I can't hold back my heart

"Wei Xi, you finally dare to admit it."

Xu Lingwei said weakly: "That's right, I'm leaving soon, I can't just attack that little girl."

"But, if I want to, there is nothing I can do about it."

Xu Lingwei is still unwilling to let go, but the threat has long since lost its previous momentum.

The moment she confessed that she liked Wei Xi, she was already defeated.

Now Wei Xi already knows that the things she did before were not only hated for her brother's death, but also mixed with personal feelings. Maybe Wei Xi will not only stop feeling guilty towards her, but also feel disgusted by her.

Xu Lingwei stared unblinkingly at Wei Xi who didn't reply to her words, thinking wildly for a moment.

The door of the lounge was knocked suddenly, and Dad's voice came in: "Lingwei, it's time to get ready to board the plane."

Xu Lingwei got up from her seat and approached Wei Xi, "Are you really unwilling to say goodbye to me?"

I don't know if it's because Xu Lingwei just said that he likes her, Wei Xi felt uncomfortable being approached by Xu Lingwei, so she moved two steps to the side.

Thin lips parted slightly: "Goodbye."

"It's really just saying goodbye."

Xu Lingwei wanted to laugh, but couldn't. The corner of her mouth pulled a stiff arc and opened the door.

In fact, she still wanted Wei Xi to hug her, but just now she was just approaching, and Wei Xi was about to back away, so she had to put away her delusions.

"Wei Xi, I'll be back, wait for me."

Xu Lingwei didn't know why she said that, she was inexplicably looking forward to the next time when she came back, she and Wei Xi's miserable past could be overturned.

If Wei Xi hadn't been with someone else when she came back, she still had a chance.

A few minutes after Xu Lingwei left, Wei Xi finally recovered.

She seemed to have thought through a lot in an instant. Professor Lynch told her that she couldn't live in the shadow Xu Lingwei created for her.

Now she understands a little bit, she can't keep hurting herself because of Xu Lingwei's selfishness.

When she walked out of the lounge, she felt a lot more relaxed, so relaxed that she was not used to it.

She couldn't fully confirm the meaning of Xu Lingwei's words, but if she stopped pestering her completely, she would only let her breathe briefly in the next year.

In any case, she didn't want to think about anything related to Xu Lingwei.

She let out a heavy breath, raised her legs and stepped out of the lounge.

At night, there was a lot of people at the international airport, and Wei Xi saw a familiar figure when he went against the flow of people.

The other party also saw her.

Their eyes met, and they both nodded slightly at each other.

Ruan Qing handed the suitcase to Lu Shuang's hands, watched her check the ticket and went in, and then looked back, but Wei Xi was no longer in sight.

She was a little puzzled, why Wei Xi came out of that lounge, she saw Xu Lingwei coming out of it a few minutes ago.

Wei Xi took a taxi back to University C. Instead of going back to the dormitory, she went to the school playground. She was in a mess, and ran quickly on the plastic track without doing any warm-up exercises.

Although it is summer vacation, the school playground is not empty. Some people are walking, some are walking briskly, some are skipping rope, and couples are holding hands and going around in circles to talk about love.

Wei Xi passed them like a gust of wind. After running for countless laps, she felt exhausted before she stopped slowly and stretched her heavy legs.

After she calmed down after sweating profusely, she remembered that she would still go to the Taekwondo gym to work part-time from tomorrow. She couldn't bear the sore muscles, so she did stretching for an hour before walking slowly to the dormitory.

In the dormitory, Ling Lan was struggling with what to wear tomorrow.

"Wei Xi, it's just in time for you to come back. Quickly show me how you look?" Ling Lan was wearing a black pure lust long dress at this time, and her mid-length black straight hair was curled up in advance.

"Pretty, but a bit like a nightdress." Wei Xi commented truthfully.

"Then don't want this one."

Ling Lan pulled out a handful of her hair in a somewhat bald manner, and said embarrassingly: "I originally wanted to wear clothes and pants as usual, but sister Ruoxuan said she wanted to see me wear a skirt. The last time I wore a skirt was 500 years ago. Something happened."

Wei Xi was stunned for a moment, and suddenly understood why Ling Lan wore a skirt on a whim.

Ling Lan was about the same as her. Since she was in college, she hadn't worn everyday skirts except silk nightgowns in the dormitory.

"Sweet burden."

While preparing clean clothes for bathing, Wei Xi briefly comforted her.

