearing a short sleeve, shivering from the cold, with wet hair sticking to his forehead, just as embarrassed as me.

I ran over to hug him, squatted on the ground and touched his face with my face, kissed his lips suddenly, pushed in hard, and kept stirring.

He stretched his arms around my neck and kissed back. He was originally squatting, but now he simply sat on the ground, his upper body hanging on my body, his pale face was cold and cold.

I tried harder, wishing I could swallow him into my stomach.

As soon as I entered the room, I sneezed. He took me to the bed and sat down, took off my shoes and put on slippers, and then took me to the bathroom. I took off my clothes and stood under the shower. After a while, after going out, he had already poured a cup of hot tea there and prepared medicine.

I walked over and sat down, my mind was very heavy, and I wanted to sleep when I closed my eyes. Maybe it was the double effect of alcohol and rain, and I caught a cold quickly.

After taking the medicine, he lay on the bed and fell asleep. When he woke up the next day, he felt a severe headache. He was so limp that he didn't want to move, and his whole body was heavy.

He raised his hand to touch my forehead and looked at me worriedly.

I glanced at him, got dressed, got up and washed, exhausted.

He was fine, he helped me prepare food and medicine, and washed the wet clothes yesterday.

I started to feel sleepy when I was taking the comprehensive science test, and I was messed up. I looked at the medicine and thought about it at noon, but I didn’t take it in the end. As a result, I fell asleep during the English test in the afternoon.

When I woke up, the sky outside was blue, and the test paper was blank.

I don't have much time, so I do whatever I want, anyway, it's all multiple choice questions, no one owes anyone, but I owe myself.

After returning home in the evening, I packed up my things, and I had to leave early for the bus at seven o’clock the next morning. I already told Wen Mengliang that he was always bored now, and he wrote less often. I thought he was angry. , did not say anything.

The next day he went to see me off. I got in the car and watched him staring at me in a daze. I smiled at him. He smiled back, turned around and left without watching me leave.

After arriving in Ningyuan, I lived with my dad first, and lived in the dormitory when I found a job, but I was not happy, so I rented a house secretly.

The results of the college entrance examination seemed useless. Almost no one in our family mentioned this matter. It was only a few days later that my dad said, "How do you feel?"

I didn't dare to say that I was abnormal the next day, so I said it was okay.

My dad said, "Your teacher said before that it's okay to pass the exam with your grades. If you perform well, you can still pass the exam. If you don't pass the exam, just work here and don't go back."

He was joking, there are so many things to pay attention to, even if it is the second book, I have to let me take it, otherwise it is not that I have been studying for so many years, and my grades are not bad.

Later, after the results came out, I exceeded the line by more than [-] points. I reluctantly applied for a relatively poor one. I chose the computer major. At this time, computers were not popular, but I was very interested in it, so that’s it. I chose, and my parents generally don't interfere with these things, so I didn't ask anything, and let me choose.

He just asked me where and what school I applied for. I told him, and he said to everyone, "My son is going to Wenyang to go to school. It's a good place, with beautiful mountains and rivers, to support people."

I specifically chose a school in this province, and didn't go anywhere else. It was more convenient to go home, and I had some help.

Later, Lu Qiang called me and said that he had been admitted by that school in Paris and that he would go abroad at that time. I congratulated him twice and couldn't help sighing that having money is convenient.

Who knows, my dad asked me a question that day, he said, "He Su, did you have a girlfriend at school?"

I only eat at his place on weekends, and I usually don’t say anything, just talk about my sister and my mother’s situation at home. I didn’t expect him to ask this suddenly today, and I can’t react.

He said, "I'm just asking casually. If you have one, it's fine. If you don't have it, go to the university and pay one. Sooner or later, you will have a family and a career."

I smiled, put a piece of meat in his bowl, and said, "Well, I know, it's still early, there's no rush."

Then it quieted down, I was so annoyed to death, I wanted to ask Lu Qiang when I got back, if his family knew about him, but after thinking about it, I didn't ask, and fell asleep.

I had nothing to do with my mobile phone, so I read the novel again, and I accidentally found the article written by that deep-rooted fan, so I clicked on it.

The writing is not bad. I have read Danmei novels before, and they are not much different from reading fantasy novels. They are all for a story.

Some novels are well written, but the audience is relatively small, so the romance is not as popular. After reading it, I suddenly remembered something.

The last time I accidentally saw a gay group on the Internet when I was searching for gays, I just added it. It’s been a long time and I haven’t talked much. Now I’m bored, so I unblocked it and it became lively all of a sudden.

Little raccoon: If you don’t post photos, you think I’m stupid.

A message popped up, I was taken aback, and went back.

Don't talk: If you don't blow up, you won't blow up, you're so excited, you're showing off your IQ.

No one in the group spoke for a while, but the little raccoon came back after a while.

Little raccoon: I was stupid, everyone knows it.

The author has something to say: Jiang Xiaolan: He Su, you actually beat Meng Liang! ! !

He Su: Am I not you?

Jiang Xiaolan: Oh,,,.Fuck! ! !

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