I can't hold back my heart

Wei Xi turned his head and met Xu Lingwei's eyes.

My mother was still saying: "It was raining heavily when I came here last time. Didn't you guys go to the hot springs? Hurry up and take advantage of the good weather and go to the hot springs. It won't rain again in a few days."

"Yes, yes, it's rare to go up the mountain. You can drive there in my aunt's car, and it will be very fast." Zhang Yun also said.

Wei Xi stared at Xu Lingwei, trying to see her intentions from her eyes with long and narrow eyeliner.

Xu Lingwei just smiled at her, "Wei Xi, let's go and prepare some clean clothes before we go."

After she finished speaking, she left the room naturally.

Wei Xi had a headache standing there, she didn't know what Xu Lingwei was going to do.

Suddenly, she was very worried that Xu Lingwei would tell her mother and aunt about Xu Qiao.

When I was in the car before, my aunt told her about the results of taking my mother to the hospital for an examination. She had a benign tumor in her head, could not do heavy work, was overworked, and the most important thing was not to be stimulated and to maintain a good attitude.

Otherwise, the conscience tumor is likely to transform into a malignant one.

When Wei Xi thought of what my aunt said in the car before, she was a little terrified. She clenched her fists and exhaled heavily. Feeling that her worry had eased, she followed out of the kitchen.

Xu Lingwei went to Yuanshan Village yesterday. She didn't know that Wei Xi would come back, and thought that Wei Xi would continue to work part-time in H City to make money.

Yesterday she dragged her suitcase alone in Yuanshan Village, strolling to the destination on the uneven road paved with rough stones and gravel. She was wearing newly bought black leather shoes, and her feet were a little bit worn, and the heels were bleeding. It hurts, but I can't find a place to rest my feet.

Although Yuanshan Village has good natural scenery, many unique natural resources and places suitable for sightseeing, but because of the remote location, steep mountain roads, and inconvenient transportation, few outsiders come in.

Therefore, even if the village cadres have planned the development of tourism in Yuanshan Village, because there are no tourists, and the villagers here are used to living a self-sufficient life, they have no desire to develop the economy, no one runs farmhouses, and no one runs homestays. Supported by the industrial chain, the plan to develop tourism has finally come to nothing.

Xu Lingwei didn't know where to stay for the night, unlike City H where you can find hotels everywhere.

The most secular atmosphere in Yuanshan Village is just an old shop at the entrance of the village, which sells some daily necessities and oil, salt and seasonings, and there is also a market in the center of the village on the third day of the lunar calendar.

The reason for this is that the main source of income for the villagers is to rely on natural resources, and there are large rubber forests here.

Rubber is an important raw material in industrial production, and the main raw material of rubber is natural rubber. Natural rubber is made by coagulating and drying the latex that flows out of the rubber tree when it is tapped. The factories outside will directly hire villagers to tap the rubber. They are familiar with the process, and the second is that the labor price is cheaper than outside.

Xu Lingwei was tired from walking at that time, so she stopped, and next to her was a rubber forest that covered the sky and towered into the sky.

Villagers who were off work came out of the forest one after another, and Xu Lingwei saw Wei Xi's mother among them.

Yang Yu also saw her, and enthusiastically came over to pull her home, "Is it Lingwei, are you here alone to play? Xiaoxi will be back tomorrow."

The aunt also helped her with her luggage and let her live in Wei Xi's room as before.

However, it was not only her who lived in Wei Xi's room together, but also Ling Lan.

During the summer practice last year, she and Ling Lan huddled together on Wei Xi's bed every night, writing practice diaries and practice reports together. Leave a mark.

There is no air conditioner in Wei Xi's house, and there is an electric fan next to the bed that can shake the head. They adjust the wind to the maximum. They often fall asleep after finishing the report and wake up sweating the next day.

Xu Lingwei's family has the best conditions, and she has never suffered before. Wei Xi took extra care of her and let her take the biggest advantage. middle.