There was also a little envy in her heart, Ling Lan had someone to accompany her tomorrow.

She suddenly thought of that little girl again.

Seeing Wei Xi's hands in the closet, Ling Lan reminded her, "I put that dried pineapple back for you."

"Okay." Wei Xi returned to his senses and glanced at the top shelf of the cabinet, and the jar containing dried jackfruit was put back as expected.

She closed the cabinet and was about to go to the bathroom to take a shower.

Ling Lan suddenly stopped her: "Wei Xi, are you still working part-time tomorrow?"

"Ah."

Wei Xi thought about it, and she really had no other arrangements other than a part-time job.

"Taekwondo gym in the morning, and sell Kongming lanterns in the evening?" Ling Lan asked uncertainly.

She knew that in the past few years, Wei Xi would go to Tianhe to sell Kongming lanterns on the night of Qixi Festival, and the business was very good.

"It should be." Wei Xi replied, "If you go to play there tomorrow night, I can give you one."

"Will painting add money?" Ling Lan asked jokingly.

Wei Xi shook his head, "It's a friendly sponsorship, but you can't ask me to draw too complicated, or it will delay my business."

"I know, I know, you should go take a shower." Seeing that Wei Xi was really serious about answering her question, Ling Lan pushed her into the bathroom with some dumbfounding.

If Wei Xi wants to sell Kongming lanterns near Tianhe, then she has a solution.

On Qixi Festival, Wei Xi's class was half empty, and she guessed that someone had asked for leave for the festival.

Half of the remaining students were a little absent-minded in class, and only Jiang Mu followed her closely.

During the break, she caught a glimpse of Jiang Mu who had been wanting to come to find her from the corner of her eye, but he had been hesitating, probably because he had been a little afraid to disturb him since he had been told several times before.

She thought Jiang Mu could hold back today, but she realized she was wrong when get out of class was over.

"Coach Wei." Jiang Mu called to stop her.

Wei Xi once again witnessed the tenacious heartbeat of the young man. If she guessed correctly, Jiang Mu only met Li Li for less than a class hour.

"Ask me for Li Li's contact information again?" Wei Xi asked him with a smile while thinking about how to answer this time.

Jiang Mu shook his head immediately, "No."

"I just want Coach Wei to help me give this to Li Li."

Then Wei Xi was surprised to see Jiang Mu take out a pink gift box from behind, palm-sized and exquisite.

"A Qixi Festival gift?" She subconsciously frowned.

No matter how you look at this picture, it is a bit outrageous.

"Yes." Jiang Mu nodded heavily, "Coach Wei, please help me, I know I won't see Li Li, but I also want to give this to her."

"But, I can't see it either." Wei Xi expressed helplessness.

Unexpectedly, Jiang Mu put the gift next to her and slipped away. Two minutes later, Jiang Mu privately chatted with her through the class group.

[Please, Coach Wei, it doesn't matter if you don't send it out, I just want to try my luck, I don't know why I always feel that you and Li Li can meet. ]

Looking at the message from Jiang Mu, Wei Xi wondered where his confidence and intuition came from. She only felt a headache when she was asked to do so.

But everyone ran away, so she could only respond.

[There is no guarantee that the gift will be sent out, there is a high probability that it will be returned to you intact tomorrow. ]

[Okay, Coach Wei, you are my benefactor from now on! ]

Wei Xi put away his phone, picked up the gift at his feet, and stopped replying to Jiang Mu's messages.

It must be hard to see that little girl tonight, she thought.

After leaving the Taekwondo gym, Wei Xi went directly to Tianhe, where she occupied a small booth on Tianhe Street.

There are many people who come to sell Kongming lanterns, but she is the only one who provides drawing services. With the addition of stick figures, the price of a single Kongming lantern can be doubled, and stick figures do not waste time.

At 7 o'clock in the evening, it was just getting dark, and before Wei Xi had cleared the goods, some customers came over.

"Excuse me, how do I sell a Kongming lantern?" A young man asked, holding a girl with a happy smile on his hand.

"15 yuan." Wei Xi fiddled with the paintbrush and stood up to answer, unconsciously imprinting the sweet smile of the little girl in his mind.

"Can you really draw pictures?" the girl asked excitedly.

Wei Xi smiled and said, "Yes, but there is a price increase, 15 for a single person, and 25 for a double person. Would you like to draw?"

