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After I washed up, I cleaned up the cold items on the table and went to the kitchen to heat up last night's dishes and have lunch soon.

When the dishes were hot, I sent Chen Zheng a WeChat message: No matter how busy you are, don’t forget to have lunch.

There was no reply after a while. I guess he was too busy to look at his phone.

With a sound of "ding", the dish is hot.

I was going to the kitchen to pick up food when a call came on my phone.

The caller ID is: Mom.

I picked it up: "Hey, Mom, what's the matter?"

"Yuan Yuan, wasn't it Chen Zheng's birthday yesterday? I heard from people in the law firm that he left work early. Did he go home early last night?"

It turned out that my mother came to give me the information, and I couldn't laugh or cry.

"Mom, he came back early, and we had dinner together."

"That's fine, I'm afraid. I'm always afraid that something will happen to Chen Zheng, I'm afraid that he will treat you badly, my heart..." Mom sighed on the other end of the phone, and my heart throbbed. .

I comforted my mother: "Chen Zheng can't, he has a very good character. I have been married to him for two years, and he has never gone out to hang out. On the contrary, I sometimes go to bars with my colleagues to drink. Mom, don't worry."

"Okay, okay, what am I afraid of... just as long as you live well."

Mom hung up the phone, and I absent-mindedly put rice into my mouth.

What are you afraid of?Of course I know that all the illusion of happiness is based on the fact that You Yu is thousands of miles away from us, and You Yu will come back one day, how long can this kind of happiness last?

The movie in the living room played all afternoon, I rubbed my sore eyes, and went to the small balcony to look at the outdoor green plants to soothe.

After looking around for a while, I suddenly fixed my sight. The person who just walked past the flower bed, why does his back look so much like... You Yu.

But, You Yu is still in England at the moment, how could he appear here?

I reassured myself and drew the curtains.

When eating at night, I thought of the sweetness of last night, and I couldn't help but giggle.

The phone beeped, and I saw that it was a word "good" from Chen Zheng.I sent him a WeChat message at noon, and he only replied to me at night, he is really busy.

While waiting for Chen Zheng to come home, I went to the website of the Special Technology Center for Infant Nurturing, and my account showed that the application was approved, which means that the applicant can choose a day to go there with his partner for sampling. .

I am both excited and apprehensive.Excitedly, I am one step closer to my dream; anxiously, I haven't told Chen Zheng about applying for a baby yet.

At that time, I thought, anyway, the application may not be approved, so why speak out to make him dissatisfied.

Chen Zheng has never mentioned the matter of children since his marriage for two years. The parents of the two families mentioned it occasionally, but he kept saying "it's still early, there's no rush".

But Chen Zheng is not in a hurry, I am in a hurry.

I especially hope to have a child—the child of Chen Zheng and me.I like both boys and girls. I raised him slowly from a young age, accompanied him to learn to walk and talk, sent him to school, and heard his immature voice call Dad.

I was always in a panic, thinking that if this wish was not realized sooner, there would be no chance in the future.

There is still half a year before the sampling deadline, so I decided to find a suitable time to tell Chen Zheng.

The doorbell rang, it was Chen Zheng who came back!

I ran out to open the door, and as soon as Chen Zheng stepped through the door frame, I hugged him.

He was surprised, "what's the matter, so happy?"

I laughed happily, "I'll tell you later."

I untied his tie for him, saw that his face was not right, and asked with concern: "Is there any trouble with the case? His face is so ugly."

He shook his head and walked to the bathroom, "No big problem, I'll take a shower first, you can go back to the bedroom."

Even if there is a big problem, he will not tell me, I complain silently.

Chen Zheng seldom talked to me about his work. I didn't understand the legal provisions or the facts of the case, and I couldn't give him professional advice. He probably didn't want to talk nonsense.

In our evening life, apart from sex, we usually have no other communication. I love watching movies, and he loves reading books. Tomes of professional books are his favorite. For this reason, I bought a bedside bookcase and put it on his side. .