Even so, Xu Lingwei is still not used to sleeping. She is often the last to fall asleep in the middle of the night and the first to wake up in the morning. Whether it is the dark night or the first ray of morning light rising, when she is awake, she likes to whirr He stared at Wei Xi's face in the wind.

Thinking of these, Xu Lingwei felt nostalgic.

She took out a change of clothes from the suitcase, and sat next to the simple desk to remove her makeup.

Wei Xi walked into the room at this time, prepared his own things, didn't look at her, and didn't seem to have any desire to communicate with her.

That day, she was dragged by her father to the hospital to see a psychiatrist. At first she was extremely reluctant to cooperate, but the psychiatrist who couldn't hold her back was very good at guiding her, and she gradually discovered that her feelings for Wei Xi were not only hatred, but also mixed with other things. .

Her father discussed suspending her from school. She only went to school during the exam, and spent the rest of the time at home thinking about the grievances between her and Wei Xi.

Some kind of emotion that she once hid in a corner and tried her best to ignore began to protrude from the darkness and continued to ferment.

She thinks it's terrible that this feeling pops up out of the blue.

She didn't know how to face Wei Xi in the future.

Do you just stay at home every day and avoid Wei Xi?

Xu Lingwei was very upset, and came to this mountain village with many good memories alone, wanting to relax.

Meeting Wei Xi's mother was an accident.

It was also a surprise to learn that Wei Xi would go home.

She was very greedy, and she secretly hoped that there would be another accident with Wei Xi.

"are you ready?"

Wei Xi saw Xu Lingwei staring blankly at the mirror for a while, and asked her aloud.

Xu Lingwei shook her head and got up from the chair, "Okay."

Wei Xi looked away and walked out of the room first, Xu Lingwei picked up the clothes and bath towels packed in bags and followed.

Wei Xi still likes to wear foggy blue clothes as before, and his back is about to sink into the boundless night.

It seemed as if it would disappear from her eyes the next moment.

Xu Lingwei rushed up uncontrollably and grabbed her arm.

Wei Xi broke away from her, turned around and asked, "What's the matter?"

Polite and distant.

Everything has changed.

Can not go back.

That's right, whoever made her target Wei Xi like that before, and made Wei Xi difficult in all kinds of ways, was all her own fault.

"It's okay, you walk too fast, my feet hurt."

Xu Lingwei lowered her head, not showing her teeth and claws like before.

Wei Xi slowed down, accommodating her pace, but didn't even say a word of superfluous concern.

Xu Lingwei, what are you expecting?

Xu Lingwei pinched her own wrist fiercely, and suddenly woke up from the pain.

Wei Xi walked to the car first and opened the rear door.

Xu Lingwei sat up and leaned on the back of the seat in a daze.

Wei Xi must hate her very much, she has done so many excessive things, and she still has the face to come to other people's homes, anyone would hate her.

It's just that Wei Xi is well-bred and won't make trouble for his former friends, unlike her.

After communicating with her many times, her attending doctor came to the conclusion that she had been torturing Wei Xi and her self in extreme ways because of the outbreak of multiple emotional depressions and her ignorance of herself.

The best form of therapy is listening to the heart and facing the hidden and repressed emotions in the heart.

She glanced at Wei Xi who was driving intently in front of her, and she could hardly see any hope.

She is still willing to talk to her, which is the maximum tolerance, Xu Lingwei once again thinks about what she did to Wei Xi before.

The closer you get to the natural hot spring, the more uneven the road is, and it's still a bit muddy. Wei Xi didn't continue to drive, turned off the engine, and said to the people in the back row: "Just get off here, and we will walk directly."

Xu Lingwei pushed open the car door and got out.

The road ahead was muddy for a long time, and she couldn't move forward.

Wei Xi just stood aside, not even willing to urge her.

Thinking of Wei Xi driving her over at night, Xu Lingwei became ruthless and raised her feet to walk forward. The muddy water splashed on her feet, with a rough touch, some squeezed between her toes, and she started to walk. Very uncomfortable.