She saw the girl leaning close to the man's ear and saying something, the man nodded after a while and said, "Please draw a stick figure of my girlfriend on it."

"Please wait."

Wei Xi took a look at the girl, then lowered his head and tapped the ink with a pen. The soft strokes began to outline on the paper of the Kongming Lantern, and soon took shape.

"It's painted."

She handed the Kongming Lantern to the girl, and the girl said pleasantly, "The painting is prettier than mine, thank you."

The man happily scanned the QR code to pay, took the girl's hand and left.

When Wei Xi heard the sound of 30 yuan arriving in the account, her heart beat a little faster. When she was drawing pictures for the guests just now, she was thinking of that little girl. Fortunately, the final drawing resembled a girl.

I can't do this anymore, I have to calm down, Wei Xi sat down and wanted to take a sip of water, when she turned her head to take the water glass, she saw a lot of Kongming lanterns waiting for her to sell, and the Qixi Festival that Jiang Mu asked her to give to Li Li hidden in the innermost Gift.

What a headache.

At this time Ling Lan also brought Zhao Ruoxuan to Tianhe Street. Zhao Ruoxuan was calling Li Li to see if Li Li was really with Ruan Qing.

Ling Lan heard the voice that Li Li and Ruan Qing were indeed together on the other end of the phone, and thought of Wei Xi selling Kongming lanterns alone in front, feeling a little uncomfortable.

She thought for a while and said, "The Kongming lanterns on Tianhe Street are very spectacular and beautiful. Would you like to come over and have a look?"

"Let's talk about it later, we are still at Jiacheng Square, you guys play first." Li Li said.

After hanging up the phone, Ling Lan was a little disappointed thinking that she hadn't succeeded in persuading Li Li to come over.

"Sister Ling Lan, what's the matter with you?" Zhao Ruoxuan noticed that she was a little depressed and asked, shaking her hand.

Ling Lan took her hand directly, and pulled her forward naturally, "It's okay, I'll take you to release the Kongming lantern."

Zhao Ruoxuan's hands were tightly held so that they would not disperse in the crowded crowd.

When they squeezed in front of Wei Xi, Wei Xi was drawing pictures on the faces of the guests, Zhao Ruoxuan called out in surprise: "Sister Wei Xi."

Wei Xi completed the painting in his hand, handed the Kongming lanterns to the guests, and then raised his eyes to look at them, "This is for you, happy Chinese Valentine's Day."

She knew that there were a lot of people tonight, so the pictures of the Kongming lanterns prepared for Ling Lan and Zhao Ruoxuan were drawn in advance, and the picture was exactly two Q-version villains that fit their images holding hands.

"Thank you sister Wei Xi." Zhao Ruoxuan and Ling Lan took the beautiful Kongming Lantern from Wei Xi's hand, and the shock in their hearts was beyond words.

"Ruoxuan." Zhao Ruoxuan had already turned around, but suddenly she heard Wei Xi calling her, and turned her head again.

Wei Xi opened his mouth, and finally said: "It's okay, you go and play."

She actually wanted to ask Zhao Ruoxuan to help bring Jiang Mu's gift to Li Li, but thinking that they might not meet tonight, she decided not to bother her.

Zhao Ruoxuan left with doubts. When she left, she wondered in her heart if Wei Xi wanted to ask her about Li Li just now.

But Wei Xi didn't ask, she shook her head, she couldn't quite understand Wei Xi's attitude towards Li Li, but after tonight, she once again realized how difficult it was for Wei Xi.

"Sister Wei Xi, has she always worked so hard? She even works part-time during the holidays." Zhao Ruoxuan asked Ling Lan only after walking to a place where there were not so many people.

Ling Lan nodded and said, "Yes, Wei Xi is really difficult."

The two held the Kongming Lantern sent by Wei Xi together by the river with gentle evening breeze, lightly lit the fire, and let it fly into the sky.

On the other side, Ruan Qing had just received a can of cute Disney co-branded Band-Aids and two pairs of black and purple earrings in a beautiful little black box from Li Li, feeling a little at a loss.

"A little heart." Li Li didn't prepare anything, and stuffed things to her in one go.

Ruan Qing was a little dazed, but realized that this was a gift from Li Li, a smile overflowed from her eyes.

After Li Li delivered the gift, she asked with some embarrassment: "What are we doing now?"

"It's very lively over there, let's go and have a look." Ruan Qing raised one finger and pointed forward, while holding the gift from Li Li tightly with the other hand, as if she had found a treasure.