I really can't figure out why someone can love reading so much, Chen Zheng probably was a bookworm in his previous life.

When we first got married, I once asked him to watch a movie with me, and he refused me directly because he didn't like watching it, which made me very embarrassed.

Chen Zheng came out wrapped in a bath towel. He sat next to me and pulled off one of my earphones.

I paused the movie and watched him.

He said, "How was your rest today? Is your butt still hurting?"

The way he said embarrassing words in a serious manner made me laugh in my heart. I thought for a while and said, "I'm resting well, but my back is sore. Can you massage me?"

Chen Zheng asked me to lie on my stomach and began to rub my waist.He rubbed my itchy flesh several times, and I couldn't help laughing, so I had to say, "Stop rubbing, I can't hold it anymore."

He stopped with a little regret, and went to flip his big man again.

On Saturday, Chen Zheng had to work overtime, and Song Zhiyuan and I drove to a farmhouse in the suburbs to go fishing.

Song Zhiyuan took his girlfriend Le Min, the two of them were so sticky, I got goosebumps all over beside me.

Song Zhiyuan and Le Min are both my college classmates, and Song Zhiyuan and I are still colleagues, so our friendship has never been broken since college.

Song Zhiyuan and Le Min have been in love since college, and it has been five years now.If you say that they have a good relationship, neither of them has any intention of getting married, but if you say that their relationship is not good, can they talk for five years?

I asked Song Zhiyuan what he was thinking, he was smoking a cigarette, he took a deep breath and then spit it out, choking me half to death.

He said: "Marriage is too tiring. People say that marriage is a tomb. I am still young and I don't want to die young."

Song Zhiyuan is more chic than me, and also more confident than me.He and Le Min are in free love, how to play and how to create themselves has the final say.

My situation is different from that of Chen Zheng. Chen Zheng was forced by his parents and my father to marry me. As for me, I begged my father to let me marry Chen Zheng.

My father is Chen Zheng's mentor. When Chen Zheng was about to graduate from college, he was involved in a murder case. The school wanted Chen Zheng to drop out due to public opinion. It was my father who tried to protect Chen Zheng.

Later the truth came to light, Chen Zheng has always thought of my father's kindness.He agreed to marry me out of sheer compulsion.

In the evening I went back with two herrings, only to find that Chen Zheng was at home.

I asked him pleasantly: "Why did you leave work early? Isn't there a new case?"

He tapped on the computer, "A friend moved, and he didn't have a car, so I'll give him a ride."

"Ah? Who moved? Old Wu or Old Zheng?"

He paused and said, "It's a new colleague in the office, you don't know him."

I let out an "oh", a little puzzled, when did Chen Zheng become so enthusiastic about the people he just met?

I originally wanted to share my fishing experience with Chen Zheng, but seeing that Chen Zheng was busy all the time, I stopped talking.

Chen Zheng asked me instead: "Did you have fun with Song Zhiyuan today?"

People bring their girlfriends in pairs, where can I be happy?

"Very happy. We caught five fish in total, I got two, Song Zhiyuan and his girlfriend got three."

"You don't know how to dissect fish, so what are you going to do with that fish?"

"Auntie came to clean the house on Monday. I will give her some extra money and ask her to help me cut up the fish."

"Then it will have to be the day after tomorrow." Chen Zheng said, "I'll go for an autopsy when I'm done with work, and put it in the refrigerator tonight, so I can eat it tomorrow."

I was shocked, "You can still cut fish, brother Zheng, I haven't seen you show this skill before."

Chen Zheng seemed to be smiling, "When I learned how to cut fish, you were still in high school."

If I was still in high school, then Chen Zheng was in college, that is, when he and You Yu were dating.

Were they living together at that time?Otherwise, how could he have the opportunity to learn cooking and dissecting fish?

Thinking of the possible reasons behind this layer, I became irritable, didn't answer Chen Zheng's words, and walked into the bedroom without saying a word.

The author says:

About children: Here is the advanced technology setting in the context of same-sex marriage.