I can't hold back my heart

Wei Xi felt unprecedentedly at a loss.

Standing on the side of the vast Tianhe Street, she felt as if she was forced into an extremely narrow corner.

The air in the whole world seemed to be plundered, and she could only see the little girl in front of her.

The little girl hugged her tightly, wrapped her hands around her waist, her pretty cheeks were pink, and she looked at her with big sparkling eyes blinking.

She couldn't help but lose.

Her hand could hardly help stroking the little girl's back, wanting to embrace the little girl in her arms.

But, can she do this?

Reason told her coldly: no.

It was late at night, and the cool breeze blowing across the river seemed to remind her of this.

Her hand, which was suspended in mid-air, still failed to land on the little girl's back, and could only be clenched into a fist, hanging down little by little.

"Sister Wei Xi..."

Maybe it's because she hasn't responded for too long, and the little girl's original confident and domineering voice has also begun to lose confidence.

The hand around her waist slowly loosened, and the little girl turned her face away and stopped looking at her.

Wei Xi watched the little girl turn around in front of her eyes, as if she had been sucked out of all vitality, her back was lonely and desolate, floating forward like a wandering spirit.

I feel depressed.

It's not safe to be alone, she thought.

After all, she couldn't rest assured, she caught up and grabbed the little girl's wrist, her gentle voice coaxed: "It's late, I'll take you home."

"I don't want you to send it."

The little girl shook off her hand and looked up at her with red eyes, pretending to be fierce, but she only felt that the little girl was pitiful.

"Li Li, don't make fun of your own safety." Wei Xi looked at her and said distressedly.

The little girl was hurt by her several times before, and bad things would happen to her. She had to send the little girl back to feel at ease.

"But why do you care about me?"

"What's your position?"

The little girl asked her with tears in her eyes.

Wei Xi was stunned by the question.

She never seemed to have any position to interfere with the little girl's life.

"I can't tell."

Wei Xi's thin lips turned white, the little girl looked at her and smiled while crying:

"Sister Wei Xi, I beg you to leave me alone in the future, I don't want to be sentimental anymore."

"You know? Every time I try to find clues that you might like me, I'm so happy when I find it, but how uncomfortable it is to be completely disappointed soon?"

"I don't know why I like you so much, and I try to get close to you again and again, but you know? Every time I calm down and lick my wounds alone, I think how I can be so cheap, so I keep getting close to you again and again. And three places to entangle a person who doesn't like me."

"So, Sister Wei Xi, if you really don't like me at all and don't want to hurt me, please stay away from me, don't send me home just because you're worried about my safety, and don't be nice to me just because you pity me. "

"I don't even want what you give, but love."

Li Li said all these words that had been stuffed in her heart for a long time in one breath, and instantly felt relieved.

She has always been a proud and even conceited person, and her previous attitude towards love was a bit dismissive, but she did not expect that she would suffer the most on the road of free love.

Although heartbroken, she finally had the courage to make a break at this moment.

Long-term pain is worse than short-term pain. She has such a long life, and she can't believe that she only likes Wei Xi in this life.

She stared openly at Wei Xi's dark eyes, but still couldn't see the emotion in her eyes clearly.

After a while, she heard Wei Xi responding to her, "Okay."

The voice was still faint, without any waves.

Perhaps this is also a relief for Wei Xi, Li Li thought to herself mockingly.

Withdrawing her gaze, she stopped looking at Wei Xi and continued to walk along Tianhe Street. Wei Xi really didn't keep up.

Li Li finally turned around and walked back when his feet became numb.

There are almost no people on the road, and there are still many Kongming lanterns floating slowly in the sky, quiet and beautiful.

Li Li stopped, just looking at those lanterns flying in the sky, shed tears again, she even wanted to pick up the Kongming lantern that she broke after the failure to fly.

She hates being like this.

Fortunately, when she walked back to the place where Wei Xi sold Kongming lanterns, the ground was clean and there was nothing.

Wei Xi probably dealt with it himself.

See, this is God's will, she warned herself.

She didn't want to leave, and sat directly on the lawn by the river, looking at the lake surface with soft firelight through the guardrail. The lake surface was swaying and sparkling, like beautiful drawing paper soaked in ghee.

There were small bugs on the grass, and Li Li didn't bother to move after being bitten a few times.

Compared with deciding to give up on Wei Xi, the pain of being bitten by a small bug became insignificant.

Suddenly, the mobile phone in the small satchel vibrated. Li Li opened the satchel and took out the mobile phone to see that it was Ruan Qing who sent her a message, asking if she had returned to the hotel.

Only then did Li Li remember that she had promised to send Ruan Qing a message when she went back.

She typed quickly: Already arrived.

Then Ruan Qing asked her to have a good rest and stopped talking.

Li Li breathed a sigh of relief, and continued to look at the river. She suddenly didn't want to go back tonight.

Anyway, she was alone when she went back to the hotel, and if she went home, she would disturb the two-person world of her parents. She didn't want to spoil their fun.

She sat closer to the guardrail by the river, took off her shoes, and boldly stretched her feet into the river, feeling the coolness of the water flowing over her feet.

After hearing what the little girl said, Wei Xi was stunned for a long time.

But she felt that the little girl was right. If she couldn't give her a definite promise, she shouldn't treat the little girl presumptuously, because that would only hurt more.

She picked up the broken Kongming lantern and stood quietly beside the trash can for a long time before she was willing to throw it in.

In the end, she took the gift from Jiang Mutuo back intact.

She took one last look in the direction the little girl was going, a little worried that she would be in danger, but thinking of what the little girl said, she still controlled her thoughts of looking for someone in the past.

Go back, you have to go to work tomorrow morning, and you have to return the gift to Jiang Mu.