"Okay." Li Li cooperated with Ruan Qing and walked towards the crowded place in front.

I don't know why she feels that the atmosphere tonight is a bit strange, it must be because of Qixi Festival, she thought.

"Is there anyone else who wants to join tonight's single activity?"

Li Li approached the scene surrounded by a circle of colorful flags, only to see the words "Off the Singles Conference" written on the red banner, and the sponsor was the newly opened "Done She" recently. Li Li lay dead in the hotel for a few days There are publicity consultations swiped on the mobile phone.

"Are the two beauties coming in?" The sharp-eyed host immediately spotted two good-looking passers-by outside the venue.

Li Li shook her head subconsciously, "No."

This event is too much fun, even though it’s a kiss with the right person, she might be caught and forced to kiss when she goes in, and the person she likes is not there, she just came to watch the excitement, she is a little curious about such an event Can it really lead to a few couples?

Ruan Qing also rejected the host's invitation, and stood quietly on the sidelines with Li Li.

The time to turn off the lights came without warning, and Li Li heard various voices coming from the activity area, some people were trampled and screamed, some cursed in English, and some were still kissing hard when the lights were on.

Looking at the chaotic scene in front of her, she thought of kissing Wei Xi several times, all of which were forced kisses by her.

She lightly pressed her lips, feeling that she was domineering, and Wei Xi had such a good temper.

It's just that she didn't know whether Wei Xi had such a good temper only in front of her, or in front of other people.

"Let's go." Li Li withdrew his gaze and said to Ruan Qing beside him.

After that, the two just wandered around like ordinary friends, and went to eat dessert together. Ruan Qing also gave her a star necklace at the dessert shop, which she accepted calmly.

When she came out of the dessert shop, she said to Ruan Qing: "I am very happy today, thank you, Ruan Qing, let's part here."

Ruan Qing knew that Li Li's hotel was very close to here, and Li Li was very sensitive. She was afraid that Li Li would alienate her if she discovered her thoughts, so she nodded and said, "Okay, go back and send me a message."

"OK."

Ruan Qing took the gift from Li Li and took a taxi back to the dormitory. She didn't know why she was happy when she didn't come to the appointment earlier.

After breaking up with Ruan Qing, Li Li didn't plan to go back to the hotel directly, she hadn't had enough fun yet.

She remembered that in the previous phone call with Zhao Ruoxuan, Ling Lan mentioned Kongming Lantern, and she heard that she could still make a wish.

Things that can make wishes are inexplicably attractive to Li Li, and she suddenly wants to let go.

She took the express train to Tianhe Street, and sure enough, there were many bright Kongming lanterns floating in the night sky. The firelight penetrated the yellowed paper outside, illuminating the river surface very beautifully.

Li Li walked all the way along Tianhe Street, and there were not many vendors selling Kongming lanterns. She didn't like the styles, so she kept walking along the road to look for them.

Suddenly, she saw a familiar figure.

With his hands behind his back, Wei Xi was talking to a customer in front of him: "Sorry, the goods are sold out."

"Isn't there another one behind you?" the guest asked.

"I don't want to buy that." Wei Xi said with a smile.

"Cut, I don't have to buy yours."

The customers who didn't buy Kongming lanterns walked away cursing, Li Li froze in place, unable to move anymore.

She looked at Wei Xi from a distance like this, saw Wei Xi sitting on a small wooden stool, put the Kongming lantern behind him in front of him, and began to draw on it with a pen.

A gust of wind suddenly blew across the river, and Li Li saw Wei Xi looking up at the sky, and their eyes met at that moment.

She finally took a step towards Wei Xi.

Wei Xi saw a little girl who suddenly appeared from nowhere walking towards her, she panicked a little.

He hurriedly hid the Kongming Lantern behind his back, and cold sweat broke out from the palm of his hand.

"Sister Wei Xi, what are you hiding?"

The little girl came over curiously, Wei Xi instinctively opened his arms to stop her, and the little girl ran into her arms like this.

The moment the body touched, both of them froze, and then quickly separated.

Both looked unnaturally to one side.

After a while, Wei Xi took the initiative to ask, "Why are you here alone?"

"Don't get me wrong, I didn't come to see you specially." Li Li thought that Wei Xi had misunderstood and explained anxiously.

But Wei Xi just gave a soft "hmm".

It sounds like I'm in a good mood.

