your taste [OAO]

"Hit him?" Lin Nan asked in surprise.

Lin Nan is far away from beating and being beaten in his life. He has never thought of this. If Fang Zhiyuan is beaten...will it change his mind?

The idea of ​​beating people was really hooked, but,

"Forget it." Lin Nan felt that Fang Zhiyuan's problem could not be solved even by resorting to force.

At the same time, he subconsciously glanced at the road, which was empty without a single car.

He stood up and poked his head out to look into the distance, but he didn't see a bus at the next intersection.

"Your cousin deserves a beating." Du Yiting stated his point of view.

"Yes," Lin Nan certainly thought so, "but beating him is useless."

A mild beating is no different from no beating, but a severe beating is not so much hatred.

After beating him, maybe he would feel wronged, and Lin Nan and Du Yiting were wronged.

Lin Nan's tears stopped because of surprise, he never thought that Du Yiting would come over suddenly.

"Why are you here suddenly?" Lin Nan asked.

Du Yiting was silent for a while, and said frankly: "I heard what happened just now."

The bus that Du Yiting took was quite far from each stop, and this bus also drove slowly against Du Yiting's wishes, but it was indeed almost there.

After a long wait at the red light, the bus continued on.

Only then did Lin Nan really understand what Du Yiting said just now, and then he realized why Du Yiting suddenly asked him if he wanted to help him beat his cousin.

You must have been crying silly just now, but now you have regained your senses.

"Didn't I press to hang up?" Lin Nan asked in a daze, his heart was filled with something.

"You must have pressed the wrong button." Du Yiting had no way of knowing whether Lin Nan's hand was slippery, "Anyway, I already know..."

A bus slowly pulls into the platform.

The arrival notification sounded on the bus, Du Yiting's voice was interrupted, and he looked up at the stop.

It's time to arrive.

He looked out the window and seemed to see a familiar figure.

The bus gradually stopped, and Lin Nan walked a few steps in the direction of the bus, and stood at the back door.

There were not many people in the car, and the only passenger who got off was Du Yiting.

As the car door opened, Du Yiting saw Lin Nan, and strode from the car to Lin Nan.

"Hold me." Du Yiting didn't say anything else, he looked at Lin Nan and stretched out his arms.

Du Yiting wore a light gray knitted long-sleeved sweater tonight, paired with dark green linen casual trousers—the fabrics he chooses are always soft, and they look easy to hug.

With that one step, Du Yiting was within half an arm's reach of Lin Nan. Lin Nan's eyelids trembled twice, and his hands hugged Du Yiting faster than reason.

A hug, which actually turned into a real deep kiss.

All grievances, entanglements and resentment melted in the kiss covered with moonlight.

With lips and teeth intertwined, Lin Nan smelled the reassuring fragrance of citrus.

At that moment, Lin Nan forgot that the person who needed comfort more tonight seemed to be himself.

Although Lin Nan lived in a remote place, it was a bus stop in front of the community. Not far away was an intersection with several communities, and many people passed by at night.

The two openly kissed you and me on the side of the main road, which attracted several passers-by to look back.

Lin Nan didn't notice it at first, but he was a little embarrassed later.

They kissed for a while before they separated, Lin Nan took Du Yiting to walk around the neighborhood.

Lin Nan bought two puffs at the bakery and gave one to Du Yiting.

Du Yiting was not interested in the puffs, but when Lin Nan handed them to him, he still took them and held them in his hands without eating them.

Later, both puffs fell into Lin Nan's mouth.

Du Yiting said that when Lin Nan quarreled with his mother for a while and Du Yiting found Lin Nan crying, he went out.

Surprisingly, Lin Nan didn't know that the phone call was still on hold, and he didn't expect Du Yiting to go out to find him without hesitation when he knew he was sad.

Across the subway and bus, come to send a consolation at night - the appearance of Du Yiting is a great consolation to Lin Nan.

In fact, Lin Nan had dreamed of a similar situation many times before. He was sad and afraid of being hypocritical. He didn't even dare to entrust the pain completely. He even said "it's okay, it's not a big deal" when talking about his own experience.

Even loathing his cousin, Lin Nan seemed hesitant - it didn't seem to be such a big deal, why did he hate his cousin so much, was it because he was selfish and lazy, and really had no empathy as Fang Juan said?

He has always longed for someone to share with, but he has never had one.

Fang Juan can't understand him, Yu Tingwang is obsessed with games to escape reality, and he thinks his best friend Ling Zhan is a person with very low desire to share.

He does have a desire to share, but he doesn't want to always be the only one who stirs up the topic, and he doesn't want to see himself only get a few words in response to a long paragraph.

