I can't hold back my heart

[The plane is about to take off, let's not talk about it. ]

After Wei Xi sent the last message to Li Li, he turned on the airplane mode, took out a sleep mask from his bag and put it on, planning to sleep for two hours first.

The blindfold was very good at shading, and she instantly covered her vision. She closed her eyes, but suddenly she didn't feel sleepy.

He took off the blindfold again to see if Li Li replied to her on the phone, but was embarrassed to find the white airplane icon on the upper right corner of the phone.

Wei Xi put away his mobile phone, not knowing what happened to him.

The plane took off slowly, and slowly accelerated to the sky. Wei Xi leaned his head against the window and looked down. Everything on the ground became very small, as if it had become a building block model.

The sky is getting darker and darker, and the buildings on the ground are lit up one after another, and the stars are connected into a line, as if the sky is below.

Wei Xi watched the night scene like this for two hours. Sometimes when encountering thick clouds, he could only see the light emitted by the plane itself.

Her eyes were tired, so she closed her eyes to rest, and somehow that little girl's pretty face appeared in her mind again.

"Half for you."

The mung bean ice cream I ate in the afternoon seems to still be sweet in my mouth.

If the little girl texted her back, what would she reply?

Wei Xi never thought that one day he would care so much about a person's news, except for the part-time job group.

The plane flew for more than two hours and landed on time.

Passengers got up one after another. Before the flight attendants said they could get off the bus, everyone excitedly stood up to take their luggage and squeezed in the aisle. Wei Xi sat in the back row without moving. He just took out his mobile phone, turned off the airplane mode, and turned on the data.

Li Li's news jumped out and jumped on the top of the screen.

She tapped in lightly, and there were two.

[Okay, bye-] followed by a hand-waving cat animation emoticon package.

Another one is:

[Sister Wei Xi, you must remember to miss me, definitely, definitely. ]

Wei Xi was stunned for a moment, but just looking at the text message, he could imagine the cute expression of the little girl, and unconsciously smiled.

The moment she stepped out of the plane, the hot air enveloped her.

She went to pick up the suitcase, and then took the high-speed train to the county, and my aunt drove to pick her up.

"Auntie." Wei Xi called out with a smile.

My aunt now lives in the county. When I was a child, my aunt lived with her and her mother, and she treated Wei Xi like a stranger, and the two were very close.

"Our Xiaoxi has become beautiful again, and she has grown taller, much taller than my aunt."

Zhang Yun looked at Wei Xi with a smile, and opened the trunk to help her put her luggage.

"Have you got a boyfriend yet?" Wei Xi was asked the traditional question every time he went home when he got into the co-pilot.

"No."

Zhang Yun turned her head to look at her, "It shouldn't be, our Xiaoxi is so good, there must be no shortage of boys to chase after him."

"Did you not like it?"

"Auntie!"

"Okay, okay, Auntie won't ask."

Wei Xi finally breathed a sigh of relief. Since she was in college, her aunt would ask her this question every time she came home from vacation, and she also said that she would introduce a boyfriend to her.

"It's weird, girls your age don't want to fall in love, do they just want to make money?" Auntie thought to herself.

Wei Xi really wants to make money, but it's not that he hasn't dreamed of being in love, it's just that he met Xu Qiao's deadly confession before he fell in love with anyone.

A real person who said he liked her easily lost his life in front of her like that.

She still can't get out of that incident completely, how can she fall in love.

After my aunt got married, she moved to the county with her uncle, opened a hardware store, and lived a pretty good life.

My mother still lives in her hometown in Yuanshan Village.

Yuanshan Village is a paradise-like place, entrenched on the mountainside, there is only one way in and out of the mountain, and there is only one bus for public transportation, which only runs once a day, and can only go in or out of the mountain. Go back to the mountain tomorrow.

People in the village will not go down the mountain if they have nothing to do, and they live a life almost isolated from the world.

"It's going up the mountain." My aunt drove the car around the mountain road and asked her with a smile, "Xiaoxi, do you remember the first time you went down the mountain?"

Of course Wei Xi remembered, and he remembered deeply.

The first time she went down the mountain was when she was admitted to the key junior high school in the city in the sixth grade. Her mother and aunt took her down the mountain to report to the school. They took a bus with only one car. At that time, there were no guardrails on the side of the mountain road. If you look out of the window, you can see the bottomless and dangerous peaks. Every year, there will be car accidents and fall.

Wei Xi went down the mountain for the first time. He was curious and afraid of the outside world, and was frightened and cried by the abyss-like cliff.

But it was only that one time, Wei Xi had a strong adaptability, he could get used to wherever he went, studied hard, and lived hard, because her mother had already worked hard, so she couldn't make her worry anymore.

In the past few years, the central government has vigorously helped the poor and protected this steep mountain road. Now that guardrails have been added, there is nothing terrible.

After driving around the mountainside for more than an hour, the car finally arrived at its destination.

Wei Xi saw her mother standing by the door looking around, and walked towards them after the car stopped.

Wei Xi pushed the car door and went down, feeling a little distressed, "Mom, why are you standing outside waiting, how tired you are standing there."

"Not tired, mom just ran out when she heard the sound of the car."

"En." Wei Xi replied, and went to the back to help my aunt with her luggage.

This time, she brought a bag and a suitcase, which contained a lot of special products from H City, while my aunt brought a large bag of fruit, which was packed in a sack, and it was very heavy for both of them to carry.

"One bag of mangosteen and one jackfruit weigh more than 50 catties," Zhang Yun said.