She started to walk back, but the steps were drawn very long, as if her body was resisting, not letting her leave so easily.

She bit her lip, and the pain from her lower lip woke her up a little.

Go back, Wei Xi, don't think about that little girl anymore, control yourself and stop getting close to her to stop the harm.

Wei Xi tried a lot to convince himself, and he had already walked to the center of the lively market, but he wavered again when he passed by a few drunks carrying wine bottles and saying dirty words in their mouths.

"I bet there is a lovelorn girl on Tianhe Street, we can run into one in the past."

"One may not be enough, at least 5? We each have one..."

She stopped in her footsteps, and the group of people was heading in the direction of the little girl.

Maybe the little girl had already taken a taxi back from another road, so she didn't have to walk back along such a long river street.

Wei Xi tried to convince himself in this way.

Suddenly, I heard two lady bosses selling scented tea at the entrance of He Street start talking: "It seems to be a bit chaotic recently."

"The drunks just now seem to have committed a crime before, and they just came out of the prison a few days ago."

"Has your daughter come back from playing?"

"It's okay, I didn't go there..."

After hearing this, Wei Xi couldn't bear it anymore, and rushed back like crazy.

She quickly caught up with the drunks, who had formed a circle with a little girl in the middle.

The night was already very dark, and she couldn't see the face of the little girl in the middle from a distance, so she rushed straight up.

"Yo, here comes another beauty."

The drunk man dangled around with the bottle in his hand, and stretched out his hand towards Wei Xi with a teasing smile.

Wei Xi directly kicked the drunk man on the chin, and the drunk fell to the ground. She turned around and saw that the trembling girl was not her little girl.

"Call the police," she reminded.

The rest of the drunks surrounded them together. There were so many of them, Wei Xi was grabbed hard, and a wine bottle fell on her head, and she turned her head to avoid it.

The shoulder and the side of the neck were still hurt and bleeding.

But she didn't feel any pain, and knocked down a few inflexible drunks.

There was a police station near Tianhe Street, and soon the police rushed over. A total of four policemen came, three men and one woman. Because the reporter said that someone was injured, they even brought a medicine box.

"I didn't expect it to be a girl who did what was right."

A kind middle-aged police officer was a little surprised and said, "Little girl, have you practiced?"

Wei Xi let the female police officer treat the wound briefly, and said lightly: "Know a little bit of Taekwondo."

She kept staring ahead, wondering if Li Li had returned safely.

"Big sister, thank you." The rescued little sister thanked timidly.

Wei Xi shook his head, thinking of the little girl, and reminded him again: "Don't go to remote places alone at night."

"Okay, sister." The little sister in front of her was very obedient when she answered, and she couldn't help but think of that little girl who was also obedient when she promised her with her face up.

Obviously decided to let go.

But memories are hidden in my mind, whether they pop up and linger.

"Don't you really need to go to the hospital?" The female police officer helped Wei Xi treat the wound, but she was still uneasy, "We can send you to the hospital."

"No thanks."

Wei Xi got up, still wanting to walk forward, she wanted to make sure that the little girl had gone back.

"What's your name, little girl? According to your good performance, our bureau plans to award you a bonus and a pennant to promote positive energy in society." The middle-aged police officer stopped her.

Wei Xi still refused, "No, it might be more useful to strengthen the security around here."

She bid farewell to the police and continued on amidst the sound of sirens fading away.

I don't know if it's because of the injury, but she's a little dizzy and conscious, but she's still a little dizzy, and it's like a hole has been punctured in her mind. Now she just wants to move forward, and only cares about moving forward.

She wanted to see the little girl right away.

Li Li was sitting by the river playing in the water, she couldn't take it any longer, her feet were icy cold, she was shivering, she had to move her legs back to the bank, shake off the water, and take out a tissue from her bag to dry off the moisture before putting on her clothes. Put on your shoes, stand up and pat your butt.

At this time, she was embarrassed to find that the back seemed wet. She was not sure whether it was the dew on the grass or the relative's early arrival.

Fortunately, there was no one around here, so she turned her head to look back, and barely saw that it was just water, with some grass seeds on it, which couldn't be patted off, so she slowly picked them off bit by bit.

She lowered her head to pick the grass seeds on her skirt, a little impatient.

At this time, she suddenly heard the sound of footsteps on the grass, and someone was approaching her.

The rustling sound made her a little uneasy.

She let go of her skirt, looked up at the source of the voice, and was stunned for a while.

It was Wei Xi.

Her mood, which had finally calmed down, began to churn again, beating up and down like an electrocardiogram in an intensive care unit.

Wei Xi was walking towards her, very slowly, but indeed walking towards her.

As it got closer, she saw a trace of eagerness in Wei Xi's pupils.

Breathing became rapid.

When Wei Xi got closer, Li Li saw the blood on her shoulders and the side of her neck, and the blood-soaked red gauze was sticking to the skin of her shoulders and the side of her neck.

The stubbornness of not looking back was left behind, and she rushed forward uncontrollably.

"Sister Wei Xi, why are you injured?" She raised her hand and touched her wound carefully.

Wei Xi didn't say a word, she was in a hurry.

"Why are you hurt?"

"Does it hurt?"

"Wei Xi..." Sister

The remaining two words were forcefully sealed, and Li Li's eyes suddenly widened.

A pair of strong hands wrapped around her waist.

"Well..."

A strange and strange tingling sensation plundered her lips and tongue, and her mind went blank.

The pressure on her lips was extremely heavy, which seemed to be domineering and punishing, and she was almost out of breath.

The author has something to say: Wei Xi: I can bear it very much (serious face)

下一秒，翻车（失控脸）感谢在2021-08-1420:25:46~2021-08-1515:38:58期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel of the irrigation nutrient solution: 5 bottle of Sui Sui Ping An;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!