Lin Nan knew that life was a one-way street, so he forced himself to learn to get along with himself, learn to keep a different distance from each friend, and make himself as objective, optimistic, and positive as possible.

Those sorrows and sorrows were weakened and suppressed in my heart again and again.

Lin Nan said "it doesn't matter".

I also thought it was okay.

But he needs reassurance.

At the same time, like the beautiful love that is often praised by people, there are always people describing its beauty, but for Lin Nan, it is all a legendary thing, which is beyond reach.

If someone tells him: "This is a big relationship, you should be angry, you should be sad."

Of course Lin Nan would be moved.

Du Yiting is that person.

He didn't say anything, he told Lin Nan with his actions.

Du Yiting always told Lin Nan with the facts that he was always by his side, no matter good or bad.

It was the lights that Lin Nan met in winter, which made him forget all the quarrels and dissatisfaction in his heart for a while.

Lin Nan smiled at Du Yiting.

Du Yiting understood that the smile was not wholehearted, or Lin Nan tried hard to make Du Yiting feel that he was not so sad, but he failed.

That smile came from the heart, but it was just a kind of comfort, comfort to him and himself.

Lin Nan curled the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't put a smile on his eyes.

He cried all night, and the expression on his face warmed up because of Du Yiting's arrival, but he still couldn't hide his depression and exhaustion.

The face with light and shadow floating under the street lamp was a little pale from crying, the eyes were swollen very slightly, the tip of the nose was not red, and there was not a single drop of water on the eyelashes.

As Lin Nan walked, he held up the puff and ate it slowly, one bite at a time. There was a little bit of cream on his mouth, and he would lick it away with the tip of his tongue in a short while.

Du Yiting guessed, but also asked with some certainty: "Did you cry just now?"

What he asked was when they talked on the bus, and they both knew.

But it took Lin Nan a while to understand, and then he replied honestly: "Yeah."

"If," Du Yiting was hesitant to speak, which is rare, he paused, but he still chose to continue asking the question in his heart, "If I didn't hear you quarreling, would you tell me about it? "

Du Yiting didn't want to admit it. He knew Lin Nan too well now. He guessed that Lin Nan wouldn't say anything, or he covered up seven or eight percent of his original emotions.

It's like Lin Nan once told him about his cousin, but Lin Nan never mentioned it, his cousin is so annoying.

Lin Nan never thought about keeping this matter from Du Yiting.

It's so sad, I have to ask Du Yiting for something sweet.

Lin Nan bit into the middle of the puff. The cream in this shop is light and sweet, light and not greasy.

The cream melts in the mouth, like an energy supplement after crying.

"Yes." Lin Nan replied.

However, Du Yiting continued to ask: "When?"

This issue is a bit complicated for Lin Nan.

What is "when"?

This happened in the evening.

The momentary emotional breakdown caused Lin Nan's vitality to go on strike for a while.

Just after the quarrel, Lin Nan couldn't bring himself to talk about it with anyone.

He looks at the flowers, the grass, the moon hanging in the sky, and the pedestrians passing by the road.

When he calmed down, he clicked on the dialog box with Du Yiting, maybe he wanted to tell Du Yiting at that time, maybe it would be a night before telling him.

It's all possible.

Maybe this is what Du Yiting asked?

So Lin Nan replied with some hesitation: "Let's wait until I adjust my mood."

"At least don't let my emotions affect you, I don't want you to be so sad and angry," Lin Nan stretched out his hand to hold Du Yiting's hand, "I really hope that all the emotions I give you are happy , don’t want me to be your big trouble.”

Lin Nan doesn't want to transmit negative energy to others all the time.

He himself clearly hides a lot of bad thoughts and depressing thoughts in his heart, but he takes pictures every day to share his life, reposts funny jokes, and every cheerful smile he gives makes people get good memory fragments from it.

The two of them walked into the unoccupied play area downstairs, and Du Yiting's hand stroked the side of Lin Nan's face.

"Why don't you understand?" Du Yiting looked into Lin Nan's eyes through the moonlight, "Whether you are happy or unhappy, I love you and I want to be with you."

"You have never been anyone's trouble. I am selfish. I am eager for you to need me to trouble me. When you cry by yourself, I feel so sad that I want to cry in retrospect."

"Do you love me?" Lin Nan asked in a daze.

Love is much heavier than liking.

"I love you." Du Yiting replied firmly.

Love is love, and there is no need to avoid it after confirmation.

Lin Nan took Du Yiting back to his home and secretly hid him in his room.

At night, the door of the room was locked, and the two hugged each other and whispered.

Lin Nan told Du Yiting about the strange troubles he had experienced since childhood.

Lin Nan has always believed that complaining and regretting are useless...

But let's be honest, complaining about finding the right person to confide in can be pretty cool.