Zhang Yu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "Sister, we grow some in the mountains, and you still have to spend so much effort to buy them."

Zhang Yun raised her hand to wipe the sweat from her forehead, straightened her waist and said, "Sister, it's too far away if you pick it yourself, the doctor said you should rest well and not do heavy work, this thing is so heavy, how do you get it back? "

"How about this, tomorrow I will bring Xiaoxi and Lingwei to pick two for you and put them at home."

Suddenly hearing the word 'Lingwei', Wei Xiren froze for a moment, she immediately raised her eyes to look around, and actually saw Xu Lingwei standing with her arms folded not far away looking at them.

His eyes are not as resentful as when he saw her at school before.

It seemed to go back to last summer vacation, when they were still good friends and Xu Qiao was still there.

"Why are you here?" Wei Xi asked after a long delay.

"I come from a mountain village to relax. When I was looking for accommodation, I met my aunt, and she let me live here." Xu Lingwei shrugged and smiled lightly: "I don't want to trouble my aunt either."

"No trouble, no trouble." Zhang Yu and Zhang Yun laughed together: "Lingwei, it's good that you don't dislike our place. Auntie welcomes you to play at any time."

Last summer social practice, Wei Xi, Ling Lan, and Xu Lingwei formed a three-person team. The topic was poverty alleviation in remote mountainous areas. At home, my mother and aunt had a good impression of Xu Lingwei.

None of them knew about Xu Qiao yet.

Wei Xi took a breath slowly, in the night, Wei Xi couldn't really see Xu Lingwei's expression.

He walked around her calmly and went back to his room to put his luggage.

Pushing open the door, she found that there were many things that did not belong to her inside, a vanity mirror, and a cosmetic bag were placed on her desk.

Wei Xi sighed, leaned his suitcase against the corner by the door, the bags were piled on top of the suitcase, and went out to help.

Mother and aunt were busy in the kitchen, and Wei Xi was pushed out as soon as he entered.

"Hurry up and talk to Lingwei, your mother and I are enough here."

Wei Xi had no choice but to leave the kitchen and walk to the yard.

Xu Lingwei was looking up at the sky. Even if she was traveling in the countryside, she still dressed very delicately, and even had to do a full set of makeup.

"Wei Xi, there are not as many stars this year as there were last year." Xu Lingwei turned to look at her and said.

"En." Wei Xi responded lightly.

They didn't talk any more until the meals were ready and their mother and aunt called them to eat.

At the dinner table, Wei Xi also focused on eating, and her mother and auntie kept adding food to her and Xu Lingwei's bowls.

"Try this chicken fir. Last time I picked up a nest, sold most of it, and saved a little to dry it. It tastes good." Zhang Yu said enthusiastically.

Xu Lingwei held the bowl and nodded with a smile: "Thank you, Auntie."

"Last year, Wei Xi, Ling Lan and I searched the fir tree all afternoon, but we didn't find any."

When Xu Lingwei brought up the past, Wei Xi just ate with a calm expression and didn't express any opinions.

But it will not be cold, because there are mothers and aunts who are warm and welcoming.

"Lingwei, have you got a boyfriend yet?" Wei Xi heard her aunt ask, it was still the same question.

"No, Auntie."

"Ah! You, like Xiaoxi, don't fall in love."

"We were all in puppy love at that time." Zhang Yu also felt very incredible.

"Maybe...it's because I don't like boys." Xu Lingwei smiled and glanced at Wei Xi from the corner of her eye.

Wei Xi drank the soup made of local chicken and chicken fir by himself, and didn't intend to join this topic.

She looked down at her phone. At 9:45, just as she was about to continue drinking soup, her phone vibrated.

It was a message from Li Li.

[Sister Wei Xi, have you gotten off the plane yet? ]

Wei Xi immediately put down the bowl in his hand and typed a reply.

[down. ]

[So... are you home yet? ]

[Um. ]

[Then, does Sister Wei Xi miss me? ]

Looking at this message, Wei Xi gasped for breath, stopped his fingers on the keyboard, paused, and didn't type a word for a long time.

Li Li was lying on the bed, looking at the other party displayed above who was typing, feeling apprehensive and anticipating, rolling over and over on the bed.

Why hasn't it been sent out yet, are you thinking how to say it won't hurt her young heart?

No, no, she doesn't want to answer like that.

Therefore, Li Li decided to strike first.

[I miss you, sister Wei Xi. ] She sent the message.

Now even the words that the other party was typing were gone, Li Li bit her lip unhappily.

She swayed in the air with her calves bent, but still no news came.

Send her the last one, just the last one, Li Li thought.

[Sister Wei Xi, can you see many stars over there? ] She asked a seemingly serious question, and felt that Wei Xi could answer it better.

Wei Xi has not recovered from the last message.

The little girl said she missed her.

The next message was about the stars again.

She got up from the dining table without saying a word, ran to the yard, turned on the camera and took a picture of the night sky. Compared with the ones seen in City H, there are quite a lot of stars, but they are not very clear. Even the moon is blurred.

She deleted the picture and texted the little girl back.

[able. ]

When Li Li received the reply, she said "Oye" happily, thinking that it's okay to be here today.

[Good night, sister Wei Xi. ]

[Good night. ]

Wei Xi put away her mobile phone and went back to the house, equipped with her own bowls and chopsticks. Xu Lingwei also finished eating, stood up and followed her into the kitchen.

Wei Xi heard her mother say outside: "Xiaoxi, take Lingwei to soak in that natural hot spring later."

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