Finally, they came to the edge of the hot spring. Under the cool moonlight, the surface of the water was glowing faintly, and the water mist was rising continuously, floating in the air without any shape, like a fairyland.

Xu Lingwei turned her head a little excitedly, only to see Wei Xi's brows and eyes were cold, and she didn't know what she was thinking with her eyes down.

She put the clean clothes on the big rock by the hot spring, and when Wei Xi came over, Wei Xi stood still, and even turned around with a voice as cold as water, "Go to the bar, I'll wait here You, just soak on the side, don't go in the middle, it may be very deep."

Xu Lingwei looked at the back of Wei Xi who had made up her mind not to turn her head, and began to undress, she took off very slowly, and then slowly soaked herself in the hot spring.

After all, it was a completely unfamiliar water area. Xu Lingwei could swim, and she was a little scared when she went down. She clasped the rocks on the shore with her hands, landed on her feet, and confirmed that the water on the side hadn't reached her chest, and she was slightly relieved.

Wei Xi still stood at the original position and waited for her, not moving much. He was tall and tall, like a beautiful human-shaped stand, and he was not at all impatient because he was bored waiting for her, but just waited there quietly.

"Wei Xi, why don't you take a bath?" Xu Lingwei asked, "You don't want to take a bath with me?"

Wei Xi clicked on her mobile phone to browse the latest consultation, but didn't hear her words.

Xu Lingwei closed her mouth in frustration, went ashore to dry her body, put on her clothes, walked to Wei Xi and said, "Let's go back."

She changed into a red silk nightdress with a low neckline and deep V. Most of her nightdresses are of this style, very sexy.

"Ah."

Wei Xi responded lightly, put away the phone, and didn't look at her.

Wei Xi went to the car first and opened the back seat door for her. Xu Lingwei suddenly stood still, waiting for Wei Xi to look at her.

"I want to take the co-pilot." Seeing Wei Xi turn his head and say back, Xu Lingwei felt a little uneasy.

Wei Xi gave her a strange look, closed the rear door and drove to the main driver.

Seeing that Wei Xi didn't refuse, Xu Lingwei opened the co-pilot's door and sat in.

She and Wei Xi got a lot closer all of a sudden.

Wei Xi still only cared about driving, didn't talk to her, and never looked at her more, it was still the same as before.

Xu Lingwei's nightdresses are almost this sexy style when she starts to sleep at night when she lives in high school. She will always be raped by her roommates because of her sexiness, and it is the same when she is in college.

At that time, everyone in the dormitory was still on good terms. Ling Lan would joke about it, but with a sense of proportion, and would take the opportunity to 'eat some of her tofu' when visiting the dormitory next door. It was a normal fight between girls.

Wei Xi never participated, and he didn't even look sideways. His dressing style was very cold. In summer, he liked to wear T-shirts and trousers, but long-sleeved shirts and trousers. Xu Lingwei was amazed by Wei Xi's seriousness at that time.

I thought it was just because of unfamiliarity, but it took two years to find out that Wei Xi was very ascetic. In the dormitory, she never heard Wei Xi talking about beauties, handsome guys, feelings, etc. Wei Xi was silent most of the time. Doing their own things, but will integrate into the collective at the right time, and care about roommates silently in the subtleties.

It turned out that she had been paying attention to Wei Xi all along.

Realizing this, Xu Lingwei was a little surprised.

She turned her head to look at Wei Xi's profile. Wei Xi seemed to be always so focused and serious when doing things.

She stared at her for a long time, but Wei Xi didn't turn his head to look at her.

A question suddenly popped up in Xu Lingwei's mind, and she pretended to ask it easily:

"If the little girl named Li Li is sitting next to you, have you always kept your eyes fixed?"

Wei Xi didn't answer, and was in a trance for a moment.

After waking up, she slammed on the steering wheel, avoided a puddle, and slammed on the brakes to stop.

Xu Lingwei grabbed her seat belt and had an answer in her heart that made her jealous.

The author has something to say: Wei Xi: You can’t casually look at anyone other than your wife

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