She looked at Wei Xi suspiciously, and wanted to move forward to see what Wei Xi had drawn on the Kongming Lantern, but she was afraid of accidentally bumping into her arms, so she couldn't speak clearly, so she just stood there without moving.

Wei Xi silently looked at the little girl in front of him for a while, then remembered something.

Jiang Mu's intuition is really accurate, she thought.

She turned around to protect the last Kongming lantern and moved to the wall, and took out the Tanabata gift that Jiang Mu asked her to give Li Li in the corner.

"Is this for me?" Li Li was surprised to see Wei Xi walking towards herself with a gift box. Although she thought the pink packaging was a bit ugly, it was still acceptable.

Wei Xi handed the things to her, and said with some difficulty: "Do you remember Jiang Mu? He asked me to give it to you."

The smile on Li Li's face froze in an instant, and her voice was so aggrieved that it almost turned into tears: "You actually helped someone give me a gift?"

"I..." Wei Xi panicked instantly, and she didn't know how else to explain it.

Li Li lowered her head and said nothing, Wei Xi was afraid that she would cry, so she coaxed her: "If you don't want it, I will return it for you."

The little girl still lowered her head and didn't raise her eyes, but nodded her head in tacit agreement.

Wei Xi breathed a sigh of relief, but she knew that the little girl was still sad, and her tense nerves could not be completely relieved.

"Are you mad at me?" she asked.

The little girl ignored her.

"I'm sorry." Wei Xi apologized.

The little girl just "hummed".

Wei Xi couldn't think of any other way, and finally looked at the last Kongming lantern that she had moved to the wall.

The little girl came along the road, probably because she wanted to release the Kongming Lantern.

She gritted her teeth and walked to the wall, and brought the Kongming Lantern over.

"Do you want to let it go?" she asked the little girl.

The little girl couldn't stand the temptation of the Kongming Lantern, so she finally raised her head, tilted her head and asked her, "Aren't you not selling it?"

Wei Xi heard his voice trembling, "Well, not for sale."

"Send it to you."

Then she saw surprise in the little girl's eyes, and she couldn't hide it, so she immediately rushed over to hold the lamp and take a good look.

Wei Xi thought of what was drawn on the paper facing her, and lightly tapped her forehead with her finger to keep her away.

"You just stand there, and I will light the fire later, and when I call to let go, we will let go together."

Li Li didn't find anything wrong, she just raised her face and said, "Can I add another wish? I heard that wishing is very effective."

There was no sign of anger at all.

Wei Xi thought: The little girl is really easy to coax.

Her eyes softened unconsciously, and she handed the pen to the little girl, "I can only write about you."

"En." The little girl responded obediently.

He moved his wrist again, closed his eyes and opened them again with a sense of ritual, and finally wrote on the paper. Wei Xi heard a nice rustling sound.

"It's finished." The little girl stopped writing, knelt down and put the letter back into the pen holder.

Wei Xi started to light the fire.

Li Li excitedly waited for the Kongming Lantern in her hand to go up to the sky, but there was no movement for a long time, as if the upward motivation was completely lacking.

"Why can't you fly?" She asked anxiously.

Wei Xi turned the Kongming lantern half a circle to check, and soon found the reason.

It was the little girl who just wrote down her wish with too much force and tore through the paper.

Wei Xi sighed, and said helplessly, "There are still people selling it. If we want to let it go, let's buy another one."

The next second, she suddenly heard the sound of rice paper being exploded.

The body also received a strong impact.

The little girl threw herself into her arms again.

Wei Xi was almost hit, so he took two steps back to stabilize himself, fearing that the little girl would fall, she subconsciously stretched out her hand to protect her waist.

After standing still, she let go immediately, but the little girl hugged her tightly and didn't let go.

"Li Li?"

Feeling the warmth in his arms, Wei Xi stiffened his body.

"I saw!"

Wei Xi heard the little girl close to her heart and say: "Sister Wei Xi, you secretly painted me."

"No, just a stick figure drawn casually." She denied it.

"LL."

The little girl raised her head, stared at her, and said domineeringly: "LL is obviously me!"

"I don't care, sister Wei Xi, you just like me."

Wei Xi was speechless for a moment, his cold white face flushed.

The letter her little landmark is at the bottom, unexpectedly... was also seen by the little girl.

The author has something to say: Li Li: Sister, admit it quickly, you just like me! (overbearing face)